Wilh's den υωυ

Damn I don't know anymore, like Princess doesn't have any reason to become a warrior but I don't want to create an oc but I want a female MC, just aaaah

I don't know anymore, I might just create OCs like Dark Sun and their 32 damn cats

They're in love in my head, no one will change that

Ok now it's about how defending Ukraine is useless... GREAT MOM

I love my name, Wilh third wheel is a smart move, come on, the aroace a third wheel? that's damn smart! And look, my real first name is Wilhelmine, it's a misery to wear, but I love Wilh, it's like Will but it's not, and who knows, is it feminine? is it masculine? both, take it the way you want to take it, I don't care, my gender is "I don't care"

My favourite band is at around 3 views a week, that's... horrible, they had to change name for some reason and nobody followed them, guess I'll have to do a PMV or something to bring people because they deserve every bit of attention, go check Saudade Experiment, it's a mix of Blues, Synth-wave and some rap here and there.

It's weird how I just talk to myself so much, I mean, when I'm alone my mind just does *poof* and when someone is there I just write, talking to people is so hard, like, when should you end the conversation, is that joke appropriate or will it once again settle an odd atmosphere, is that person even okay with what you're okay with, do they find you boring, odd, even weird? They must think I'm weird, when I talk to someone else than my friends who know about my problem with conversations I just make a fool of myself, I try to answer but when my brain doesn't know what to say, either I say nothing and just stare at the other, or I'll say something cringe, and they'll tell to themselves I'm weird. My mom must tell herself her child is really not like everyone cause even if I improved my social skills, I still manage to look like an asocial. She loves me of course, but she told me a few times already I had the face of an HP, I guess that must be right since she works with high-potential teens and ADHD children but, am I really? I never took the test so I won't say I'm anything, I'm sure I'm neurodivergent, but I don't know what and I don't think it matters. I just accept myself as a weirdo. I don't have issues in my case. Yeah so in conclusion, it's better to talk to myself than to make a fool of myself.

Can I talk about Greek mythology? I have to talk about Greek mythology.

I really love it, in fact, I have been learning Ancient Greek just because of it, I'm happy my school still offered the option cause that's the only school in the city offering so. I hated the teacher though, well the one I had this year, it was the second time he was teaching my class greek, during the third grade of high school and during the fifth grade. I even left the school for my last year because of him, I don't want him teaching me Latin, which is my love, Latin is super easy and it just flows in my head like the alphabet, but him being my teacher again? na-hu, so now I'm homeschooled. But anyway, Greek is something I love when it comes to culture but oh boy the language is hell, so I had no problem ditching it and keeping only Latin for the exam I'll pass in Brussels. Greek culture is my heaven, though I hate their society, they treated women like garbage, slavery was free-roam and they hated each other to the core. I really don't know why I love it so much, I guess I would love to create an Ancient Greek civilisation but with today's mindset, everybody just likes to remember the basic myths, like Athena's birth, Prometheus' betrayal or even Heracles' jobs, but there is so much in their religion, and I wish they could have been as open as the Greek gods seem, of course they're flawed, but the biggest pride Zeus has is Athena, a woman, Gaia is a damn queen to everybody, she slays and doesn't hide it, they feared the Fates, three women with the power of death, having aroace people seemed normal judging Hestia, Athena and Artemis' decision, Athena's relationship with her adopted son is so good, it teaches blood shouldn't important, and many other things. But still, they took those myths, and used them to prove that their society was great and perfect, every religion did that, it's always the same, their myths and books literally teach the best lessons humanity can have, but they don't listen and used them in a wrong way to assert their dominance and hate. Now, even if I love Greek culture, I know it was flawed like Zeus' libido and that I can't envy it. As an AFAB I would have suffered, but happily literature exist and I can just write my own "fix-it" of sort.

Hell, I'm really just grinding because of my thoughts?! If the staff sees this, I swear it's not for that, I think nobody dares to interrupt my thoughts apparently, but I swear that thread is not useless, it's a piece of literature at that point. "Wilh rants too much about anything and everything"

I can't explain the overall passion I can have for some stuff, mainly like, my own stories or the band Saudade Experiment, or Stranger Things, How to train your dragon, red dead redemption, Horizon ZD and FW, Detroit become human, Star Wars, warrior cats ( of course ), Avatar, Assassins creed odyssey, greek history, Belgian history, writing Slams, writing, Micheal J, Math se fait des films, joueur du grenier, Feldup, many other Youtubers, birds, birds aaand

































birds

Just let me live in a cave please, people scare me, not just America

I hate the smell of Soja sauce, I don't know if that's the term in English but screw that, I hate it, it stays in the air for like days, and I just can't grasp how much I hate it. Unfortunately for me it's also my favourite sauce when it comes to chicken, and my mom's way of cooking it with the sauce is the best but it stinks, but it's good, but it stinks, life is made of so much suffering I can't-

Finally read two books of Omen of the Stars, I had to download them illegally cause money is not flowing, but... it's still cool to finally read them

Unfortunately relatable and if you ever need help. "finding things" or perhaps "downloading to own" them I am very good at that.