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Post by Sand on May 3, 2023 4:02:33 GMT -5
You’re welcome! The housing crisis here has been a mess, not gonna lie. I hope things go well for you in the US.
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on May 6, 2023 7:40:37 GMT -5
Ya know, I thought I was doing okay coping with the thought of possibly having cancer. But the more time that passes, I'm slowly losing my grip on my composure.
While yeah, I'm not particularly afraid of death itself; the thought of going through something so painful scares me. I don't want to be in anymore pain than I'm already in. I don't want my family and friends watch me deteriorate in front of them. I have very little options if I do get cancer positive results.
At this point I'm so exhausted. Mentally and physically. It takes enormous effort to get out of bed everyday. I just want it to stop.
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Post by Deleted on May 10, 2023 15:51:33 GMT -5
I feel awful now and I feel like I’m interrupting more important stuff, but now I would’ve preferred to never post at all. Nothing against the mods or anything, you guys are awesome, it’s just me.
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Post by mintedstar/fur on May 10, 2023 16:20:07 GMT -5
I feel awful now and I feel like I’m interrupting more important stuff, but now I would’ve preferred to never post at all. Nothing against the mods or anything, you guys are awesome, it’s just me. Hi! No worries Falling Rain, really.  I know it feels like it is a serious thing or that it annoyed us, but trust me, it happens to the best of us and it's not something to lose sleep over. Added to that, we're all friendly here. Or at least, we try to be. If you ever just wanted to chit chat or anything, I'm here to talk about anything you desire. |
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on May 10, 2023 16:56:02 GMT -5
I feel awful now and I feel like I’m interrupting more important stuff, but now I would’ve preferred to never post at all. Nothing against the mods or anything, you guys are awesome, it’s just me. i've been here for 12 years and i must say that literally every member here has had a mod interaction like that at some point. you are gucci fam. |
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Post by Sand on May 10, 2023 17:20:17 GMT -5
I feel awful now and I feel like I’m interrupting more important stuff, but now I would’ve preferred to never post at all. Nothing against the mods or anything, you guys are awesome, it’s just me. I’m sorry if I made you feel awful due to the message I posted. That’s on me, not you. You are very much welcomed here in our community. There’s no need to think you’re interrupting things. You’ve not interrupted anything. Let me know if I did something wrong and I’ll fix it. |
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Post by whiteflight on May 14, 2023 5:16:22 GMT -5
I hate it how my mom always gets mad at me for something small and turns it into a huge problem. My family is out of country enjoying our time and she ate durian (which is a smelly fruit some people say it taste bad, I've never had it before) back to my rant. She ate durian and when she finished she blew her breath onto my face and I fanned her face telling her, her breath stinks. She gets mad and tells me her breath doesn't stink and that my breath is worse and would probably kill people if someone smelled it. Then she went on a huge rant calling me a hobo who has no life, can't get a job, and has to live with her parents. My dad had to stop her from going on before I went out on my own rant since they know that I'm tired of staying quiet and when I argue with them I don't stop until one of us walks away.
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Agender
#000000
Name Colour
Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on May 14, 2023 7:21:49 GMT -5
had to put an entire cart of food back because i couldnt even afford the $50 to restock some bare essentials.
i literally cant afford to eat yippee
update on this i do have some food now that will last to friday, but i got so busy with mothers day shenanigans i forgot to say something. so you don't have to worry about me. I am now Fed.
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Transgender
Gekko
how do people make their signatures look so good???? I can't even figure out how to format an image
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Post by Gekko on May 14, 2023 13:38:33 GMT -5
tw: suicidal thoughts i feel like my friends are drifting apart and I'm the only person trying to keep us together. i'm scared to say anything that isn't agreeing with them because they hold grudges over the smallest things and if they cut me off i won't have anyone else. i'm already pretty mentally unstable rn, and i've been having suicidal thoughts a lot lately, worse than they've ever been before. i don't know how much more of this i can take. |
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Post by Tealraven on May 16, 2023 16:48:32 GMT -5
I haven’t had fast food in over a month, but today when I went to visit my grandad I forgot to bring a lunch, so I stopped at subway.
