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Post by smallfly on Jun 14, 2022 11:05:55 GMT -5
i keep feeling strong spikes of negative emotions i hate this.
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Jun 14, 2022 12:25:15 GMT -5
Everyone I love is going to either abandon me or die. Why is life even worth it anymore. i personally feel like life is worth living because even though things may seem bad now, there's still hope it won't always be like that. there are no guarantees in life, the world is constantly changing, and there are so many possibilities out there and different ways that life can turn out. maybe what you fear will happen, or maybe it won't but there's no way to know for sure. you also helped me a lot when i needed it, i think that helping people makes life worth living. it can be hard though to really think about things when you're feeling this way so i understand if what i'm saying doesn't resonate but i care about you, and so do other people, and i really hope you realise that. would you like to talk about it? I appreciate it this is just like. A fact I am reminded of sometimes and I get extremely depressed about it again.
I've been to more of my friends funerals than graduations or weddings. People who are all around my age, either by some disaster, or - mostly - by suicide. The friends I do have are now all long distance save for one, who is busy always and I only get to see on new years. The next closest person to me is a two hour drive away and we still haven't actually met in person yet.
Or the people I care about, ex-friends and family both just. Hate me. I never find out why. Even if it's inevitable and there is nothing I can do to fix it or change their minds, I don't have answers. Or I find out they just like, fundamentally hate who I am as a human being over things I am either unable or unwilling to change: my cultural background, my gender and sexuality, my beliefs, my personality.
I'm reminded that the only family who loved me AND I could trust, are dead.
The only person I'm still in contact with is my bio dad's bio mom, and I have to keep her at only an arms length and not tell her much information about myself because she refuses to acknowledge the kind of person her son is or that he could put me in danger since she only met him as an adult after my parent's divorce. (She had given him up for adoption. He's an asshole ((which is an understatement)). It's all very complicated.) But I talk to her because I want to connect with my native american side and learn from her, and I'm honestly desperate for some kind of familial connection. Any at all who actually treats me nice and isn't poisoned by my mother's opinions of what a terrible person I am.
I'm just.
So.
Isolated.
And tired. By god am I tired.
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Post by 𝘨𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘯 on Jun 14, 2022 15:57:49 GMT -5
god having a fragile body is the worst. i've been having trouble with my ankle slipping for weeks, probably due to an injury i didn't even realise i got. i wrapped my ankle to go on a walk and felt great! i didn't fall over even once, not having to compensate with other muscles meant i didn't get fatigued as quickly, i wasn't in nearly as much pain as usual.
until i woke up the next morning, yesterday, with awful pain in my foot. pretty sure i sprained my ring toe, most likely because of said ankle wrapping being a little too tight around the top of my foot. so that's great :)))) now it's even harder to walk :))))) |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 14, 2022 16:36:34 GMT -5
i personally feel like life is worth living because even though things may seem bad now, there's still hope it won't always be like that. there are no guarantees in life, the world is constantly changing, and there are so many possibilities out there and different ways that life can turn out. maybe what you fear will happen, or maybe it won't but there's no way to know for sure. you also helped me a lot when i needed it, i think that helping people makes life worth living. it can be hard though to really think about things when you're feeling this way so i understand if what i'm saying doesn't resonate but i care about you, and so do other people, and i really hope you realise that. would you like to talk about it? I appreciate it this is just like. A fact I am reminded of sometimes and I get extremely depressed about it again.
I've been to more of my friends funerals than graduations or weddings. People who are all around my age, either by some disaster, or - mostly - by suicide. The friends I do have are now all long distance save for one, who is busy always and I only get to see on new years. The next closest person to me is a two hour drive away and we still haven't actually met in person yet.
Or the people I care about, ex-friends and family both just. Hate me. I never find out why. Even if it's inevitable and there is nothing I can do to fix it or change their minds, I don't have answers. Or I find out they just like, fundamentally hate who I am as a human being over things I am either unable or unwilling to change: my cultural background, my gender and sexuality, my beliefs, my personality.
I'm reminded that the only family who loved me AND I could trust, are dead.
