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Post by Tealraven on Jan 27, 2022 14:11:52 GMT -5
I wish I had friends
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Post by Chicken on Jan 27, 2022 14:47:51 GMT -5
We can be friends if you want! |
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Post by Tealraven on Jan 27, 2022 18:16:46 GMT -5
oh, geez, i hadn’t actually expected anyone to respond to that comment. now im a tad embarrassed lol.
i’d like that! we haven’t really talked much, but it would be nice to get to know you better, chicken :>
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Post by Chicken on Jan 27, 2022 18:41:35 GMT -5
oh, geez, i hadn’t actually expected anyone to respond to that comment. now im a tad embarrassed lol. i’d like that! we haven’t really talked much, but it would be nice to get to know you better, chicken :> Oh, I'm sorry. That sounds like a good plan to me! |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2022 23:07:23 GMT -5
ChickenThanks for the advice, i love Saiki k
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Post by Chicken on Jan 31, 2022 0:37:50 GMT -5
This really blows.
I don't know how to trust on here, who's really my friend, and who is just pretending.
I'm sure I have a good idea of who my friends are, like the people who still talk to me, but otherwise, Idk how many others can just be waiting to stab me in the back.
I wish I didn't care so much, but I do.
I wish I could go a day without worrying that everyone hates me, but what can you do?
I regret making that post now everyone is gonna think I'm a freak and they're going to start talking more crap than they already do.
Though, it's funny assuming that they'd talk crap about me considering they don't even remember I exist.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
But at the same time, I do.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm too self aware, but not aware at all if that makes any sense?
I feel like I'm starting to discover that I don't know myself at all.
What is this crap? I just come back here to vent?
I miss the way things used to be on here, but there's nothing that can be done about that now.
I wish I could totally erase my brain and start over from scratch, I hate this.
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Feb 4, 2022 22:02:33 GMT -5
My alma mater is so embarrassing. :/ Who would have thought that one of the professors was sick-minded? |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Feb 5, 2022 14:13:59 GMT -5
ma'am just read the letter pls
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Post by scint on Feb 7, 2022 1:21:35 GMT -5
tbh not sure if there's even much point in venting here at all but pretty much at a loss everywhere else so doing it anyways i'm genuinely so tired of people. like. legitimately so done. every time i try to reach out to people it eventually leads to them purposefully ghosting me, saying vague crap about me, and then them fully cutting me out. and it's always for something i...legitimately cannot control or help. something i can't control that makes me a "horrible person" or a "weirdo", it's always within that range
i just want to be able to actually make friends for once and not have full blown paranoia attacks because this constantly keeps happening to me. i genuinely want to be able to trust people and have friends who share similar interests but there's the one aspect of myself that i cannot control that makes them go "ew" (really not too comfortable going into detail but it isn't really something i could change or work on). the last group i actually felt i could genuinely trust pretty much ruined most of my ability to trust anyone and even now with a completely different fandom i'm invested in i can't even try to interact because there's always something wrong with me that i cannot change. sorry for existing ig
i wish i didn't care so much about this especially since i have better things to be worrying about but. i do and it's genuinely exhausting considering how much it's affected my enjoyment of writing and art because it's slowly developing into a "what's the point there's apparently something fundamentally wrong with my existence for people to actually care". and it's very hard to not care when it's been a repeated instance over the last two years
i just want friends or at least. someone to talk to who has similar interests as me who won't hate me for a singular aspect of myself. really tired of constantly being ghosted or driven out of spaces for something that is out of my own control |
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Post by Tealraven on Feb 7, 2022 12:26:00 GMT -5
i can’t believe i have to listen to myself think all the time like seriously wtf why can’t my brain just SHUT UP
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Post by downfalls on Feb 7, 2022 12:48:02 GMT -5
i hate to talk abt ex friend drama but i need to get this out there. ex friend has been stalking me for the past couple days on social media, and has recently went 'looking for me' in my school, she went in my art class asking if i was in there when i have that class on b days, and said that she wanted to talk with me.
at this point im genuinely scared to be around her and i actually wonder if she's making more lies abt me around the school. if she does eventually see me and wants to talk, i have nothing to say to her. |
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Post by Chicken on Feb 7, 2022 13:33:03 GMT -5
scintI don't think I've ever been able to relate to a post more, I'm sorry you're going through that, but it's nice not to feel so alone. What are some of your interests? Maybe we have some of those in similar as well.
