Lesbian
dawn
"I'm such a tiny constellation... but thank you for noticing I'm here."
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Post by dawn on Jun 25, 2021 21:53:13 GMT -5
Claire - bank room - Toriko The bravado of Claire's counter-leaning gesture fizzled out with the exchange between Toriko and the teller. He had thought he was going to 'have a word or two', one might say, with whoever's in charge, especially to impress his new friend. But now he was left wide-eyed and staring as the teller left them, frozen in his position. "Uhh..." He finally blinked his eyes, "What just happened?" He also wanted to ask why Toriko was talking like that, but it would probably just sound rude. When he blinked a second time, the card caught his attention. The redhead reached forward and took it. Upon flipping the card in his hand as the arrow instructed, it was revealed to be a short checklist. There were three things: [ ] Get to the safe[ ] Collect $100,000[ ] Get to carClaire's gaze panned from that little card up to Toriko's face, silently asking if she saw what he did. What he said next came out quite flatly, "Well I think it's definitely a bank." It could be said that Claire was not the right person for this job. First of all, he already looked conspicuous. Second of all, he was unfamiliar with this kind of bank, and was completely unaware that there were cameras and such. But not being the right person for the job didn't mean that he couldn't do it well, and the redhead had a spark in his eye at the thought of this mission. "This could turn out quite well, actually. If you don't want to get involved, maybe you should get out of here," he offered to Toriko, prepared to follow the instructions alone. bank room | ClaireToriko just shook her head in response to Claire. When he flipped the card she peered next to him to read the list, and felt her eyebrows shoot up. She met his gaze with her own widened eyes as her thoughts spun. Surely this was a set up; they were being hustled into doing a robbery they had no idea about?
At the proposal for her to leave, Toriko shot her head to the left and right to check for wandering people before she ushered Claire to follow along with her to the empty corridor where the restroom sign hung. "I'm not sure what it's all about, but I'm not going to leave you alone to do it," the woman decaled in a hushed tone. "Besides, so long as there's two of us together we should be able to pull it off. Somehow or another I seem to find my way out of tricky situations."
Was she going to get into the deep morals of everything? No. Something still felt off about everything anyway, like some sort of bad vibe just from the building. Toriko blinked her eyes down to the floor in a moment of thought. "And, um. Not to sound self-centered, but...if there's some type of reward at the end of this it would probably benefit me a lot."
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 26, 2021 19:33:37 GMT -5
L was getting very tired of not being himself, now. He didn’t appreciate the way his brain refused to work. He didn’t like not being able to control what he said as effectively. He didn’t think this was much like how Orpheus was at all, but it seemed to be how the same traits affected L. It wasn’t as though they’d switched personalities, after all. Orpheus was armed. That was good. A knife was much better than nothing at all. And L had the hook, which he didn’t think he wanted to use, but if it came to it...he would. Hopefully not against another blinker. He kept remembering Orpheus’ words, your fellow blinkers are not your enemy. Only, sometimes, that wasn’t true. He was pretty sure he wasn’t a fan of Hook. His throat still hurt. He suspected he’d given the pirate a concussion. They weren’t going to be very happy with each other any time soon. Then Hook was up and moving and L stepped back, hook loose in his hand. He didn’t want to use it, and he didn’t think even Hook would be stupid enough to attack without weapons, but...he could also tell he couldn’t trust himself. He didn’t want to do anything stupid. He shot Orpheus a slightly hurt glance at the comment, though he wouldn’t have been surprised if it was lost in the chaos. He had asked for information. He had gotten information. L didn’t see how it was his fault that the information he had wasn’t useful. He got told off for not sharing things all the time. How was he supposed to know what needed to be shared and what didn’t? He looked at Hook again, eyes narrowing. “You should probably sit down,” he offered. Did explaining why count as oversharing?
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jun 26, 2021 20:51:54 GMT -5
Hange | Living room | ®Hawkpath® |Hange Zoe blinked into the living room, six pairs of glasses piled on top of each other over their eyes as they stared, their eyes comically huge through the frames, at something they were crouched over. As their surroundings changed they blinked rapidly, straightening up and squinting in confusion, and removed the mound of eyeglasses, leaving only their usual frames. "Ah, House...glad to see you as always, but I was rather in the middle of something..."
