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My cat puked on my desk










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Being aroace is super cool but damn the world really can't understand the concept of not loving romantically. Like, when I have a comfort character, or when I ship characters, or when I kin a character, I don't imagine romantically, I want to be their best friend sure. I love friendships with a ton of hugs and all, but I never understood people who imagined themselves in a romantic relationship with a fictional character, I guess I can't understand the concept of loving romantically.
The whole stuff happening round Jospeh Quinn with toxic fangirls actually sexualising him, or saying they love Eddie only for his look, it's astonishing to me. Eddie is my fav right now, but because he reminds me of me and my friends, we play DnD and are ourselves no matter what, no matter if the world doesn't like openly queer, with a ton of different tastes ( metal, musicals, fricking books about cats ) people, then screw the rest of the world. I don't know, Eddie feels like that to me, and if I really like Joseph it's only because he's sweet, his little things like pulling his tongue out or something like that just feels like home, those mannerisms I have myself, and his acting is just so good, dramatic characters are really so good. But I would never sexualise him, or see him as something else than an actor I genuinely like for his care for his fans, his acting and his personality on screen. Fangirls scare the hell out of me.
Duh when I learned the meaning behind sexy, the fact it actually mean you could bang with that person was a big shocker to me, like, seriously, people can think like that? wow. When I learned I cannot look at other people's lips too much because it would mean I want to kiss them when I just like seeing mouths talking ( I know it's weird ). I really cannot grasp the whole extent of romance, it just keeps you away from doing anything or else it would mean that or that, and the fact other people get it instinctively but I don't bugs me. THE WORST: HOW DIDN'T I SEE IT EARLIER! It's obvious, I've always been out of all that, I invented crushes to fit in conversations with my best friend, I always thought people were dating at like 25 but not before that, I thought my father had only dated my mom, same for my mom, and I thought they were friends before dating because for younger me it was impossible to date somebody if you weren't friend with them before, or else how would you know if the other fits you, right? WELL what a slap it was to enter high school ( in Belgium our high school is 6 years long so it's a mix of middle and high school for Americans ). The first group I was in only talked about boys, and make-up, and clothes, and drama. And me I was there with Fnaf knowledge right into my Undertale crisis. Then I left it for another group that mixed people way more nerdy, my closest friend in that group is also into fashion, she had a ton of relationships and all, but she talks about everything, including memes, video games, star wars and all, she is so sweet because she teaches me how the allosexual-romantic world works, and in that group there are like two other aromantics, one is asexual the other not, the aroace is completely clueless too when it comes to romance, the other is hyper sexual so he knows everything. Oh yeah because I had to learn romance is really close to sexual life. I thought people wouldn't bang before years of knowing each other, well screw me cause they do even the first night sometimes. I don't know, sometimes I feel lost, and I may not be seen as "normal" but damn for me it's the rest of the world that is strange.
Wow that one was long but by accident XD

Musicals are so great, I mean Moulin Rouge has the best music, Rocky horror picture show the the weirdest feeling ( which is good ), The greatest Showman is shit, the Disney movies are cute, Hamilton has the biggest audience, and Beetlejuice is one of the best. Diversity at its peak.

Gucci gang OuO

It's one I rarely see but: the party that left during TNP actually arrives too late, like way too late, I love post-apocalyptic so I guess that's a way of bringing it to Warrior cats. 

Another one I love must be the one where Rusty doesn't end up in TC, it's so great to explore other clans, and imagining what it would have been.

And a little one but such an important one to me, Longtail becoming deputy under Firestar instead of Graystripe. It adds spice when Brambleclaw enters the chat.

There is another AU though, where Tawnypaw stayed in TC while Bramblepaw joined SC, I really love to shuffle things and see what would have changed

I forgot to reply but those all sound like fun aus.

I have my own warriors au that changes quite a bit but also still keeps a lot the same. Important events from the first arc that would happen still happen, just in a slightly different way or with different characters. I don't want to make an au for every individual idea, but rather string a few of them together in a way I like better.
Revised prophecy, Smudge instead of Rusty because Rusty persuades Smudge to adventure into the forest with him, but happens to be taken to the cutter the day they were supposed to go together. Smudge becomes a medicine cat. Greystripe under Bluestar (filling a few similar roles Fireheart would have had) where Bluestar figures out what happened between him and Silverstream early and she sees the parallel between her own grief with Oakheart and puts the botch on it, making Greystripe a little more hardened to external events and eventually, Greystar.

Those are the two main changes.

No, I said he gets taken to the cutter.

I keep telling myself "yeah i'll write this." but I have so much on my plate already to work on for original ideas I don't know when or if I will ever have time to write fanfic. It's fun to talk about though. :3

I've had an idea two days ago at like 3 am because my brain was just storytelling instead of sleeping and why is nobody talking about Princess being a warrior instead of Rusty! I'm joking of course some people have talked about it. I mean of course she would be completely different than Rusty, in that matter I think she would need to be driven out of her house, not by choice but because of circumstances, another mean cat in the house, a dog, being dared or something. And damn she would be skittish, but she would a good diplomat, like good good. So when Longtail will dare her or something she will just mostly talk her way out of it, and if attacked, dodge. She's a really peaceful cat, so she would be against hurting other cats. But she has patience and so would be a good hunter still. Danger would still bring her big anxiety, and she will have a hard time getting used to the wild surroundings.
I want her to still end up with Sandstorm, but not by being the prince saving the princess ( hehe ya know, with her name and all ), instead by talking to her often and still care even if she is a bully. And I just imagine Sandpaw falling in love with her, and Dutspaw would be on the side like "ooow love is in the aiiiir".
StarClan would be way different though, not sending prophecies, they can still be asked for help, like going to the moonstone to talk with them, but they're still dead cats, not wise people who lived 30 lifetimes, so they just have their own experience. And when a StarClan cat disappears it's to be reincarnated and not just sent into the void.
And I feel like Princess would soften the borders problems, by making it more free-roam and making cats free to be friends with whoever they want. Leaders would be genuinely each other's friends and ask for help in time of need, deputies would gather sometimes to share the last news and all, and apprentices would be able to train with each other no matter the clan. Princess would be the exterior point of view seeing the weaknesses of the clans' ways, and she would improve them. And reincarnation would really allow good storytelling, like Tigerstar reincarnation being super feared, and it would lead to good character building. Anyway I kin that shit now

I did this for that AU, I really want to make it a comic or something like that, a webcomic surely

her mentor could be any cat really, I thought about Darkstripe

But it would be hell for her since he doesn't like kittypets. The problem is that Darkstripe becomes Dustpelt's mentor after Redtail's death. Now I don't have to kill Redtail, even making Tigerclaw a bad guy, I want a redemption from Darkstripe cause he is only a pawn to Tigerstar. I want the gay crisis to play in it, like he really loves Tigerstar but he ends up realising he is only used, like Longtail. Maybe that he could try to take Oaksong into all this, trying to keep her on his side.
Is it that visible I love Darkstripe?

Anyway, the story would have some minor changes that can change everything, Snowkit will survive, I want justice for that poor deaf boy. And I have a personal dislike for BloodClan so no Scourge and all.

Since I removed most of StarClan's power, I think leaders could have one life only. For the spice.