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Post by strider on Jan 1, 2021 13:39:01 GMT -5
The moment Λ shifted, recognition slammed into Orpheus like a train, and the kind, nonthreatening look on his face slid, replaced by deep worry. He knew Λ had mentioned briefly that he might look different, but he hadn’t been expecting this. Perhaps he should have been, given the danger his friend was in. A disguise wouldn’t be enough unless he was unrecognizable to almost anyone. Well… he’d certainly managed that. “You’re alive.” He wasn’t entirely certain why that was the first thought that managed to pass his lips, but it was, more than anything, enough to put the situation in context. If Λ weren’t disguised, the chances of that remaining the same was next to nothing. He, too, found himself wanting to run forward and hug Λ, but given how on edge his friend had been just when he’d offered his hand… that didn’t seem like a good idea. Probably best to stay a few feet back and give him as much space as he needed. “Sorry. I was just… worried. I guess I still am worried, I mean… you’re wearing shoes.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 1, 2021 13:54:31 GMT -5
And just like that, his friend recognized him, and in spite of the deep relief L had felt at not being recognized, this was even better. Being known wasn’t something he had ever really expected to want, but he wanted it now, when he was being forced to disappear in a whole new way. It was reassuring to know he had succeeded, but it was even more reassuring to know someone could still see him, if only they knew what to look for. “Yes.” He agreed, glancing down at himself, then back at Orpheus. “I am alive, at the moment.” He didn’t know how much longer he would be able to claim that, but he could see the worry in Orpheus’ eyes and he didn’t really want to add to it. Even if that wasn’t exactly something he could help. Exhaustion hit him, and he almost staggered under it, but he managed to stay where he was, still trembling just enough to be noticeable. He couldn’t seem to help it. Adrenaline with nowhere to go was coursing through his body, and he almost wished he hadn’t blinked in. The break was welcome, and Orpheus even more so, but he couldn’t afford to get distracted. He looked down at his shoes, and a shadow passed over his face, his dark eyes narrowing slightly. “It’s not by choice…” he muttered, shaking his head just a little as he looked back at Orpheus. “Though I’m extremely relieved that you didn’t immediately recognize me. Even if this has effectively ruined most of the things that make me comfortable.” He reached up, touching his short, light hair. “I didn’t even get the chance to prove my theory.” He added, his tone mournful.
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Post by strider on Jan 1, 2021 14:11:28 GMT -5
Λ was trembling, Orpheus could tell. That was how serious the situation was. Λ, possibly the bravest person Orpheus had ever met (including the crew of the Argo, who claimed to be brave but were really just stuck up and pompous and liked to carry around big weapons), was trembling. Scared, probably. And a dozen other things, though Orpheus wasn’t going to ask him how he felt. It wouldn’t be a welcome question, and Orpheus could read him well enough to at least discern that he wasn’t having a great time. “But people are after you,” he murmured, and it wasn’t a question. Λ was in danger, and there wasn’t anything Orpheus could do about it other than look at him here and try to be there for him. But what difference could he make if he couldn’t help with the actual threat? “You know… the last time either of us was shivering… being close helped. I know you’re not cold, but… if being close would help again…” he didn’t know if Λ would take offense to the suggestion, but he offer was out there now. He didn’t yet know that his friend might not actually trust him enough to allow him that close when in his right mind. He wouldn’t mind when he found out, of course, but… he didn’t know yet. He frowned a little, glancing at the shoes, then the jacket, then the hair… “Comfort is different for everyone,” he murmured, barely giving his actions a moment’s thought as he untied his bandana. “But this gives me comfort, and it seems like you need as much of that as you can get. Besides… it’ll add to the disguise.” He held it out, offering Λ a small but still genuine smile. He seemed about to say more, but he hesitated, looking at the way Λ touched his hair. “What… was your theory?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 1, 2021 14:37:49 GMT -5
Scared was probably a good word for it. Terrified might have been more accurate. His chances of survival had slipped, severely, and he was afraid they might still be falling as the people after him figured out how to use the information they’d just gained. He didn’t need to confirm that Orpheus was correct. It was obvious he was being pursued, obvious that his cover had been blown. This...this was desperation, this was him grabbing onto life with both hands as it was pulled away from him. He did blink as Orpheus offered something he hadn’t expected. Would being close help? He is had helped before, but L hadn’t been thinking clearly then. Being close was something he just...didn’t do. Well, that wasn’t quite true. Apparently he “had no sense of personal space”, to quote countless people he had worked with. This wasn’t so much a matter of trust, really. He was tense. And watchful. But he did step forward and walk towards Orpheus. Since he didn’t know what type of “being close” Orpheus was suggesting, he merely came and stood next to Orpheus, then slowly leaned on him a little, almost a hug but without arms. He didn’t seem awkward, more just confused about how to exist near another human being. He blinked, glancing over at the bandana. “But that’s yours.” He said, surprised. “You always wear that.” He stared at it for a very long, uncertain moment, then tentatively reached out and pinched it between his thumb and index finger. Then he slowly tied it around his own neck, stepping back just enough to do it. “Does it look okay?” He asked. Already he was sounding just a touch more calm, mostly because of the distraction Orpheus was providing. Then he reached up and touched his hair again, his expression falling. “When you were messing with my hair after we nearly died, my cognitive abilities increased noticeably.” He explained. “I wanted to find out whether that was just a coincidence or not.” He shook his head. “I can’t now, obviously.”
