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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on May 18, 2020 22:50:05 GMT -5
A place for you to safely vent to our supportive community members. If there is anything that you feel you need to get out, this is the place to let it out without being judged. Please refer to the key below to better meet each other’s needs.
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Post by ᏞᎪᎠᎽ Ꮎf fᎪᏁᎠᎾms ミ☆ on May 18, 2020 22:56:18 GMT -5
i am still panicking over my grade for uni! I'm gonna graduate once this is all over, so please dear god let me get passing grades. i will be able to pass my replacement course with a low C or D, so that's not a problem. but my other class, i emailed my professor telling he ri was finally able to upload all my stuff to the folder, so idk if it's too late to submit it or not because she didnt email me back!! i hate to use the quarantine as an excuse, but i had to because i couldnt do it any other way here!  edit: I just checked my grade and it's a C+ i mean i guess that's good since it's not a low C but STILL...this is kinda :\ it's not one of the classes i needed to graduate, but still, i hate that. my professor never answered my email so im guessing my submission didnt count...? she oculd have at least emailed me back to let me know that but nah. my grades just there now i guess |
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Post by MadameDelune on May 18, 2020 23:15:18 GMT -5
i'm trying to join the airforce but I have hypothyroid disease rip
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Post by Skypaw13 on May 19, 2020 12:34:19 GMT -5
I'm currently failing Statistics and have no idea whether I should withdraw now and retake it next Winter (I need Calculus III in the Fall, so that takes priority), or try my absolute hardest and risk an NP grade (no-pass) on my transcript.
The nice thing is, this quarter it's impossible to get an actual failing grade in terms of GPA. NP grades don't reflect in your GPA, they just... don't give you credit for the class.
On one hand, seeing that I have a 50-something percent in a class is triggering my inner perfectionist BIG TIME (I've been a 4.0 student for a few years now), but on the other, I just... can't... care? This quarantine and specifically online classes have messed with my brain and it's absurdly difficult for me to find motivation to do anything. I just want to knit and watch Vampire Diaries until I can go back to school for real.
Oh, also, I have to do a partner project in Stats. Which is great for me, because I don't know jack crap in the class, so this is like my saving grace, but on the other hand, I feel so bad for my partner. We've only been working together for a day now and he's already had to explain to me what seem like basic concepts.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on May 19, 2020 15:01:08 GMT -5
what tf happened to the concept of "nuance"
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Post by mossecho on May 19, 2020 21:36:58 GMT -5
I really wish I could communicate with people better. So if I'm frustrated with someone, I wish I had the courage to explain it to them (calmly and maturely, of course). I don't want to confront them aggressively or anything, but I'm the sort of person who prefers open communication and two parties coming together to resolve an issue. Unfortunately I just can never work up the nerve to start that conversation, no matter how much I want to have it. Instead I vent about the issue to friends and myself endlessly, with is a. not productive and b. probably actually counterproductive. Also it'd be nice if I knew how to express how much I care about certain people to them. I really value my relationships with loved ones, but I have a lot of trouble communicating with that. It's not a problem per se, just something I want to do better in the future.
But anyhow. That's me. I'd also appreciate it if my room would clean itself, but unfortunately magic does not exist. Although I'm not sure if magic could tackle the monstrous hurricane that is My Room.
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Post by froglet on May 20, 2020 1:07:28 GMT -5
im probably not graduating despite being a senior and having my name on the grad program lmaoo kms
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Post by numberonestar on May 20, 2020 13:49:40 GMT -5
The A/C broke again for the 800th time, I'll probably simp out to some Simple Plan, while I try not to die. willThat's ridiculous of your family, why should your happiness and well-being be put on the back-burner, for the reputation and feelings of others? You aren't hurting anyone, hell, if there's anyone with the problem, it's the people who would give your siblings shit over something that doesn't concern them. As long as you're not doing anything illegal or immoral, you keep being you, hopefully the others will come around. |
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Post by trickster ♥ on May 20, 2020 15:46:18 GMT -5
it hurts that people that also face discrimination for their relationships are some of the people that have hurt me the most about my own. i support them and their relationships, but then they call my bf awful slurs, and worse, to my face? i would expect this from someone who's bigoted, but not someone that's also in a minority relationship.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on May 20, 2020 23:17:08 GMT -5
I feel like I’m not good enough and that nobody likes me and no matter how I try to improve myself or like myself it’s like no one notices or cares. And I can’t seem to love myself. I come off rough when I don’t wanna be and people take that as me being an ass. and it hurts because I truly do not want people’s opinion of me to be tainted
but hey it’s just a phase right
I’m just making this up and trying to get attention
it’s like you never listen to me and I’m afraid to open up about how I really feel because I don’t think you can really handle it
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Post by Northstar3213 on May 21, 2020 12:38:38 GMT -5
I wish I didn’t have a crippling fear of making phone calls.
The only reason I even made a phone call today was to get my car inspected, if I didn’t I could’ve gotten a misdemeanor and/or jail time if I got caught with an expired sticker..