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 26, 2021 21:04:42 GMT -5
Varian blinked in, rubbing his hands together, goggles pulled down over his eyes and striped hair as usual flopping over his face. “And now, brrrrrrrrrrrrrr!” He called out, drum rolling on an imaginary table, now that his actual table was not there. Which was bad, because he’d been leaning on it. “It’s time to - oh my go - !” The boy pitched forward onto the carpet, catching himself on his gloved hands. He looked up, pushing his goggles back from his face, eyes widening as he realized he was no longer in his basement.
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jun 26, 2021 21:29:55 GMT -5
Hange | Living room | ®Hawkpath® |Hange glanced over in his direction, shoving the 10 pairs of eyeglasses they'd been carrying into their pockets as best they could. It didn't work very well - they stuck out at odd angles, and a few looked like they would probably topple to the floor with one wrong step. "Hello!" they said brightly, examining the child with such interest that it completely evaded them to introduce themself properly. "Are those gloves heat resistant?"
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 26, 2021 21:51:20 GMT -5
Varian, having blinked in only once before as a small(er) child, in a room of other children who had no idea what was happening, had no idea where he was, or who this person talking to him was. Which was unexpected. He wasn’t panicking, though. Mostly. “Woah…” he breathed, pushing himself to his feet and looking around. He was about to say something else profound, like, aaaaaa? but the other person distracted him. He lifted his gloves. “Pfft, of course,” he replied instantly. “I mean, yeah. Flame resistant, heat resistant, totally immune to most acids. I made ‘em myself after a bad experimeeeeeee - wait, who are you? And where am I?”
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jun 26, 2021 21:55:24 GMT -5
Hange | Living room | ®Hawkpath® |Hange, however, didn't even seem to notice the questions, now that their gaze was fully fixed on the gloves. "What are they made out of?" they pressed leaning in and grabbing one of his hands to get a better look. "This material is unfamiliar....we may not have something like this in my world. Heat resistance is important of course, with titans....acid resistance could also be helpful in experiments...what do you do with these?"
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 26, 2021 22:05:08 GMT -5
The problem with being asked questions about something you knew almost everything about was that, even if you’d just teleported and had no idea where you were, you couldn’t just not answer. So the questions flew out of the alchemist’s head almost instantly, replaced with answers that bubbled up as readily as if he’d been given truth serum. He pulled off a glove and handed it over for their inspection, a small, ecstatic smile at his lips. “It’s a compound similar to rubber, but mixed with several chemicals to make it almost unbreakable, untearable, unmeltable, and so on. I discovered the chemicals myself, mostly tyriniam and hinolium, which when mixed form a chemical reaction and create….well, this.” He gestured with his degloved hand. “I use ‘em mostly when I’m testing highly volatile substances.”
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Post by Razzle Dazzle on Jun 27, 2021 15:18:11 GMT -5
Claire - bank room - Toriko
His feet stuttered, then almost danced back into balance when Toriko brought him aside. Claire reared his head back and frowned at Toriko's suggestion. He didn't oppose her opinion, but it was a surprise. Why does this person want to be involved in a bank robbery? And then she said it: reward. "Oh, so you need money, do you?" Claire presumed, his surprise giving way to amusement. He rarely had a want or need for money where he was from, much less in a dream. It was tempting to point this out to her, but he refrained. "You might say I find my way out of tricky situations, too. I guess if we do this together, it'll be smooth as silk, right?" The redhead was looking smug with crossed arms. His gaze parted with her for a moment then, and looked past Toriko. "What's this?" There was a bench next to them in the corridor, with what appeared to be folded shirts lined up in a row. Claire noticed upon picking one up that they were just like the ones the tellers were wearing, with pants to match. Whether undoubtably good luck, or simply planted by someone working with them, this was an exciting development for Claire. He was beginning to forget there was a serious mission at hand and started parsing through the uniforms for one with a desirable name on the nametag.