The only person I'm still in contact with is my bio dad's bio mom, and I have to keep her at only an arms length and not tell her much information about myself because she refuses to acknowledge the kind of person her son is or that he could put me in danger since she only met him as an adult after my parent's divorce. (She had given him up for adoption. He's an asshole ((which is an understatement)). It's all very complicated.) But I talk to her because I want to connect with my native american side and learn from her, and I'm honestly desperate for some kind of familial connection. Any at all who actually treats me nice and isn't poisoned by my mother's opinions of what a terrible person I am.
I'm just.
So.
Isolated.
And tired. By god am I tired.
you are probably one of the strongest, if not the strongest person i've ever met, and i doubt i will meet many other people who are as strong as you in my lifetime. you are a kind and caring person, and maybe at times you weren't always like that, but who is? everyone has flaws, everyone makes mistakes, but at your heart, you're still a good person. those people who hate you for the person who you are, the person who is just trying to live their lives, not coming after anyone unprovoked, they are crowd following lemmings who will end up on the wrong side of a cliff someday. i apolgoise for being harsh but this just makes me so angry, how can people go out of their way to be cruel to someone who is just a person not doing anything wrong, especially when there is true evil in the world? it's good to have answers, sometimes i find myself so irritated i want to kick the wall because i want to know something, but i can't find the answers, but it's not good to let it take control of your life. it seems like they've already made up their minds, so the best you can do is stop seeking out the answer, and let the answer come to you. if this sounds a bit preachy then i'm sorry, i don't mean it like that, i just really like giving life advice (that i have trouble following myself) because i like helping people and it makes me feel intelligent so it's a win/win. have you thought about joining a club or something to meet people? i understand though if things are preventing that, that's just something i think of when it comes to making friends. or joining a discord group in your area? though if it's a small place it's understandable that there might not be one and you probably don't want to be found out by people you know irl. like if this annoying asssss rat eating biscuit breath girl that my sister-in-law brought over one night, if she found me online i would sign off and never come back on, i don't want to see her, i don't want to talk to her, i don't want to exist in her reality. i honestly don't think i can help you at the core, but i can try and help distract you from dark thoughts whenever possible, i consider you my friend, and i care about you. |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 14, 2022 16:38:47 GMT -5
god having a fragile body is the worst. i've been having trouble with my ankle slipping for weeks, probably due to an injury i didn't even realise i got. i wrapped my ankle to go on a walk and felt great! i didn't fall over even once, not having to compensate with other muscles meant i didn't get fatigued as quickly, i wasn't in nearly as much pain as usual.
until i woke up the next morning, yesterday, with awful pain in my foot. pretty sure i sprained my ring toe, most likely because of said ankle wrapping being a little too tight around the top of my foot. so that's great  ))) now it's even harder to walk )))) as someone who is fairly fragile, i can somewhat relate. i'm hoping you have a speedy recovery and that it's not so painful as it is now. is there a way you can loosen the ankle wrapping? |
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Post by 𝘨𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘯 on Jun 14, 2022 17:10:06 GMT -5
god having a fragile body is the worst. i've been having trouble with my ankle slipping for weeks, probably due to an injury i didn't even realise i got. i wrapped my ankle to go on a walk and felt great! i didn't fall over even once, not having to compensate with other muscles meant i didn't get fatigued as quickly, i wasn't in nearly as much pain as usual.
