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Post by Dark on Apr 27, 2024 20:44:43 GMT -5
im so exhausted of overthinking and being insecure about my friendships. sometimes i just want to end all of my friendships because they hurt. but at the same time i love my friends, especially my two best friends. but i hate all of the overthinking that comes along with it. it's so difficult and i feel like im annoying for needing a lot of reassurance. and i dont understand why people want to be my friend.
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Post by Chicken on Apr 29, 2024 20:44:02 GMT -5
I'm not sure what to do about these feelings I've been feeling lately.
Usually I don't really have strong emotions to things other than irritation and anger, but it usually takes A LOT to make me get angry enough where I lose my temper, so even then I'm pretty mild.
If I do feel any sort of way, I'm usually able to temper the feelings with music or adult substances but lately, it doesn't seem to help, I've been feeling extremely sad and lonely, I feel regretful about not being a nicer person, and I'm wondering if I'm even worthy enough to live or if I'm a terrible person who has been so mean and selfish that there's no hope for me?
Usually I'm able to either ignore these feelings or see the hope in life, now all I can focus on is if this is the right time and place for me to be in this world.
I hate having feelings, nothing even that bad is happening in my life, yet I'm so sad all the time
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Apr 30, 2024 2:19:12 GMT -5
I'm not sure what to do about these feelings I've been feeling lately. Usually I don't really have strong emotions to things other than irritation and anger, but it usually takes A LOT to make me get angry enough where I lose my temper, so even then I'm pretty mild. If I do feel any sort of way, I'm usually able to temper the feelings with music or adult substances but lately, it doesn't seem to help, I've been feeling extremely sad and lonely, I feel regretful about not being a nicer person, and I'm wondering if I'm even worthy enough to live or if I'm a terrible person who has been so mean and selfish that there's no hope for me? Usually I'm able to either ignore these feelings or see the hope in life, now all I can focus on is if this is the right time and place for me to be in this world. I hate having feelings, nothing even that bad is happening in my life, yet I'm so sad all the time I love you. You are worth keeping alive because the world is better with you in it. Your situation has sucked for an extremely long time and I will once again urge you to please, please do what you can to find another living situation before things get worse or choosing to do something unfixable. Your idea of "not that bad" has been skewed because you've been a frog sitting in a nearly boiling pot for literally years from an outside perspective looking in. And I'm telling you. It is in fact that bad. This isn't something normal or ignorable anymore if you're getting to a point where you're suicidal. (Even if not actively planning, wondering if you are "worth staying alive" is classified medically as suicidal.) You're worth everything. |
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*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on May 2, 2024 16:15:40 GMT -5
I'm not sure what to do about these feelings I've been feeling lately. Usually I don't really have strong emotions to things other than irritation and anger, but it usually takes A LOT to make me get angry enough where I lose my temper, so even then I'm pretty mild. If I do feel any sort of way, I'm usually able to temper the feelings with music or adult substances but lately, it doesn't seem to help, I've been feeling extremely sad and lonely, I feel regretful about not being a nicer person, and I'm wondering if I'm even worthy enough to live or if I'm a terrible person who has been so mean and selfish that there's no hope for me? Usually I'm able to either ignore these feelings or see the hope in life, now all I can focus on is if this is the right time and place for me to be in this world. I hate having feelings, nothing even that bad is happening in my life, yet I'm so sad all the time *hugs* You are not a terrible person! You are more than worthy enough to live. |
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Captain Americat
"Don't frown, someone could be falling in love with your smile." - Teen Wolf
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Post by Captain Americat on May 2, 2024 16:55:56 GMT -5
I’m hurting. And the one person I want to talk to about it… I can’t. And that makes the hurt worse.
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 2, 2024 19:25:53 GMT -5
Hey guys I can’t seem to figure this out but if I don’t get an answer soon I’ll be in huge trouble. Somehow the ‘screen time’ sh-t on my phone got removed without me doing anything at all. I have no idea why or how this happened, and I swear to everything I hold dear I didn’t do anything. I have an Apple iPhone, anyone else ever had this problem? My parents are so mad at me and I have no idea what to do, I feel horrible and I hate it. How the hell did this happen! If I can’t get them to understand it’s not my fault, I’m in deep shit.