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Post by strider on Jan 1, 2021 16:56:55 GMT -5
Orpheus didn’t know what he expected, but he was fairly convinced that Λ wasn’t going to take him up on his offer. They’d been cold and probably close to dying, and huddling together had been the only way either of them could think of to stay warm. They hadn’t really been thinking, after all. They hadn’t really been able to, with the snow and the frostbite, and the overwhelming chill that had settled into their bones. Did Orpheus expect Λ to take him up on the offer of being close? No, he realized, as Λ rested part of his weight on him, he hadn’t expected this. But it wasn’t unwelcome. It was a reminder that – for now – his friend was alive. Tentatively, he lifted his arm to wrap it around Λ’s shoulders, feeling the slight trembling that ran through his friend’s body. His grip was light enough that Λ could escape easily if he wanted to, but firm enough to hopefully provide some semblance of comfort. He let his arm drop a few moments later, a half-smile appearing on his face at the sight of Λ wearing the bandana. “It doesn’t look like you at all,” he murmured softly, shaking his head, “And I’m not the person you want to ask about fashion statements, but… it looks nice.” Now you have to stay alive long enough to give it back when you don’t have to be disguised anymore, he thought to himself, but he didn’t dare say it out loud, for fear of either jinxing it or burdening Λ with more pressure than he needed to. He frowned a little, attention moving back up towards his friend’s hair. He had been avoiding looking at it for the most part, because it just… well, it wasn’t Λ. He supposed that was the point of the disguise, but still. It made the danger his friend was in seem even more real. “Oh,” he murmured softly, coming a little closer. “Well… I guess, your cognitive abilities might’ve been coming back because you were warming up, but… I can try it again anyway if you want, even with the shorter hair.”
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Post by strider on Jan 1, 2021 17:02:31 GMT -5
Nico looked up just in time to see the snowball hurtling towards him, Sam beyond it. The vampire was smiling. Good, because Nico was too, and it had been a long time since he’d gotten this much enjoyment out of anything. He seemed lost in thought for just a moment, long enough for the snowball to connect. He stepped backwards as it hit him and shattered, painting a white smudge right across the face of the skull on his shirt. In hindsight, he probably should have zipped up his jacket. “Nice one!” He called at Sam, unable to help his grin. Smiling hurt, especially since it had been so long since he’d done it for more than a few seconds at a time. He quickly grabbed two of the snowballs he had managed to pack, ignoring the numbness starting to grow in his hands. If he didn’t get gloves they would probably need to go inside soon, but for now Nico wanted to keep the fight going. He tossed one from where he was standing, trying his best to aim directly for Sam, then let his eyes narrow as he waited to see which direction his friend was planning on going.
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jan 1, 2021 23:30:30 GMT -5
Asami | smol room | ®Hawkpath® strider Cloverleaf |Asami pulled back as both Will and L reacted strongly to her movement, confused as her lack of hostility failed to have an effect on them. "I am...." she began, searching for the correct phrasing. "Cu....rious. To learn. There are many things I do not know." She moved her eyestalk forward a little again, cautiously this time as an idea occurred to her. "Trade. There is a concept that is 'trade'. Perhaps it would be effective to 'trade' information?" Her other eyestalk watched Victoria, fascinated. "I see. You are different from other dogs. You do not feel the need to kill." She lowered herself further, her wide green eye staring into Victoria's brown one as she processed this information. "We are the same," she said at last, her tone a little quieter now. "My species has a drive to kill. I am an irregularity as well."
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jan 1, 2021 23:42:41 GMT -5
Vincent - <Raintalon> Vincent scoffed, a bit disappointed he hadn’t gotten a more honest answer out of the woman, but still willing to be amused by a creative response. “Ah,” he replied with an understanding nod. He tailed her as she started to walk away, raising an eyebrow at the drink she abandoned and glancing over the food as they went. It was a little busy for his liking, but he got the impression that Touka would be sticking to the walls as well; so surely she could learn to enjoy his company. “Are you upset about something?” He asked casually while taking another drink, watching her with a lingering smirk. Touka | Lodge | ~∂єѕтιиу |"Huh?" said Touka, a little bit too loudly. "No. Not that it's any of your business," she continued, crossing her arms and leaning back against the wall. Well. It didn't seem like she was getting rid of him anytime soon. "Guess you didn't die in the trap room," she said offhandly, giving him a sideways glance. Did he want something? Had she accidentally put on some kind of pest attracting air today? Of all the people in the room, why had he decided to bother her?
