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Post by Spinel on Dec 11, 2020 21:12:12 GMT -5
my dad got really sick a few days ago but things were starting to look a little better today but we just got a call that he got worse and that they're taking him off of support
hes gone.
we didnt really have the best relationship but i cant stop shaking
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Dec 14, 2020 8:43:51 GMT -5
I’m waiting on my labs to come back but idk what’s wrong with me I haven’t felt good for a week now. I’m almost about to pass out with no other symptoms. But I haven’t passed out yet. it’s not consistent. Can last 5 mins or 30 seconds. I hate feeling like this. It makes me worried especially when I’m driving
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Post by Sand on Dec 14, 2020 12:26:56 GMT -5
my dad got really sick a few days ago but things were starting to look a little better today but we just got a call that he got worse and that they're taking him off of support
hes gone.
we didnt really have the best relationship but i cant stop shaking
I’m so sorry. Hope you’re doing okay. If you need anyone to talk to, let me know. |
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Post by Spinel on Dec 14, 2020 13:57:22 GMT -5
Sand
thank you for the support, it means a lot to me.
im doing a little better now, but it still doesn't seem real.
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Post by Sand on Dec 15, 2020 2:23:47 GMT -5
Sand
thank you for the support, it means a lot to me.
im doing a little better now, but it still doesn't seem real.
I’m glad you’re a bit better. Death is hard to feel real at least that’s how it has been when I’ve experienced it. Take all the time that you need to process your grief. |
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Post by Sand on Dec 15, 2020 2:30:35 GMT -5
I’m kind of bothered by something I saw on a site where I’ve spoken with other people with my chronic illness.
There’s been a bunch of controversy about Cyberpunk, and games in general and epilepsy — specifically those that are photosensitive epileptics.
This person on the site claims that a game has made them seize in the past and goes on a very long rant about how, for example, there should be labels of warnings on cars, foods, things that make loud sounds, etc. They are basically telling people (epileptics in specific) to “get over it” and accept that we are epileptic. They call us (epileptics) unrealistic to be asking for warnings in video games if something can cause a seizure.
I don’t know, the way they word their entire rant leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I’ve been ill for 10 years and it will never go away. I accepted that long ago, but telling people like myself to stop advocating feels wrong.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Dec 20, 2020 22:20:12 GMT -5
I’m so tired of being tired
And I want to know what is wrong with me medically but the doctors don’t know and I’m scared
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Post by trickster ♥ on Dec 21, 2020 12:26:23 GMT -5
why can't makeup companies make actual pale shades ):
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Post by mossecho on Dec 22, 2020 5:12:47 GMT -5
Caught myself planning out how much I can eat once I go back to the college dorms (at home rn, for winter break). I'm getting better at stopping that thought process, but it's starting to come back more often. Doing my best with it right now. Being around people helps (makes sure that I eat, even if they don't realize that that's becoming a problem for me), but I'm nervous about going back to my dorm room. I'll be alone. No one will notice how many meals I skip. I don't think it will get as bad as it did last quarter, but... I don't know. Just trying to work with myself, I guess.
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on Dec 27, 2020 22:32:38 GMT -5
a happy vent but I MET MY WEIGHT LOSS GOAL FOR 2020
I’ve lost 32 pounds, my goal was 30
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Post by Fernshiine on Dec 27, 2020 22:45:50 GMT -5
Society hates people who are different and say they accept differences but it's a lie. They only accept things deemed "socially acceptable", including opinions, even if your opinion isn't harmful and just misunderstood. I hate society and I'm excited for when my partner takes me to live rural, away from people.
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Post by trickster ♥ on Dec 28, 2020 10:10:20 GMT -5
thanksgiving stuffing is t e r r i b l e
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Post by Sand on Dec 29, 2020 13:13:28 GMT -5
Slightly bothered right now. I found out my pacemaker like device for my brain’s battery has depleted. My device is what blocks seizures or lessens the strength of them. I no longer have that therapy.
I can have surgery but my doctor’s office isn’t answering the phone 🙃 and the hospital that I’d be at are not the nicest people around at all.
