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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 0:40:36 GMT -5
Nico sat there for a long time, eyes wide, breath coming harder than it should have as he fought for breath that wasn’t stolen from him any longer. It wasn’t that Kelsier had hurt him… they had already crossed that bridge, it didn’t matter. It was that it had been intentional, it was that it had been aimed at him, a version of him that Kelsier knew. It wasn’t even that as much as it was the fact that Kelsier was broken, so fundamentally broken that Nico couldn’t fix him. So broken that he couldn’t seem to see the world at all, and it was Nico’s fault. Nico’s fault, just like so much else was. It took him several moments to realize he wasn’t alone anymore. To realize there was a voice saying his name, to realize that he could see out of both eyes, that what had just happened was as real as the version of him that had died in Kelsier’s arms. Slowly, Nico lifted his head, his hands splayed on the ground as he managed to push himself up. Wake up. It was Kelsier’s voice, and not the broken one. The real one, the one who had been there even when he had no reason to be, the one who had decided that in spite of Nico’s numerous flaws, he was worth keeping in his life. The one that was here, whole and unbroken, or… well, perhaps just mended. Nico met Kelsier’s eyes for a long moment, his own dark and unreadable. And then he surged forward, launching himself into Kelsier’s arms and holding on as tightly as he could, sobs still shuddering through him. “f[oops!] this place,” he managed in a tiny, broken voice, likely only audible because of how close he was to Kelsier.
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 0:56:51 GMT -5
Acts? Orpheus wasn’t certain he was putting on an act. He was just very aware that this room was dangerous, that anything could be lurking behind the door, that rooms in the House could change on a dime. He wanted to ask L what the likelihood was that this room would turn dangerous, but he had a feeling he wouldn’t like the answer. The odds weren’t good… so it was probably safer to assume that it was going to turn dangerous and do his absolute best to think of what to do before it did. Czeslaw was probably seconds away from attacking, though Orpheus couldn’t see why he thought they were putting on an act… he tried not to let his confusion show on his face, but he wasn’t nearly as practiced as L was. A little bit of the emotion leaked through anyway. “Only poetry?” Orpheus asked, eyes widening as he looked at L. “It could mean something dangerous, we should probably pay it a little bit more attention before we just… decide it’s not important, right?” Everything felt like it might be important. Everything felt like it might be dangerous, and Orpheus was certain he needed to take everything into account. “I just… I think we should be being a little more careful,” he added, glancing at Czeslaw. “I don’t see how there’s anything suspicious about deciding that this room could be a lot more dangerous than it seems right now. Would you disagree?”
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 1:16:14 GMT -5
“You seem to blink in more frequently than I do,” Orpheus commented, giving a small shrug as he did. “I don’t just mean that because you’ve blinked more often than I have – you’ve been coming here for longer. But it’s been a few weeks since you had to disguise yourself for me, and it seems it’s barely been a few days for you. The time is passing fairly equivalently, other than that… I think. I don’t know, it’s hard to tell… I think you’re probably better at figuring that out than I am.” L seemed to deal with numbers more than Orpheus did. Music relied a lot on numbers, of course, but not in the same way as L’s brain seemed to use them. There was no question that L was one of the smartest people that Orpheus had ever met, though he insisted that he wasn’t smarter, just a different type of intelligent. Orpheus was still pretty convinced he was smarter. “Point is… I hope you get a break at some point soon where you don’t need to blink in as often. Hopefully where you can safely sleep and get something to eat and drink. I’m… I’m worried about you. I want you to be safe.” He didn’t know if that was possible or likely, but he wanted to believe it was. He wanted to believe that L would get out of this situation, even as he was bracing himself every time he blinked out for a series of blinks where he never saw L, until he had to admit to himself that L was gone. That was just about the worst thing he could imagine, but there was nothing he could do to help the situation. “I’m glad that the House has chosen to keep blinking us in together,” he added after a moment, a small blush creeping onto his face. “I… well, you’re my first friend. I think you know that. I don’t know what I would do if I couldn’t see you as often as I do. I enjoy spending time with you and talking with you, even if the circumstances aren’t always ideal.” Orpheus didn’t have friends in his world because it was hard to meet people, not because he didn’t trust anyone. He was very aware of how different his situation was from L’s, and he couldn’t stop the exalted, jubilant feelings that washed over him. L trusted him. Him, of all people… no, he didn’t think he deserved it. He hadn’t done anything other than what he thought he should do as a friend. Perhaps that was why people trusted their friends… because part of friendship was trustworthiness. “11%,” Orpheus echoed, frowning a little bit at the number. It was higher than he would have liked, but it still sent a thrill through him to know that it was probably much lower than most other people’s. Good. He was never going to betray L so long as he had a say in it. “Well… thank you for deciding that I’m worth the risk.”
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 1:29:01 GMT -5
“Oh,” Wylan replied, a little bit disappointed by that. He had thought a documentary would be something more exciting than a play. Then again… he had never actually been to a play. His father had said he could go to one as soon as he was able to read the script beforehand, so obviously that hadn’t worked out. He made a face at the thought, doing his best to push it away before answering. “So… there are plays… er… documentaries… about pocket dimensions? I dunno what that is, but it sounds a lot more exciting than plays about wealthy merchants. Those are the only kind…” he trailed off, his entire face flushing bright red as he realized what he had been about to say. If they found out who his father was… both of them would try to use him. It was that sort of world. He needed to keep his identity secret so he wasn’t held for ransom. Not that Jan Van Eck would pay it, but better safe than sorry. “Hm?” he asked, pleased to find another topic of conversation. “Yeah, I can understand you. I mean it’s not like you’re speaking perfect Kerch, but I’ve been around the streets enough to know what you’re saying.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 6, 2021 1:44:31 GMT -5
Kelsier wasn’t going to rush this. He wasn’t going anywhere, he wasn’t going to stop trying to bring Nico back, to ease him into the real world again. He hated the House, hated it more than he hated anything else in that moment, and that was saying something. His world was the cause of a lot of pain and suffering, but it had never hurt Nico. He didn’t really hate the House more. Not in any deep, real sense. The Lord Ruler, the nobility, they had taken Mare from him. But in that moment, if he’d had to choose between destroying it or destroying the Lord Ruler, he thought he knew which he’d have picked, if only because one wound was far more raw than the other. He met Nico’s eyes, searching them. He didn’t know what to expect, he only knew that he would understand if he needed a moment to process what had happened. It wasn’t real, but the emotions very much were. And then Nico moved and Kelsier caught him, arms wrapping gently around him in what was possibly the firmest embrace he’d ever given him. It would still be relatively easy to slip out, if he chose to, but Kelsier needed him to know he was there, and that the House couldn’t take that away. “I’m going to kill it,” he murmured finally, voice low. “I really am.”
