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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 13, 2024 9:34:31 GMT -5
too angry to explain, too sad to explain, idk but i'll give you a hint: it has to do with the first post of page 75 I wish I could help. This kind of situation is complicated and emotional, but I hope you and your family can work through this grief. |
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Post by Fire the Watcher of the vale on Apr 13, 2024 13:55:26 GMT -5
I've been trying to channel my negative energy into something productive to take my mind off things but all it did was make me feel worse and my finger has a blister from playing the bass for 5 hours straight.
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Post by {Azure} on Apr 13, 2024 17:19:13 GMT -5
too angry to explain, too sad to explain, idk but i'll give you a hint: it has to do with the first post of page 75 I wish I could help. This kind of situation is complicated and emotional, but I hope you and your family can work through this grief. the worst part is: it seems like me, my brother, and my sister in-law are the only ones who feel any f**cking emotions right now |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 13, 2024 17:20:08 GMT -5
I wish I could help. This kind of situation is complicated and emotional, but I hope you and your family can work through this grief. the worst part is: it seems like me, my brother, and my sister in-law are the only ones who feel any f**cking emotions right now That’s awful. Do the rest of your family just not know or not care? |
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Post by Mother Dark on Apr 13, 2024 22:00:26 GMT -5
I found out yesterday through a medical portal message that I have /might have Fibromyalgia (she told me to seek treatment for it but I see no official diagnosis on my chart.) Don't know how I feel about it yet. My big struggle I'm feeling right now is that my primary care sent me to another dr to try and figure out what was causing my chronic pain but he didn't tell me he was passing me on to this new dr and doesn't plan on overseeing my care. The new dr told me she can't do anything more than the primary care and wants me to have him oversee me as she is 40 minutes away from me and I have no license to get to her. So I don't have anyone to oversee treatment for the tentative diagnosis. Though I haven't been fully aware of the pain until semi recently I am beyond frustrated as it seems like every time I start solving a problem for myself 10 more pop up. Ugh, that sucks. My fiancee is in the same boat. She has fibromyalgia/chronic pain and her primary care doctor does absolutely nothing to help her figure things out. Fibromyalgia seems to be umbrella diagnosis for when they don't exactly know what's going on  I hope you find some solutions eventually. It helps if you can find someone to help advocate for you at appointments. I wouldn't say these Dr's aren't helping me or didn't at least try but my primary care at least has exhausted every avenue he has to figure things out. He's sent me for tests to check for other chronic illnesses and everything us coming back negative. I'm sure it is hard for them to be sure about anything because I've got I think 6 other diagnoses and an insane spread of symptoms. I'm definitely gonna try for more specialty visits. I am pretty good at self advocating for myself from practice on the mental health side (I have an associates in psychology) so I'm not afraid to ask questions and make sure I'm actually being listened to |
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Post by {Azure} on Apr 13, 2024 22:07:34 GMT -5
the worst part is: it seems like me, my brother, and my sister in-law are the only ones who feel any f**cking emotions right now That’s awful. Do the rest of your family just not know or not care? my mom either doesn't care or isn't showing it |
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Post by lightfur on Apr 15, 2024 6:53:01 GMT -5
I'm equal parts outraged and scared for my friend right now because their insurance denied getting their insulin refilled I really hope your friend is okay. That's so evil. People care more about money than people's lives. |
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Post by Fire the Watcher of the vale on Apr 15, 2024 8:07:06 GMT -5
Well, my friend group is in the slow process of imploding right now. I'm trying to hold the threads together, but there were three people that kind of acted as structural supports for the group, one of which is me. Essentially, one guy who was also one of those supports started dating someone and he pretty much completely dropped everyone except for me and maybe one other person, and it's leading to a lot of resentment. Our group is really three different groups balled into one, so if one group collapses, we'll likely end up splitting into our smaller groups again, of which mine is the smallest (me and one other guy.) to add to the stress, I've been feeling like shit because I have a crush on the guy who started dating someone and so I'm forced to put my personal feelings aside to try and save the group, which sucks.
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Post by tumblepaw on Apr 15, 2024 17:47:30 GMT -5
I finally have my appointment to be approved for disability. I’m a wreck due to social media attacks (because Im a horrible person), so I’ll probably ace it. My state is very behind on mental illnesses and disability coverage; approval takes over a year. My last shrink gave me a diagnosis of autism years ago just so I could apply. I actually don’t have autism but have many other mental illnesses.
I’m sorry for posting since I’m new here, but I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about any of it at the moment.
