Heterosexual
Epic Grandmaster of Headcanons
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Message me your headcanons pls
Pronouns: He/him/his (but they's good too)
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Post by ˈʔɛɱb̪ɻ̩f̞ʊt̠̚ on Oct 13, 2021 10:47:59 GMT -5
I recently found out... I have thalassophobia. Fear of deep water. Like, I had to do a project on Vanuatu for school, and one of the tourist attractions was a blue hole. I got so scared just looking at a picture of it. I know it's dumb but I get scared just HEARING about it. I have this as well. For years I thought it was called aquaphobia. The more you know... Good to know that I was wrong though *Shrug* I'm sorry! Is it severe for u? for me its kind of medium. |
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Post by The One and Only Moongaze on Oct 13, 2021 11:02:17 GMT -5
I hate math
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Non-binary
#F4B548
Name Colour
Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Oct 13, 2021 11:09:27 GMT -5
I have this as well. For years I thought it was called aquaphobia. The more you know... Good to know that I was wrong though *Shrug* I'm sorry! Is it severe for u? for me its kind of medium. It used to be severe, now it's medium as well. It's between a dislike for being in an environment where I have to swim, but the moment I'm actually there, especially if my face gets wet, it acts up. |
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#04F9B3
StarClan leader
Name Colour
Featherstar
She could now see that destiny alone could not save RiverClan. - Frostpaw, Wind
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Post by Featherstar on Oct 13, 2021 11:23:39 GMT -5
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Post by Chicken on Oct 13, 2021 14:30:39 GMT -5
I've been sick, and I might have to get tested for Covid even though I've been vaccinated...joy.
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Non-binary
#F4B548
Name Colour
Dark Sun
Sage of the Stars
I'm devious, I'm devilish, I'm ever so deliciously evil
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Post by Dark Sun on Oct 15, 2021 23:15:46 GMT -5
Apparently OneDrive has been laying dormant on my computer since I first booted it up 3 years ago. Since 6 months ago it's been asking me to finish setting it up, and I pressed "No" every single time; I didn't even know what it was at the time. This morning I accidentally clicked "Yes". It screwed up my whole computer. I thought the logical step was to delete all traces of OneDrive and everything would be right as rain. Unfortunately, all of my files - game files, downloads, pictures, documents, music, etc. - were saved on OneDrive. By purging that program, I deleted everything on my computer. I rolled my computer back to a previous date, and everything was gone still, which was bizarre. I reinstalled OneDrive, but every file was corrupted under my account. Long story short, I have to restart from scratch. All of the game worlds I've put hundreds of hours into, all of my hundreds of precious photos, everything, is lost forever. Oh, and my computer might not be stable right now since this whole OneDrive business has really messed my computer up... somehow. I might need to restore it to the factory setting... not that it matters now.
Also, my laptop just had a complete hardware failure out of the blue, and my warranty just expired yesterday. Brilliant. Now I have to save up to buy a new laptop.
Also, my phone is having connection issues.
If this keeps up, I'll have to send my desktop and phone back in, and I'll be out of Internet for half a month at least.
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Oct 18, 2021 17:27:20 GMT -5
Small thing, but I've been looking for this one document on my laptop that had a short essay I wanted to work on before sending it in.
Turns out it wasn't a document yet. I had it written in a notebook. I'm so friggin' tired. *facepalm*
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Agender
#000000
Name Colour
Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 18, 2021 17:35:18 GMT -5
Tired of gender Tired of being alive
Tired of all this shit I just want you to realize
I'm not the man you want me to be
I'm not the same person you want to see
Walk away don't even try
I'm just gonna be the one that dies
I'm alone in the world While you pretend to reach out
I'm still out in the cold
And you're still chasing the clout
So dont bother
Just like your mother
If that's all you see
Then just let me be I can't fking take it
I can't fking fake it
I can't fking live it
I can't fking love it.
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Post by Chicken on Oct 19, 2021 13:27:07 GMT -5
These people who live with me annoy me because they care more about money and having the best of everything, than they do about the people around them.