I’ll be fine but I don’t like that I’m missing a key part of me and can no longer rely on it.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jan 1, 2021 12:29:47 GMT -5
i can't stand how people these days bend over backwards to accommodate every possible perspective or belief or opinion to the point where they re-affirm relativism every time they express their own. "personally i like __ but not everyone does and that's okay!" or "i believe ___ BUT don't worry your belief is equally valid!"
like shut up. just say you hate pickles, you don't need to make sure you avoid hurting pickle lover's feelings. it's okay to believe strongly in subjective views. and for that matter, you should have some beliefs you find objective and stand by as such. constantly trying to legitimize every world view just serves to undermine the roots of your own. don't be rude but have the guts to say "i believe __" without qualifying mitigations.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 1, 2021 13:22:08 GMT -5
I'm beginning to truly realize how much of a selfish rat my sister is
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Post by ash on Jan 3, 2021 17:10:14 GMT -5
bro i havent talked to anyone yet im just thinking about how i have to interact with people and im going to have a panic attack over it <3
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Post by trickster ♥ on Jan 5, 2021 14:26:36 GMT -5
so stressed wanna just sleep and maybe cry
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Post by 🔥Firestar🔥 on Jan 5, 2021 18:06:52 GMT -5
This is not a major vent but god i'm so upset because there's this really good anime i want to keep watching,,, but it's frustrating because i watch it in spanish,,, and up until episode 340, i have to watch in in japanese with subtitles. It's really frustrating because i always watch it with my brother and i've gotten really used to their current voices. I'm in episode 297 and i don't know how i'll be able to watch the rest in spanish.
And english isin't a choice either, as many names and things are changed.
On a more positive note, i think there's a website launching the anime soon on their platform, so i'm hoping they add all of the episodes!
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jan 6, 2021 14:07:12 GMT -5
wedding dress shopping is just depressing because what i want is very simple and classic (A-line with long sleeves and lace, without a plunging back/neckline) but apparently that makes it very expensive and the choices under $1000 are either (a) nightgowns or (b ) not my style
so cue me crying because this is one thing in a long line of stuff that makes me dread my wedding rather than feel excited
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Post by Deleted on Jan 8, 2021 10:22:40 GMT -5
I have a small nitpick pertaining to accents in media. Why does it seem like every single thing that takes place in Europe everyone has an English accent? I can understand them not making the show in the country's language that's fair the majority of people who will be watching it will probably be native English speakers. However they don't even attempt to do accents I mean I would rather listen to a badly done French accent if the show takes place in France rather than an English one. Also if two people on the show are from different countries they both sound English so unless it's mentioned that they're from different countries you'll never have a clue. I have nothing against English accents it just makes it hard for me to get invested in a show.
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Post by Skypaw13 on Jan 8, 2021 16:57:27 GMT -5
I have a small nitpick pertaining to accents in media. Why does it seem like every single thing that takes place in Europe everyone has an English accent? I can understand them not making the show in the country's language that's fair the majority of people who will be watching it will probably be native English speakers. However they don't even attempt to do accents I mean I would rather listen to a badly done French accent if the show takes place in France rather than an English one. Also if two people on the show are from different countries they both sound English so unless it's mentioned that they're from different countries you'll never have a clue. I have nothing against English accents it just makes it hard for me to get invested in a show. I always thought that had more to do with where the show is filmed rather than where it's set. If all your actors are British, then they'll all have British accents regardless of where the show is set. |
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Post by Northstar3213 on Jan 8, 2021 21:24:10 GMT -5
I wish I could go two seconds without seeing/hearing about politics (on both sides) it activates my flight or fight response.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jan 8, 2021 23:13:23 GMT -5
I wish I could go two seconds without seeing/hearing about politics (on both sides) it activates my flight or fight response. you and me both |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 9, 2021 10:02:15 GMT -5
I have a small nitpick pertaining to accents in media. Why does it seem like every single thing that takes place in Europe everyone has an English accent? I can understand them not making the show in the country's language that's fair the majority of people who will be watching it will probably be native English speakers. However they don't even attempt to do accents I mean I would rather listen to a badly done French accent if the show takes place in France rather than an English one. Also if two people on the show are from different countries they both sound English so unless it's mentioned that they're from different countries you'll never have a clue. I have nothing against English accents it just makes it hard for me to get invested in a show. I always thought that had more to do with where the show is filmed rather than where it's set. If all your actors are British, then they'll all have British accents regardless of where the show is set. That's not exactly the point I was trying to make. You're from Texas right? If a show took place in Texas where everyone were supposed to be Texans would it take you out of the immersion if they all had heavy New Yorker accents? Or one better if they all spoke Polish despite being born and raised in Texas? I know a lot of these actors have accent coaches and if they don't they're more than likely rich enough to afford one. And I looked it up and the show was filmed here  |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 9, 2021 10:21:25 GMT -5
The freezer somehow came open in the night and yesterday we had just bought enough food to fill it and now all that food might be bad what a joy.