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Post by Sand on May 3, 2024 3:49:00 GMT -5
Hey guys I can’t seem to figure this out but if I don’t get an answer soon I’ll be in huge trouble. Somehow the ‘screen time’ sh-t on my phone got removed without me doing anything at all. I have no idea why or how this happened, and I swear to everything I hold dear I didn’t do anything. I have an Apple iPhone, anyone else ever had this problem? My parents are so mad at me and I have no idea what to do, I feel horrible and I hate it. How the hell did this happen! If I can’t get them to understand it’s not my fault, I’m in deep shit. I can try to help. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 3, 2024 9:30:35 GMT -5
Hey guys I can’t seem to figure this out but if I don’t get an answer soon I’ll be in huge trouble. Somehow the ‘screen time’ sh-t on my phone got removed without me doing anything at all. I have no idea why or how this happened, and I swear to everything I hold dear I didn’t do anything. I have an Apple iPhone, anyone else ever had this problem? My parents are so mad at me and I have no idea what to do, I feel horrible and I hate it. How the hell did this happen! If I can’t get them to understand it’s not my fault, I’m in deep shit. I can try to help. Thanks for the offer. I don’t know what happened so I don’t know how you might be able to help. Do you have any idea how this might have happened? |
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Post by Sand on May 3, 2024 10:56:10 GMT -5
Thanks for the offer. I don’t know what happened so I don’t know how you might be able to help. Do you have any idea how this might have happened? I would assume screen time disappearing could have happened after updating your version of iOS. I know that tends to mess with things sometimes. What version of iOS are you on? If you prefer reading articles with solutions, I’ve found a few. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 3, 2024 12:45:32 GMT -5
Thanks for the offer. I don’t know what happened so I don’t know how you might be able to help. Do you have any idea how this might have happened? I would assume screen time disappearing could have happened after updating your version of iOS. I know that tends to mess with things sometimes. What version of iOS are you on? If you prefer reading articles with solutions, I’ve found a few. Oh I’d love to see the articles. I’m on 17.4.1, but I don’t remember letting my phone update, is there a possibility that it managed to do that on its own or something? |
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Post by Sand on May 3, 2024 18:01:37 GMT -5
I would assume screen time disappearing could have happened after updating your version of iOS. I know that tends to mess with things sometimes. What version of iOS are you on? If you prefer reading articles with solutions, I’ve found a few. Oh I’d love to see the articles. I’m on 17.4.1, but I don’t remember letting my phone update, is there a possibility that it managed to do that on its own or something? 17.4.1 is the most recent one. If your phone has automatic updates turned on, then it’ll just do it for you. www.imobie.com/support/screen-time-not-working.htm |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 3, 2024 18:05:32 GMT -5
Oh I’d love to see the articles. I’m on 17.4.1, but I don’t remember letting my phone update, is there a possibility that it managed to do that on its own or something? 17.4.1 is the most recent one. If your phone has automatic updates turned on, then it’ll just do it for you. www.imobie.com/support/screen-time-not-working.htmOh ok. I’ll just have to turn that off. Thanks Sand! I’m pretty sure that’s what happened then. :] edit: I’ll read that article soon |
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on May 4, 2024 0:53:36 GMT -5
I'm annoyed/upset with a longtime friend. I want to talk to them about it, but I don't know how without sounding like a jerk.
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beefur 👻🦇🎃
"Great, let's round up all the useless cats and hope a tree falls on them." ~Jayfeather
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Post by beefur 👻🦇🎃 on May 4, 2024 12:33:31 GMT -5
I'm annoyed/upset with a longtime friend. I want to talk to them about it, but I don't know how without sounding like a jerk. if u want advice, id be happy to give it |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 4, 2024 12:35:26 GMT -5
I'm annoyed/upset with a longtime friend. I want to talk to them about it, but I don't know how without sounding like a jerk. if u want advice, id be happy to give it I also would like to offer that, I just might not have amazing advice? |
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on May 4, 2024 17:04:19 GMT -5
I'll take some advice, if you have some to offer. Thanks <3
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on May 5, 2024 7:21:29 GMT -5
realizing how unlovable and disgusting i am because the last time my partner even tried to kiss me it was part of a joke and he recoiled the instant i moved in towards him and the only physical affection i even get anymore is a hug sometimes.
im literally fat and ugly and used and wasted and have no future except consuming media or drawing stupid shit until i die and i wish that would happen faster.
