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Post by Cosmos on Dec 5, 2020 0:35:04 GMT -5
I’m just really tired of the way my sister acts
She’s not a nice person anymore, and I really miss the old her
Idk fam it just hurts
She makes me feel bad for liking the things I like
I’m afraid to listen to my music around her because I know she’ll hold it against me for days after
It’s like she can’t understand that people think differently than her, that we have different comfort levels
She always digs at me if I try to push back, like ‘you’re this age and you don’t do whatever-thing? That’s just sad.’ Like bro I know. Do you think I’m happy being like this? Do you think I WANT to panic at the thought of even doing pretty average things? Hell no.
And the thing is, she honestly doesn’t care. I can tell her to her face that I struggle with stuff and that’s part of why I act how I act, and that the way she treats me and near-constantly looks down on me genuinely hurts me, but she doesn’t. Care.
Honestly, truly, does not care.
Like literally told me that she doesn’t care
I don’t know what to do
Really don’t know.
And I’m just tired.
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Post by trickster ♥ on Dec 5, 2020 11:19:51 GMT -5
my dad sold all the jewelry my grandma left behind. it's all gone. my mom, sister, and I have nothing that we thought we were going to. he sold it all at a loss. i'm barely surprised, but hurt.
he's done even worse than this, but at least the divorce will finally result.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 5, 2020 15:41:20 GMT -5
I was blamed for "creating drama" just because I wanted to start a discussion. At first I wasn't bothered, but then people continued to blame me for it. Do people not realize that they're old enough to control, or at least try to control their behavior? But whatever. I refuse to take the blame for someone else's actions.
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Post by Altair on Dec 5, 2020 17:17:40 GMT -5
So.
Court says that I gotta have a some google meets with my father now for Christmas. Sure I don't have to see him IRL but did I not make myself clear two (also court mandated) therapy attempts ago? Are my feelings invalid because I'm not 18 years old or because I don't cooperate with a person who's ruined my life?
*takes a deep breath*
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Post by Spinel on Dec 5, 2020 17:27:39 GMT -5
wow who knew spending hours upon hours staring at a computer screen daily for years would start hurting your eyes lol
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Post by Tealraven on Dec 5, 2020 22:38:53 GMT -5
this is such a first world problem that i feel guilty complaining about it, but i ordered a piece of furniture on august 1. after being postponed repeatedly, it has now been delayed to mid january. mid. january.
the worst part about it is that it had already shipped at one point, but was then rerouted to a higher priority store in a larger city somewhere. so somebody else got the piece of furniture that was supposed to go to me. reason #123 why living in a rural area sucks sometimes
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Dec 5, 2020 22:45:55 GMT -5
this is such a first world problem that i feel guilty complaining about it, but i ordered a piece of furniture on august 1. after being postponed repeatedly, it has now been delayed to mid january. mid. january.the worst part about it is that it had already shipped at one point, but was then rerouted to a higher priority store in a larger city somewhere. so somebody else got the piece of furniture that was supposed to go to me. reason #123 why living in a rural area sucks sometimes i ordered a fancy rolling pin for my sister in late november last year for christmas, was told it wouldnt arrive until late january, and for six months amazon just said “on it’s way soon, there’s been a slight delay!” like no shit amazon. i finally just cancelled the order in august. it was coming from china so i guess thats why but the frustrating part is that amazon would only refund me if i had done it within a month of ordering...yknow, even tho they told me it was on its way... |
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Post by fire on Dec 5, 2020 23:26:24 GMT -5
I’m just really tired of the way my sister acts She’s not a nice person anymore, and I really miss the old her Idk fam it just hurts She makes me feel bad for liking the things I like I’m afraid to listen to my music around her because I know she’ll hold it against me for days after It’s like she can’t understand that people think differently than her, that we have different comfort levels She always digs at me if I try to push back, like ‘you’re this age and you don’t do whatever-thing? That’s just sad.’ Like bro I know. Do you think I’m happy being like this? Do you think I WANT to panic at the thought of even doing pretty average things? Hell no. And the thing is, she honestly doesn’t care. I can tell her to her face that I struggle with stuff and that’s part of why I act how I act, and that the way she treats me and near-constantly looks down on me genuinely hurts me, but she doesn’t. Care. Honestly, truly, does not care. Like literally told me that she doesn’t care I don’t know what to do Really don’t know. And I’m just tired. Do what makes you happy. Your happiness shouldn't be dependent upon what she thinks of you. I don't fully understand what's going on, but I figured I'd say that. Don't put effort into what she thinks when she doesn't care about you. I hope there's someone else you can turn to when dealing with whatever you're dealing with. |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2020 1:40:39 GMT -5
I’m just really tired of the way my sister acts She’s not a nice person anymore, and I really miss the old her Idk fam it just hurts She makes me feel bad for liking the things I like I’m afraid to listen to my music around her because I know she’ll hold it against me for days after It’s like she can’t understand that people think differently than her, that we have different comfort levels She always digs at me if I try to push back, like ‘you’re this age and you don’t do whatever-thing? That’s just sad.’ Like bro I know. Do you think I’m happy being like this? Do you think I WANT to panic at the thought of even doing pretty average things? Hell no. And the thing is, she honestly doesn’t care. I can tell her to her face that I struggle with stuff and that’s part of why I act how I act, and that the way she treats me and near-constantly looks down on me genuinely hurts me, but she doesn’t. Care. Honestly, truly, does not care. Like literally told me that she doesn’t care I don’t know what to do Really don’t know. And I’m just tired. I would try to act the same if my sister did that to me so she would know how it feels. (Im sorry your sister is like that) |
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Post by Skypaw13 on Dec 7, 2020 20:32:05 GMT -5
I don't like impending exams.
