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Post by Skunkblaze on Jun 18, 2021 20:33:37 GMT -5
I feel like I ruined a lot of my friendships and my reputation by being bitter and dramatic and leaving for awhile. I'm very disappointed in myself for losing composure like that.
I don't know why but no matter what happens even if it's good I still feel so low.
Oh well what does it matter
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jun 20, 2021 11:37:49 GMT -5
I feel like I ruined a lot of my friendships and my reputation by being bitter and dramatic and leaving for awhile. I'm very disappointed in myself for losing composure like that. I don't know why but no matter what happens even if it's good I still feel so low. Oh well what does it matter pretty sure half this forum has done that at some point. some people have done it multiple times. so try not to let it bring you down too much. |
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Post by Aqua on Jun 21, 2021 15:50:22 GMT -5
It feels like people misunderstand me a lot over cat books. People either feel unsettled about the things I say or misunderstand me. I'm told they think I'm mad because of the cat books, but that's really not the case. I get angry because I'm always misunderstood, people think differently about me because I say something about a character and take what I say personally. It's honestly a little upsetting. I don't give a shit if a person likes or dislikes so and so. I give a shit if I'm talked crap about, misunderstood, if people take things the wrong way about what I say, and maybe I still have trust issues over this community because Fourtrees talked shit about me, and I know this isn't really that big of a deal but it's been a misunderstanding over people for years and I'm tired of it at this point. It's becoming exhausting, and at this point I'm not sure I even wanna talk about the cats in the community in general anymore or they'll just think "I'm mad because I don't like so and so". And I feel bad because I lashed out at my friend. This is frustrating.
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Post by Aqua on Jun 21, 2021 15:51:35 GMT -5
And I kind of feel like shit because now I'm wondering if I'm even being fair to my friend or not. **** my trust issues.
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Post by Seven on Jun 21, 2021 22:27:23 GMT -5
I am honestly so sick of twitter. I barely even use it except for gathering reference photos and art, but when I do use it, the people on there are absolutely hooorrible. It feels like they have no sympathy!!! Some people only go on there to insult people in need and I find it so aggravating. I get mad fast and I know I shouldn't bother but I feel like I cant tell friends about it sometimes. Anyway I saw someone asking for help on twitter today getting dog food and people just jump on their back and call them lazy, they shouldn't own a dog... etc etc. You shouldnt assume theyre lazy right away and I think its really telling of them. So I went to this guys profile and nearly ALL of his posts/replies are insulting people, like they ' have an iq of a walnut/nothing intelligent to say' and things like that. I feel like if you have the need to say that to HUNDREDS of people, they aren't the problem, you are.
I dont know if I'm in the right or not, it just angers me.
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Post by Copperstar☂ on Jul 4, 2021 19:29:19 GMT -5
I honestly feel traumatized right now. I was having a good time, taking pictures of the fire in my fire-pit(because I love photography), and not even 5 seconds after I hear the horrific squeals of the litter of baby bunnies getting burned. I am completely traumatized. I can't even begin to explain how horrific and heart-shattering their squeals were. All my emotions have shut down and I don't want to ever go near the fire-pit ever again...  |
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Post by Copperstar☂ on Jul 5, 2021 19:40:59 GMT -5
I'm so tired right now. Physically, Mentally, and Emotionally. I don't feel listened to, and I feel like my opinions aren't cared about. I just...I just don't know how to explain in words how tired and sick of my parents I am. |
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Post by Aqua on Jul 6, 2021 8:13:31 GMT -5
Im tired, didn't get a lot of sleep, and tired of people venting to me tbh. It's been an emotional ride at my home, and I'm starting to get fed up with people venting to me. Really wish I could get my own place tbh. That way I'll always be on my own and do my own thing whenever I want. I know I have it easy, but I get woken up every morning from my brothers, my mom vents to me a lot over things I can't help her on, and I'm never alone. Ik I sound spoiled but idk. I just neednmy own place so I can get away from all the emotional mess and start controlling my own life and my own rules at home. I'm allowed to do what I want for the most part, but living with people pisses me off because I never get to sleep in and it's always noisy. I just want peace.
And I'm understanding that I do that venting a lot with my friends as well and I think I'll stop tbh. Seems to make them feel awkward. Guess I gotta deal with my emotional moments alone lol. When I get home I'm just gonna write and play with my brother. It's my last day off before going back to work and I hope I can do things at my own pace. That's just all I ask.
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Post by Majonez on Jul 6, 2021 10:31:01 GMT -5
I joined this server and made friends with a bunch of incredible people, who I opened up to, and told a lot of personal stuff to.
It was great, they all seemed to enjoy having me around, we were all pretty close, but then...
Then they tossed out like yesterday's garbage!
They said it was because members were uncomfortable about what I was sharing in vent, but that doesn't add up because I hadn't even said anything that bad in days, and all the active members on there were in support of me, but two new people did join, but the owner told my friend that my messages in vent were deleted so how could they have seen something that isn't there?