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jun 27, 2021 17:45:59 GMT -5
Hange | Living room | ®Hawkpath® |"I see," said Hange thoughtfully, snatching the glove instantly and running their hands over it with intense interest. "And how did you account for the corrosive element of the tyrinium? These seem safe enough to handle, but unless you found a way to render it inert it should remain very corrosive to human skin even if stabilized with hinolium. We even use it as a weapon in my world, it can be rendered so potently."
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 27, 2021 18:16:04 GMT -5
Varian’s eyes widened a little as Hange not only casually asked the most important question they could possibly have asked, but asked it instantly, within seconds of hearing the word ‘tyrinian’. “Yes!” He agreed excitedly, pushing his goggles up and nodding eagerly, all other thoughts forgotten. He waved a hand to show them the burn scars mottling it, on both sides. “I actually used it because of how corrosive it is. It acts as a natural buffer against heat due to its atomic structure, the same structure that causes it to be so dangerous. Of course, it did burn me pretty...badly...at first. But then I thought, hinolium stabilizes it, right? So what if I added the hinolium before rendering it? The result is a completely different compound, highly stable and almost totally heat resistant!”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 27, 2021 19:13:30 GMT -5
It was hard for L to tell how long he’d been out. He had no clock to reference, no sunlight to monitor, nothing but his own internal sense of time, which was to say, absolutely nothing. He didn’t know how long it had been, or even higher Orpheus has any way of telling the time. Some people seemed to know instinctively, but L couldn’t be sure Orpheus was one of those people. He was surprised that he’d even managed to fall asleep. It hadn’t been a sure thing. Even if he was convinced he trusted Orpheus, was his body sure of the same thing? There wasn’t really a good way of telling that woot out trial and error, but this...it seemed even his nervous system trusted Orpheus. The thought warmed him. He sat up quickly, eyes moving around the room, taking in his surroundings, searching for possible enemies...and he remembered where he was. The chess room. The room where he’d told Orpheus he trusted him. The room where he’d jusr proven it. “Oh,” he managed softly, his wandering gaze stopping at Orpheus. Orpheus, who was still there, as he’d promised. Who was now watching like he wanted to help even more. L breathed out, relaxing a little. “Surprisingly enough, I slept well,” he replied, his surprise clear in the way his voice tilted up. He glanced around again, as if expecting to see something new, before his eyes wandered back to Orpheus. “Nothing happened?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 27, 2021 23:00:24 GMT -5
Ronan Lynch blinked in, arms crossed, eyebrows raised in a way reminiscent of a very judgmental cat. “Look, it’s not my problem man, okay?” He said, his tone suggesting the exact opposite, it was hard to tell whether he cared a lot or he didn’t care at all, especially without context. Which was now very much not there. He swore under his breath as he realized whoever he’d been talking to was gone, replaced by… He swore again, with more emphasis. The room he stood in was covered from top to bottom in bright colors. Rainbow flags hung from the ceiling, matched in number only by blue and pink and white striped ones, which swayed as if in breeze, only there wasn’t any. The walls were painted in the same bright colors weaving in and out of each other with impressive precision. Against one wall, a long table laden with art supplies stood, with (shockingly) rainbow beads in one box and blue, pink, and white beads in the other, with different colored ribbon, presumably to string them on. There was more, but Ronan was focused on what he’d already seen. “Remind me never to say this place is f(oops)ing subtle,” he muttered, mostly for himself as no one else was there,
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 27, 2021 23:18:14 GMT -5
Zuko appeared, twin broadswoards cutting a neat line through the air and managing to neatly slice one of the blue, pink, and white flags in half. He frowned, backing into a fighting stance as the fabric crumpled to the floor. He was expecting an enemy, something he needed to fight, but what greeted him instead was… “Ronan,” he greeted, dipping his head rather bluntly. There was no edge of politeness to the greeting, but it wasn’t rude, either. He didn’t really know where he stood with the other boy. After all, their last room together had been… well, interesting. Neither of them had talked much, but he had a feeling that what had occurred in that other room was to stay between the two of them. There had been the Zuko and Ronan in that room, and there was a completely separate Zuko and Ronan here. They weren’t friends. They were hardly anything but strangers. Perhaps the House meant to change that. Zuko frowned, sheathing his swords and kneeling down to pick up the fabric he had accidentally cut. It looked like it had been a flag of some sort, but it wasn’t one Zuko recognized. He had learned early on that his world was rather limited when it came to places people could be fun. There were far more nations on Earth than there were in his world, and they were organized quite differently. “Is this… the flag for a country in your world?” Zuko asked doubtfully, letting the fabric drop to the floor once again. He glanced around, eyes catching on the rainbow ones. In an objective sense, they were rather pretty, though extraordinarily bright. “I know other worlds like color variation more than people in mine, but this just seems like overkill.”