until i woke up the next morning, yesterday, with awful pain in my foot. pretty sure i sprained my ring toe, most likely because of said ankle wrapping being a little too tight around the top of my foot. so that's great ))) now it's even harder to walk )))) as someone who is fairly fragile, i can somewhat relate. i'm hoping you have a speedy recovery and that it's not so painful as it is now. is there a way you can loosen the ankle wrapping? thank you <3 i can't really loosen it any more than i already have and still get any benefit from using it unfortunately. during the winter i wear fluffy socks underneath to spread the pressure out a little more but it's to hot for that now :c i've decided to just use my wheelchair for longer trips for a while to let my ankle and now toe rest, and then use kt tape if i can. honestly should have done that a long time ago, but using my chair sucks so i don't as often as i should. oops. |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 14, 2022 17:17:47 GMT -5
as someone who is fairly fragile, i can somewhat relate. i'm hoping you have a speedy recovery and that it's not so painful as it is now. is there a way you can loosen the ankle wrapping? thank you <3 i can't really loosen it any more than i already have and still get any benefit from using it unfortunately. during the winter i wear fluffy socks underneath to spread the pressure out a little more but it's to hot for that now :c i've decided to just use my wheelchair for longer trips for a while to let my ankle and now toe rest, and then use kt tape if i can. honestly should have done that a long time ago, but using my chair sucks so i don't as often as i should. oops. you're welcome <3 the heat is awful sometimes, it'd be cool if they invented foot coolers, you know like those hand warmer things that look like those things you're not supposed to eat that come in a shoe box, that make your hands warm? they should invent those, but to make your feet cool, that you could put in your socks. i don't blame you i wouldn't want to do something that i thought sucked either, but if it was pain vs not doing something that sucked, i'd...i'm not sure what i'd do, i think it'd depend on the situation, but either way i hope that you find a way to help that is good both physically and mentally. |
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Jun 14, 2022 22:37:29 GMT -5
I punched some numbers and I've come to the conclusion that I've spent over 500 dollars this month. That is 300 more than I had originally planned. I hate myself.   |
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Post by aether on Jun 15, 2022 8:59:38 GMT -5
now i can relate to that, dark sun! my savings have been a bit stagnant recently. it's like i PLAN to put money aside on payday, and then something comes up like car issues or unexpected travel and i can't do that. not to mention the fuel and grocery prices skyrocketing! plus i have to book an appointment with an ENT for my hearing issues and that's gonna be costly even after medical rebate. sigh. all to say, don't hate yourself for it; times can be unexpected. and it's not bad to buy fun things for yourself when you want too.
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Jun 15, 2022 10:12:48 GMT -5
I appreciate it this is just like. A fact I am reminded of sometimes and I get extremely depressed about it again.
I've been to more of my friends funerals than graduations or weddings. People who are all around my age, either by some disaster, or - mostly - by suicide. The friends I do have are now all long distance save for one, who is busy always and I only get to see on new years. The next closest person to me is a two hour drive away and we still haven't actually met in person yet.
Or the people I care about, ex-friends and family both just. Hate me. I never find out why. Even if it's inevitable and there is nothing I can do to fix it or change their minds, I don't have answers. Or I find out they just like, fundamentally hate who I am as a human being over things I am either unable or unwilling to change: my cultural background, my gender and sexuality, my beliefs, my personality.
I'm reminded that the only family who loved me AND I could trust, are dead.
The only person I'm still in contact with is my bio dad's bio mom, and I have to keep her at only an arms length and not tell her much information about myself because she refuses to acknowledge the kind of person her son is or that he could put me in danger since she only met him as an adult after my parent's divorce. (She had given him up for adoption. He's an asshole ((which is an understatement)). It's all very complicated.) But I talk to her because I want to connect with my native american side and learn from her, and I'm honestly desperate for some kind of familial connection. Any at all who actually treats me nice and isn't poisoned by my mother's opinions of what a terrible person I am.
I'm just.
So.
Isolated.
And tired. By god am I tired.
you are probably one of the strongest, if not the strongest person i've ever met, and i doubt i will meet many other people who are as strong as you in my lifetime. you are a kind and caring person, and maybe at times you weren't always like that, but who is? everyone has flaws, everyone makes mistakes, but at your heart, you're still a good person. those people who hate you for the person who you are, the person who is just trying to live their lives, not coming after anyone unprovoked, they are crowd following lemmings who will end up on the wrong side of a cliff someday. i apolgoise for being harsh but this just makes me so angry, how can people go out of their way to be cruel to someone who is just a person not doing anything wrong, especially when there is true evil in the world? it's good to have answers, sometimes i find myself so irritated i want to kick the wall because i want to know something, but i can't find the answers, but it's not good to let it take control of your life. it seems like they've already made up their minds, so the best you can do is stop seeking out the answer, and let the answer come to you. if this sounds a bit preachy then i'm sorry, i don't mean it like that, i just really like giving life advice (that i have trouble following myself) because i like helping people and it makes me feel intelligent so it's a win/win. have you thought about joining a club or something to meet people? i understand though if things are preventing that, that's just something i think of when it comes to making friends. or joining a discord group in your area? though if it's a small place it's understandable that there might not be one and you probably don't want to be found out by people you know irl. like if this annoying asssss rat eating biscuit breath girl that my sister-in-law brought over one night, if she found me online i would sign off and never come back on, i don't want to see her, i don't want to talk to her, i don't want to exist in her reality. i honestly don't think i can help you at the core, but i can try and help distract you from dark thoughts whenever possible, i consider you my friend, and i care about you. I appreciate the words. I don't feel strong though. In fact I'm not strong. I literally don't have any other choice but to live with it. |
