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Post by Tealraven on Nov 18, 2024 17:29:00 GMT -5
big storm coming in tomorrow. high wind warning. gusts up to 60. 3 inches of rain overnight. the change in atmospheric pressure is already giving me a migraine. i hate storms.
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 18, 2024 19:21:38 GMT -5
I personally like rain but the pressure is giving me a stupid headache!!!!
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Nov 18, 2024 19:46:53 GMT -5
I have this habit of hurting myself, and I don't even know why. I'm not disappointed with myself, and I enjoy life, but I just do it. Not with knifes or blades, but with stuff like nail clippers, razors, staples, bent paperclips, my (weirdly sharp) teeth ect... But I also don't know how to stop. And I don't want to explain to my parents about the marks all over my left wrist, so I just wear long sleeves all the time. I want to stop, but I don't know how to. Any advice, (if you've been in the same situation) just PM me.
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Post by Quill on Nov 18, 2024 21:16:02 GMT -5
The American election results have me spiraling. My biggest hope at this point is getting into a Canadian law school or a UK PhD program (my supervisors for my MPhil degree in the UK said they would love to have me back). I'm very confident I will get accepted into at least one of these programs, but doing that would be contingent on getting the money to do so somehow. Loans might work if Trump doesn't get rid of them like Project 2025 is supposed to, but getting into debt for those degrees in those countries isn't a good financial move. If he hadn't won the election I would be so thrilled at my options in the US, there are so many great law schools in liberal areas that I have a good shot at based on my stats and qualifications (and I already got a full-ride to UW Madison).
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Nov 19, 2024 2:00:14 GMT -5
Had the realization the other day that I would enjoy museums a lot more if I could use a wheelchair. An hour in, my feet will hurt so bad that I start looking exclusively at paintings that are in front of benches, of which there are typically not many. The thought made me sad. And angry that this happens to me. I hate thinking of myself as disabled because it feels so minor compared to most physically disabled people. I don’t think I’d be allowed to use a wheelchair, and even if I did I would feel very bad about using one since I know there are limited numbers and I’d hate to take one from someone who needs it more than me.
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Nov 19, 2024 3:16:51 GMT -5
Had the realization the other day that I would enjoy museums a lot more if I could use a wheelchair. An hour in, my feet will hurt so bad that I start looking exclusively at paintings that are in front of benches, of which there are typically not many. The thought made me sad. And angry that this happens to me. I hate thinking of myself as disabled because it feels so minor compared to most physically disabled people. I don’t think I’d be allowed to use a wheelchair, and even if I did I would feel very bad about using one since I know there are limited numbers and I’d hate to take one from someone who needs it more than me. Buy one, or get one of those ones thats like a walker with a seat that you can fold up and store in your car since those are smaller and more portable? It's not your fault, they're big and it seems like everywhere just lacks seating or has even removed it for some reason. Even fully abled people shouldn't stand for more than 5 hours at a time because it can badly affect your posture later down the line. I was considering the exact same thing because I realized I really wanted to go to the zoo this weekend but it's too big and I know I wouldn't be able to stand and walk around it the whole time and still see everything I wanted to. In the end you're there to enjoy it not just stand around in pain and wanting to go home.
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Post by ᯓ - - > ᥲs𝗍rᥲ ` rіsᥱ : x 🦋 on Nov 19, 2024 7:40:32 GMT -5
I have this habit of hurting myself, and I don't even know why. I'm not disappointed with myself, and I enjoy life, but I just do it. Not with knifes or blades, but with stuff like nail clippers, razors, staples, bent paperclips, my (weirdly sharp) teeth ect... But I also don't know how to stop. And I don't want to explain to my parents about the marks all over my left wrist, so I just wear long sleeves all the time. I want to stop, but I don't know how to. Any advice, (if you've been in the same situation) just PM me. try having a Lego chewing necklace for the chewing, theirs a little skin block thing that you can stab etc, try a pickypad as well..
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Post by ᯓ - - > ᥲs𝗍rᥲ ` rіsᥱ : x 🦋 on Nov 19, 2024 7:43:54 GMT -5
i love storms because it just gives me a sense of calmness, the rain banging aganist the metal roof- its very calming tbh, I get to digital draw or read or just play games and stay inside, especially when I'm home alone and they aren't gonna be back till 10 or smth.. (My family)
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 19, 2024 18:15:03 GMT -5
that's extremely rude, also whats the problem with eat lunch then?
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Nov 19, 2024 18:35:50 GMT -5
my mom just called me a bitch for eating my lunch at 6 but i also came home at 5;45 so what? and my parents are ignoring me for literally no reason That's just mean. And who on earth would cuss their own kid- like how will that get anywhere? I'd just let it pass if I were you, or if one is doing a chore, ask what you can do to help. I guess, don't make the crack wider, but give them back what they should give you.
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Post by Viperstrike on Nov 20, 2024 0:04:10 GMT -5
I hate being sensitive. I found a message from 2018 from one of my friends during a rough spot in our friendship, and rereading it really hurt my feelings. I feel so stupid for getting my feelings hurt now, because this was so long ago. We’ve already made up and haven’t had any problems since. I know she wasn’t intentionally trying to be mean or hurt me when she wrote it, but we had a really bad past together. I almost lost her friendship because of it. I guess rereading this just triggered some of those old feelings again. I wish I was stronger emotionally to not allow things like this to get to me.
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Post by lazzylake on Nov 20, 2024 9:39:11 GMT -5
Color code: yellow I'm looking for some advice here. How do I inform my parents that I dropped out of a college level math course? Whatever I say is just going to make them upset. I feel I wasted my free semester and I have such low energy right now. Any ideas on how to get my motivation back would be appreciated <3
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Post by ᯓ - - > ᥲs𝗍rᥲ ` rіsᥱ : x 🦋 on Nov 20, 2024 10:24:52 GMT -5
Color code: yellow I'm looking for some advice here. How do I inform my parents that I dropped out of a college level math course? Whatever I say is just going to make them upset. I feel I wasted my free semester and I have such low energy right now. Any ideas on how to get my motivation back would be appreciated <3 Either don't tell them, slowly express it to them or say your struggling with something else
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Post by ᯓ - - > ᥲs𝗍rᥲ ` rіsᥱ : x 🦋 on Nov 20, 2024 10:30:28 GMT -5
I HATE MATH, specifically Math support, my math teacher allows me to done my math MY way, my way gets the answers correct, I hate pemdas, all my questions in my quizziz were correct but NOOO it was wrong because I didn't use pemdas, well screw this screw your pemdas! I HATE math support, I'm done, let me out of math support let me go back to my 2 studyhalls, without that 1 study hall I cannot finish my work, math is the worst subject I can't wait to graduate, its not soon but its close..
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Nov 21, 2024 1:05:15 GMT -5
I regret being a piece of garbage when I was a teenager. I wasn't like that all the time, but I did have my anger issues, I was a very negative (some may call edgy) person, and I took that out on many people who loved and cared for me (nothing illegal though). I'm objectively a very different person now, even though I still have some issues, insecurity being one of them. We're all a work in progress. Still, if I could go back in time several years and punch teenage me in the face, likely multiple times, I would do so in a heartbeat. Better yet, a full-on beat down. I wish I could have been my current me back then - a lot more positive, supportive, and patient, and without the temper issues. These regrets will haunt me for the rest of my life, but I suppose that's due justice.
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