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 2:00:59 GMT -5
Orpheus wasn’t thinking too much about the fact that knowing L could change the future. They were just one person… they couldn’t make much of a difference, so anything that changed because they knew L was likely small enough that the timeline would go by unchanged. People would forget Orpheus just as they would if they hadn’t met L, and anything they knew that they weren’t supposed to know would be forgotten with them. They knew that other people likely would have tried to sell knowledge of the future (there were enough false prophets that they had no doubt that was the truth), but they weren’t that sort of person. Anything they found out about how the world might be, if L’s world was their own, they were going to keep to themself. Except, perhaps, Pride. It would be just one more celebration… would anybody even remember it? “Humans are more wonderful than anyone seems to realize,” Orpheus whispered, no small amount of wonder in their voice. “I think we need more reasons to celebrate that. To celebrate the ways that, though we’re all the same, we’re all different. And… I suppose there is more stigma than I let on. Relationships between men are encouraged until one is of marrying age. At that point if you choose to settle down with a man… well, I doubt you could be hurt like you could in your world, but there would be judgment from your neighbors. I’ve… always been spared that, though. My… Mr. Hermes… has had plenty of male lovers.” Orpheus’ interest was piqued as L continued on about pictures. The word ‘pictures’ was familiar to them, of course, but really only as paintings or engravings on vases. They were done by artists, and they were rarely realistic enough to give an accurate idea of how something transpired. It was more the inspiration than the realism that was meant to be communicated. “I think… I’d like to see one of these pictures,” Orpheus decided, a smile teasing at their lips. “I don’t know what… a camera… or a laptop… is…” they frowned, stumbling over the pronunciation. It wasn’t the first time they had tried to learn one of the Japanese words L had said, but they did think these ones were a little more difficult. “I don’t know what they are, but I would like to learn.”
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 2:18:00 GMT -5
Nico held on for several long seconds, the weight of Kelsier’s embrace around him more comforting than it was terrifying. He didn’t know when the scale had tipped in that direction, but he found he was grateful. He wanted to be hugged by Kelsier. He wanted to be held close by a Kelsier with two working arms, a Kelsier that wasn’t going to hurt him because he looked too much like his father. He shifted uncomfortably at that thought, a grimace passing over his features. He didn’t want to be Hades. He didn’t think Hades was a terrible person, he didn’t hate him as much as Kelsier seemed to, but… but he didn’t want to be him. He wanted to learn from his mistakes. He wanted to be better. He was about to say as much when Kelsier’s comment hit him and he froze, eyes wide. “No,” Nico whispered, voice choked. “No, you can’t kill it…” he trailed off, leaning deeper into Kelsier’s embrace. If Kelsier decided to kill the House… there would be no more rooms like this. On one hand, that meant that nobody would be forced to dream of things that terrified them as much as Nico was terrified of breaking one of the strongest people he had ever met. On the other, no House meant that he would never see Kelsier again. He would never see Rae or Myrnin or Sam or Noctin, and he would never make any new friends here either. The House had saved his life. He had a feeling it would save his life again before he was through here. If the House were gone… he didn’t want to think about that.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 6, 2021 2:41:49 GMT -5
Kelsler would never have hurt Nico for looking like Hades. He hated Hades for Nico’s sake, not in spite of him. If Nico hadn’t been hurt by him, well…Kel wouldn’t have liked Hades, but he wouldn’t feel so very tempted to punch him, either. Besides, he doubted there was as much of a resemblance as Nico thought there was. Maybe a physical one. But that didn’t matter nearly as much to him as the deeper one. He knew he wouldn’t recognize Nico in Hades, or the other way around, if ever they met. He blinked, startled as Nico replied. “No?” He repeated, the surprise evident in his voice as he looked down at the kid. He hadn’t once considered that Nico, of all people, might object. “You’re serious,” he added. There was no anger or betrayal in his voice, just genuine confusion. He held Nico closer, blinking as he tried to process. “After everything it’s done? To you? To your friends?” His voice was gentle. He really didn’t understand, but he wanted to. It felt as unexpected as Mare telling him not to go to Kredik Shaw, and look what ignoring her had gotten him. He wasn’t going to do that again. It didn’t make it any easier to understand what Nico was thinking. “Why? It’s no better than the Lord Ruler himself. Look what it did. This room was a weapon against the both of us..