I am in gastrointestinal hell.
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Agender
#000000
Name Colour
Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on May 16, 2023 23:24:53 GMT -5
So I have this clipper that has a detatchable part so you can shave down up to like an inch away from the head. I had shaved one half about two weeks ago in preparation for summer temps because my hair is thick, and it's dark, and it's hot. But it's been hotter than usual so I decided to just trim the other side the same way and essentially give myself a long mohawk in the middle.
Except i was nearly finished, the detatchable part fell off right as i was taking a last pass in the back and now that part is nearly bald and shorter than everything else. 🧍♂️
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Post by Sand on May 17, 2023 11:32:25 GMT -5
kinda just want to scream and cry all at once right now. guess it's time to go back to doubting one huge decision I made and now I can't change it.
never will be able to.
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on May 21, 2023 20:04:12 GMT -5
Moving is stressful. >.<
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2023 12:20:31 GMT -5
warriors general is full of assholes, shouldn't have been surprised considering some of the topics I read from a few years ago, I'm disappointed considering they're like in their 20s treating a 13 y ol like shit lol
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Post by 🆉🅴🅻🅳🆁🅸🆂 on May 22, 2023 20:33:42 GMT -5
came back from the dead
to say happy 3 years of this thread
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Post by whiteflight on May 23, 2023 9:54:57 GMT -5
My guess is the deleted person is a troll and got deleted for their negativity.......
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Post by mintedstar/fur on May 23, 2023 10:06:23 GMT -5
We don't delete people - it's very hard to do so, rather. If you see 'deleted' it means they removed themself. If you see a slash through their name, that's us, and they're banned.
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Transgender
Warrior
Berry
F: Astro Luna | Co: Crowded
Pronouns: We/us/our/ours/he/they/it/ask
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Post by Berry on May 24, 2023 8:52:40 GMT -5
This is a crappy vent. Sitting in class and started thinking about it. TW: Death of an animal Sigh. May 9th 2022 my 11 month old kitten got put down. But I feel so damn stupid because that was over a year ago now and I didn't even have him for a year- but I still miss him so damn much. I have his urn on my bookshelf, and his collar on a plushie, and I am so attached to his urn and that collar. I know it's stupid since I didn't have him for long at all. But it's as sharp as an all hell arrow in my chest. We had adopted his mother and he had come from her like two years after we adopted her. I stayed up until 4am with her, to support her and the new kittens. And I claimed that kitten as my own when he was still a newborn. So it hurts to know the thing I watched grow from newborn go. Even if he was so young. |
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Post by ! (Ġray) ! on May 24, 2023 15:29:50 GMT -5
This is really stupid but I lost my earplugs and I'm really scared to go to school without them
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Post by Twilight Sparkle on May 27, 2023 12:50:26 GMT -5
Went to go see a psychiatrist over telehealth like my therapist suggested. It was a waste of my effin time. I brought my problems to her and all she said was that I was bored and should get more friends so I can do more stuff outside of work. Like???? No you wanker I don't have any motivation whatsoever and I need help before my depression sets back in. Like the way she said stuff I could tell it was like she was reading a script and did not consider my problems at all. It pissed me off Bruh. Relate to this so much. I hate talking to psychologists and all of those kinds of people. It's a waste of time, money, and emotions.  |
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Omnisexual
🅃🄴🄼🄿🄾
Being a theater kid
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Post by 🅃🄴🄼🄿🄾 on Jun 1, 2023 14:50:10 GMT -5
Alright. Just a warning, there's mention of therianthropy. If you don't like that or it triggers you in some way, please do not read this. So while I was taking a long, unintentional break from the forums, I figured out something about myself. I identify as a therian. Nobody I know in real life supports this, especially not my family and friends. On my Roblox avatar, I put cat ears and tail on, since that's my theriotype, a cat. Well, my friend has Roblox and we became friends on there. She asks me "Why are there cat ears and tail on your avatar?" I shrugged, not really wanting to tell her. She then asked again, "Are you a furry or something?" I replied with, "I don't know why that's on my avatar. That's weird." Not really a big deal, right? It just kinda hurt a little that I don't have friends who'll support me no matter what. They know I'm not straight and they're okay with it, but being a therian, furry, otherhearted, etc. isn't. And my family always likes to make fun of the people who act like animals and furries, so I'm sure they won't accept me as a therian.
