|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 16:29:01 GMT -5
r u sur im horrible at sappiness okay then im editing it now
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 16:30:01 GMT -5
do what u think us best B^)
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 16:44:05 GMT -5
u stink
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 16:58:52 GMT -5
The poor female was in near hysterics, clinging desperately onto his hands. Begging, pleading for him to forgive her. She had messed up so horribly by slapping him, and had ruined everything. See, while Luke's confidence and self-appreciation grew, hers had been slowly diminishing day by day, chipping itself away until she was on the verge of depression. In highschool she had been so confident, exuberant, and happy-go-lucky. Flourishing and so vibrant. Tears continued to stream down her face as she waited for the expected answer. No. Or a half-hearted yes to make her shut her mouth. Slowly, the panic and hysteria was replaced by a cold, unsettling dread.
By his expressionless face, she knew what he was going to say. But she didn't want it to end like this. And as she stood there in front of the oh so handsome Luke, the rush of emotions she had felt for him so many months ago started to flood back in. Not love exactly....but affection, happiness for him, and surprise by how much he had changed in so many ways. As her hands traveled down his arms, she observed him quickly shut his eyes, and a soft sigh escaped her mouth. Of course he would be disgusted by her...but she had to make him understand.
Her eyes slowly drifted shut as she finished another one of her mini speeches. What had happened to her? But she had been so frustrated, so hurt with everything that had happened to her. So frustrated that he couldn't see that he was such a promising, agreeable person, even months ago! He shouldn't need to explain himself to anyone, because he was doing everything correctly.
At the sudden sound of his voice, her eyes opened in surprise, a look of horror crossing her features. And when the words actually started to dissect itself in her mind, disappointment flickered across her features. His response was so half-hearted, so drained. But at least he was trying to apologize, even if he truly didn't mean it.
Her eyes slowly drifted shut and she moved to let go of his hands, her shoulders sagging in defeat. The pressure of fingers on her shoulders caused her eyes to fly open and her muscles to clench. It was happening again... He was mocking her again. But didn’t she deserve it, with everything she had said to him? Her breath hitched and her head craned upwards so she could glance up into his face. But at the strangest look she had ever seen on his face, she slowly relaxed, allowing her body to lean into his hands. A strangled sob escaped her mouth as he uttered her name, and she shook her head slowly, swiping at the tendrils of hair that clung to her tear-stained cheeks. "There's nothing to forgive...." Not with everything he had struggled with. It hadn't been his fault, even if she had so desperately wanted to blame him.
She hesitated, before she took a step forward, closing the distance between them. Standing on her tiptoes, she wrapped her arms under his arms in some sort of hug. And then the female started to sob again, resting her head against his chest. "There's nothing to forgive...but I will." She explained desperately, clinging onto him, knowing that the male would soon leave her life forever. This would be the last embrace(and first if she was being honest) that they would ever have.
Silence settled around her for a few brief moments before, in a soft voice, she started quoting a song that she had recently listened to, her voice softly lilting as she tried to copy the soft melody. "When will these tears stop? When will this heartbreak mend? How does one move on? How can I let go of all I adored? When all the air clears, leaves anger in its wake, will you remember me for the good or all of my mistakes? What I wouldn't give for one last time....but what if there's something left worth fighting for?" A soft sigh escaped her lips before she raised her head to peer up at him. A sad smile full of regret spread across her face. Her eyes drifted across his face, memorizing the angles and planes.
"Goodbye, Luke." Her eyes welled up with tears once more, but she managed to fight them off. Instead, she leaned up on her toes and kissed his cheek that she had slapped. "When will the picture of your face not be engraved inside my head?" Her voice lilted softly again, her smile turning sadder. It was fitting, she concluded ending their relationship with the very artist that had started it (which is so funny because for some reason i remember like the first meeting they ever had because you mentioned joe in it). She moved to leave him, but instead decided to just stand there, gouging his reaction.
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 16:59:36 GMT -5
here it is it really stinks so i am sorry you have to read it
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 17:48:15 GMT -5
shhhh ur posts r beautiful
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 17:52:48 GMT -5
no they are not lol i despise them your posts are great though!