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Post by strider on Jun 6, 2021 14:48:40 GMT -5
Nico didn’t want to argue with Kelsier about this. He didn’t want Kelsier to be upset because he didn’t want the House gone, but the truth was… he didn’t. It had given more to him than his world had ever given him, and ultimately he had suffered more in his world than he ever had in the House. He was used to nightmares. This one was new, but he was sure it was going to happen again even without the House’s influence. His mind tended to fixate on the bad things, tended to replay them over and over and over again. It was hard knowing which of his dreams were just nightmares and which were predictions… at least he would know that this was given to him by the House. That it couldn’t happen, because Kelsier lived in a completely different world than he did. Nico didn’t pull back, just kept breathing, kept trying to stop his heart from racing. “I’m serious,” he confirmed softly, unsure he wanted to see Kelsier’s face. He didn’t want to disappoint him. Was it selfish to want to keep the House around? Possibly… he was trying not to think about that. “I know… I know it hurts us, but so does my world. And… and I don’t have the luxury of friends in my world. I don’t have you, or… or Rae, or Myrnin, or Sam, and… and I can’t… I don’t want to lose that.” He bit his lip, trying to chase away the feeling that he was letting people suffer for his own happiness. “I would be dead without the House. And… and I know I’ve died here, and it sucks, but… but it’s still preferable to being completely alone in my world. To having nobody at all to turn to.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 6, 2021 18:38:17 GMT -5
Kelsier was not merciful. He wasn’t kind or forgiving, he wasn’t the sort of person you wanted to anger. He was powerful, and not just because he was Mistborn. He was powerful in that he never quit, in spite of all odds, in that he laughed in the face of an impossible challenge and dared it to question him. Defeating the House. Defeating the Lord Ruler. Two impossible challenges he had taken upon himself, two things he wouldn’t stop until he accomplished. Both, it seemed, thought themselves gods, above such petty things as consequences. And it had never occurred to him that Nico would have anything but complete support. He could see his mistake, now, in hindsight. He could see why Nico had responded so immediately. He, too, believed that if Kelsier wanted the House dead, it was probably going to die sooner rather than later. A deep part of him was warmed by Nico’s belief in him, his belief that he could do the impossible if he chose. But that wasn’t what he was focusing on at the moment. Was it selfish to want to keep the place that gave you your family? Your friends? The possibility of meeting people who didn’t know of you and were unintimidated by your scars? As a self aware selfish man, Kel couldn’t say for sure, but he didn’t hold it against Nico. And he knew the boy couldn’t be the only one to feel that way, anyway, He breathed out, then looked down, hazel eyes focusing. “Look at me,” he said quietly. There was no heat to his tone, even the fire that had blazed against the House moments earlier had faded. “Tell me not to destroy it. Look at me and tell me not to destroy it, and...and I won’t.”
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Post by strider on Jun 7, 2021 0:42:12 GMT -5
Nico knew how intense Kelsier could be. He knew he was dangerous, had experienced that danger firsthand. If Kelsier wanted something done, he was going to do it. The Lord Ruler was going to die at Kelsier’s hand, Nico had no doubt about it. So if he decided to take down the House… well, Nico had to believe that if anyone could do it, it was Kelsier. His first several times here, Nico had been looking for a way out just like everyone else. They went through doors because they thought it might lead outside, but more and more Nico had been convinced that he wanted to stay here. It was not a kind place, but Nico had quickly learned that kindness was a façade. At least the House had the grace to be cruel to his face, unlike his own world and the hand it had dealt him. And here he had found people who believed in him. People who looked at him and saw him, not just Hades’ son. Not just the heir to the Underworld. Not just his reputation. Not everyone, of course, but the people who had mattered… the people who still mattered. Was the House good for everyone in the long run? Nico thought it probably wasn’t. He knew there were things that needed to be fixed, he knew the House was imperfect, but if the House was gone? Discomfort gurgled in his stomach, eating at him from the inside out. “Please,” Nico managed, lifting his gaze to meet Kelsier’s, though his own was shy and uncertain. “Please,” he tried again, doing his absolute best not to look away, to make sure his voice didn’t shake. “You can fight the House. You can try to get it to listen to us. But please don’t destroy it. Please don’t take my family away from me.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 7, 2021 1:05:59 GMT -5
Their relationship had started in the worst way possible, but it had also started in the best way, if you thought about it. Most people who met Kel didn’t see the darkness in him until later, and then they had to adjust their perspective of him to include it. If you met a smiling man filled with hope, you didn’t assume he killed without regret or that he wanted his enemies to hurt. There was a reason the noblemen feared him. He was a man to be feared. But Nico had seen his worst qualities first. His darkness had been his first impression. He’d killed him without hesitation. Nico was under no illusion that Kelsier was someone he wasn’t. And somehow...somehow, somehow, he still thought of him as family. Somehow he was willing to accept him, violent, unpredictable, vengeful as that was. The House deserved to be crushed. Kelsier had no doubt about that whatsoever. But there was something he valued even more than that, now. He listened. It wasn’t like him, he thought, listening. It wasn’t like him at all. Then again, he was doing it, so maybe it was exactly like him. He met Nico’s gaze and held it. This was not a request, he realized, suddenly, searching the boy’s dark eyes. This was a plea. Nico do Angelo did not make pleas lightly. Not in the time Kel had known him, anyway. He bowed his head, placing a hand lightly over his heart. “Then I swear to you on my vengeance that I will not destroy this place.”
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Post by strider on Jun 7, 2021 2:03:06 GMT -5
Nico knew Kelsier well enough by now to know that when someone told him to do something, Kelsier tended to do the exact opposite. He didn’t listen to other people when they laid down rules. He didn’t like being told what to do. He especially didn’t like authority figures. Nico knew all of that about Kelsier. He knew a lot of the more dangerous things about him, too, but he couldn’t help but feel as though those were less relevant at the moment. What mattered was that here they were, Nico telling Kelsier not to do something, and Kelsier actually seemed like he was going to listen. Nico had a feeling almost everyone in Kelsier’s world would be wanting to know Nico’s secret to getting Kelsier to do what he was told. There was no secret. Just… just honesty. Just telling the whole truth about what the House meant to him. The House, whether Nico liked it or not, was more home than anywhere had ever been, except perhaps Venice. When he’d been happy. When he’d had a family… more or less. His father might have been gone, but he’d had his mother and Bianca. And now there were so few memories of that time… so few that he couldn’t even remember his mother’s face. No, the House had the only real family he’d ever had. “Thank you,” Nico gasped, relief cutting through him as hot and as sharp as a knife. “I would… I’d really like to see you fight it, though. I think you could win. Just… don’t kill it. Don’t destroy it.”