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 27, 2021 23:33:29 GMT -5
A small smile appeared on Orpheus’ face, replacing the worry. He had been worried about L when he had woken up with that stricken expression. He wasn’t sure if his friend had faced a nightmare, or if he was so used to living in danger that he couldn’t even wake up relaxed. In all fairness, it wouldn’t have been very safe for him to wake up in his own world, so Orpheus couldn’t blame him for the caution he had to take here. It just made him sad that he couldn’t do much of anything to protect his friend. “Nothing happened,” Orpheus confirmed, a small smile touching his face. “The room stayed exactly as it was before you fell asleep.” Orpheus hadn’t even reset the chess game, too afraid that moving would startle L into waking up. Waking L up seemed like the worst possible outcome, if only because Orpheus wasn’t sure when he might be able to next get some sleep. “I’m glad you slept well,” he murmured, meeting L’s gaze as his smile grew smaller but also somehow more genuine. “I wish you could have slept longer, of course, but I hope the sleep you did get will help you get home.” He realized after the word escaped him that he didn’t know if L had anywhere he could consider home. Surely, if he had, it had been compromised at the same time L himself had. Perhaps, Orpheus considered, Watari was L’s home. And Watari was coming to find him, which meant L would be home soon. Soon enough to get sleep before he completely lost his mind, at least.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 27, 2021 23:40:57 GMT -5
Ronan turned as soon as he felt the air move, eyes catching on the swords as they cut the fabric. He recognized the other boy immediately - it hadn’t been long since their last room - but he waited until he was seen to dip his head in acknowledgement, his expression unchanging. Last time had been...well, he didn’t think either of them wanted to talk about it, ever again. Or mention it. He didn’t know Zuko very well, but he did get the sense that they were similar in a few ways, and that was one of them. They weren’t friends. They weren’t enemies either, which was a step up from plenty of people in Ronan’s world, but it also described the majority of the human race. He didn’t know Zuko well enough to form much of an opinion about him, not yet. He didn’t want to count their last room, jostle because that meant he had to count that as his first impression too, and he didn’t want to do that. But he did raise a hand in not unfriendly greeting. Because they weren’t enemies, and he was in a decently good mood. He looked at the flag, noting the clean cut. Zuko was good at that, it seemed. Ronan wasn’t jealous, so much as he was impressed. “No,” he replied, stepping towards the wall and brushing his fingertips along a rainbow flag. His expression was almost impossible to read, careless almost, though there was a tension to his shoulders. “What kind of nation would choose that many colors unless they were trying to give their enemies migraines?”