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 15, 2024 18:42:41 GMT -5
I'm equal parts outraged and scared for my friend right now because their insurance denied getting their insulin refilled I really hope your friend is okay. That's so evil. People care more about money than people's lives. actually yeah i have an update on this, they were able to borrow part of a vial their friends mom still had since it was the same kind they needed. hoping their insurance stops being a jerk by the time that one runs out too |
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Post by Quill on Apr 15, 2024 21:22:00 GMT -5
I miss having a cat so bad, but I live with my parents and my mom doesn't want one.
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 16, 2024 10:12:03 GMT -5
I’m coming off of a depression medication that had horrible side effects, and I had to leave school not even 30 minutes in because of how bad the pain was. My whole body hurts so much, and I feel so sick. The withdrawal is almost worse than continuing to take it.
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Post by Sand on Apr 16, 2024 11:08:04 GMT -5
I’m coming off of a depression medication that had horrible side effects, and I had to leave school not even 30 minutes in because of how bad the pain was. My whole body hurts so much, and I feel so sick. The withdrawal is almost worse than continuing to take it. I'm so sorry as someone who's had medication withdrawals before that were really bad, I feel for you. I hope you can get some rest and fluids <3 hopefully things will get better as you titrate off the meds. |
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Post by tumblepaw on Apr 16, 2024 11:21:56 GMT -5
I’m coming off of a depression medication that had horrible side effects, and I had to leave school not even 30 minutes in because of how bad the pain was. My whole body hurts so much, and I feel so sick. The withdrawal is almost worse than continuing to take it. I’m so sorry. Sometimes it’s so hard coming off of antidepressants. I remember having brain zaps when I had to stop taking one so I could switch to another. I ended up having to taper off the original one for over a month because things got so bad. They sometimes have that effect on people. Paxil and Effexor are notorious for it! Prozac is usually the easiest to quit and often gets used to help wean people off the other two. If possible, please talk to your doctor about these things. Maybe they can help you so that the withdrawal isn’t so bad. I really hope you feel better soon. Sending lots of healing thoughts and positive vibes your way! |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Apr 16, 2024 16:47:06 GMT -5
*takes deep breath*
*screams*
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 16, 2024 16:58:30 GMT -5
*takes deep breath* *screams* biggest mood of the whole thread. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 16, 2024 20:07:16 GMT -5
*takes deep breath* *screams* biggest mood of the whole thread. Honestly real |
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 17, 2024 0:52:56 GMT -5
Purple/White/Don't care sui ment I just remembered it's the "anniversary" day of when one of my friends killed himself and going to look at his facebook page has proceeded to piss me off and make me feel worse about it. Part of the reason I really think he did was because he was struggling for a long time due to family had long ostracized him and criticized his life choices and he had cut his mother off particularly due to mistreatment growing up, but once facebook memorialized his page it made it publicly taggable so his mom has done nothing for 2 years except post a bunch of woe is me and bible quotes. I understand grieving the loss of your son, but dammit woman you're the reason. If you had ever shut up for 5 minutes instead of preaching to him about how he should feel rather than how he did feel and literally kicked him out of your house he might still be here. Instead you go and spoil his memory by flooding the feed with things that make it impossible for the people who were there in his life to find traces of his existence, because no one can scroll through several hundered of your shitty ass posts. Or asking for bible donations to some organization "in his name" which is something he would have hated.
Generally no hate to religious people but using someones death as your platform is so tacky especially if it would have been completely against his wishes. I really kind of hate her too at this point and see why he wanted to get away. :/
And in general I just wish he was still here man.
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Post by Tealraven on Apr 17, 2024 13:09:02 GMT -5
I’m usually extremely private about my grief but I could use some extra support right now. We are likely going to say goodbye to our beloved dog today. If any of you are religious, I’d appreciate it if you would please send some prayers of comfort, peace, and healing our way. Thank you.
edit: he’s been laid to rest in his favorite blankie with his favorite toy. Good boy Henry. I love you.