I suppose I should be greatful they lied to spare my feelings.
I just feel so hurt, I really thought we were friends, but I guess in the end, the only person you can really rely on is no one.
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Post by Skunkblaze on Jul 7, 2021 9:02:10 GMT -5
I feel like I ruined a lot of my friendships and my reputation by being bitter and dramatic and leaving for awhile. I'm very disappointed in myself for losing composure like that. I don't know why but no matter what happens even if it's good I still feel so low. Oh well what does it matter pretty sure half this forum has done that at some point. some people have done it multiple times. so try not to let it bring you down too much. Thanks!  |
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Post by Aqua on Jul 14, 2021 4:28:37 GMT -5
This alarm has been constantly going off and likely waking up the entire ****ing neighborhood. How has no one called the police yet?! It's been going off all ****ing night. I'M NOT GETTING ANY SLEEP IM CRANKY
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Post by Majonez on Jul 14, 2021 23:04:43 GMT -5
I can't cope.
I know this isn't proper form, to vent to a bunch of people you hardly even know, but my heart feels like it's been trampled to dust and burned, that I'm in a dark tunnel full of quicksand and there's no way out.
Life is dark, meaningless, a struggle, I'm trying so hard to move on and just forget but I can't.
I check discord to see if they changed their mind, and want to be my friends again, but no one ever reaches out, they just forgot me.
I went from being one of their closest friend to nothing and I still don't understand why.
I have my roommate and my brother who I live with here, but they're not helping much, my roommate is all about getting angry, and getting revenge, but I'm not angry, and I don't want to get revenge, I feel no ill will towards them at all, I just want them to be my friends again, and I want to understand what I did wrong.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to get close to anyone again, I can't help but worrying that it will all just go wrong like what happened there.
Everything just seems so hopeless.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 17, 2021 11:25:37 GMT -5
MajonezForget them, they were never your friend to begin with, people are shit, you just gotta know which ones are worth getting your hands dirty for. Unfortunately, it's not always that easy, but you seem like a nice person, I'm sure there are a lot of friends outside of those traitors.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 17, 2021 11:28:12 GMT -5
I really hate when people don't really listen to other people's fears or feelings.
Like, I'll say
"I'm afraid of fire."
And they'll be like
"Why? It's not dangerous, just do it!"
Like I can just switch off my fear of fire like that, just because they're not afraid, doesn't mean I'm not.
Also, when I say I'm cold, they'll be like
"It's not cold." or "I'm not cold."
LiKe aRE yoU Me?
Does how you feel or how it feels have anything to do with how I personally feel?
No.
People need to get bent and stop being so self centered I swear.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jul 17, 2021 23:23:22 GMT -5
I really hate when people don't really listen to other people's fears or feelings. Like, I'll say "I'm afraid of fire." And they'll be like "Why? It's not dangerous, just do it!" Like I can just switch off my fear of fire like that, just because they're not afraid, doesn't mean I'm not. Also, when I say I'm cold, they'll be like "It's not cold." or "I'm not cold." LiKe aRE yoU Me? Does how you feel or how it feels have anything to do with how I personally feel? No. People need to get bent and stop being so self centered I swear. @ my mom bc whenver i say im anxious she says "oh there's no reason to be! it'll be okay!" i know shes trying to be assuring but its very unhelpful. aiight ma let me just flip that anxiety off, how silly of me |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 17, 2021 23:25:51 GMT -5
I really hate when people don't really listen to other people's fears or feelings. Like, I'll say "I'm afraid of fire." And they'll be like "Why? It's not dangerous, just do it!" Like I can just switch off my fear of fire like that, just because they're not afraid, doesn't mean I'm not. Also, when I say I'm cold, they'll be like "It's not cold." or "I'm not cold." LiKe aRE yoU Me? Does how you feel or how it feels have anything to do with how I personally feel? No. People need to get bent and stop being so self centered I swear. @ my mom bc whenver i say im anxious she says "oh there's no reason to be! it'll be okay!" i know shes trying to be assuring but its very unhelpful. aiight ma let me just flip that anxiety off, how silly of me I know exactly what you mean, and I'm sorry you have to deal with that too. It's like people don't understand, since they're in that position a lot, I am hesitant to say if ever, because I'm sure everyone gets anxious every now and then. |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2021 15:51:10 GMT -5
I can't with this world anymore.
Everyone is just too self-absorbed and ignorant, no one makes any sense.
No one is really willing to actually LOOK at what is right in front of them, they don't understand anything beyond their own scope of what they believe is right.
My brain is fried, I can't do this anymore.
Okay, not everyone, that's too general of a term, and there are some people who get it, but still.