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Agender
#000000
Name Colour
Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 19, 2021 15:47:16 GMT -5
I've always been a reasonably anxious person, but I swear the pandemic has made it ten times worse. It's not that I'm worried about germs or anything (I'm vaccinated and usually wear a mask everywhere). I just feel like spending so much time in the safety of my own home has made me like so much more socially anxious. Doing normal things like interacting with people from work or picking up phone calls makes my heart pound and I hate it! That's probably true. Studies have proven over and over decreased social exposure can lead to feelings of agoraphobia. If it makes you feel any better, a lot of people have "forgotten how to people" during the past ~2 years, so it's okay. You'll get back into the swing of things eventually. Something that has helped me is just being on discord calls with friends more often. |
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ℊℓоω
ɴᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴇxᴄᴇᴘᴛ ᴏɴ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ ʙᴜsɪɴᴇss
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Post by ℊℓоω on Oct 19, 2021 16:16:40 GMT -5
I've always been a reasonably anxious person, but I swear the pandemic has made it ten times worse. It's not that I'm worried about germs or anything (I'm vaccinated and usually wear a mask everywhere). I just feel like spending so much time in the safety of my own home has made me like so much more socially anxious. Doing normal things like interacting with people from work or picking up phone calls makes my heart pound and I hate it! That's probably true. Studies have proven over and over decreased social exposure can lead to feelings of agoraphobia. If it makes you feel any better, a lot of people have "forgotten how to people" during the past ~2 years, so it's okay. You'll get back into the swing of things eventually. Something that has helped me is just being on discord calls with friends more often. |
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Agender
#000000
Name Colour
Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 19, 2021 17:19:14 GMT -5
That's probably true. Studies have proven over and over decreased social exposure can lead to feelings of agoraphobia. If it makes you feel any better, a lot of people have "forgotten how to people" during the past ~2 years, so it's okay. You'll get back into the swing of things eventually. Something that has helped me is just being on discord calls with friends more often. If you also want to talk, I'm pretty available at most times of day, since I have nothing to do most of the time and am kind of chronically online. |
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ɴᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴇxᴄᴇᴘᴛ ᴏɴ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ ʙᴜsɪɴᴇss
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Post by ℊℓоω on Oct 19, 2021 17:42:20 GMT -5
It's good to know other people are dealing with the same thing. I know other people I've talked to have found it difficult to "reintegrate" into the world so it's probably something we all just have to deal with. Talking to friends on discord or the phone is a good idea! If you also want to talk, I'm pretty available at most times of day, since I have nothing to do most of the time and am kind of chronically online. |
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on Oct 21, 2021 4:22:50 GMT -5
I've had COVID for about a week now and I hate it. While most of the facial congestion is gone, and I don't have any fevers, the cough is HORRENDOUS.
Doesn't help that I developed pneumonia from COVID and it hurts to breathe. I just want to feel better and be able to breathe normally again.
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Post by Tealraven on Oct 22, 2021 19:37:24 GMT -5
it's 2021 and I still can't find a single halloween costume that is not overly-sexualized. i want to be a viking dammit not a "sexy shield-maiden" with stilettos and fishnets
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Oct 23, 2021 12:12:01 GMT -5
it's 2021 and I still can't find a single halloween costume that is not overly-sexualized. i want to be a viking dammit not a "sexy shield-maiden" with stilettos and fishnets have you tried looking at men’s costumes or are those too big? |
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Post by Tealraven on Oct 23, 2021 12:27:30 GMT -5
it's 2021 and I still can't find a single halloween costume that is not overly-sexualized. i want to be a viking dammit not a "sexy shield-maiden" with stilettos and fishnets have you tried looking at men’s costumes or are those too big? I did, and they were too big. Most women’s sizes are too big or too long on me as well. It took some searching but I eventually found something I could modify to make it work. I ended up piecing it together instead of buying a complete costume, which, if less convenient, is what I’ve done for years anyway |
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Post by 𝕊’𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 on Oct 24, 2021 2:20:27 GMT -5
I’ve dealt with anxiety my whole life, but recently it’s gotten to a debilitating point in my life, a point where it’s literally affected my day to day life, it’s affecting my sleep, my eating habits, and my general sense of security, and I kinda feel like I need therapy or medication or something, but I seriously doubt my parents would take it that seriously since I’ve never been ~as bad~ as some of my other siblings, so my issues tend to get ignored and pushed aside
And the worst part is that I know I’m being unreasonable, I’m extremely aware of how stupid and ridiculous my anxiety is, but guess what??? Knowing it’s stupid doesn’t stop me from thinking about it and stressing about it, and having my anxiety get so bad that I have internal tremors and nausea
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Post by Sand on Oct 24, 2021 3:58:20 GMT -5
I’ve dealt with anxiety my whole life, but recently it’s gotten to a debilitating point in my life, a point where it’s literally affected my day to day life, it’s affecting my sleep, my eating habits, and my general sense of security, and I kinda feel like I need therapy or medication or something, but I seriously doubt my parents would take it that seriously since I’ve never been ~as bad~ as some of my other siblings, so my issues tend to get ignored and pushed aside And the worst part is that I know I’m being unreasonable, I’m extremely aware of how stupid and ridiculous my anxiety is, but guess what??? Knowing it’s stupid doesn’t stop me from thinking about it and stressing about it, and having my anxiety get so bad that I have internal tremors and nausea Your anxiety is not unreasonable. It is not stupid or ridiculous. Receiving treatment for your anxiety, whether it’s therapy or medication or both, is completely normal. If you’re to the point you realize these kinds of things, I think it’s worth speaking up about it. I hope if you decide to tell your parents about your anxiety that they will listen and you’ll get the treatment you need. |
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Post by rabbit on Oct 27, 2021 15:46:02 GMT -5
People who work in health care and work directly with covid patients but refuse to get vaccinated are f*cking idiots. Scared of a vaccine when they should be far more scared of getting covid19, you know, the disease responsible for causing a pandemic and millions of deaths worldwide in the first place? I literally don’t understand these people.