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Post by 𝘨𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘯 on Jun 15, 2022 10:27:18 GMT -5
thank you <3 i can't really loosen it any more than i already have and still get any benefit from using it unfortunately. during the winter i wear fluffy socks underneath to spread the pressure out a little more but it's to hot for that now :c i've decided to just use my wheelchair for longer trips for a while to let my ankle and now toe rest, and then use kt tape if i can. honestly should have done that a long time ago, but using my chair sucks so i don't as often as i should. oops. you're welcome <3 the heat is awful sometimes, it'd be cool if they invented foot coolers, you know like those hand warmer things that look like those things you're not supposed to eat that come in a shoe box, that make your hands warm? they should invent those, but to make your feet cool, that you could put in your socks. i don't blame you i wouldn't want to do something that i thought sucked either, but if it was pain vs not doing something that sucked, i'd...i'm not sure what i'd do, i think it'd depend on the situation, but either way i hope that you find a way to help that is good both physically and mentally. omg yes, i would love one of those! my feet get hot so fast, i'd buy like 10 and keep one on me at all times lol
yeah, it's a tough choice. it's also a choice i often forget that i have, which doesn't help lol but it's good, in the end i never regret making it |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 15, 2022 10:37:07 GMT -5
this happened yesterday, and i wasn't going to bring it up, since i feel like i've complained enough about this, but it keeps weighing on my heart and my mind.
i went over to my partner's to discuss working things out because i miss them, and it turns out that they're already seeing someone else, we haven't even been apart a week and already i've been replace like i'm nothing? my SIL and her boyfriend aren't talking to me either, so it's clear whose side they're on.
i'm so hurt and angry by this all, and do i even have a right to feel angry? it's not like we were even together anymore so they can move on if they want.
it's still so shocking to me how they went from wanting to be with me forever to not wanting to have anything to do with me and because why?
i'm not good enough anymore to reach their standards? not like this other people they like? i thought they was into their sister's boyfriend, but i can understand why they didn't get together, but to bring this whole other person into the equation?!
it's making me suspect some things like what if stuff like this has been going on the whole time?
this sucks.
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Post by smallfly on Jun 15, 2022 10:39:09 GMT -5
you're welcome <3 the heat is awful sometimes, it'd be cool if they invented foot coolers, you know like those hand warmer things that look like those things you're not supposed to eat that come in a shoe box, that make your hands warm? they should invent those, but to make your feet cool, that you could put in your socks. i don't blame you i wouldn't want to do something that i thought sucked either, but if it was pain vs not doing something that sucked, i'd...i'm not sure what i'd do, i think it'd depend on the situation, but either way i hope that you find a way to help that is good both physically and mentally. omg yes, i would love one of those! my feet get hot so fast, i'd buy like 10 and keep one on me at all times lol
yeah, it's a tough choice. it's also a choice i often forget that i have, which doesn't help lol but it's good, in the end i never regret making it just sew them together and make socks out of them lol i'm glad you never regret it, how are you feeling today? |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 16, 2022 17:29:58 GMT -5
i apologise for the triple post but there are a few things weighing on my mind that i want to vent about.
- i really hate how dependent i am.
i will never be able to survive on my own and the thought of that just brings my mood down to my feet.
living alone sounds amazing, it would be so peaceful, i could do whatever i want, eat whenever i want, sleep whenever i want, etc without anyone getting angry at me, i could live a life free of worry until it was time to worry, and that's when the problems come in.
i'm socially stunted, i was pretty isolated growing up, so i didn't develop the best social skills. there's also pretty bad anxiety with it all too.
i'm also very bad with paperwork and filling things out, i don't trust myself to do it correctly and you need to fill out loads of paperwork to pay bills and stuff.
every little thing you need to help yourself in the world, i need help with and it makes me feel pathetic.
i guess it shouldn't be a surprise that people treat me like i'm stupid. i guess i am with some things, but other things, i think i'm really intelligent about, but this stuff isn't one of them.
improvement on myself with this is something i want to do, but i'm not sure how.
when i met my partner, i started meeting new people, but there is still a huge difference of how i interact with people vs how other people interact with people, and i still feel extreme apprehension from it.
thank god for the internet, it allows me to make friends, but unfortunately it doesn't help much with living in the world offline.