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Post by strider on Jan 2, 2021 0:23:25 GMT -5
Although explosives were far from Nico’s favorite type of weaponry (a good old-fashioned sword would usually do just fine, thank you), it was fascinating to listen to Hook explain how they worked. He couldn’t help but consider the irony of the two of them bonding over weapons when the very cause of any tension between them was… well, weaponry. So long as Hook’s hook could be considered a weapon. Considering it had killed Nico twice, Nico was more than willing to count it as one. “How do you aim them?” he asked, running a finger along one of the cannons. They were impressive – it was obvious why they needed an entire crew to operate one, though the reckless part of Nico’s mind was practically begging to try one out on his own. There was no way Hook would allow that, though. Normally, Nico would have shrugged off any authority Hook claimed to have, but the fact remained that Nico would have no idea how to do it if he didn’t have both Hook’s blessing to and explicit instructions that were slightly more detailed than what he had just been given. He looked inside the back of one of the cannons, trying to see what Hook was talking about. There were more steps than he had realized, though he remembered seeing diagrams of cannons when he was younger in the books he read. He had been under the impression that it was as simple as putting the cannon in and lighting things on fire. It made sense that it functioned similarly to guns, however. “Just like the House to throw us somewhere cool where we can’t actually do anything,” he grumbled, crossing his arms. The cannons were cool. The crow’s nest was cool. The ship in general was cool. But two of them weren’t enough to actually make the ship do anything. “Wait,” he murmured after a moment, eyes wide. “Do ships like this actually have a plank or is that just in stories?”
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Post by ~∂єѕтιиу on Jan 2, 2021 0:51:18 GMT -5
Vincent - <Raintalon>Vincent rested his shoulder against the wall next to where she’d stopped, leaning with his weight on one leg as he crossed the other, both hands holding his cider. He merely hummed skeptically in response to her words, giving another thorough look over the other blinkers before returning his attention to the ghoul. “How’d you come to that conclusion?” He asked wryly. He chuckled a bit himself a bit after a pause, then rested his head against the wall as he looked her up and down. “Would you really have wanted me to?” He said with a quirk of his eyebrow.
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Post by ~∂єѕтιиу on Jan 2, 2021 1:47:46 GMT -5
Hook - striderHook leaned back on his heels with a content smirk, his arms crossed over his chest - somewhat awkwardly to attest for the sharp pokey thing at the end of one of them. “Well that bits’ the bitch of it - simple as it seems. ‘Takes knowing yer ship, yer gun, and the wind to get it right; but, uh, ‘scary end gets pointed out there...in simple terms.” He nodded a bit towards the port the gun was tied down in front of. “Go on, roll it up there,” he prompted afterwards, the challenging grin on his face a clear sign he was setting the demigod up for failure. He raised his chin a bit every time Nico got close to anything, keeping a careful eye he didn’t manage to find anything explosive in the seemingly clean space. With the number of devastating things that could happen as a result of malfunctions in this deck, he was putting a lot of faith in the maintenance of a crew he’d never seen before. His paranoia ebbed as he scoffed at Nico’s words. “The ship’s impressive enough on her own, I don’t need the house on my [oops] tryin’ to keep us busy. I do this for a living.” He raised his eyebrow at the next question, responding with a prolonged silence. “How do you mean?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 2, 2021 9:16:37 GMT -5
L allowed himself to relax just a little bit, Orpheus’ grip gentle enough that he didn’t panic. It was comforting, it really was, and familiar only because he had done this once already. True, he’d been half dead and cold out of his mind at the time, but his body seemed to remember Orpheus being the bringer of warmth, and though he tried to remember that he still couldn’t trust him (there were a million reasons why, and now of all times wasn’t when he should be making this decision) the exhausted, terrified part of him just wanted to curl up here and close his eyes and trust someone for once. He blinked. That wasn’t good. His judgement was off. It was the stress, it had to be. He trusted one person, he reminded himself, and that person wasn’t Orpheus, no matter how much he wished it could be. He hadn’t stayed alive this long by trusting people. “That’s the purpose of a disguise.” He murmured, pleased as Orpheus said he didn’t look like him. He gave a tentative nod as Orpheus said he looked nice, something in him relaxing a bit at the praise. He didn’t care how nice he looked, generally, but coming from Orpheus it was welcome praise. He touched the bandana lightly, and he hoped it blinked back with him, he really, really did. A gift from a friend was exactly what he felt like he needed to make it through this. He glanced up as Orpheus spoke, and his hand went to his hair again. He couldn’t quite believe it was as short as it was, and his mind refused to remember it was blond now, when it was definitely not supposed to be that color. It was black. It had always been black and it would always be black and why was his hair color stressing him out now? He brightened a little as Orpheus offered to test his theory. “This is a good time for it.” He mused. “My deductive skills seem to be lacking slightly.” He hesitated, then looked away. “If it weren’t for Watari...I would be dead now. He’s the one who realized I was in danger. He wasn’t even in the room with me.”
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Post by strider on Jan 2, 2021 14:21:47 GMT -5
Will was grateful that Victoria seemed to be coming closer. He liked dogs, they were good at protection, and the feeling of plunging his hand into the wolf’s fur was incredibly grounding. As long as she was here, and as long as he stayed in front of L, they were going to be okay. They had to be, even if the monster’s eye stalks kept coming far too close for comfort. “Trade?” he replied, curiosity seeping into his tone. “Well… if you want to trade, let’s start with a promise that you won’t hurt us.” His words sounded stronger than he felt – was this what bravery actually was? Being scared out of your mind but trying to get out of the situation anyway? All Will was thinking about was protecting the boy behind, and hopefully saving himself, too. “I’ll answer your questions if you don’t hurt us. And if you tell us what you are.” Hopefully that was a decent enough start – though he had no way of knowing that L was trying to plan some sort of escape.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 2, 2021 14:39:42 GMT -5
Sasha stood back, staring at them all, but the girl who had spoken about the witches most of all. He frowned, confusion almost replacing his fear. “I don’t understand.” He admitted finally, shifting his weight and glancing around at all of them. “You have to be witches, it’s the only thing that makes sense.” He glanced at his dagger, then the girl he’d attempted to stab. She seemed nervous. Understandably, considering he’d, well, tried to stab her. “If you aren’t witches, then where am I?” He asked finally.