I just wish I had people in real life who support me instead of criticize and degrade me for my identity. |
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Post by Dark on Jun 6, 2023 17:00:27 GMT -5
Hello! I found this place and it seems cool :) Also, 🅃🄴🄼🄿🄾- I'm sorry to hear that you aren't accepted. I don't see anything wrong with being yourself. |
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Post by Dark on Jun 7, 2023 14:46:57 GMT -5
I recently found out that a friend of mine (someone I considered a best friend) doesn’t think of me in the same way, and it’s honestly quite upsetting to me because I thought things were different. He said that we were “close but not that close” (verbatim) and asked why we couldn’t be “just friends.” We are long distance buddies- and I understand it can be harder because of that- but he doesn’t get the fact that I thought we were best friends this whole time just to be told that he didn’t think the same.
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Post by Shadowfire on Jun 7, 2023 16:35:13 GMT -5
Me: *finishes my vent*
My buddy: Oh, to have friends you must find something that you are good at, then you atract people
Me: What if I'm good on totally nothing?
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Post by Tealraven on Jun 9, 2023 13:18:00 GMT -5
here i am once again to complain about being the only one to put effort into relationships. i'm tired of being the comforter and not the comforted. i'm tired of watching all of my friendships crumble and fall apart once i stop initiating all the conversations. i'm tired of losing people once i give up my side of communication. over and over and over and over again. why does this keep happening? is my fault? is there something wrong with me? i think that at this point i would be ecstatic if someone did just the bare minimum for me. it hurts.
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Post by Dark on Jun 9, 2023 13:30:28 GMT -5
here i am once again to complain about being the only one to put effort into relationships. i'm tired of being the comforter and not the comforted. i'm tired of watching all of my friendships crumble and fall apart once i stop initiating all the conversations. i'm tired of losing people once i give up my side of communication. over and over and over and over again. why does this keep happening? is my fault? is there something wrong with me? i think that at this point i would be ecstatic if someone did just the bare minimum for me. it hurts. i can very much relate <3 |
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Post by Dark on Jun 10, 2023 16:23:09 GMT -5
I've been dropping a lot of friendships recently, most of them being my closest friends where we drifted apart. I didn't even end it because they did something wrong. I realize I decide to cut off the relationship when a friend wants to talk to me about a flaw in my personality that I knew was there and I haven't fixed because, to tell the truth, I don't really know how. I just don't want to screw up again. I long to be normal.
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Post by Dark on Jun 12, 2023 11:59:00 GMT -5
This might be hypocritical of me to say, but one of my friends is ghosting/ignoring me and I don't know why. I'm lowkey having an anxiety attack and they haven't texted me all weekend and fully ignored me today. I don't understand. I really don't know what I did wrong and I just want an answer. I need an answer. I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. There must be, right? There's no other logical explanation. They talked to other people perfectly fine and flat out ghost me. Why?
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Post by ✲ριкαƒυєу✲ on Jun 18, 2023 2:51:50 GMT -5
Today is that day I've dreaded every year, since 2016. And soon, I'll have another dreaded day coming up.
I miss you, Dad.
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I know it feels like it is a serious thing or that it annoyed us, but trust me, it happens to the best of us and it's not something to lose sleep over. Added to that, we're all friendly here. Or at least, we try to be. If you ever just wanted to chit chat or anything, I'm here to talk about anything you desire.