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Post by Cosmos on May 23, 2020 8:25:57 GMT -5
It’s barely 6am I’ve been asleep for like three hours and now I’m sitting outside on the steps because of a shitty phobia and idk bro I’m just stressed
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Post by mossecho on May 27, 2020 23:38:42 GMT -5
This is not exactly something to be frustrated about, but here we go: I decided to binge Mad Men before it leaves Netflix. That's four episodes a day if I'm to finish it before it leaves. Was it smart? No. Do I like the show? Yes. But should I binge it like this? Probably not.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on May 31, 2020 23:24:53 GMT -5
god forbid I stay neutral
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Jun 6, 2020 18:06:32 GMT -5
pick up the damn phone kid
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Post by Leapkit on Jun 7, 2020 14:10:05 GMT -5
Me: Opens my mouth to voice an opinion im allowed to have as a person with a ******.
Every cis woman climbing out of the woodwork to jump down my throat: MANSPLAINING. MYSOGINIST. HATE CRIME. DIE. DIE. DIE.
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Post by Leapkit on Jun 7, 2020 14:17:05 GMT -5
Huh, now theyre just being terfy about it. i hate facebook groups.
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Post by showbiz on Jun 7, 2020 18:44:56 GMT -5
nothings right. i wanna go back. take me back, i don't care. i can't. i can't. i should have never left. i should have stayed there. i don't care what could have happened, i should have stayed. everythings wrong.
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Post by Spinel on Jun 7, 2020 21:21:52 GMT -5
tw animal death
my childhood cat had to be put down yesterday. shes been with me for basically almost all of my life, got her when i was four and she had just turned 20 recently. i miss her so so much, ive just spent most of the last two days crying, not to mention the week before that when she just suddenly started to decline after being completely fine the day beforehand. the house is so quiet now, she was the most talkative cat. the moment you'd enter the room she'd be yelling at you. she'd sleep with me all of the time, would always fall asleep next to me or in the cat bed i put in the corner of my bed just for her. she would also stand on my side if i'm laying down, it was basically the first thing she would do after meowing at me when she'd climb onto my bed. i have a cap next to my dresser that she would always drink water from and i can't bring myself to dump it out, much less get rid of it.
it's so lonely now.
tortie i miss you so much, you were my best friend. |
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Jun 11, 2020 11:37:33 GMT -5
SCREAMS LOUDLY
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Post by ᴘᴏʟʏᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜꜱ on Jun 11, 2020 13:11:59 GMT -5
I hate my full-time job, but its the only way I can make enough money for school and car insurance. My mental health is hurting from this job, but I need the money. I'm stuck in my own head for 40hrs a week. aaaaaaa
My family is slowly falling apart and I feel like I'm the glue.
I've felt really lonely lately, even though I'm in a relationship. I'm starting to feel like nobody really cares about me other than my family maybe, but even then it's hard to tell. Everything really sucks right now, I don't really have friends.
I can't voice my opinions without being yelled at, even though I only want peace. I feel like there are so many people hopping on the bandwagon without doing research and its really frustrating. I'm worried the world is going to turn into a dystopia
*exhales*
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Post by 𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒏 on Jun 12, 2020 2:39:00 GMT -5
My mental health hasn't exactly been the best lately, so much stress from drama and so much work is just draining me so much. I'm starting to feel worthless most of the time, and wondering if my friends even like me and care about me. They certainly seem to be just fine when I'm not around, and even tend to ignore me when I try to start a conversation or anything. I'm just invisible. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ |
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Post by pineapplesmoke on Jun 12, 2020 12:18:35 GMT -5
i got dropped my from my automotive class because i did not pay on time (my fault tho) im very frustrated
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jun 12, 2020 23:42:31 GMT -5
at a really unfortunate state in my relationship. we were supposed to be engaged by now except for being forced apart by everything. it's something we've wanted to do for almost two years now. but right now i'm at a really apathetic low regarding my relationship-- not feeling much emotional connection with him and of course my anxiety loves to capitalize on stuff like that.
rationally i know it's probably just a dry spell cause by unexpected separation and stress, and there's nothing to do but push through it. yet it's hard not to get frustrated with myself. i made him promise not to propose until i'm "back to normal" because i don't want to spoil a long-awaited moment. i hate knowing this may delay our plans because my stupid emotions decided to take a vacation.
it's just so frustrating because there's literally nothing i can do except wait it out. we have some theories as to what may be contributing to it but at the end of the day, he hasn't changed, neither has our relationship. anxious apathy sucks because it so convincingly feels like it'll never go away even though past experience has proven that wrong.
i just wanna go back to normal
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Post by mintedstar/fur on Jun 14, 2020 5:22:49 GMT -5
For the time being, this thread will be locked. Openly venting about another user/s in a public thread is apt to insight a confrontation and more argument. Please refrain from venting about other users here.
If there are questions or issues, please feel free to PM a moderator.
Edit: Thread unlocked. Thank you all for your patients.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Jun 14, 2020 14:29:46 GMT -5
when I tell y’all my back and neck hurt like an elephant been sitting on it...
Moving sucks
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Post by Tealraven on Jun 16, 2020 15:01:33 GMT -5
I get so frustrated with myself sometimes over things I can't control. I'm an extrovert with anxiety. I'm an optimist with depression. I love being around people but get sensory overload from large crowds and loud noises. I'm a walking paradox and it's exhausting
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ngl really wishin I was a dragon tha feasts on mortals righ now
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Post by WyrmTime on Jun 16, 2020 16:03:41 GMT -5
I get so frustrated with myself sometimes over things I can't control. I'm an extrovert with anxiety. I'm an optimist with depression. I love being around people but get sensory overload from large crowds and loud noises. I'm a walking paradox and it's exhausting Oh big mood. |
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Jun 16, 2020 17:30:14 GMT -5
hella big mood
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