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Hello, its just, me, and 1567396558397583479 larks
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Post by Lark on Jan 2, 2021 22:47:42 GMT -5
Joey | Lodge - outside | Rain | Joey chuckled, for obvious reasons and ones that only he would know. He watched as the warm breath formed a cloud of fog around him. Deviating from a snide remark, the young man decides to get off the wall and greet Matt with an indifferent shrug, "Place can't be better than what I've got home but can't say I've seen this lodge." It's been a while, evident by the sheer surprise displayed by the other. "Right, yeah," He shook his head. "Wouldn't want you to turn into a walking popsicle." A slight tease left him as he approached the decorated entrance of the holiday lodge - a mistletoe dangling above the seasonal wrath.
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Post by strider on Jan 2, 2021 22:57:55 GMT -5
Orpheus was grateful that Λ hadn’t resisted the hug. Well… half hug. It wasn’t nearly as restrictive as a hug would be. It felt warm, though, and safe, just like it had when they had both been freezing to death. And Orpheus wasn’t even the one who was frightened now. He was careful not to let his bloodied fingertips touch Λ’s hoodie, worried he might stain it or leave some sort of trace that he was there. The bleeding had mostly stopped, but the fingertips on one hand were still raw, the skin broken. “Hence why I gave it to you,” Orpheus murmured softly in response, the hint of a smile dancing on his lips in spite of the severity of the situation. Λ was safe for right now, nothing that was chasing him in his world was going to appear in the living room, unless the House decided to be exceptionally cruel. Orpheus half expected Λ’s enemies to appear out of thin air. That was what the House did, right? Made them feel like they might be safe, then threw them into danger? It seemed, however, that only happened in rooms. As far as Orpheus was aware, the living room was actually safe. He fell silent for a long moment, glancing at Λ’s hair. Was his friend right, or had it just been some sort of false conclusion he had drawn in a room that had forced them to think only of staying alive, only of getting warm? If there was any chance it would help Λ think better, though… Orpheus was more than willing to try it. Carefully, he took his good hand (the one that hadn’t been hurt by the lyre – which he would need to check on, soon, the crunch sound when he had fallen still rang loudly in his ears if he thought too hard), and raised it to Λ’s hair. It was shorter than it had been before, but still able to be messed with. He lightly teased it through the hair, watching Λ’s expression to make sure he was doing it right.
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Post by strider on Jan 2, 2021 23:03:47 GMT -5
“I’m not a witch!” Zuko replied, allowing a bit of his annoyance into his tone. “Witches aren’t even real, they’re just kids stories!” He supposed it was possible that the spirit world had witches, but why would they exist here and not in the real, actual world? It didn’t make sense. He sighed, glancing back at the girl the kid had tried to attack, then forced himself to relax. It didn’t seem like the kid was going to attack anymore, at least. If he did… Zuko would be ready. Probably. Hopefully. “This is the Spirit World. Best I can tell, at least. There’s nowhere else it could be.” He let his gaze drift over Sasha for a long moment. “Where are you from, anyway?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 2, 2021 23:43:37 GMT -5
L almost felt like he was back again, half frozen and not thinking clearly. But that was probably more the panic than anything else, he knew. Panic had a way of slipping into your head and making you make terrible mistakes that then got you killed. He couldn’t afford to stop thinking clearly now, he had to focus. And when he focused, his searching eyes found Orpheus’ bleeding fingertips. They were worse than they had been in the Lodge. His eyes widened a little, and he glanced up at Orpheus’ face. “They’re still hurting you.” He murmured. “Forcing you to play. They probably aren’t even threatening you yet.” He was certain that was what would happen if Orpheus decided to stop playing, though. It was easier to focus on a problem he could actually do something about. “I almost forgot.” He said, and slipped his hand into his pocket, then withdrew a small opaque jar. “Watari said this would help when I described your injuries.” He explained, offering Orpheus the jar. “Here. I thought to grab it when I ran, in case I blinked in. He paused for a moment, considering the chances that he was right about the hair. He had wondered whether it was simply him warming up and being able to think better, but it had seemed too sudden for that, less gradual than he would have expected if that were the case. Maybe he was just hopeful that he would be able to think clearer. He could really use it right now, considering everything that was happening. A sharpened mind could be the difference between life and death. He didn’t move as Orpheus gently began to mess with his hair. It felt...good. Pleasant. Did it increase his cognitive abilities? He considered for a long moment, then nodded as he caught Orpheus’ eye. “It was better when my hair was the way it’s supposed to be.” He decided. “The change was more noticeable. But yes….I believe I was right.” He was a bit excited by the discovery, and he looked at Orpheus to see if he was excited too. It wasn’t every day he found things that increased deductive capabilities, after all.