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 27, 2021 23:51:34 GMT -5
It seemed they were of the same mind when it came to the last room. As far as anyone else was concerned, it didn’t happen. As far as they were both concerned, it didn’t happen either. Neither of them seemed willing to admit that there was a part of them that had enjoyed the chance to just… relax and exist with baby animals. Zuko could tell just from looking at Ronan that he had a reputation to uphold, and Zuko had the same. They weren’t supposed to be soft. They were just supposed to be… well, whatever the world expected from them. Hard. Determined. Angry. Zuko knew all too well what armor he put around himself to hide his soft center. It was a pity that humans didn’t have exoskeletons. Zuko had needed to build his own out of anger. Zuko watched Ronan, noticing the slight hunch to his shoulders, the tightness to his expression, though he was very clearly trying to look like he didn’t care. Zuko noticed, but he didn’t know if he was reading it correctly (he had a tendency to misread signs of anger or tension, so he would rather not call attention to it), and he didn’t know what to say even if it were appropriate to mention. “I mean, if your enemy has a migraine, they’d probably be pretty easy to crush in battle,” Zuko shrugged, crossing his arms as he looked at the flags. He had a feeling they were supposed to represent something, but either Ronan didn’t know or he wasn’t offering up the information. “It might be some sort of strategic move.” Zuko took a step forward, fingertips dusting over the fabric of another trans flag. There were so many of them, and Zuko had rarely seen symbols in a room unless they had some sort of purpose. This seemed to count, and it didn’t seem to be random, either. “Any clue what the House wants from us here?”
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Post by ~∂єѕтιиу on Jun 28, 2021 0:06:05 GMT -5
Hook - Amp Room “[oops] yourself,” Hook snapped instinctively back at L’s comment - glancing angrily between him and Czeslaw. He squinted slightly as he struggled to discern the room’s tone through their distinctly different words - both of them irritating in their own ways. His fingers twitched as he made note of who was armed with what, a cold gaze landing on L when he saw the detective holding the hook. He set his jaw, seemingly taking note of that fact. As infuriating as it was, he wasn’t in the state to do anything about that yet.
He shifted his weight hastily to his heels, shifting his attention to Czes as he seemed to comply with what the immortal had said. He couldn’t remember what had happened in the few seconds before he’d hit the floor, but he could remember the others trying to talk him down…all just to catch him with his guard down. It hardly mattered who’d actually struck him - all three of them were working together. He scoffed in frustration, glancing around. “Why are we still in this damn room?” He shouted at no one in particular, suddenly realizing that there had been no obvious progress made after knocking him out.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 28, 2021 0:18:06 GMT -5
As long as they were both not talking about it, Ronan was fine with playing the House’s game, just a little. They didn’t need to discuss what had happened. For all intents and purposes, it hadn’t happened. Ronan didn’t plan on ever mentioning it again, at least, and Zuko seemed to feel the same. He wasn’t good at introspection. He wasn’t good at seeing himself in others, or seeing others in himself. But even he could see the similarities between himself and Zuko, between the anger, the way they both seemed to wrap themselves in it...and that was as far as that thought went. He wasn’t going to see where it led. He could read Zuko, better than more people. Maybe it was just that they were similar and Ronan didn’t have to translate as much, but still. He snorted at the comment. It wasn’t wrong, exactly. Maybe that was what made it funny. He didn’t confirm or deny the theory, but with the contest he had...yeah, it was funny. His expression didn’t change as Zuko continued, but his eyes flicked away, betraying him. He was pretty sure he knew exactly what the House wanted from him, at least. He wanted eager to please. But lies weren’t in his nature, so he merely gave a noncommittal shrug and looked at the wall.
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 28, 2021 0:18:58 GMT -5
“Don’t be rude,” Orpheus commented sharply, eyes narrowing as he looked at Hook. He didn’t turn to look at Czeslaw, but he didn’t move away from him, either. He didn’t trust the kid, but he wasn’t armed, and Orpheus was alright standing between him and Hook, especially since between the three of them, Orpheus was the only one with a decent weapon. He was, however, the only one who didn’t know how to use said weapon. He just had to hope that his bluffing was good enough. Orpheus missed the look from L, but if he had seen it, he would have been confused. He hadn’t meant to imply that L had been in the wrong for speaking up, just that the information he presented was frustrating. That wasn’t L’s fault. It was just… annoying that they couldn’t solve the puzzle without Hook. It didn’t matter now, though. Hook was awake. Whether or not he was willing to solve his part of the poem was anybody’s guess, though. “We need all four of us to get out of the room,” Orpheus replied after a long moment, gesturing at the poem with the knife. He quickly trained it back on Hook, watching him with a muscle tensed in his jaw. This was dangerous. Orpheus was going to do his absolute best not to let anyone get hurt. “We would have tried to do it without you, but turns out nobody actually knows enough about you do to do it. The sooner you rearrange your part, the sooner we all can get out of here and get back to normal.” In all honesty, Orpheus wasn’t sure he wanted to be back to normal. He knew now how bad an idea it was to be so trusting, even if it was in his nature. Still, he would gladly be more vulnerable if it meant L was back to keeping himself safe. His friend was in more danger than Orpheus was anyway.