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Post by Skypaw13 on Jan 10, 2021 20:18:24 GMT -5
I always thought that had more to do with where the show is filmed rather than where it's set. If all your actors are British, then they'll all have British accents regardless of where the show is set. That's not exactly the point I was trying to make. You're from Texas right? If a show took place in Texas where everyone were supposed to be Texans would it take you out of the immersion if they all had heavy New Yorker accents? Or one better if they all spoke Polish despite being born and raised in Texas? I know a lot of these actors have accent coaches and if they don't they're more than likely rich enough to afford one. And I looked it up and the show was filmed here Oh, I wasn't saying it's a good thing. Just saying I always thought it was more of an oversight than a conscious decision to give them English accents. As for the hypothetical... honestly? I wouldn't care. But that's just me. |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2021 20:29:20 GMT -5
That's not exactly the point I was trying to make. You're from Texas right? If a show took place in Texas where everyone were supposed to be Texans would it take you out of the immersion if they all had heavy New Yorker accents? Or one better if they all spoke Polish despite being born and raised in Texas? I know a lot of these actors have accent coaches and if they don't they're more than likely rich enough to afford one. And I looked it up and the show was filmed here Oh, I wasn't saying it's a good thing. Just saying I always thought it was more of an oversight than a conscious decision to give them English accents. As for the hypothetical... honestly? I wouldn't care. But that's just me. I figured it was an oversight too I still find it annoying. But to each their own I guess |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Jan 10, 2021 22:52:08 GMT -5
I always thought that had more to do with where the show is filmed rather than where it's set. If all your actors are British, then they'll all have British accents regardless of where the show is set. That's not exactly the point I was trying to make. You're from Texas right? If a show took place in Texas where everyone were supposed to be Texans would it take you out of the immersion if they all had heavy New Yorker accents? Or one better if they all spoke Polish despite being born and raised in Texas? I know a lot of these actors have accent coaches and if they don't they're more than likely rich enough to afford one. And I looked it up and the show was filmed here im laughing because a bunch of yankees filming a show about texas actually happened a few years ago, cant remember what it was called but it was a multi-episode series about the texas war for independence. but it was produced and acted by mostly non-texans who either didnt have the right accent or badly faked, and they filmed it in the chihuahua dessert in freaking mexico. which could work if the story was about west texas, but it wasn't (most of texas is NOT a dessert nor scrubland, but forests and green plains). |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2021 23:22:07 GMT -5
That's not exactly the point I was trying to make. You're from Texas right? If a show took place in Texas where everyone were supposed to be Texans would it take you out of the immersion if they all had heavy New Yorker accents? Or one better if they all spoke Polish despite being born and raised in Texas? I know a lot of these actors have accent coaches and if they don't they're more than likely rich enough to afford one. And I looked it up and the show was filmed here im laughing because a bunch of yankees filming a show about texas actually happened a few years ago, cant remember what it was called but it was a multi-episode series about the texas war for independence. but it was produced and acted by mostly non-texans who either didnt have the right accent or badly faked, and they filmed it in the chihuahua dessert in freaking mexico. which could work if the story was about west texas, but it wasn't (most of texas is NOT a dessert nor scrubland, but forests and green plains). Texas Rising? It's funny how places are perceived like it seems a lot of people who make shows about states countries etc that they're they not from seem to have only seen ONE part of that place and that's what they're sticking with. |
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