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Jun 7, 2021 8:39:43 GMT -5
Czeslaw - amp room - Orpheus, L, unconscious Hook
When L suggested he was frightened, something in Czeslaw snapped. "What the hell are you talking about?" he growled, taking the sword's aim away from Orpheus to point it at the detective. "I'm not scared! You're the ones who should be scared!" He meant that they were mortal, and he wasn't. But it could easily be taken as a threat, especially when he took a step forward. "When he wakes up, he's not going to help us," he added mockingly. L had been the one to knock Hook out, and for good reason. It was as though he had completely forgotten.
Orpheus was even more confusing. Sure, L was strangely more amiable than usual, but whatever was changing with Orpheus was not good. Czeslaw much preferred him as the friendly one, the non-threat. Apparently he shouldn't have made that assumption when he knew so little about him. "Well, what do you suggest we do with this wall of words then?" he challenged Orpheus. "Is there some kind of poetry secret that will actually get us out of here?" It wasn't completely out of the question, and Czeslaw would be the least likely of the three to know. He truly did need their help, but it was not a kind or cooperative invitation.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 7, 2021 9:28:23 GMT -5
L’s eyes widened a little as his words seemed only to make Czeslaw more upset. He’d been trying to diffuse the situation, but he didn’t seem to know how anymore. He didn’t flinch as the sword, aimed at him instead. Well...that was better than at Orpheus, right? He hadn’t realized yet that Orpheus was acting unusual, hadn’t realized his own mind was different. He wasn’t thinking about it. “You don’t know that for sure.” He pointed out quietly, eyes on Czeslaw instead of the sword. “He wants to get out of here too, doesn’t he? It doesn’t make sense for him to fight us. It doesn’t make sense for you to fight us, either. Which is why I assumed you were scared...you’re acting like it.” He didn’t look at Orpheus. Even he was aware that looking away from the person who had a sharp object aimed in your direction might have been a bad idea. “I would prefer it if you didn’t point that at me,” he added mildly. “You’re not going to stab either of us. I think we’re all overreacting a little bit...this room doesn’t seem dangerous. Even if it could become dangerous, why assume it will when it might not?” It felt like sound logic to him. It vaguely occurred to him that Czeslaw was acting a little bit like Hook, but he didn’t call him out for it.
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Post by strider on Jun 8, 2021 1:20:35 GMT -5
Orpheus’ entire body tensed as the sword was pointed away from him and towards L. That was unacceptable. L was just trying to find a peaceful solution which, though admirable, Orpheus wasn’t sure was possible. There was no need for Czeslaw to threaten him, but he found he wasn’t too surprised. He didn’t trust Czeslaw to do anything other than betray them when it suited his needs. So far, they were on the same side. One strategy was to remain on the same side, but would that allow them to get out of here in one piece? He wasn’t sure, especially given how liberally Czeslaw was waving it around. Was he even trained in swordsmanship? At least Hook had known how to use the weapon. If Hook hurt someone with it, the action would have been on purpose. Orpheus wasn’t convinced that Czes wasn’t going to accidentally hurt someone by waving the weapon around. “We shouldn’t rely on Hook helping us,” he commented idly, taking a step towards the poetry while making sure that he could still see both Czes and L from his periphery. “In fact, it’s probably better if he stays unconscious. The last thing we need is one more party that might get violent again.” He wasn’t used to being cynical, but he was cynical about this. Hook wasn’t going to be helpful any more than Czes was. At least Czes was trying things. “I’m not convinced the room hasn’t already become dangerous,” he added wryly, tilting his head towards Hook’s body. “Something is definitely weird here. I don’t like it, but I can’t tell what it is, exactly.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 8, 2021 14:24:27 GMT -5
It wasn’t a matter of whether Kelsier was capable of destroying the House. They both knew the answer to that question, they knew it was a resounding yes. If Kelsier wanted the House dead, he would kill it. It wasn’t like he would ever give up until he did it. But that wasn’t the question. The question was whether he was going to listen for once in his life. To Nico, who was asking him not to destroy it. And he’d already answered that question, really. He’d already told Nico he wouldn’t kill it, and he didn’t have any intention of breaking that promise. He didn’t break his word to Nico. He just didn’t. Was there another soul who could possibly have made him stand down? Was there another soul in any world who could have received the promise Nico had just been given? Kelsier thought there probably wasn’t. He wondered whether Nico knew that. He should have known. He should have thought about it, realized. Nico didn’t have family in his own world. He didn’t have a crew like Kel did, even if the crew couldn’t come close to replacing the people the Mistborn would lose if he lost this place. Anger was a hell of a weapon, and he hadn’t given its brother grief so much as a thought. He should have. He should have. “You will, someday,” he murmured, holding Nico. “I’ll fight it. I’ll win.” And then he would tell it who it owed its life to. But he didn’t say that part.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 8, 2021 21:32:45 GMT -5
L looked up, surprised as Orpheus mentioned how long it had been. He probably should have asked about that, actually. He hadn’t known it had been longer for Orpheus, but he decided it made sense that it had. He didn’t know how long Orpheus planned to sail, but...well, if he planned to sail for a while, that wouldn’t be a good indication of time. Oh well. He’d rather know everything, but since that was impossible, he needed to prioritize, and this didn’t seem to be the most important thing. He didn’t see why numbers should prove he was smarter. His brain was better at using them, fine, but there were plenty of things he was actually terrible at. Things he suspected Orpheus could easily surpass him if they competed at. He wasn’t being self-deprecating, he had an extremely high IQ and he knew it, he just didn’t think that meant he was smarter. He glanced up, eyes widening a little as Orpheus admitted to being worried. Worried...L was touched, and he didn’t quite hide it all the way. He didn’t want Orpheus to have to be worried, but it still meant something that he was. “I’m never safe,” he murmured in reply. “No one is, and I even less so. But, yes, I hope I beat the odds this time. I’d rather not be killed.” His voice was clinical, like speculating whether it might rain tomorrow. Was he masking how he felt, or did he just not know how to express it? “This room is ideal so far,” he continued, looking up. “I wish there wasn’t a chance if it going badly, but very room has one. But that’s not very important, since our world’s have that, too. Bad things are always possible. He couldn’t help that it wasn’t zero. He hadn’t known Orpheus long enough for it to be zero, and he wasn’t even sure it ever could be. True, it was for Watari, but could a second person accomplish that? His trust wasn’t conditional on a 0% chance of betrayal. It was a decision. Or...maybe not. He wasn’t completely sure how it worked, but he knew he trusted Orpheus completely, and so there it was. “It’ll go down with time,” he assured Orpheus, noticing his frown. “It doesn’t mean that there’s a part of me that doesn’t trust you. It’s...just acknowledging my ability to be wrong. You can think something and know you might be wrong, without not thinking it.” He yawned, too surprised by it to try to fight it. The back of his brain was aware that he was exhausted, but he had been doing a good job of pretending he wasn’t, and he didn’t appreciate his body betraying him this way.