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Post by mintedstar/fur on Jan 3, 2021 2:11:19 GMT -5
Vincent - mintedstar/fur Vince gave a proud smile at what he would consider praise. He cocked his head to listen to Myrnin talk, smirking sheepishly at his words. Shit, he sighed to himself, aware that it had been pretty obvious he was trying to get a reaction out of the vampire - but he’d been hoping to throw him off for just a bit longer. The vampire bit didn’t actually interest him all too much, but information always did. “Does that seem like something I’d do?” He asked, sticking to the simple evasive responses for now. He straightened more attentively to watch Myrnin’s dance, confused, but always willing to be entertained by the vampire’s random demonstrations of energy. He narrowed his eyes a bit in response to the words that followed, struggling to understand if they had any kind of meaning before ultimately deciding they probably didn’t. “Oh,” he offered, sounding thoughtful. He glanced around, not needing a mind reader to make it obvious that he was looking for somewhere to disappear to. "No," said Myrnin. There was a hint of mischief in his eyes. "But what would you do if I did so anyway, huh?" He had no intention of ever changing Vincent, but he made no impression of that. Instead, it seemed like an actual question, with the possibility of an actual ... threat? ... promise? hypothetical probability? Myrnin might admit that this might just be because of his worry surrounding other things which had already happened within the House. He hadn't taken new vampires before in centuries - for good reason - and to have two in the space of just a year or less? It was unusual for him. He didn't like how ... clingy ... he was getting with his friends in the Paradox House. Like he was scared he'd lose them. Or lose himself. "It wouldn't be hard, now would it," he said dismissively. "Everyone's blinked out. Could very easily." Myrnin - ~∂єѕтιиу
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Post by strider on Jan 3, 2021 2:17:39 GMT -5
Orpheus followed Λ’s gaze to his fingertips, frowning ever so slightly at the comment. While it wasn’t incorrect, he also understood that the crew had their reasons for pushing as hard as they did. “It’s easier than rowing,” he murmured, curling his hand into a loose fist to hide the evidence of the injury. Λ didn’t need to worry about that when he had his own world to worry about – and problems that were far more real and dangerous than being forced to play for a few days. “I’m on break for now, actually, for a few hours.” His tone implied that was supposed to make it better, but he didn’t believe it. Unfortunately, he was a terrible liar. He hadn’t had much practice at it, and Λ saw through lies for a living. He was under no illusion that his friend would actually believe his optimism, in this case. His thoughts dissipated suddenly, his eyes catching on the jar. “You… were on the run for your life, and you thought of doing something for me?” Orpheus managed, voice choked. He didn’t understand. Of course he thought of Λ as his friend, but he hadn’t actually considered that he would put so much on the line to do something to help. To do something that he really didn’t need to do. Tentatively, Orpheus screwed open the jar, dipping his finger into its contents. His eyes widened in surprise. “It’s… cold. But not like snow.” He didn’t quite understand that, either. “It feels nice,” he added, managing a small smile as he lightly dipped his other fingertips into the very top of the jar’s contents. He screwed the lid shut, frowning at the clear, shiny magic potion. “When you see him again… please tell Watari thank you.” He turned his attention back to Λ’s hair, careful not to pull or snag his nails on any strands of hair. It was probably a good thing he had to keep his nails short for trimming, he was less nervous about the possibility of scratching his friend. “Does it really?” he asked, combing through a section of blond hair thoughtfully. It didn’t suit Λ. All the better for disguise purposes, but it was still heartbreaking to see his friend so unlike himself. “I suppose we’ll have to see what happens when your hair grows back out.”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 3, 2021 2:42:44 GMT -5
Hiding the injury didn’t make it go away, and L had seen enough to know it must hurt. “There are more nerves located in your hands and fingers than in most other places of the body,” he informed Orpheus, his tone worried. “That means you’re in pain. Don’t hide that from me.” He meant it. Even though he was still trembling, even though he dreaded the moment he blinked back, he didn’t want Orpheus hiding his own problems. If he didn’t want to admit even to this small pain, then what if something large happened? What if he found himself in a similar position to what L was in now, and he was alone because he hadn’t mentioned it? This worry...L wasn’t used to it. He was often worried about people, naturally, and he cared who lived and who died on his cases of course, but he wasn’t used to being this concerned about one person specifically. It was an uncomfortable feeling. He decided he didn’t like it. He did of course see through Orpheus’ lie. He frowned, fixing his friend with a stare through narrowed eyes, but he didn’t actually call him out on it. He would, if Orpheus continued to say things similar to that, but for now he let it go. Instead, he watched Orpheus open the jar, and a small, pleased smile touched his features, the rest of the panic fading from his eyes. He wasn’t safe, not by a long shot, but he was in the House and for now, at least, he had time to breathe. To think. To plan his next move, or, as the case may be, to just breathe. “I will.” He told him. “Whenever I see him again. It may be a while. I can’t communicate with him at the moment, without drawing unwanted attention. I need to find a way to do that, as soon as I find somewhere safe to stay. He still didn’t want to risk going to anyone. He couldn’t trust them….he couldn’t trust anyone, really. Especially now. He could feel how gentle Orpheus was being with his hair, and he stayed still, almost closing his eyes before he thought better of that idea. “Yes.” He confirmed, and some of his happiness at the discovery leaked into his voice. “There aren’t many things that do, but this does. I can tell, even with the shorter hair.” He hated it too. But it was still a lot better than being dead.
