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Does anyone have random days where you wanna interact but just don't wanna the next day, I think its a social battery-

My social battery IRL = 0.2%

Yes, that’s always how it’s been. My classmates were shocked when I started trying to talk with them more after about 2 or 3 months of me barely being able to say anything to them at all.

Right now I’m avoiding people because of what happened at my job. I was actually opening up more prior to that though. I doubt I’ll be getting close to anyone else for a while. My battery’s on empty. Minus online which rarely crosses over for me.

I'm sorry that you're stressed, I know that feeling too well. Prozac is a strange med, I know someone who takes it-- it's like a hit or miss.

(assuming you're US based, if I'm wrong, I'm sorry.)

As for your birth certificate, social security card, or citizenship for citizen born abroad, I think you can usually get new copies of a birth certificate from Travel State Gov - How to Replace or Amend a Consular Report of Birth Abroad (CRBA)

the social security card can usually be replaced for free if you check the Social Security's website, there's like a little questionnaire you can go through and find out what to do.

My complaint about earth:

Being an introvert as a kid is just terrible

I feel like I never have time for anything. There’s always so much I have to do. Every time I try to make a day where I tackle something on my to-do list, something comes up that has to be taken care of first, or I don’t feel good enough. There’s something I’ve been working on for a few years now. There’s so much to it, and I accidentally allowed myself to get behind due to burn out, and now I’ve got what feels like an endless mountain of work to get through, but I can only do so much every day. I know technically I could get a lot of it done if I just pushed myself to work at it from dawn to midnight and ignored how bad I felt, but I’d burn myself out so badly I think that would be the end of that. But I can’t give up, because there’s an inevitable deadline down the road. If I quit now, there will really be a bigger problem for me. And this doesn’t even account for all of the hobbies I want to enjoy but can’t. I feel so bad whenever I take a break to do something fun, because I know I’m wasting my time. But if I try to save my hobbies for later in the day, I’m so tired at that point I can’t do them. And a big problem that takes up my time is my health. I can’t work as efficiently as I want to.

i hate two of my "friends". they literally insist sri lankans worship a literal demon and ask me "how does it feel to have your country burned down by a monkey" like how bad do you think we are?? 

Those aren't friends and you can and should call them out for being racists

Color: White I Guess? I don't care how people interact with this post or drown it out.

I'm like, genuinely starting to become mad I keep having to mask how much i hate dogs around people when they keep showing me their dogs even though i've probably said it a million times to my friends i dont like dogs. don't bother sending me dog pictures they are ugly and i will lie to you just to save dog owners from getting randomly pissy but they are still all ugly and i will still continue to hate them do not send them to me, i dont care. the face i make at a dog picture behind the screen is 😬. The trouble of masking and being disgusted/annoyed and having to play nice to respect the other person's feelings about their pet does not feel good.

Will i hurt a dog? no of course not it's still an animal that deserves love and care that love and care simply is not coming from me, the only time i'd care about one is if it was injured and needed help or if someone was abusing them cause yeah i draw the line there. i'm not a heartless monster. but no amount of times i've been around so many different dogs that my friends have, or people in public, or get shown pictures, or get told "well mine isn't like that" it just always makes me feel the same way. I can't. I've tried. I'm not a dog liker and I'm never going to be. I know they are better when trained or being service animals but even then that doesn't de-uglify them in my eyes nor does it make me any less allergic.

Stop sending me your damn dogs! It will save us both the trouble. I swear one of these days im gonna be snappy about it because i've had enough. It's like, 2 people in particular. (no one here)

TLDR: Why is it so hard for people to not send me dog pictures or try to force me to like dogs instead of respecting my boundaries? If I was ever going to like dogs I would like them by now.

oh my god fr why are they so dramatic over a game, its not gon kill you if I don't pass a ball

Anyone know how it feels to be in a clique but u don’t like everyone in it..?

same I feel like I have no real opinion anymore. It makes me upset that we just have to do everything we're told, even if it's unreasonable. and people are saying that our generation will ruin the world! But the past generations have been lying to us and making up stories to keep us "entertained" or "submissive" like no! there's no old man who lies around the world in one night delivering presents because we were nice all year! Our generation would probably have better since of life if we weren't lied to so much! I don't care if it's "for your own good"! I WANT TO KNOW THE DANG TRUTH!

yeah ig! But it feels like as a child you're forced to do everything your parents say... No matter how you feel about it. And you're just supposed to sit there and let them yell at you

something that annoys me is that my friend doesn't respect my boundaries but I'm supposed to respect theirs? I have NO problem with boundaries they are amazing! But when I'm supposed to respect yours but you don't respect mine? Also they keep seeming like they don't wanna thang around me anymore! I'm FRiCKING TIRED OF LOSING FRIENDS!