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Post by strider on Jun 9, 2021 1:56:13 GMT -5
Nico knew a promise when he heard one. This was a promise. Kelsier wasn’t going to destroy the House, and it was because of Nico. How many people would suffer because of Nico’s selfishness? He knew he couldn’t think like that… he knew he had to keep in mind hat good things had happened in the House, too. That there were people whose lives would be very different and much darker were it not for the House, but that was hard to remember at times. The House was cruel. There was no denying that or getting around it, but it wasn’t as cruel as the real world was. At least here he had people who weren’t afraid of him, people who would support him no matter what because they had taken the chance to get to know who he was. He didn’t give himself up that easily, but there were a handful of people who had succeeded. Being held by Kelsier was a novelty. Nico knew it had happened a few times – he had nearly died enough times that he was familiar with the feeling of being cradled in Kelsier’s arms, but this was the first time there was no fear involved. He wasn’t afraid that Kelsier was going to hurt him, though he couldn’t put words together as to why. It was odd… even before everything had happened, there were some people he was okay with touching and others he wasn’t, and it seemed to flip on a dime depending on trust level. He wasn’t overthinking this… somehow being held by Kelsier just felt comfortable.“I know you will,” Nico managed, his voice scarcely more than a whisper. “You’re going to win, but thank you for not dragging the House down.”
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Jun 9, 2021 9:58:57 GMT -5
Czes - amp room - L, Orpheus, unconscious Hook
It was normally difficult to get Czeslaw to act out. He would only do it if he was really in danger. But there was no immediate threat here, and he was already losing his cool. For him, it was terrible to be called afraid. He was being insulted now, thoroughly insulted.
"Fine! Untie him, do whatever you want," he argued with L, hoping that if he started talking over him then the detective would stop with his insulting and naive comments. He couldn't imagine being oblivious to threats like that--furthermore, he couldn't imagine L being oblivious to threats either. "You'd be the one in trouble if he woke up anyway!"
He sidestepped away from Orpheus and turned their positions into more of an even triangle, avoiding getting too close. They were still quite near to each other in the room and Czeslaw made sure to keep the sword pointed at L. "Obviously something is weird," he said, almost mockingly, "and it's not me. It's you. Both of you. I wasn't going to say this, but..." Czeslaw narrowed his eyes at Orpheus. He was betting if anyone tried to make a grab for the sword, it would be him. "I'm quite sure at this point neither of you are really you." Would that mean he was hallucinating? Czeslaw's mind was moving a mile a minute. He hated to be out of control, and more than anything, he wanted to block the Paradox House from messing with his head. He at least wanted it to know that he was aware of its trickery. Still, if this were a hallucination, there was no way of knowing if he was still around blinkers, but with his perception warped. They could be immortals. He still had not tried to lie about his name here, which was the most surefire way to know.
"Well, is there a code in the poetry? What the hell does it say?" he growled at Orpheus. If there was something, maybe he could get out of here right now. He needed to be out of here.
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Post by strider on Jun 9, 2021 16:00:01 GMT -5
Orpheus hoped desperately that L would be given the chance to rest in the near future. He had been through so much already, so much that nobody deserved to be put through. Orpheus knew that it was just because of the job L had in his world, but still… it was hard to think about his friend being in danger that way. It was hard to think about the fact that his friend could die at any moment… he knew anyone could die at any moment, but it was scary when the odds were so high for someone that he cared so deeply about. Somehow, Orpheus’ first friend had also become his best friend, and he wanted to make sure he was okay. He wanted to make sure he was safe, even if there was nothing he could tangibly do. “I know you’re not,” Orpheus whispered, holding L’s gaze. “I still wish you were safer than you are. And I hope that you can find more safety in the near future… you deserve the chance to rest and recover from everything you’ve been through.” He was relying on Watari finding and retrieving L soon. He was relying on Watari giving his friend a place to stay where he couldn’t be found and neither of them could be hurt. Orpheus wasn’t terribly familiar with how L’s world worked. He didn’t know what, exactly, Watari might be able to do, but he hoped he was able to do something.“I am enjoying this room,” he added, letting the conversation shift away from how much danger L was still in. It was simpler to think about chess… and L deserved a break and a distraction from thinking about his situation. It had to be exhausting, living on edge like that, not knowing if you were going to be seeing the people you cared about any time soon, not knowing if you would make it through the night. “I… I want you to know, Λ, I’m not upset that you think there’s an 11% chance I’ll betray you.” Orpheus’ voice was different as he said this. Quieter. More serious. “I know why you think that. I know thinking like that keeps you safe. And it can stay at 11% forever, I don’t mind. It can go up, though I’ll do my best not to let it. I just… I want you to be safe. And we can still be friends, even if you decide you don’t trust me completely.” Orpheus blinked, eyes wide as he noticed the yawn. He had never seen L visibly display any sign that he was tired. Which meant he probably needed sleep more than he was letting on.