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Post by Gremlin Ghost on Jan 3, 2021 2:51:58 GMT -5
Smol Mirage | Kindergarten classroom | Lark
Mirage blinked, Dipper didn't know what a Pokémon Trainer was? Then he must not be one, but, how could he not know, if he remembered right all humans knew. "You don't know?" He asked with a confused tilt of his head, "A Pokémon Trainer is a human who lives, trains and fights alongside a Pokémon, I've never met someone who never knew before." He paused, before muttering, "then again a lot of people I meet tend to get really spooked by me, or they try to catch me. So, maybe I've just never really noticed until now.." Mirage seemed a little lost in thought before shaking his head and grinning. " This just means I get to talk a lot more since I have to explain things!" He seemed rather happy with the idea of talking more, "every other time I get really excited and talk a lot others kind of get annoyed, but between you and me, I think they're just jealous that I know more then them since I like to leave the forest to go on adventures." "Okay, how about you ask me stuff I'll answer as best as I can," with a short glance around Mirage saw a nearby desk and floated over and promptly sat himself down, "alright! Ask me anything!"
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strider
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Post by strider on Jan 3, 2021 3:22:20 GMT -5
“It hurts,” Orpheus admitted quietly, meeting Λ’s gaze. “I’ve been lucky enough to avoid pain for most of my life, with the exceptions of the skinned knees of childhood. I’m not used to pushing myself like this.” The truth. His tone, however, lacked much of the malice others would have held in the same situation. Orpheus didn’t blame the people he was with for his situation, he just blamed the circumstances. If they didn’t need to keep time, they wouldn’t need him to keep playing. Perhaps it was unfortunate that he could think in circles trying to think the best of people. He and Λ were very different in that way. Orpheus did everything in his power to think the best of people, while the only reason Λ had survived for as long as he had was because he thought the worst. In a way, they were both wrong. There was a middle ground. There were very few people who acted solely on malicious intent, and probably even fewer who were benevolent all the time. Orpheus was more likely to fall into a trap, but Λ was more likely to miss out on someone being kind for the sake of being kind. Neither seemed a great way to live. “Understood,” Orpheus murmured, still looking at his fingertips. They still hurt a little bit, but whatever it was Λ had given him, it had decreased the pain by a considerable amount. Orpheus couldn’t help but hope it blinked back with him. He knew he wouldn’t need to play quite so much as soon as they hit smooth waters, but for now… he was going to need as much relief as he could get. Orpheus could tell that Λ had relaxed at least a little bit. It was a relief to hear something like happiness in his voice, even if Orpheus didn’t quite understand the cause of it. If playing with his hair could turn Λ from a panicked, shaking mess into someone who actually sounded happy… Orpheus was willing to do it whenever Λ asked for it. And perhaps sometimes when his friend hadn’t yet thought to ask for it, but probably needed it anyway. He wanted to ask how it worked that something could increase Λ’s cognitive, abilities, but he figured either he wouldn’t understand the answer, or Λ wouldn’t have a particularly clear one. Instead he kept playing with his friend’s hair, always keeping an eye on his expression. “I hate to ask it,” he murmured after a long moment, “but does that mean this could help you, even marginally, to come up with a plan for what you do when you blink back?”
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 3, 2021 4:16:48 GMT -5
L nodded, glad that Orpheus has decided to tell him the truth about the situation. It wasn’t life threatening, but it was painful, and L wanted to be aware when he friend was in pain. He strongly disliked the people forcing Orpheus to do this, he felt the strong urge to kick them very hard, and he didn’t quite understand why Orpheus didn’t seem angry at his mistreatment. They were hurting him for their own enjoyment. L would have liked to see them lose that enjoyment. It was true that he often thought the worst, where Orpheus thought the best. Maybe someday they would help balance each other. For now, they had to make do. He nodded a little, hoping Orpheus took his words to heart. He didn’t like seeing his friend in pain, true, but he what he really didn’t like was worrying about someone who wouldn’t mention it. If Watari could have heard that thought, he would have had to hide a smile and perhaps turn away to roll his eyes, because that was a simple part of caring for L. L, who didn’t think to mention when he was inviting a master thief and trained assassin to your home for tea. L, who didn’t always mean to lie but who sometimes wasn’t exactly forthcoming either. L, who remembered Watari’s birthday, but forgot his own, every single year. He didn’t see himself the way others saw him. To most, he was the cold detective, the psychopath who solved crime rather than committed it, who wouldn’t stop at anything. To some, he was a killer, nothing more. To some, a hero. To himself? He was a person, and not very good at it. Highly intelligent, but not the sort you would invite to your home, or anywhere near you. Like a spider. Useful for keeping flies away, but you’d still scream and kill it if it came too close. Yes, he was a spider. Creepy, useful to have around, and only a few weird people were okay with him. He let Orpheus continue to play with his hair, and the urge to close his eyes got stronger, until he very nearly did it. He blinked them open all the way, however, as Orpheus asked. “Yes.” He said simply. “Or at least, I hope so. I’m thinking about it now, actually. I’ll need to find a safehouse, which means I’ll need to figure out which ones are compromised. That means I need to know exactly what information was leaked.”