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Agender
#000000
Name Colour
Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 27, 2021 21:51:47 GMT -5
i adopted a sick kitten from a coworker, i have $400+ before medical bills into him and one of my best friends is purposely trying to bond with him so he likes them better. not to mention they keep joking-not-joking about ruining our friendship to keep the cat. we live in small dorm rooms and the best friend is housing him while we treat the kitten's illness because of my fiancé's older cat; plus we don't want to force them to live together right away without any introduction. it's just giving me a lot of anxiety that i'm going to lose my cat or my friend or both. Keep the reciepts to legally prove its your cat in case something happens. Even if it is a "joke" that sounds like a really cruel and scummy one. |
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Bisexual
will
native american cowboy
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Post by will on Oct 27, 2021 22:12:59 GMT -5
i adopted a sick kitten from a coworker, i have $400+ before medical bills into him and one of my best friends is purposely trying to bond with him so he likes them better. not to mention they keep joking-not-joking about ruining our friendship to keep the cat. we live in small dorm rooms and the best friend is housing him while we treat the kitten's illness because of my fiancé's older cat; plus we don't want to force them to live together right away without any introduction. it's just giving me a lot of anxiety that i'm going to lose my cat or my friend or both. Keep the reciepts to legally prove its your cat in case something happens. Even if it is a "joke" that sounds like a really cruel and scummy one. we have a whole contract written up that this cat is mine and they're only housing it, i don't know if they know that i printed it off. it's virtually signed but i also have a screenshot that proves their google account "signed" it. i plan to talk to them about how they're causing me immense anxiety over halloween weekend, and if they continue to be like this i'm going to drop them after i take the cat back. |
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Post by ᏞᎪᎠᎽ Ꮎf fᎪᏁᎠᎾms ミ☆ on Oct 28, 2021 3:26:42 GMT -5
im gonna vent about job searching
if u know me, i complain about this almost all the time. it's so frustrating and discouraging. and thanks to my low self esteem, i dont have the confidence to apply to ANYTHING because my thinking is like this: im not good at anything and i have no experience, so why should i even bother applying if i'll just get rejected or do badly in the interview?
i wish i could break this way of thinking so i can just do what needs to be done and get a job, but i just cant. i really think so lowly of myself and i cant get over it...its making me so angry!!
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Post by Aqua on Oct 31, 2021 12:30:54 GMT -5
I just realized I've spent an entire ****ing MONTH worrying about everyone's feelings. My friends, my coworkers, my biological dad's feelings. ****ing EVERYONE'S except MINE. I always worry about messing things up, but when I'm stressed out, I unintentionally take that stress out onto other people or I effectively bother my friends because of my worries. It's kinda toxic behavior and I need to stop this shit and just focus on me. I don't try to make things unhealthy for people, I don't intentionally lie to others, I'm just so focused on my own stress about others that I don't worry about myself, which is needed the most right now.
It's absolutely ridiculous. Maybe I just need a "me" month to myself for a month? Completely cut out all contact from people and focus on my own happiness? I don't mean to hurt these people but they think they I have or I've unintentionally done something to them that I don't mean to do. I am not a horrible person, I just have to stop WORRYING SO GOD DAMN MUCH. I end up hurting other people because of it and I know that isn't fair.
God, I just wanna be happy and stop caring about other people's feelings so much for once. I need to worry about mine.
If anything, me worrying about how these people feel shows that I care WAY too much about their feelings and not my own. All these mistakes happen because I'm stressed out and way too worried about them, not because I don't care about my job or these people and purposely treat them with disrespect. It's all stress, and I need to let go of it and just have fun with my life.
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Post by rabbit on Nov 2, 2021 19:45:20 GMT -5
Man I hate it when people get the latest Warriors book before it’s official release date. Warriors General is a mine field of spoilers. I click on a topic not related on alitm and have to nope out because the hints and spoilers are just unavoidable this time around.