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Post by trickster ♥ on Dec 9, 2020 15:15:14 GMT -5
me: feels pretty good about my art and posts it
me: everyone is nice on there. no one will diss it or anything. no need to feel self conscious.
also me: fear to look at responses on said art piece
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 9, 2020 19:13:16 GMT -5
I despise how chemistry is taught in schools, I thought I was done with math. I can’t wait to take another semester of this boring crap.
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2020 never existed
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Post by Altair on Dec 9, 2020 19:26:46 GMT -5
I love emotional rollercoasters. Pretty emotionally drained rn.
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Post by Skypaw13 on Dec 10, 2020 1:41:30 GMT -5
I despise how chemistry is taught in schools, I thought I was done with math. I can’t wait to take another semester of this boring crap. Might I suggest to you Organic Chemistry? All of the stress and wanting to die with none of the math!! |
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 10, 2020 1:44:59 GMT -5
I despise how chemistry is taught in schools, I thought I was done with math. I can’t wait to take another semester of this boring crap. Might I suggest to you Organic Chemistry? All of the stress and wanting to die with none of the math!! Oh joy, sounds fun! I’m sorry. At least I don’t think I have to take that. |
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Post by Skypaw13 on Dec 10, 2020 1:50:48 GMT -5
Might I suggest to you Organic Chemistry? All of the stress and wanting to die with none of the math!! Oh joy, sounds fun! I’m sorry. At least I don’t think I have to take that. Oh, it's good. I got a 58 on my OChem III final yesterday (which is technically good because I needed at least 20% to pass) which means I don't need to remember any of it except the biochem stuff (which I actually did well with. The stuff that killed me was synthesis, not biochem) But yeah. I never did an ounce of math for OChem other than some pKa comparisons, but I would still take Gen Chem's dimensional analysis and gas laws and Keq over OChem any day, lol. |
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 10, 2020 2:03:08 GMT -5
Oh joy, sounds fun! I’m sorry. At least I don’t think I have to take that. Oh, it's good. I got a 58 on my OChem III final yesterday (which is technically good because I needed at least 20% to pass) which means I don't need to remember any of it except the biochem stuff (which I actually did well with. The stuff that killed me was synthesis, not biochem) But yeah. I never did an ounce of math for OChem other than some pKa comparisons, but I would still take Gen Chem's dimensional analysis and gas laws and Keq over OChem any day, lol. Yay for passing! I basically figured the same thing, I needed at least a 33% to pass and I got a 72%. The perfectionist in me is crying though, I finally ruined my GPA after three years. I haven’t done gas laws or that other thing yet (the last thing we did was thermochemistry). But dimensional analysis makes my brain short circuit for some reason. I have to do my metric conversions off to the side to make sure I do them right. Then the rest isn’t so bad. I don’t understand why, but for some reason I have a better time with stoichometry even though it’s basically fancy dimensional analysis. I guess I like moles? |
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Post by Skypaw13 on Dec 10, 2020 2:22:38 GMT -5
Oh, it's good. I got a 58 on my OChem III final yesterday (which is technically good because I needed at least 20% to pass) which means I don't need to remember any of it except the biochem stuff (which I actually did well with. The stuff that killed me was synthesis, not biochem) But yeah. I never did an ounce of math for OChem other than some pKa comparisons, but I would still take Gen Chem's dimensional analysis and gas laws and Keq over OChem any day, lol. Yay for passing! I basically figured the same thing, I needed at least a 33% to pass and I got a 72%. The perfectionist in me is crying though, I finally ruined my GPA after three years. I haven’t done gas laws or that other thing yet (the last thing we did was thermochemistry). But dimensional analysis makes my brain short circuit for some reason. I have to do my metric conversions off to the side to make sure I do them right. Then the rest isn’t so bad. I don’t understand why, but for some reason I have a better time with stoichometry even though it’s basically fancy dimensional analysis. I guess I like moles? See, I could never actually figure out the difference between dimensional analysis and stoichiometry. It's the exact same math, you're just using units of chemical rather than