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Post by ~∂єѕтιиу on Jun 9, 2021 18:13:29 GMT -5
Vincent - @/hawk
“What else would it be?” He returned lightly with a chuckle. He kept an innocent look on his face for only a few more moments before bringing his index finger to his lip in consideration, a coy smile on his face. “Interested in you?” He echoed, shifting so he could pace in a half circle around the detective, harshly looking him up and down. “…or simply bored, hm?” He quietly laughed to himself again, pausing behind the other blinker so he’d either have to turn to face him or choose to keep his back to him. He claimed to rarely be on the defensive - so the blond wanted to challenge that. For now he’d explore this interaction with vague optimism that this man could possibly be a creature to later exploit… “What about you could possibly pique my interest?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 9, 2021 22:29:13 GMT -5
“You’ve never heard of a sleepover?” Sal breathed out, shocked. “I’ve never had one, but they’re great! It just means one of us spends a whole night at the other one’s house. And sometimes it means we watch scary movies, and eat snacks, but that’s not totally necessary. We could do anything we wanted to, because we’d be the only ones awake.” He assumed that was how it worked, anyway. He didn’t think they could be stopped if there was no one else awake. He looked at Zuko, then gave a small, serious nod. “I always wanted a sibling,” he said without envy. He didn’t think he’d want a mean sibling, so it didn’t count. “I think you’d be a great host,” he added sincerely, though he wasn’t completely sure what that meant. “You’re already a great friend.” He, too, was ignoring Ronan. He didn’t see how it was fair that either of them should have to do anything just because someone was being loud about telling them to. The other kid wasn’t being very friendly about it either, and Sal tensed as he realized the bad word was aimed at his new friend. “You’re not a jerk!” He said indignantly, eyes wide. It was more important to make sure Zuko knew that, he decided, than to make the mean kid take it back. Moving the table wasn’t too hard. Juuzou was used to doing more strenuous things on a daily basis, this was nothing. Besides, it was fun, and he didn’t think he’d had fun in a long time now. He wasn’t sure about that, it was hard to remember what fun was at times, but it was possible this was the first time he’d genuinely wanted to do what he was doing. He looked up at the boys on the table as he reached them, then nimbly launched himself up next to them. He was shorter than both of them, but he wasn’t alarmed by that. He’d killed people bigger than they before. He stared at them both. “Mm...how are you going to lift the table that high?” He asked simply, not blinking. He pointed at them. “Hmmm. Are either of you going to help, or not?” “No, they should be more open minded,” Ronan replied instantly, because he was unwilling to take the blame. Noah had a point, though. If they’d had the idea sooner, they probably could have herded more of these nerds into helping. He didn’t see why having started a conversation should stop them from doing the obvious thing and stacking the tables. It wasn’t like he was asking them to stop talking, was it? They could continue talking about whatever was so much better than his and Czerny’s idea while they moved tables. “If you don’t help, you can’t climb it when it’s done!” He called instead, Noah’s hand giving him courage. “You’ll be sorry then, when we’re all having fun and you have to watch.” He glanced at Noah. He did seem to have a very different strategy, but it sometimes worked when he wanted Declan to do things, so he didn’t see why it wouldn’t work now. “That’s how big kids talk,” he replied proudly. “But I can’t say it when Matthew is around or he’ll start saying it too.” He looked over at Nico and Varian, eyebrows raised imperiously. “Buuuuuusy.” He repeated. “Yeah, I bet. You really wanna be left out when we’re jumping from the top?” Varian wasn’t sure he really believed Nico in this case. He’d done a lot of research and he was pretty sure there was a big difference between magic and science. He was just..nor sure how to describe it. “She got mad at you for asking questions?” He repeated, more shocked by this than he was worried about the other part. “That’s wrong! You should ask questions! If my dad didn’t let me ask questions, I’d...I’d go crazy! How can you learn things if you don’t ask questions and figure it out?” He frowned a little. “I mean...not that I usually ask other people. But I ask books, and that’s how I know al the stuff I know.” He was deeply offended at the idea of being punished for asking questions. Deeply. “Yeah, I would,” he added, relaxing a little as the conversation moved forwards. He was glad Nico had grasped how big of an offer this was. “I think you deserve it. But you have to listen immediately when I say to get back, okay?” Spook couldn’t help being afraid of the other boy, in his fancy clothes and fancy hair and fancy face. He didn’t know what noble children were like, but...how could they be friendly? He didn’t think that was very likely at all. Except...the other boy was trying to talk to him? He didn’t seem like he liked his fancy clothes, either. Clothes were clothes, as far as Spook knew. He didn’t see why anyone wouldn’t like clothes unless they didn’t like how other people saw them. Did that mean the other boy didn’t want to be seen as noble…? He hesitated, trying to decide how to reply, brown eyes lifting to meet Wylan’s blue ones. “I’m Lestibournes.” He breathed after a moment, voice tiny. “Do… you wanna be friends…? With… me?...?” He wasn’t even sure if he’d be understood. Wylan might not know street slang, he might even think Spook was messing with him on purpose. Would he get mad if he thought that? Spook waited, eyes wary, to find out.