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Post by scint on Nov 2, 2021 23:36:11 GMT -5
haven't vented here in a long while but idk it might help to vent about this specifically here since i'm kind of just. peeved about it putting it in a spoiler since it's a really long winded rant can my graphic teacher like. not make the absolute final deadline of a huge project that's part of 70% of my grade be the only day to turn it in despite giving everyone the opportunity to make up their other projects for most of the semester. i do not care if we had a "half of a semester" to work on it! the four 45 minute class periods is not enough time to complete it due to the amount of (frankly, a few of them being stupid imo) requirements for the assignment. i do not always have enough time to just work on it outside of school and frankly it's incredibly hard when the assignment pdf is just a bare minimum description of what needs to be done for it and the videos are no help, and the teacher's only advice is to "read the pdf/look at the videos". this literally does not help me and i am probably going to fail because i can't make it up later because according to the teacher, i had "enough time to understand the basics of the assignment and how photoshop works". and it's just. that's not the main problem dude. but if i explained i'd probably just get a "you focused too much on adjusting the background so that's your own fault" like...that was literally the best picture i could find and i only have tomorrow's class period and if i decide to throw away any sleep i was hoping to get tonight to finish it. if i decide to do something else, i literally have to start from scratch on the day it was due and i'd still fail because it'd be "my fault due to my lack of planning". this whole thing has genuinely been a pain to work on, i hated having to insert an image of myself into it (i. i really cannot handle seeing myself in any image or even in a mirror still. i really hate that having an image of myself in it is a requirement), i'm tired of how i need to use specific adjustments or blend modes even though in certain parts of the composition, it'd make no sense (oh but if i just put them in then i'd get no credit for it because it "makes no sense" and "isn't purposeful". it's to meet the stupid requirement, how purposeful is that /s). it does not help that i've just been extremely self-conscious over the main scene/theme of my composition because i constantly feel judged for my interests (would've loved to make my chosen composition about one of my special interests! too bad i was too self-conscious about it and already felt extremely judged for the interest in the first place to actually go for something i would've been more invested in)
and this is also ridiculous because i'm. i'm literally supposed to have extra time to work on assignments because it was arranged in my school plan but apparently that doesn't apply to graphics because the teacher sees no point in grading the project if it's sent past the deadline. i am so tired of this stupid project and frankly i just want to turn in the crap document i currently have but then it's like. a huge chance i'm going to fail this stupid class because it's worth 50 points and is part of the 70% of my grade
i know there are other projects following it that i could make up but honestly. considering how my teacher was about this and how it just..honestly limited most of my creativity for the project in the first place i'm half convinced i am going to fail those too. (which is just. really disappointing since one of them is related to video editing, which i've done multiple times and actually know at least a few things about! too bad i'm going to probably fail that because i need to "be in the video" or film "real footage" even though that's not the only kind of video editing that exists. it does not help that we're going to be using a program i primarily use for video editing purposes). i really hate that this ended up being the one class that i ended up having to deal with this in because i was actually enjoying graphics before this assignment
the only reason i honestly care so much about this grade is that i really do not want to have to take another tech elective that i'm going to end up failing for some contrived reason, next time for my senior year. the passing a tech electives is in fact required so i can graduate (even though i...already took one and passed, albeit barely. why do i have to retake that but i can't retake Health, a class i actually failed? i'm so tired of course selection and these "required electives" to graduate) but basically tl;dr i despise how a current project in my graphics class is being handled in terms of grades and requirements; i am going to lose it if i end up failing this class because of how much of an unnecessary impact it makes on my grades and i really do not want to take a third tech elective to graduate for my senior year because i failed those other two classes for some contrived reason (but can't retake classes that i. actually failed). why is my school like this |
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Post by Sand on Nov 3, 2021 4:15:51 GMT -5
Man I hate it when people get the latest Warriors book before it’s official release date. Warriors General is a mine field of spoilers. I click on a topic not related on alitm and have to nope out because the hints and spoilers are just unavoidable this time around. Report the topics and I’ll fix whatever posts need to be fixed. People are supposed to use the spoiler tag when discussing recent books. |
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Post by rabbit on Nov 3, 2021 8:42:53 GMT -5
Man I hate it when people get the latest Warriors book before it’s official release date. Warriors General is a mine field of spoilers. I click on a topic not related on alitm and have to nope out because the hints and spoilers are just unavoidable this time around. Report the topics and I’ll fix whatever posts need to be fixed. People are supposed to use the spoiler tag when discussing recent books. Thanks. They were minor, vague spoilers, stuff like “something significant happens to minor character x but I not going to say what”, so I’m not sure if I would be overreacting if I reported them. I’m just going to avoid the board for now before I hate myself for stumbling across a major spoiler. |
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