units of mass or volume. I don't remember exactly what thermochemistry entails, is that enthalpy? Like specific heat equations and stuff? I found that difficult the first time I learned it, but once you've taken AP chem, college gen chem, and Organic I, you get REAL good with enthalpy, lol. Electrochemistry was probably the hardest math I ever encountered in chemistry, and not even for a good reason. It's fairly basic but for some reason my brain won't wrap around any of the Potential values. Keq was also a bitch, but kinda fun if you're a math nerd. Very very not fun if you're not a math nerd, because there's some really heavy algebra and even some CALCULUS in that stuff. But if you're in HS normal chem (not AP) then you don't have to worry about Keq. disclaimer to ward off the nerds that I know calculus is in k-rates, not Keq, but they're both Ks so I'm lumping them together |
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 10, 2020 2:32:10 GMT -5
Yay for passing! I basically figured the same thing, I needed at least a 33% to pass and I got a 72%. The perfectionist in me is crying though, I finally ruined my GPA after three years. I haven’t done gas laws or that other thing yet (the last thing we did was thermochemistry). But dimensional analysis makes my brain short circuit for some reason. I have to do my metric conversions off to the side to make sure I do them right. Then the rest isn’t so bad. I don’t understand why, but for some reason I have a better time with stoichometry even though it’s basically fancy dimensional analysis. I guess I like moles? See, I could never actually figure out the difference between dimensional analysis and stoichiometry. It's the exact same math, you're just using units of chemical rather than units of mass or volume. I don't remember exactly what thermochemistry entails, is that enthalpy? Like specific heat equations and stuff? I found that difficult the first time I learned it, but once you've taken AP chem, college gen chem, and Organic I, you get REAL good with enthalpy, lol. Electrochemistry was probably the hardest math I ever encountered in chemistry, and not even for a good reason. It's fairly basic but for some reason my brain won't wrap around any of the Potential values. Keq was also a bitch, but kinda fun if you're a math nerd. Very very not fun if you're not a math nerd, because there's some really heavy algebra and even some CALCULUS in that stuff. But if you're in HS normal chem (not AP) then you don't have to worry about Keq. disclaimer to ward off the nerds that I know calculus is in k-rates, not Keq, but they're both Ks so I'm lumping them togetherYes, that’s what thermochemistry is. I didn’t have too hard of a time with understanding it, but I feel like I crammed it more than the other material. So I had a harder time remembering how to do it on the quizzes and final. I don’t think I’ve done electrochemistry yet either. It’ll probably be a part of the next class. Uh oh. The only math I like is stats, and even I forgot how to do a lot of that by now. (is it bad my brain keeps reading Keq as cake?) |
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Post by Skypaw13 on Dec 10, 2020 2:39:50 GMT -5
See, I could never actually figure out the difference between dimensional analysis and stoichiometry. It's the exact same math, you're just using units of chemical rather than units of mass or volume. I don't remember exactly what thermochemistry entails, is that enthalpy? Like specific heat equations and stuff? I found that difficult the first time I learned it, but once you've taken AP chem, college gen chem, and Organic I, you get REAL good with enthalpy, lol. Electrochemistry was probably the hardest math I ever encountered in chemistry, and not even for a good reason. It's fairly basic but for some reason my brain won't wrap around any of the Potential values. Keq was also a bitch, but kinda fun if you're a math nerd. Very very not fun if you're not a math nerd, because there's some really heavy algebra and even some CALCULUS in that stuff. But if you're in HS normal chem (not AP) then you don't have to worry about Keq. disclaimer to ward off the nerds that I know calculus is in k-rates, not Keq, but they're both Ks so I'm lumping them togetherYes, that’s what thermochemistry is. I didn’t have too hard of a time with understanding it, but I feel like I crammed it more than the other material. So I had a harder time remembering how to do it on the quizzes and final. I don’t think I’ve done electrochemistry yet either. It’ll probably be a part of the next class. Uh oh. The only math I like is stats, and even I forgot how to do a lot of that by now. (is it bad my brain keeps reading Keq as cake?) What chem class are you in? HS normal, AP, college gen chem? Also, yeah, every time I see it I just say "kek", lol. Technically pronounced spelled out "Kay ee cue", short for "K-equilibrium", but everyone I know either spells it out or says kek. |