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Post by Dɾҽαɱƈʅσυԃ on Jul 18, 2021 16:04:28 GMT -5
I'm getting so freaking anxious about my uncle and his family who live in Thurenia and my older half-sister and her family who live in Bavaria, both are German federal states that have now also been affected by immense flooding. What makes my anxiety worse however is people who still deny that this has everything to do with climate change.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2021 16:08:48 GMT -5
I'm getting so freaking anxious about my uncle and his family who live in Thurenia and my older half-sister and her family who live in Bavaria, both are German federal states that have now also been affected by immense flooding. What makes my anxiety worse however is people who still deny that this has everything to do with climate change. I hope everyone will be okay. |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 20, 2021 17:06:14 GMT -5
I don't understand why some people like posts, but not others when they're very similar.
Idk about anyone else, but it kind of makes me feel like they don't like me as a person or something :/
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Post by Deleted on Jul 21, 2021 22:36:39 GMT -5
I really can't do this crap anymore.
I'm sick and tired of not having any actual friends, I mean, people on here seem like my friends, but not like really any friends that actually talk to me on a daily basis, like they're my friends.
I'm sick and tired of being overly sensitive.
I'm tired of not being able to talk about this without people not understanding, or seeming like an attention seeker.
For over a year now, I've been holding in all these negative feelings, trying to keep them buried, but now they're all coming out, and I hate it, and I don't know what to do.
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Post by Sand on Jul 22, 2021 9:48:58 GMT -5
I'm worried that I might have the Delta variant of COVID even though I'm vaccinated.
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Post by rabbit on Jul 22, 2021 17:59:07 GMT -5
I'm worried that I might have the Delta variant of COVID even though I'm vaccinated. The good news is you are vaccinated regardless. Almost all of the people in the US that are hospitalized due to covid-19 are unvaccinated (hospitalized vaccinated people are usually immunocompromised or really old... and probably would be dead without the vaccine). Meanwhile vaccinated people who do get covid are much better at fighting the virus, get less severe symptoms, prevent long covid symptoms, and are less likely to spread the disease to other people no matter the variant. Even just one shot of the Pfizer or Moderna can be a big help compared to no shot at all, so you are in a good place. Not to mention, if you really do have covid, you'll be super immune after this. |
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Post by MadameDelune on Jul 23, 2021 13:00:58 GMT -5
I hate my body so I haven’t eaten or drank any water for 4 days now so I can be skinnier. I go to work everyday in the heat so that should count as a workout because I squat and lift dogs the whole day basically. I’ve lost 10 pounds so far and I’m still going strong. I’m aiming for a whole week of no food and water and then I can slowly start eating again with a yogurt once a day while I continue exercising.
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Jul 23, 2021 13:05:49 GMT -5
I hate my body so I haven’t eaten or drank any water for 4 days now so I can be skinnier. I go to work everyday in the heat so that should count as a workout because I squat and lift dogs the whole day basically. I’ve lost 10 pounds so far and I’m still going strong. I’m aiming for a whole week of no food and water and then I can slowly start eating again with a yogurt once a day while I continue exercising. Please at least drink some water! Your body will really need that in the heat. Drinking water won't make you gain weight btw. |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 23, 2021 13:13:19 GMT -5
I hate my body so I haven’t eaten or drank any water for 4 days now so I can be skinnier. I go to work everyday in the heat so that should count as a workout because I squat and lift dogs the whole day basically. I’ve lost 10 pounds so far and I’m still going strong. I’m aiming for a whole week of no food and water and then I can slowly start eating again with a yogurt once a day while I continue exercising. Please talk to someone, this isn't good. |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jul 23, 2021 18:23:24 GMT -5
I hate my body so I haven’t eaten or drank any water for 4 days now so I can be skinnier. I go to work everyday in the heat so that should count as a workout because I squat and lift dogs the whole day basically. I’ve lost 10 pounds so far and I’m still going strong. I’m aiming for a whole week of no food and water and then I can slowly start eating again with a yogurt once a day while I continue exercising. You will literally die if you dont drink water for a week. Please drink water. Please please please. |
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Post by MadameDelune on Jul 23, 2021 21:39:14 GMT -5
I'll drink water it's okay it shouldn't effect my diet too much
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Post by Sand on Jul 24, 2021 4:16:54 GMT -5
I'm worried that I might have the Delta variant of COVID even though I'm vaccinated. The good news is you are vaccinated regardless. Almost all of the people in the US that are hospitalized due to covid-19 are unvaccinated (hospitalized vaccinated people are usually immunocompromised or really old... and probably would be dead without the vaccine). Meanwhile vaccinated people who do get covid are much better at fighting the virus, get less severe symptoms, prevent long covid symptoms, and are less likely to spread the disease to other people no matter the variant. Even just one shot of the Pfizer or Moderna can be a big help compared to no shot at all, so you are in a good place. Not to mention, if you really do have covid, you'll be super immune after this. Thank you for this, I really appreciate it. Made me not stress anymore. <3 So far it appears I don’t have COVID which I’m very thankful to not have. It’s just a big, gross cold. |
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Post by Chicken on Jul 27, 2021 20:50:42 GMT -5
I really wish people would learn to listen and stop slapping my butt even though I said 203059353 million times that I dislike it, and I ALWAYS jump away so of course I don't like it you freak, learn to read the room before I rip your ****ing arms off!!
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