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on Feb 8, 2022 3:02:04 GMT -5
tbh not sure if there's even much point in venting here at all but pretty much at a loss everywhere else so doing it anyways i'm genuinely so tired of people. like. legitimately so done. every time i try to reach out to people it eventually leads to them purposefully ghosting me, saying vague crap about me, and then them fully cutting me out. and it's always for something i...legitimately cannot control or help. something i can't control that makes me a "horrible person" or a "weirdo", it's always within that range
i just want to be able to actually make friends for once and not have full blown paranoia attacks because this constantly keeps happening to me. i genuinely want to be able to trust people and have friends who share similar interests but there's the one aspect of myself that i cannot control that makes them go "ew" (really not too comfortable going into detail but it isn't really something i could change or work on). the last group i actually felt i could genuinely trust pretty much ruined most of my ability to trust anyone and even now with a completely different fandom i'm invested in i can't even try to interact because there's always something wrong with me that i cannot change. sorry for existing ig
i wish i didn't care so much about this especially since i have better things to be worrying about but. i do and it's genuinely exhausting considering how much it's affected my enjoyment of writing and art because it's slowly developing into a "what's the point there's apparently something fundamentally wrong with my existence for people to actually care". and it's very hard to not care when it's been a repeated instance over the last two years
i just want friends or at least. someone to talk to who has similar interests as me who won't hate me for a singular aspect of myself. really tired of constantly being ghosted or driven out of spaces for something that is out of my own control You're very welcome to join a discord me and some friends have. We're all pretty chill, and won't judge you for dumb petty stuff. |
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Post by Tealraven on Feb 12, 2022 21:20:53 GMT -5
I rlly want to post more of my art online but I'm seriously terrified of art theft. Or worse: somebody minting my stuff into NFTs. These characters are very near and dear to me - I've had some of them for years. I would hate to lose them to someone else. Makes me very very anxious about putting any of my art online ;-;
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Non-binary
#F4B548
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Feb 13, 2022 15:46:24 GMT -5
I rlly want to post more of my art online but I'm seriously terrified of art theft. Or worse: somebody minting my stuff into NFTs. These characters are very near and dear to me - I've had some of them for years. I would hate to lose them to someone else. Makes me very very anxious about putting any of my art online ;-; I honestly would advise against it unfortunately. :/ It's not you discovering people having stolen your work that is the main issue necessarily; it's that you might never know, or if you do it's because they came after you and claiming to be the "original artist".  |
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Post by Tealraven on Feb 13, 2022 17:10:04 GMT -5
There’s got to be a way around it, somehow. I don’t want to hide my art for the rest of my life. I’ve kept it to myself for so long most people don’t even know that I’m an artist :/
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Post by Sand on Feb 14, 2022 4:37:46 GMT -5
There’s got to be a way around it, somehow. I don’t want to hide my art for the rest of my life. I’ve kept it to myself for so long most people don’t even know that I’m an artist :/ I don’t know if this will be helpful because I don’t know much about NFTS. Maybe you could watermark your art? |
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#F4B548
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Feb 14, 2022 15:08:38 GMT -5
Watermarking would definitely be a good deterrent from art theft - it isn't a full-proof measure, but it's better than nothing. Art thieves would have to take a gamble and also jump through many hoops to be able to successfully pilfer your art, and when there's a lot of "easier prey" out there, most might simply not bother.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Feb 17, 2022 9:08:35 GMT -5
omg this thread is still alive
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Non-binary
#F4B548
Name Colour
Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Feb 17, 2022 15:34:44 GMT -5
I hate - hate, hate, hate, hate, hate - people who get early access copies of games that haven't released yet. No, I'm not talking about big name reviewers/companies with professional reviews, nor am I acting out of spite because "I want it now". It used to be that you would avoid the Internet for the day or day and a half before the game released to avoid spoilers. Now it seems to be, "If the release window is soon, stay off of popular social media sites like Twitter and YouTube full stop, or you will be overloaded with information."
Horizon Forbidden West, using that as my example here, hasn't even come out yet and this morning when I woke up I was immediately flooded with dozens of videos on YouTube and a similar amount of posts on Twitter and Reddit with flashy thumbnails and titles like, "X character returns! This is what happens next!" or "Main character meets x character. What happened next will shock you!", or "Horizon Forbidden West ending!", cue thumbnail with massive spoilers on it.
Eventually it's going to become the norm where you have to avoid the Internet full stop for like a month before a title comes out.
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Post by Tealraven on Feb 17, 2022 18:23:08 GMT -5
Eventually it's going to become the norm where you have to avoid the Internet full stop for like a month before a title comes out. Is this not already the case? :/ I feel you. Since the beginning of this year I've been avoiding all content related to HZD so algorithms don't recommend me spoilers. I've been lucky so far. Sorry to hear you got spoiled ): |
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#F4B548
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Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Feb 17, 2022 18:27:34 GMT -5
Eventually it's going to become the norm where you have to avoid the Internet full stop for like a month before a title comes out. Is this not already the case? :/ I feel you. Since the beginning of this year I've been avoiding all content related to HZD so algorithms don't recommend me spoilers. I've been lucky so far. Sorry to hear you got spoiled ): I had mostly been engaging with obscure indie titles or the same games for years up until a few months ago so I didn't know it was this bad up until this point. :/ |
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Post by Tealraven on Feb 26, 2022 14:47:32 GMT -5
Migraines friggin suck
My whole head feels like it’s being slowly crushed like a grape my entire body is in pain and I’m so so deeply tired and sick to my stomach and light headed and my brains frazzled so I can’t string coherent sentences together bc words are hard
honestly wish I could just smash my head into a wall and knock myself out so I’ll be unconscious til it’s over
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Feb 28, 2022 16:31:47 GMT -5
i keep getting whiplash from people who mention how much they love having a big family and when you ask how many kids they have, theyre like "oh we have 3! (: haha, i know, it's a lot". im glad they are happy but uhhhh since when has three kids been considered having a "big" family??? isn't that like, average or am i losing my mind??