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strider
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Post by strider on Jan 3, 2021 4:36:36 GMT -5
Orpheus saw his treatment on board very differently than Λ did. He didn’t think what they were doing was malicious, just… well, self-serving was a good word for it. If Orpheus kept playing, it was easier for all of the men to keep time. That was, after all, the reason most people sung sea shanties. Orpheus just happened to be much better at rhythm than anyone else on board. It was the obvious choice for him to set the rowing rhythm, and to keep it so none of the men got off beat. He understood the task they asked him to complete. That didn’t, however, mean he enjoyed it. Quietly, he pocketed the salve. “Thank you,” he murmured softly, unsure whether he’d said it directly to Λ yet. He gave a tiny smile. “You really didn’t have to think of me when you had your own problems to worry about. You’re… you’re a really good friend, Λ.” Not that Orpheus had much of a frame of reference, but he believed the words with his entire being. Λ was, as far as friends went, the best Orpheus could imagine. He had been kind enough to take notice of Orpheus’ pain and do something about it when there was absolutely nothing compelling him to do so. Orpheus would learn, as time went on, how much Λ seemed to place others over himself. It was subtle, but he was already starting to catch onto it. Λ had been worried about others instead of himself when he’d been the one to die in that one room Orpheus had been forced to watch. Λ had immediately noticed that Orpheus had taken his shirt off to help warm his friend’s feet when all that really should have been at the forefront of either of their minds was getting warm. Λ had taken the time to grab something to ease Orpheus’ pain when he could have spent those extra two seconds running. It wasn’t a lot of time, but Orpheus knew that any time at all was important in a chase. Not that he’d personally experienced it, but he was learning quickly onboard the Argo. “Is there a way for you to find that out without exposing yourself?” Orpheus asked, lightly detangling a small strand of Λ’s hair. He wasn’t a detective. He didn’t know how to find out things like that. But the least he could do was offer questions and suggestions in the hopes that maybe, at some point, he mention something Λ hadn’t thought about that might help. If that didn’t work… well, as long as playing with Λ’s hair helped, Orpheus was satisfied. It was something small, but it was something he could do. Much better than sitting around and waiting to see if his friend even survived the night.
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Post by ®Hawkpath® on Jan 3, 2021 9:48:18 GMT -5
That was the way L thought. They were malicious, he assumed, or if not overtly so, they would become so if they were pushed. Most humans would. It was one of the things he’d come to appreciate about the House, honestly, though he wouldn’t like to admit it even to himself. All the things they went through, all the things the blinkers tended to experience, well...it often brought out who they truly were. It was easier to trust someone who just risked their life to save him, after all, than to trust someone who merely said they would do it. The House often pushed blinkers past what they would normally do. And while L in no way condoned or enjoyed it, he did find it useful. Did that make him a bad person? Possibly. He had often wondered whether he was a bad person anyway. This was nothing new. He blinked at Orpheus, startled from his thoughts by the compliment. He went still, his mind racing as he attempted to work out what to do with it. Was he supposed to say something? Surely he was, but he didn’t know what. He rubbed his neck, staring at the floor. “I am?” He asked finally, his voice tentative, like he expected Orpheus to take it back the moment he asked. L would have been very surprised if he’d known what Orpheus was beginning to think of him. Self centered was the phrase he’d often heard applied to him, and he thought there was probably some truth to it. Did he solve cases because he cared? Or merely because that was both what he was good at and what he enjoyed? He’d been doing it a long time, after all, and he’d honed his skills since he’d been a kid. He was incredibly good at it, no one was questioning that. But his motives...well, sometimes he was tempted to believe the people who said he didn’t care. “There might be.” He answered, expression serious as he began to sort through countless options in his head. “What I need is a way to track what information exactly they got from me. Which means it should have originated from my building. Maybe, if I work backwards as if to trace the information to its source….” He deflated a moment later. “It won’t work.” He realized. “It would require me having the information already, which I don’t.” A good thought, but not currently useful. He shelved it for later. Still, talking out loud helped, and having someone who was not only listening, but trying to understand, to ask questions…it meant a lot to him. Another idea then.
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Post by Numquam on Jan 3, 2021 13:35:41 GMT -5
Julius ~ In the Lodge ~ strider“They’re hot and f---ing humid as hell,” Julius said casually. Putting on clothes after a bath was a bigger and more annoying battle than avoiding the murderous apes that lived in the trees. Despite his complaints, it was home to Julius and he was quite content living in the forests for the most part. He wasn’t near the mountains, so he never had to worry about frost or snow. "The least the House can do is give us a bloody jacket." Julius snorted, the closest to sailing he had ever been was riding a cruise ship. The constant movement of the ship had made him nauseous and staring at the waves had bored him. “Out sailing? I can’t imagine enjoying that.” It was definitely not for him. He’d rather be lost in the forest than lost at sea. “That could be something to look for if we ever find a bloody way back.” How would one even access the outside of the living room? The only door was to the hallway, and that was clearly endless. Maybe it wasn’t so endless, but he wasn’t sure if he would be willing to walk several hours in the hallway. He assumed there wouldn’t be a hidden door under the couch or behind the shelves, surely another blinker would have checked by now. “Unless it simply chooses to blink us outside like right now, apparently.” He tensed his shoulders as he followed Orpheus into the lodge. He half expected to see a run-down seemingly abandoned interior with a group of others waiting to attack him. It was a pleasant surprise to see that the lodge looked quite the opposite. Still, Julius kept his guard up in case the nice interior was part of the trap. “I see you weren’t lying about the warmth.” He quickly rubbed his hands together while his tail unwrapped itself from his torso and stretched out. “...What's with the decorations? Did the House do that on its own?” He lifted his brow slightly, “...reminds me of Nadividad.” The similarities freaked him out a little. The similar colours and a tree being decorated with lights and ornaments were the most notable. The fact that the lodge looked nice compared to the usual living room was the most jarring.