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 28, 2021 0:25:22 GMT -5
Right, so Ronan probably knew something. Zuko frowned, staring around at the multiple flags as he tried to figure out exactly what they could mean. There were other decorations, too. The walls, for one, and the station in the corner with the beads. If the House thought they were going to be making jewelry, it had another thing coming. They had already both let down their offenses once within its walls, it was going to have to try a lot harder to make it happen again. Zuko wasn’t entirely certain what about his comment had been funny. He had meant it more or less genuinely, so there must have been context Ronan had that Zuko didn’t. That, or he had just made a joke without meaning to. That happened more than Zuko was comfortable with. He didn’t know how he felt about people misreading what he said and thinking it was funny. “So it’s not a nation,” Zuko said after a moment, tugging a little bit on the nearest rainbow flag as though that might do something. He looked up at the ceiling, doing his best to make sure nothing had come loose with his small tug. “Do you know what it means, then, or is it a mystery to both of us?” It would be significantly harder to get out if neither of them knew what it was. He gave a small sigh, tracing a finger along a wall until he reached a table set out with pronoun pins. He picked one of the ‘he/him’ ones up, turned it over a few times in his hand, then looked up at Ronan. He didn’t know what to make of this.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 28, 2021 0:39:51 GMT -5
This place was really bent on making them act like best friends, wasn’t it? Ronan had no intention of doing that, though. He didn’t just allow people to walk into his heart uninvited. The House couldn’t make him. The comment had struck him as funny, but his sense of humor was fairly screwed, probably. He blamed Noah. It eas probably the other way around, but he did it anyway. He looked at Zuko. Eyes narrowing with little, before he looked away. He knew what the House wanted from him. He grit his teeth a little, trying his best to look like it didn’t matter to him one way or the other. If he’d been Declan, he’d have just lied and gotten it over with. But he wasn’t anything like Declan. He couldn’t do that. He hated lies, even lies that got him out of situations like this. He shrugged again. “I know,” he admitted reluctantly, crossing his arms over his chest and leaning back against the wall. He watched the pronoun pin with open suspicion, but he didn’t say anything about it. It was just a pin.
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 28, 2021 0:48:16 GMT -5
Zuko didn’t really know what it was like to have friends. There were people in the House he liked, of course, and Ty Lee and Mai were close-ish to being his friends (they were mostly Azula’s friends, though, so he doubted they counted), but nobody Zuko was particularly close to. He saw a lot of himself in Ronan, but he didn’t know if they could be friends. It was entirely possible that they were a little bit too similar. Only time would tell. You couldn’t force a friendship, especially when neither party was particularly interested in breaking through any barriers to a potential friendship. If it happened, it happened, and Zuko wasn’t going to thank the House. If it didn’t, then so be it. They were strangers right now, it wouldn’t be a big loss. Zuko glanced up, brow raising just a little bit at Ronan’s confession. Well… confession was a generous term for it. If it was a confession, then he would share with Zuko what he knew. Zuko wasn’t going to press. It probably didn’t matter anyway. He tossed the pin up in the air, catching it a moment later before he twisted it around again so it faced him. The words were set across the same blue, pink, and white backdrop as the flags. There were other pronouns on the table, too, and though Zuko didn’t necessarily understand their significance, he at least knew which to grab. Uncertainly, he pinned it to his shirt, wincing a little as it went through the silk. That wouldn’t be easy to replace if it left a hole.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 28, 2021 1:06:06 GMT -5
Being similar to Ronan Lynch was not a good first step to being friends with Ronan Lynch, mostly because, were he to ever meet himself, he would fight his double on sight. It was probably a good thing his friends weren’t like him, actually. A gang of Ronans had the sort of potential a minefield did. But Zuko wasn’t a copy of Ronan. They weren’t guaranteed to despise each other. He wasn’t going to force anything, though. He wasn’t that interested in making this work out. He didn’t care for the opinions of strangers, and he was both venomous and poisonous at once, his words sharp as blades. If Zuko didn’t like him, that was just how it would be. He watched as the other boy pinned the pronoun pin to his shirt, one eyebrow quirking up. Well then. That...he blushed a little and looked away, destemined to hide it. Damn House. What if he didn’t want to come out to someone he barely knew? Well...technically he didn’t need to come out to explain, didn’t he? His hand slipped into the box of pins, stirring then around like a sort of stew. “You should know what thar means,” he said finally. “The colors, in that pattern. In my world. You ever heard of the word transgender?” He was the exact wrong person to give an introduction to lgbt topics. And here he was, trying to so...whatever he was doing.