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 10, 2020 2:48:23 GMT -5
Yes, that’s what thermochemistry is. I didn’t have too hard of a time with understanding it, but I feel like I crammed it more than the other material. So I had a harder time remembering how to do it on the quizzes and final. I don’t think I’ve done electrochemistry yet either. It’ll probably be a part of the next class. Uh oh. The only math I like is stats, and even I forgot how to do a lot of that by now. (is it bad my brain keeps reading Keq as cake?) What chem class are you in? HS normal, AP, college gen chem? Also, yeah, every time I see it I just say "kek", lol. Technically pronounced spelled out "Kay ee cue", short for "K-equilibrium", but everyone I know either spells it out or says kek. College gen chem, part 1 of 2. The hardest 100 level I’ve ever taken. I now wish I would have taken AP chem, but I think the class may have interfered with band. I did take honors chem in high school, but that was 4 years ago. And I don’t remember much from it, other than the basics. Hmm, that sounds weird. Guess I’ll find out all about it later. |
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Post by Spinel on Dec 10, 2020 11:05:28 GMT -5
tw hospital / death mention
my dad is really sick. he's been in and out of nursings homes and hospitals since march.
he went to the icu again 2 days ago. one of doctors just called, they'll fight for him but they dont think he's going to make it this time.
i dont know how to feel. we aren't partially close but i just,, i dont know
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Post by Sand on Dec 10, 2020 12:02:22 GMT -5
My body needs to stop confusing me. Some mornings I’ll feel very dizzy after taking my medicine and eating and other mornings I don’t.
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Post by Skypaw13 on Dec 10, 2020 16:28:09 GMT -5
What chem class are you in? HS normal, AP, college gen chem? Also, yeah, every time I see it I just say "kek", lol. Technically pronounced spelled out "Kay ee cue", short for "K-equilibrium", but everyone I know either spells it out or says kek. College gen chem, part 1 of 2. The hardest 100 level I’ve ever taken. I now wish I would have taken AP chem, but I think the class may have interfered with band. I did take honors chem in high school, but that was 4 years ago. And I don’t remember much from it, other than the basics. Hmm, that sounds weird. Guess I’ll find out all about it later. Oh, nice. For me both electrochemistry and Keq were in Gen Chem III, because my school's on a quarter system instead of semester. Good luck! |
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Post by trickster ♥ on Dec 10, 2020 17:40:41 GMT -5
my experience with the brand coach recently makes me almost understand karens :///////////////////////////////////////////////////
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Post by Rανєη'ѕ ƑƖιgнт on Dec 10, 2020 19:49:57 GMT -5
College gen chem, part 1 of 2. The hardest 100 level I’ve ever taken. I now wish I would have taken AP chem, but I think the class may have interfered with band. I did take honors chem in high school, but that was 4 years ago. And I don’t remember much from it, other than the basics. Hmm, that sounds weird. Guess I’ll find out all about it later. Oh, nice. For me both electrochemistry and Keq were in Gen Chem III, because my school's on a quarter system instead of semester. Good luck! Thanks! Good luck on whatever you have to take next too. |
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Post by Altair on Dec 10, 2020 20:51:50 GMT -5
Hot take: Windows is better than MacOS change my mind  I've tried installing 3 3d modeling softwares (blender, meshmixer, freeCAD) and only one works properly (meshmixer still crashes about every 2 hours). Yes, Apple, I know that FreeCAD is not developed by any company. Now let me use it! Oh yeah and I can't get Xplane plugins to work either. And image stacking software for astro photos (DeepSkyStacker is Windows only). And tons of other video games. Sadly I'm not allowed to dual-boot windows |
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Post by Spinel on Dec 11, 2020 1:47:34 GMT -5
would love to just fade out of existence rn
the future looks bleak and im so scared
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Post by Card against Humanity on Dec 11, 2020 20:15:58 GMT -5
why do people get like 10000 times more annoying when they’re drunk
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Post by Deleted on Dec 11, 2020 20:32:34 GMT -5
I'm scared
Thats all. Thx for listening.
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