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Post by mintleaf2 on Apr 18, 2024 19:10:01 GMT -5
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Everything just feels like it’s falling apart. Every day I hear something new about someone in my family getting sick, or injured, or something bad going on. I’ve been sick for a week, I’m tired, I feel like I’m constantly bringing my friends down because I have nothing but bad things to talk about. I believe bad things happen for the sake of future joy but the hits just keep coming and it’s just so hard right now. I don’t know if I want to commiserate or if I just want someone to say it’s gonna be okay but I just wish things were okay now.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Apr 19, 2024 8:54:41 GMT -5
Orange/purple Everything just feels like it’s falling apart. Every day I hear something new about someone in my family getting sick, or injured, or something bad going on. I’ve been sick for a week, I’m tired, I feel like I’m constantly bringing my friends down because I have nothing but bad things to talk about. I believe bad things happen for the sake of future joy but the hits just keep coming and it’s just so hard right now. I don’t know if I want to commiserate or if I just want someone to say it’s gonna be okay but I just wish things were okay now. ❤❤ here if you need anything, even if you just need someone to talk about those "bad things" to get them off your chest. Remember to be gentle with yourself as you persevere. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 20, 2024 14:08:44 GMT -5
I’m coming off of a depression medication that had horrible side effects, and I had to leave school not even 30 minutes in because of how bad the pain was. My whole body hurts so much, and I feel so sick. The withdrawal is almost worse than continuing to take it. I’m so sorry. Sometimes it’s so hard coming off of antidepressants. I remember having brain zaps when I had to stop taking one so I could switch to another. I ended up having to taper off the original one for over a month because things got so bad. They sometimes have that effect on people. Paxil and Effexor are notorious for it! Prozac is usually the easiest to quit and often gets used to help wean people off the other two. If possible, please talk to your doctor about these things. Maybe they can help you so that the withdrawal isn’t so bad. I really hope you feel better soon. Sending lots of healing thoughts and positive vibes your way! Hey again, update time! I’m no longer taking those and I feel much better. Thanks for the support, I’ll be talking with my doctor soon. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 20, 2024 14:09:39 GMT -5
I’m coming off of a depression medication that had horrible side effects, and I had to leave school not even 30 minutes in because of how bad the pain was. My whole body hurts so much, and I feel so sick. The withdrawal is almost worse than continuing to take it. I'm so sorry as someone who's had medication withdrawals before that were really bad, I feel for you. I hope you can get some rest and fluids <3 hopefully things will get better as you titrate off the meds. Hi again, I’m feeling much better. I stayed home for two days and we’re gonna wait a while before testing another one. Thanks for the support. :] |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 20, 2024 14:11:29 GMT -5
I’m usually extremely private about my grief but I could use some extra support right now. We are likely going to say goodbye to our beloved dog today. If any of you are religious, I’d appreciate it if you would please send some prayers of comfort, peace, and healing our way. Thank you. edit: he’s been laid to rest in his favorite blankie with his favorite toy. Good boy Henry. I love you. I hope you guys are ok and that you are able to deal with this grief. Grief is difficult to overcome, especially when losing a pet or a person you are close to. I’m not super religious like pope level or something but I will pray for you. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 21, 2024 12:15:08 GMT -5
I was going on some sort of camping trip that was for school, and the teachers did some skits one night. Part of one of the skits was two of the male teachers being the ‘Good Fairies’ and putting on dresses and wigs and having balloons stuffed into the dresses. I thought it was hilarious and the fruitiest thing I’d ever seen from them, but on the way back to our cabins, one of the adult chaperones said to me (and I quote) “Nothing like men in ladies’ clothing to get you going” like bitch, wtf. I already knew she was homophobic and straight up weird, (emphasis on the straight) but you really did not need to say that. I’m still rather annoyed by it but mostly just feel mentally itchy and uncomfortable at that.
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 22, 2024 19:49:09 GMT -5
Fletcher started howling and drooling and wobbling and pooping and peeing all of a sudden we took him to the vet as fast as the car would drive i swear to god if i lose this cat im going to kill myself.
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 22, 2024 19:52:11 GMT -5
Fletcher started howling and drooling and wobbling and pooping and peeing all of a sudden we took him to the vet as fast as the car would drive i swear to god if i lose this cat im going to kill myself. I hope your cat is ok I wish I could help |
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 22, 2024 22:48:17 GMT -5
ill keep it brief because i am exhausted but they arent sure. seizure seems likely. hes resting on a heated blanket with some towels and water next to it back at home and we are staying up in case it happens again or gets worse
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on Apr 23, 2024 10:20:02 GMT -5
ill keep it brief because i am exhausted but they arent sure. seizure seems likely. hes resting on a heated blanket with some towels and water next to it back at home and we are staying up in case it happens again or gets worse Alright. Hopefully he gets better, sorry you (and your cat) have to go through this. |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Apr 24, 2024 22:06:32 GMT -5
house hunting was invented as an effective form of torture by the devil, i've decided
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