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Post by strider on Jun 10, 2021 1:50:29 GMT -5
Zuko was suddenly very jealous of the fact that normal kids got to have sleepovers. Technically he thought that Azula, Ty Lee, and Mai had participated in sleepovers, but that wasn’t what they called them. That was just Azula’s friends staying overnight and Zuko being forced to spend time with him as they played games in which the main goal was to humiliate him. If he ever had to wear makeup again he thought he might learn how to lightning bend just to get back at whoever put blush on his cheeks. It was a bad feeling, for one. Secondly, they made a point of how ‘pretty’ he was when they finished, and it made Zuko more uncomfortable than he cared to admit. They could keep their makeup. He wanted sleepovers like Sal was describing. With scary movies (though he didn’t know what a movie was), and snacks. “That sounds really fun,” he whispered, voice conspiratorially low. He didn’t want the other kids to hear what they were planning. Also, he figured the adults might get mad if they found out that they were planning on doing whatever they wanted. Not that Zuko saw any adults, but they had a way of finding things out. Usually that way was named Azula, at least when Zuko did things that were against the rules. “Oh,” Zuko blushed, eyes wide as Sal called him a great friend. “I don’t… I don’t know. I don’t have a lot of practice with friends, but I’m trying. Besides, you’re nice. It’s really easy to be friends with you, especially because you don’t take nice to the level of… annoying cheerful all the time. And… I don’t really care what random people say about me. If he wants to call me a jerk, fine.” A fire was blazing in Zuko’s eyes, and he didn’t bother to put it out. “I’ll probably be called worse, but he doesn’t know me. What he says doesn’t matter.” Newt was more than happy to help, even if he didn’t know what the ultimate goal was. He supposed jumping off sounded fun, though he wasn’t really sure what the purpose of it was. If they wanted somewhere high to jump from, couldn’t they climb the walls and jump from there? There were plenty of walls with things on them that would make them fairly easy to climb. Still, he wasn’t going to complain about the table idea. Rei was right, though. It was going to be pretty difficult to lift the table up all the way on top of the other table. And there was room once they did for one more to make it even taller, but he doubted any of them were strong enough for that. “I think… if we wanna get this table on top of the other one… you and I will have to lift from here, and then… uh…” he looked up, blue gaze catching first on Noah, then on Ronan as he realized he didn’t know either of their names. That would have to be remedied soon, but they didn’t have time at the moment. “You two,” he decided after a moment, hoping that would work for the moment, “lift it up and move it once Rei and I have gotten it high enough.” Noah was grateful for the two kids who had decided to help, though he didn’t understand why the others hadn’t. Lynch was right. It wasn’t like they couldn’t just continue their conversations while they helped. If they really wanted to jump off, then they would drop what they were doing and come help at least build the thing. Newt and Juuzou were right… they might need more than four people to lift the table up, even if he was strong. His strength wasn’t really in the upper body, unfortunately. You didn’t need to be good at lifting heavy things in order to skateboard well. Not that he skateboarded well yet, but he was getting there! He practiced a lot. He practiced more than his mom said it was okay for him to practice. “That sounds like an idea that could work,” he told Newt. “Oh… I’m Czerny, by the way. And this is Lynch,” he explained, jabbing his finger in Ronan’s direction. It seemed an introduction had been in order, though he didn’t know how well he had pulled it off. He was doing the best he could, but he wasn’t used to this. He wasn’t used to so many people being interesting and asking adult-y questions. Speaking of adult-y things, though… Noah turned to look at Ronan and nodded solemnly. “I’m not allowed to say mean things like crap when Adele and Tierra are around. I’ve heard adults say jerk before. And older kids who don’t get in trouble as easy. I wanna say things like that more often, but apparently I’m not scary enough to.” Nico wasn’t confident, but at least in his world, science was another type of magic. He couldn’t really think of any quantifiable differences, but maybe that was just because he didn’t know too much about science. Varian definitely knew science better than he did. In this case, it was a good thing. There were a lot of things that Nico wanted to learn from Varian, even if he was pretty certain that Varian was wrong about a few things. Somehow, the fact that Varian was capable of being wrong about things made him even more intriguing. It meant that he wasn’t going to be a stuck-up expert who got mad when anyone suggested that they might be wrong. Varian might not have been willing to change his opinions for Nico, but at least Nico had incontrovertible truth that Varian was truly trying to discover things, not just reiterate what everyone already knew. “I ask too many questions,” Nico murmured, blushing a little at the memory. “They think I distract class with all my questions, but I don’t read super well, so I don’t know how else to get my questions answered. Not that they actually… answer the questions I ask, but…” he blushed, looking away like he was expecting Varian to take the teachers’ side. “Anyway,” he murmured, swiftly guiding the discussion away, “I promise that I’ll get back right when you tell me to.” “Lestibournes,” Wylan echoed, trying out the name. It was a little bit odd on his tongue, and he didn’t quite pull the accent off right, but he managed to say it well enough to be understood. “It’s nice to meet you!” He didn’t know if people actually said that or if it was one of those things his father had just taught him to say in polite company, but he figured it didn’t matter. This was polite company as far as Wylan was concerned, because nobody had been rude. Well… there was the boy yelling, but he did have a point. Jumping off tables might be fun, especially without the unwieldy gown on. If he wanted to try that, though, the petticoats would probably need to come off, too. “And… yeah, I’d like to be friends with you,” Wylan replied, like it was the simplest thing in the world. “I mean… as long as you’d wanna be friends with me. It wouldn’t be very fun if I was friends with you but you weren’t friends with me… I don’t wanna force you to try to be friends with someone you don’t wanna be friends with…” he had a feeling he was worrying too much. Lestibournes didn’t seem like some of the other kids at court who knew exactly what to say at all times. He seemed… genuine. Real. Uncertain like Wylan so very often was.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 10, 2021 2:05:48 GMT -5
What else indeed. L didn’t reply, merely watched Vincent. If his expression has been masked before, it was pure stone now, about as open and readable as a brick wall. He understood very well what was happening here. His eyes, his smile, his movements...they were dangerous. Everything about this man told L that he was a threat, a snake in the grass. He was deciding what he thought of L, sizing him up as L had been sized up over a hundred times before in his life, though not often in person. So, to answer the question, this might not have been a conversation because it might have been a game. L was very, very good at games. He didn’t turn right away, his muscles relaxed and his head tilted slightly, as if still considering him, even now that he couldn’t see him. “Mm. Why would I just tell you that?” He replied, tone almost amused, tension neatly hidden away. He turned around very quickly and leaned close, eyes unblinking as they met Vincent’s. “You’re free of course to leave at any time.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 10, 2021 2:14:30 GMT -5