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Post by Skypaw13 on Feb 28, 2022 17:47:13 GMT -5
i keep getting whiplash from people who mention how much they love having a big family and when you ask how many kids they have, theyre like "oh we have 3! (: haha, i know, it's a lot". im glad they are happy but uhhhh since when has three kids been considered having a "big" family??? isn't that like, average or am i losing my mind?? It's the upper end of normal. 2-3 is average in the US. In my experience, 4 is where people start feeling self-conscious. |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Feb 28, 2022 18:20:03 GMT -5
i keep getting whiplash from people who mention how much they love having a big family and when you ask how many kids they have, theyre like "oh we have 3! (: haha, i know, it's a lot". im glad they are happy but uhhhh since when has three kids been considered having a "big" family??? isn't that like, average or am i losing my mind?? It's the upper end of normal. 2-3 is average in the US. In my experience, 4 is where people start feeling self-conscious. to clarify (since its def not clear in my original post), i am referencing people i've heard say that sort of thing not in a self-conscious/defensive way, but like they genuinely believe 3 kids makes them an uncommonly large family and seem to brag about it. sort of a "yeah its super chaotic having so many children but somehow we manage" vibe. no shade intended about their parenting limits, its just strange to me that ive met so many families who think they're objectively "large". i guess if like one kid is the norm in their particular social circle?? but yeah self-consciousness about it is definitely real. my parents used to live in the san fransisco area when first starting a family (back in the early 90s), where having more than two kids was culturally frowned upon. my mom still remembers people glaring at her when she would walk around with two kids and visibly pregnant with a third. (jokes on them, she had two more). |
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Post by Skypaw13 on Mar 1, 2022 16:11:38 GMT -5
It's the upper end of normal. 2-3 is average in the US. In my experience, 4 is where people start feeling self-conscious. to clarify (since its def not clear in my original post), i am referencing people i've heard say that sort of thing not in a self-conscious/defensive way, but like they genuinely believe 3 kids makes them an uncommonly large family and seem to brag about it. sort of a "yeah its super chaotic having so many children but somehow we manage" vibe. no shade intended about their parenting limits, its just strange to me that ive met so many families who think they're objectively "large". i guess if like one kid is the norm in their particular social circle?? but yeah self-consciousness about it is definitely real. my parents used to live in the san fransisco area when first starting a family (back in the early 90s), where having more than two kids was culturally frowned upon. my mom still remembers people glaring at her when she would walk around with two kids and visibly pregnant with a third. (jokes on them, she had two more). Oh, wtf? Yeah, 3 kids is definitely not something to brag about as if it's any more of an accomplishment than having kids in general. I thought you meant like people were worried other people would think their family was "too big" which in my experience tends to happen at 4+, but not with 3. Personally I don't even think 4 is that many, but I don't make the social expectations, lol |
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Mar 8, 2022 16:53:05 GMT -5
I’m tired
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#FFA887
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Papillon
Forum Pest
how lucky you are to have yourself
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Post by Papillon on Mar 9, 2022 9:59:53 GMT -5
WHY DOES UBER WANT 31 DOLLARS TO GO LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES! ONE TIME THEY LITERALLY WANTED $56 AND THE PRICE ONLT CHANGED WHEN I WENT ONTO LYFT INSTEAD AND CAME BACK TO UBER LMAOOOO
IT'S so fun working just to pay for my rides to and from work and food so I can go work more, all it is is work. What a life.
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Aroace
#b6efff
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Dɾҽαɱƈʅσυԃ
Villain Enjoyer
Arcane Season 2 has got me in a chokehold once again (do not send help)
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Post by Dɾҽαɱƈʅσυԃ on Mar 9, 2022 14:30:05 GMT -5
It's so much fun when a topic for an assignment essay triggers your PTSD from all the past bullying that happened during school time. Even more fun when it then results in a writer's block that's been going on for well over a week now. Just fantastic.
At least the online school teacher was understanding and gave me a new "happy memory" subject to write about instead since there is none to be found in my school related memories.
But I'm still unable to write anything of creative substance to actually move forward.
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