- i hate how envious i get of everyone.
i'll see someone and think how i wish that i was curvy like they were.
or that i was tall like them, or had a deeper voice, i just basically want to look like anyone who isn't me.
it gets a bit disheartening to try on clothes that look sooo awesome on other people, but when i put it on it looks like a tent.
this actually reminds me of this time there were a bunch of clothes on sale and i was going to get this dress that my SIL and i laughed about for ages over because it looked sooo pretty but when i put it on it looked like a hospital gown and even using a belt didn't help to improve it.
on the bright side, it's not so bad when i dress more masculine and stuff, but it makes me a bit sad that i'll never look cool in awesome 1600s style corset dresses or whenever those dresses came into the world. the ones with the corsets and the hugeeeee skirts or ones with a flowy skirt would look super pretty too. i can't imagine how heavy they'd be though, the ones with the huge skirts, with my physical strength i probably wouldn't be able to move lmaoo.
there's more that goes with hating my appearance and how people treat me because of it, but i don't feel like delving into it on this post.
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Jun 16, 2022 21:14:24 GMT -5
These Windows 11 upgrade notifications are driving me up the wall and onto the ceiling. I just performed a Windows Update and when it was finished it asked me if I wanted to upgrade to Windows 11, meanwhile showing me a slideshow of its features. Here's the catch: I had 20 seconds to respond and decline, or it would update for me. I swiftly declined and it asked me "Are you sure you wish to decline?" WHILE the countdown was continuing. I said "yes", and it asked me if I wanted to stay on Windows 10, halting the countdown thankfully. I said "yes", and it once again asked, "Are you sure you want to remain on Windows 10?" This was getting tiresome already, so I said "yes". Then it gave me one final chance to chance my mind. (I didn't.) It asked, "Confirm or deny your decision to stay on Windows 10." I selected "confirm." Afterwards it notified me it was staying on Windows 10, but it prompted me to either upgrade now or if it should ask again in 3 days. Microsoft, you're making my blood boil a little.  |
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Post by Aqua on Jun 18, 2022 19:41:11 GMT -5
I know my mom is worried about my mental health, but her worrying is pissing me off. I can't do anything without her stopping me, and she babies me now and I hate that. Can't wait to go back to work so I can start being independent on my own again without her worrying.
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Non-binary
#F4B548
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Jun 18, 2022 20:26:25 GMT -5
So my mother said I would have to buy a gift for my dad on father's day. I said "no problem", but I had to go searching around town for a part-time job today. So she said she would buy something for me, but I would have to pay her back. I agreed to it, and we went about our days.
Turns out, she bought him 300 dollars in gift cards (for me)... when she knows I'm already struggling financially. I hope I'm not being a greedy sod by saying this, but... 300 dollars that I now owe her, after spending close to 600 dollars this month alone? Isn't that a bit much?
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Non-binary
#F4B548
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Jun 18, 2022 20:28:37 GMT -5
I know my mom is worried about my mental health, but her worrying is pissing me off. I can't do anything without her stopping me, and she babies me now and I hate that. Can't wait to go back to work so I can start being independent on my own again without her worrying. God I hate this. I would often say, "I want to do this", or "I want to participate in that" and whenever my mom or one of my former social workers would go about about my anxiety, or while we were walking down the street and they'd say, "Are you anxious? On a scale of 1-10, how anxious are you?" it would drive me up the wall. I know they care and all, but constantly reminding someone about something they struggle with, especially when they are not feeling that thing at that time, it can get a bit irritating. |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 19, 2022 1:28:19 GMT -5
i've been trying to distract myself, but all these negative thoughts and feelings keep cropping up.
this sucks.