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Post by <Raintalon> on Jan 3, 2021 13:52:02 GMT -5
Matt | Lodge | yeet |
“The lodge is usually nice,” said Matt lightly, trotting along with the taller man with his hands in his pockets. “It got blown up one time but yknow. That’s bound to happen with it being the House, and the hot chocolate was super good that year.”
He smirked at Joey’s toneless answer to his popsicle comment, and then looked up ahead, seeing the threshold, which was decorated with a bunch of festive looking leaves and berrie.....s.
It was either very fortunate or very unfortunate that Matt noticed what was hanging above them just as they were about to cross, because the urgency of the situation spurred him into obeying the deeply stupid part of his brain instead of the more well reasoned, sensible part.
“Hey.” On impulse, he grabbed Joey’s hand and leaned upwards, his heart threatening to beat its way through his ribcage as his lips met Joey’s in a light kiss.
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Iceclaw
You can kill me, but you will never destroy me.
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Post by Iceclaw on Jan 3, 2021 19:01:15 GMT -5
Rue blinked, her eyes moving down the the sword. It was heavy,..but then, she was strong. He was right. Her heart rebelled at the thought, but she knew he was. She stared for a moment, unable to move. Then her hand closed around the hilt and she looked up, her eyes wide but determined. “I know.” She repeated. “I know what I have to do.” Daud | Lodge | Rue
Satisfaction and maybe a hint of pride flickered through Daud. He had hoped Rue had it in her, and she was not disappointing. "If you would like," he said, "I can teach you things that will help you win." From what she had told him, stealth was going to be her greatest ally. The element of surprise was crucial for someone of her size and strength, especially against larger opponents.
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Iceclaw
You can kill me, but you will never destroy me.
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Post by Iceclaw on Jan 3, 2021 19:33:32 GMT -5
Hyacin ~ Outside the Lodge ~ Iceclaw "They sound like losers!" Hyacin rolled his eyes with a snort; he had little patience for people like them. The selfish actions of others only made him bitter. "What's the point of having cool magic if you can't even use it to protect people? Who're you gonna enjoy your dreams with if everyone else's dead? They're dumb." The topic hit a particularly sore spot. "Meaaaaaan, you gonna let me starve, Mr. Baldy?" He gave Rex an exaggerated pout. "'Guess I'd be better off finding something that could fill me up. The last guy was just good for a tooth pick. What's your favourite meal? You've ever eaten alien meat?" More thoughts of food made him excited, even though he likely wouldn't eat until after he blinked back to Theia. The thought of cooking up a meal made his belly howl. "What's the prettiest planet you've been to? Are they all different colours? You get to float in them like on the moon?" The dragon could already imagine neon-coloured forests, black rivers, and endless cliffs. "No fair, I wanna see another planet..." Even though he hadn't explored all of Theia, the very thought of visiting a different world seemed far beyond his imagination. "Do aliens have green blood and stuff? Is it like acid? Have you ever had acid spit on you?" His tail started to wag as his curiosity flared. Hyacin inflated one cheek, still half-suspicious that he was being lied to. If Rex were a regular animal, Hyacin would be more willing to believe it....maybe that was it. "Your species is kinda funny. All your humans are like that?" Maybe it was a normal sight in Rex' world. "I won't even finish growing 'till I'm 100." Of course, he was referring to his dragon form. His semitheian form ages like any other Theian. Rex | Outside lodge | Hyacin "Yeah they're losers," Rex agreed, amusement flickering through him. It was such a childish insult, but that made it all the more amusing just picturing Ventress's or Dooku's face upon being called a loser. "Yeah kid, go find someone else to eat." Rex considered Hyacin's question. Unfortunately he didn't get to eat much of a variety of things and he wasn't even going to try to pretend that the ration meals were any good. The Twi'leks had made a decent meal last time they were on Ryloth... what had it been called? "Oh, roast gornt, that stuff's good." He nodded wistfully. "And yeah I guess I've eaten alien meat. What kinda stuff do you like? Other than people." "Christophsis is pretty," he said after a moment. "It's mostly crystal spire forests." He was sure it'd be more pretty if he got to see it when it wasn't being bombed and razed to the ground. "There's all kinds of different planets. Some are oceans, some are forests- pretty much whatever you could think of." He chuckled as the questions kept coming. "Different species have different colors of blood. Some have green, some is blue, some is red. I don't think many species have acidic blood and no I haven't had acid spit on me yet." "No, humans age pretty much the same. I'm a clone of a human and they wanted me to grow faster." He cocked his head at Hyacin. This little squirt was going to live far past a hundred? "How long does your species live?"
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