L Lawliet | Amplifier Room | strider“I didn’t say I planned to untie him,” L murmured, but he didn’t react otherwise. Czeslaw was definitely scared, he decided, even if he didn’t know he was. He wasn’t lying, he was just...scared enough to think he wasn’t scared at all. L didn’t see the need to argue about Hook, though he was a little surprised that Orpheus was against the idea of him asking Hiok for help, too. That didn’t feel quite right to him, but he wasn’t sure he could say why, exactly. He blinked, caught off guard as Czes continued. “I’m quite sure I’m me,” he replied, startled at the thought. “I have to be me. Who else could I possibly be?” He really didn’t think that he could be someone else and not know it. He frowned a little as his brain turned, trying to...what? Explain? “”You think the House is...doing something,” he tried, tasting the idea like he wasn’t sure he liked the flavor of it. “To us. Wouldn’t I be doing something to you too, then?” It was so very hard to think about it. He frowned at the sword. “Could you please not point that at me anymore? I’d like to figure this out, but threats aren’t going to help.” At least Orpheus was doing something that might help. He looked at he other person curiously. “Can you tell what it means?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 10, 2021 16:36:24 GMT -5
All things considered, L didn’t think he was overly worried about the future being changed, anyway. He wasn’t sure he’d be able to tell if it happened, and it wasn’t as though he thought it was likely his existence would make the universe that much better or worse than it was before. He didn’t expect Orpheus talked about him much, anyway. And who would believe them? They were probably the one who would be in danger from talking about knowing the future, and he didn’t think they would do that. It was just...a bad idea overall. And he didn’t expect that Pride would stick around, anyway. Make they’d be able to get some people to join in - he hoped they would - but he didn’t foresee it becoming a huge thing. He listened as Orpheus continued. That...wasn’t really surprising. He knew it wasn’t as bad as of was in his own world, but he still wished it wasn’t like that, especially in case Orpheus ever happened to love a man. “I’m glad you have Mr. Hermes,” he replied. “And I’m glad he’s accepting of you as you are. You deserve to be accepted by the people around you. Watari has never loved anyone that way, to my knowledge...but he’s certainly not against it in any way.” He considered what picture would be best to bring. He didn’t have any extremely special ones, really...a picture of something else Orpheus didn’t have would be useful, probably. He felt like there was an answer there, but he didn’t know what it might be. What sort of picture would capture how it worked properly? He’d have to give that some thought. He heard Orpheus’ accent on his next words and nodded, unsurprised. “It’s difficult to explain them, exactly…” he mused. “Without being too detailed and making it hard to understand. I don’t know that I could explain without a demonstration. A camera is just a device meant to take pictures. It creates them. A laptop can have a camera inside of it, but it can also be used for a lot of other things, things that make my job both much easier and much harder.”
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Post by strider on Jun 10, 2021 21:20:44 GMT -5
Orpheus didn’t like the idea of turning his back to either Czeslaw or the unconscious Hook. The writing was hard to read, but it was there… and in order to give it his full attention, he needed someone at his back. He didn’t think L would be too willing to play that role at the moment… he was oddly trusting, but then again… he had known Czeslaw when they had gotten in here. It was possible that they were friends, that there was a reason to trust him… did Orpheus trust L? The thought passed his mind and his eyes widened as he realized that he really had to think about it. It took a few moments, but eventually he decided that of everyone in the room, he trusted L. He couldn’t explain exactly why, but L didn’t seem like he would try to take the sword and use it against Orpheus. L was the reason Hook was unconscious, after all, and that had been the best possible move to take. “I’m looking,” he told Czeslaw, eyes narrowing as he realized that the sword was still being pointed at L. The kid really needed to stop that… he didn’t like the way Czeslaw was threatening them both. He was no longer certain that Czeslaw could see reason any more than Hook had been able to. “And I am myself,” he added, glancing at L to see what the detective thought about that. Of course they were both themselves… right? Except… except L only trusted two people in any universe, and those two people most certainly didn’t include Hook or Czeslaw. So why was he so willing to trust them now? What had happened? Orpheus couldn’t deny that L was acting weird, which meant that… this room had likely already turned dangerous. He didn’t know for sure if there was any change in himself, but he was hyperaware of the fact that something had changed, and L hadn’t noticed it. Was that really L there, or just a version the House had made to try to throw them off? Suddenly, Orpheus wasn’t so certain he trusted the L in this room. But if the House was impacting L… was Czeslaw right that it had impacted Orpheus as well? If so… why was Czes the same? “We need to get out of here,” he muttered, turning part of his attention back to the poetry. It was harder, now that he had three people to watch out for.
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Post by mintedstar/fur on Jun 11, 2021 3:30:00 GMT -5
Again, Sam beamed. He didn't do that lately. Maybe more before ... everything had happened. But not lately. But he thought Nico was having fun, and that made him happy. Making it to this platform had been easy. Looking up and to the left, however, and he saw that one of the platforms had an odd ... well, he didn't know what that was. Bump? on it. "Do you have any idea what that is?" he asked Nico, nodding to it. "You know ... off the top of your head from what I am sure is you fast platform jumping knowledge." A joke. That was clearly a joke. Even from just the way Sam was grinning still. And even if Nico had no idea what it was, that was okay. "Want to try jumping to it?" he asked. (It's a spring, to be clear. )
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Jun 11, 2021 12:59:26 GMT -5
Czes - amp room - L, Orpheus, unconscious Hook
"Of course the house is doing something," he answered L, "It's always doing something. And I only know my perspective, so perhaps what it's doing to me is just keeping me here." It was very possible the other two did not exist, or were illusions hiding a different reality. Still, Czeslaw and L both had enough sense to focus on Orpheus. The kid still would not put down the sword though, even at L's reasonable request. He was expecting Orpheus to solve whatever code they needed to get out of here. In the meantime, he just couldn't let either of them near him. And he had to keep an eye on Hook so that he didn't wake up. All in all, it was a little too much for his stressed mind to handle.
"You're not yourself. It's clear as day that you two are different. You're completely different from how you were at the start of this room. So maybe you should worry about yourselves and not me." Now Czeslaw turned the sword, from L to Orpheus as he stood beside him. Why did he feel like he was running out of time? The light above was beginning to flicker, as if the tense energy in the room was flowing out of the blinkers and into the circuits. "Is this a way out or not?" he demanded. "I need an answer now."
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