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 17:56:19 GMT -5
NO Ur posts r amaze Don't lie Mine r garbage Anywho I haven't read ur response yet bc I'm making dinner but I will asap
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 17:58:14 GMT -5
xP na uh Yours are not garbage they are wonderful that's okay!
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 20:41:57 GMT -5
wait so when are you going back?
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 20:46:44 GMT -5
my classes start on the 9th some sometime before then likely
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 20:47:53 GMT -5
oh wow! That soon from now?
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 20:50:15 GMT -5
sadly :c when do u go back
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 20:52:28 GMT -5
the 17th xp
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 20:53:55 GMT -5
WHAT
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 20:55:36 GMT -5
I SAID THE 17TH HAH
omg that last post drained me from all roleplaying muse its the weirdest thing.
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 21:02:54 GMT -5
thats so late wtf
yo i have the same thing thats why i have trouble getting up luke posts need a few days to recharge w diff charries lol
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 21:09:03 GMT -5
my friend goes to college the next state over from mine and goes back the 21st.
its weird, like i normally dont have that nut it may be because of big posts and in other roleplays you can kind of just blabber i have to actually think here lol
it is also too emotional so its drains me/people more lol
man it feels so lonely over here
but i feel bad for spamming scarreh's rp sometimes we do talk too much
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 21:17:37 GMT -5
the heck y so late
THAT THO its the amount of effort and thinking that goes into each post... ur right, i can just throw up whatever one other roleplays in like 10 - 20 mins but this IT TOOK ME 38 SONGS TO GET THROUGH THAT LAST POST
lol tru
i kno its so quite wo everyone else
yee same but its so quiet indeed
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 21:22:23 GMT -5
when did you get out for break, though?
38 SONGS? WOW it took me like about an hour or so to make the last one. maybe a little more do you have enough songs leftover for the next one, lol?
yeeeees but i mean we do chatter a lot we have 10 pages over here with just two people when there's forty over there
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 4, 2017 21:41:26 GMT -5
16th
YUP slow down sonic I HOPE SO if it takes me another 40 songs i will die but im adding more anyway woop
AYE nothing wrong w that B^)
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 4, 2017 21:47:52 GMT -5
I got out the 14th LOL but its only a 10 day difference i suppose
well actually i forgot editing so probs two 40 is so long! just make it a little shorter and dont think so much lol do you think your next post will take you longer/you'll need to think more? or was the last one worse?
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 5, 2017 14:38:41 GMT -5
oh gosh how am i supposed to respond ehflerihferlfherlf are we gonna do another time skip after this
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 5, 2017 15:20:20 GMT -5
just make it really short if ya want xD
u said to make it sappy i tried my best gosh torf yesss i think so. if you reaaaally dont know how to reply we can just skip
although his response would be interesting enough to see
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 5, 2017 15:26:17 GMT -5
really short huh Luke: "Bye" nah nah i'll get something up tonight but it'll probs be shorter lol ok ok so after his reply tho are we gonna skip to the kissing thing? maybe it could be at a new years party??
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 5, 2017 15:29:52 GMT -5
xP I meant like a paragraph geez no biggie make it shorter if you want! we dont need to write an essay's worth lol ummnn sure! yeah it can be a new years party thing! ^^ so you don't make two posts and then I respond, do you want me to make the next post for the skipping thing? where would it be?
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 5, 2017 18:29:24 GMT -5
cool cool i'll get started soon <3 it hopefully won't take so long
sure sure<3 how about hm a mutual acquaintance's house?? lol thats all i got lol
|
|
|
Post by Amber on Jan 5, 2017 18:41:22 GMT -5
okay!
hopefully it only takes 37 songs LOL that works!
i'll get started on this one soon as well. ^^ xP
8o
omg that's cool!!! although no title!
lmao torr r u serious that would be hilarious
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 5, 2017 21:11:51 GMT -5
UR POST COUNT IS 666
|
|
|
Post by torr on Jan 5, 2017 21:47:14 GMT -5
aha imagine what the title would be tho "spawn of satan" lmao
|
|