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on May 5, 2024 9:16:43 GMT -5
Now he thinks its funny to trigger my fight or flight on purpose and then get mad at me when i screamed and punched him in the jaw because he played noises at me from where i couldnt see him all of a sudden with no warning. buddy you ****ing know not to do that, we have been over it and you should know by now its called FIGHT or flight for a reason and im way more fight than flight here thats on you
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Post by Quill on May 5, 2024 10:28:16 GMT -5
Now he thinks its funny to trigger my fight or flight on purpose and then get mad at me when i screamed and punched him in the jaw because he played noises at me from where i couldnt see him all of a sudden with no warning. buddy you ****ing know not to do that, we have been over it and you should know by now its called FIGHT or flight for a reason and im way more fight than flight here thats on you Jesus that's so shitty and abusive. I would probably have the same reaction, I HATE being scared on purpose. It ruins my sense of trust and makes me so on edge. You should not take his actions (or inactions) as evidence of you being unattractive or unlovable; his judgment is clearly garbage |
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on May 5, 2024 15:00:50 GMT -5
I still feel bad for punching him because as soon as I realized what was going on it was too late and he said he bit his cheek and now its swollen and i think he should probably go to urgent care but im scared if he tells them how it happened im going to be the one in trouble for this
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Post by Sand on May 5, 2024 15:16:19 GMT -5
I still feel bad for punching him because as soon as I realized what was going on it was too late and he said he bit his cheek and now its swollen and i think he should probably go to urgent care but im scared if he tells them how it happened im going to be the one in trouble for this It's going to be okay, Leap <3, I don't think you'll get in trouble. Best thing he can do is put ice on it to get the swelling down. If it hurts a lot, then he can take something for pain if he wants to. |
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on May 5, 2024 15:35:24 GMT -5
I still feel bad for punching him because as soon as I realized what was going on it was too late and he said he bit his cheek and now its swollen and i think he should probably go to urgent care but im scared if he tells them how it happened im going to be the one in trouble for this It's going to be okay, Leap <3, I don't think you'll get in trouble. Best thing he can do is put ice on it to get the swelling down. If it hurts a lot, then he can take something for pain if he wants to. the thing is this happened hours ago but slowly got worse so im worried its infected or sm |
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Post by Sand on May 5, 2024 15:41:28 GMT -5
It's going to be okay, Leap <3, I don't think you'll get in trouble. Best thing he can do is put ice on it to get the swelling down. If it hurts a lot, then he can take something for pain if he wants to. the thing is this happened hours ago but slowly got worse so im worried its infected or sm Does he want to go to urgent care? It's his choice in the end and he doesn't have to tell the doctor or nurse anything. Try to not worry too much about it, let me do that for you. I'm sorry that you've been abused by him and I really really wanna kick his butt for it :/. |
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 5, 2024 16:51:16 GMT -5
Leapkit I am so so sorry, that’s awful and he absolutely should not do that. He’s just a little bitch for scaring you on purpose and for kissing (or almost kissing I don’t remember what you said) you as a joke. That’s horrible and it’s his own fault he’s hurt. I’d probably do the exact same thing if someone did that to me. I hope you find a way out of this situation, good luck. Also I don’t think you’d get in trouble for that if he did tell someone
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Post by 🎃*:.｡. Rain .｡.:*🦇 on May 6, 2024 20:15:16 GMT -5
Ughhhhh my cramps are so bad. I hate this because it’s so painful and uncomfortable and makes me so dysphoriiiiiic. 😞
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Post by tumblepaw on May 6, 2024 22:31:33 GMT -5
I lost the battery cover to my old tablet pc, and I’m worried I threw it out when I was cleaning the area the laptop was kept. I hope the laptop will be okay otherwise. The cover often slipped off when I was using the laptop, so maybe I can make a replacement cover out of something. I don’t use it too much anymore since it’s ancient but I like that it had Windows old format and layout on it.
Probably should update one of these days though! XD
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Post by whiteflight on May 7, 2024 0:10:01 GMT -5
A spider just crawled on my neck when I was about to sleep and now I can't sleep!!!!! 😭
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Post by Quill on May 7, 2024 12:05:38 GMT -5
A spider just crawled on my neck when I was about to sleep and now I can't sleep!!!!! 😭 Can't blame you for not being able to sleep, that's pretty icky |
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2024 13:36:35 GMT -5
migraine because of the stupid weather
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