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Transgender
strider
No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 28, 2021 1:16:50 GMT -5
Zuko wasn’t nearly as venomous (or poisonous) as Ronan was, but he did have a sharp tongue and a sharper temper. He was tired of being on the run, he was tired of hiding, and he just wanted to go home. He didn’t realize that that, too, made him similar to Ronan. They were two boys on the run from something that neither of them could control, and both would have taken your head off for suggesting that they were running away from anything. The difference was that Ronan’s attack would be vicious words and flying fists, and Zuko’s would be wordless, nothing but smoke and steel. But he didn’t know Ronan. He didn’t know how similar they were, just that neither of them was what they seemed on the surface. The real question was which was the real Zuko? Which was the real Ronan? Or were they both real, both versions? The Zuko who spent hours feeding turtle ducks felt very far away from the hardened boy that stood there now, eyes narrowed and expression unyielding. But the softer, younger boy still existed. You couldn’t have one without having the other. “Transgender,” Zuko repeated, eyes widening almost imperceptibly as he tasted the word. Whether or not it existed in his world, he didn’t know. He just knew that within the halls of the Fire Palace, nobody had ever said it within earshot of Zuko. Nobody on his ship, either. Still… he could more or less guess what it meant. “Explain it to me,” he said suddenly, expression suddenly guarded as he looked back at Ronan. He didn’t know if he was right. He didn’t know if he wanted to be right.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 28, 2021 1:31:29 GMT -5
They were similar in more than their personalities. They were simian their situations, too. They’d even both been banished by their own fathers, though Ronan’s was much less dramatic, and also less permanent. He could go home, eventually. He just needed to wait. He wasn’t good at waiting. The difference was that, though their fathers were the reason they couldn’t go home, it wasn’t a place for Ronan anymore. Maybe it never had been. Or maybe that wasn’t a difference at all, maybe the home Zuko wanted so badly wasn’t a place either. Maybe they were both chasing the wrong thing entirely. Not that ether would ever admit it. It didn’t matter here. They were just two scarred boys. Two scarred, dangerous boys, with secrets in their hearts and truth at their lips. He watched Zuko, eyes careful. He could see the theory in the other boy’s eyes. He could see the ideas. Something about his expression made him wary to continue. He fixed Zuko with a stare and spoke anyway. “It means you’re not the gender people told you you were when you were born,” he said, voice steady and careful and not at all like it applied to him. “Pretty much it. “ He could go into more detail. He didn’t think he wanted to. His expression was guarded, too.