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Non-binary
#F4B548
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Jun 19, 2022 4:28:35 GMT -5
When you spend hours planning what you're going to do that evening, and you look at the time and it's 2:30 in the morning. |
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Post by smallfly on Jun 19, 2022 14:12:03 GMT -5
When you spend hours planning what you're going to do that evening, and you look at the time and it's 2:30 in the morning.  that's me when deciding what to eat. i'll think "i'm feeling a bit hungry." and it'll be like 3 in the afternoon and then i'll start pondering over what i want, and the next time i look it's like 9 at night lmao. |
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Post by Deleted on Jun 19, 2022 14:15:03 GMT -5
So my mother said I would have to buy a gift for my dad on father's day. I said "no problem", but I had to go searching around town for a part-time job today. So she said she would buy something for me, but I would have to pay her back. I agreed to it, and we went about our days. Turns out, she bought him 300 dollars in gift cards (for me)... when she knows I'm already struggling financially. I hope I'm not being a greedy sod by saying this, but... 300 dollars that I now owe her, after spending close to 600 dollars this month alone? Isn't that a bit much? You're not being greedy at all! If you feel comfortable, I would tell your mom that you were not expecting her to buy such expensive gifts. Or, alternatively, you could explain the situation to your dad and perhaps have the gift cards count for his birthday/other holidays of the year. $300 is a crazy amount of money to spend on someone's behalf unless they specifically tell you to or they are extremely rich. |
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Post by Tealraven on Jun 19, 2022 15:03:56 GMT -5
It’s so hard being Christian and lgbt. I believe, but knowing that despite my beliefs I’ll never truly belong or feel welcomed and loved for who I am hurts.
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Post by smallfly on Jun 19, 2022 15:47:02 GMT -5
It’s so hard being Christian and lgbt. I believe, but knowing that despite my beliefs I’ll never truly belong or feel welcomed and loved for who I am hurts. i'm really sorry you feel that way, no one deserves to feel like they'll never belong or be loved. but don't lose hope, there are many christians out there who do accept those who are lgbt, the ones who actually follow the true meaning of the bible to just live a good and just life, to not judge people, to love people, to care for your neighbours, to not kill, steal, etc. also progression is slow, but it's still happening, things might not always be this way, i'm here if you ever want to talk. |
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Post by Tealraven on Jun 19, 2022 21:20:56 GMT -5
Was it too much to hope that my toxic dad wouldn’t be an asshole on Father’s Day, of all days? Apparently yes
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on Jun 20, 2022 0:07:05 GMT -5
Very conflicted and depressed. I find out this week if I have to put my Bearded Dragon, Atlas, to sleep or not. It's conflicting
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Aroace
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Dɾҽαɱƈʅσυԃ
Villain Enjoyer
Arcane Season 2 has got me in a chokehold once again (do not send help)
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Post by Dɾҽαɱƈʅσυԃ on Jun 20, 2022 16:08:20 GMT -5
Was it too much to hope that my toxic dad wouldn’t be an asshole on Father’s Day, of all days? Apparently yes Mine was an asshole too. Although it was during the German Father's Day back on May 26th. I had bought him chocolate and some gourmet food he really likes but he still decided to be a jerk and yell at my mother for not cooking the lunch he wanted (without teling her what he wanted to eat before and expecting some telepathic knowledge or some shit on her part smh). |
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Jun 20, 2022 22:44:56 GMT -5
Content warning: Anti-LGBTQ rhetoric (presented by haters online) I was not and am not interested in Disney-Pixar's Lightyear (wrong demographic), but seeing literally every post/comment about it on the Internet being "get woke go broke", "take black characters out of films", "lesbians are inappropriate for children", "political agenda", etc. just makes me want to smack my head against a tree. |
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Cloudstorm
Don’t let it kill you. Even when it hurts like hell.
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Post by Cloudstorm on Jun 20, 2022 23:05:32 GMT -5
Content warning: Anti-LGBTQ rhetoric (presented by haters online) I was not and am not interested in Disney-Pixar's Lightyear (wrong demographic), but seeing literally every post/comment about it on the Internet being "get woke go broke", "take black characters out of films", "lesbians are inappropriate for children", "political agenda", etc. just makes me want to smack my head against a tree. think a lot of the backlash might be leftover from people still being steamed over the “Drag The Kids to Pride” event they held in Texas . Which did blow-up and aggravate a lot of people, so might be their directing residual rage at a different outlet. Who knows, just a guess. I was personally partially piqued in interest in seeing Lightyear. But after they announced they wouldn’t be recasting Tim Allen as Lightyear, my momentum waned quite a bit. |
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))) now it's even harder to walk 