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No mourners, no funerals
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Post by strider on Jun 28, 2021 1:39:01 GMT -5
The difference between Zuko and Ronan was that Ronan understood that he couldn’t go home until a certain time. Zuko wanted to go home desperately, and he didn’t seem to understand that his father didn’t want him there. He wasn’t supposed to be able to find the Avatar. He had been sent on a wild goose chase by a man who was cruel enough to burn his son. Nobody had told him that Ozai didn’t actually want him back. Nobody had told him he had been sent on an impossible mission. Iroh had tried, but Zuko wasn’t willing to listen. He wanted to go home, so he was going to do whatever he needed to in order to win back his honor and take his seat besides his father. Even if that meant doing the impossible. Zuko didn’t believe it was impossible, anyway. The Avatar had to be somewhere… Zuko just had to keep looking. He wasn’t thinking about home now, though. He was thinking about Ronan and the tightening of his expression, he was thinking about the flags and the fact the colors on the pin matched the colors of the flags that were hanging all around them. Colors that were suddenly beginning to seem far more sinister. Colors that would be dangerous for Zuko to be seen with, if he were in his own world. The only reason Ozai had been okay with Zuko changing his name and changing how he presented was because he needed a son, and it would be far more convenient to have his firstborn be able to take the throne. So long as Zuko never give any indication anyone had ever thought he was a girl. Those terms were fine by Zuko, but looking at the pin now… “Right,” he said after a moment, eyes still narrowed as gold met blue. He made no move to remove the pin. It was as much of a confession as he was capable of, at the moment.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jun 28, 2021 1:50:18 GMT -5
Ronan knew he couldn’t go home, but he also knew that there was technically nothing but a firm no stopping him from taking his car and making the trip. He’d dreamt it often enough. He longer to go, he wanted to go home, he didn’t want to be banished from the place he’d grown up any longer. Without Gansey? He probably would have gotten himself arrested almost instantly. But it wasn’t Zuko’s situation. His father had wanted him home. He had never been attacked, except by his own head. The most frightening thing he faced was himself. And he didn’t know Zuko’s story. He couldn’t know. Did he even want to? The pins seemed so much more meaningful once Ronan said the words out loud. He could almost feel them changing. He pulled his hand out of the box. He could see the look in Zuko’s eye as he figured it out. As he did more. He seemed to make a decision, almost...he was trying to make a decision. One Ronan couldn’t help with. He had been accepted by his family. He had been accepted by his friends, who counted as family, too. But he knew too well that it wasn’t the same everywhere. He was actually more comfortable with his gender than he was his sexuality, it seemed… He waited for Zuko to take the pin off. It didn’t happen. He waited another long moment, but it still didn’t come. He met Zuko’s eyes, a question in his own...and he got it. He didn’t look away, but he fingers found a pin and held it. And slowly, without blinking, he pinned the pronouns to his own shirt.
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Post by strider on Jun 28, 2021 1:58:57 GMT -5
Zuko knew he had gotten lucky. If he had been the younger child, if Azula had been born before him… well, he doubted he would have been allowed to grow up as a boy. He had been young when he had decided he wanted to dress like one and act like one, and his mother had been alright with it. Azula had been too young to be their father’s favorite yet, so Ozai, pleased with the ability to secure himself a way of competing with Iroh for the throne, had allowed Ursa to humor him. After a while, it wasn’t humoring anymore. There was just Zuko, and very few people remembered that he had ever been anything different. If he had been older when he had asked his mother about wearing boy’s clothes, he doubted the answer would have been the same. Azula would have been the favorite, so anything that would elevate Zuko to a higher position in line for the throne would have been unwelcome. Ozai would do anything to get himself on the throne. He would do anything to ensure himself a successful successor. Azula was the better bet than Zuko, but by the time Ozai realized that, the entire Fire Nation had come to accept their prince. There was no turning back. Zuko had no way of knowing how things were in Ronan’s world. He didn’t know how people like him were treated. He just had to hope that it was kind. That there were no conditions, no strings attached in Ronan’s world. It would have been easy to take the pin off. It would have been easy to obey his father, to not let anyone know he was different, for fear that he might delegitimize both himself and his father on the grounds of lying. It wasn’t a lie. It just didn’t seem likely that the rest of his nation would believe him. But here… The last thing Zuko had expected was for Ronan to attach a pin to his own shirt. His lips parted and his eyes widened, staring at the pin for a long moment before he finally looked up to meet Ronan’s eyes. A tiny, self-conscious smile poked at his lips, and he was too disarmed to push it away. “I thought it was just me,” he said after a moment, trying to sound like he didn’t care. He did care. His voice betrayed him.
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Post by --cato phoenix on Jun 28, 2021 2:05:10 GMT -5
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