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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 19:53:09 GMT -5
sigh..
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 19:55:50 GMT -5
(No this is awesome! Yarrow only speaks out of greif, of course he's going to be upset when Lightning says no. But Lightning's honesty is great and he is technically right. Yarrow will give in to him as he usually does.)
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 19:56:59 GMT -5
(everything lightning does is wrong. No body ever just listens to his reasoning and logic and everyone hates him. This isn't how i want him to be. He just doesn't want to send his warriors off with no guidance.)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:00:30 GMT -5
(Fox I totally get that. Like I said, Yarrow is only in greif. He does respect Lightning, and you know Peach will always have his back. All leaders get opposition from their warriors sometimes, it's how it is. Not all cats can think alike, you know? Please don't stop, right now this rp is keeping me from breaking down with all the college issues. I need this. Maybe Lightning can work it out, let Yarrow and Shadow go, that way we can rp more Twolegplace cats too :3 )
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:02:41 GMT -5
(Nobody hates ole' lightning. If anything, I feel more cats hate Yarrowcloud XD )
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 20:03:21 GMT -5
(A little opposition is one thing but Lightning always gets opposition. IN EVERYTHING No one trusts him and no one believes in him. No one ever fights Northstar or Earthstar like this. No one respects him or his authority and it bothers me.)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:08:10 GMT -5
(That's not fair. They all respect and trust him, I mean Earthstar had clanmates that killed his medicine cat and warriors, and Northstar has had squabbles before  But if it's really that bad I can change the response. But Yarrowcloud agreeing with everything Lightning says is unrealistic...But I don't want to upset you, so we can forget the past few posts if you want...) |
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 20:13:54 GMT -5
(No one respects or trusts him. Whatever though. Ill just respond.)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:14:51 GMT -5
(Yes they do, my characters are mine, and they do. Fox, you don't have to respond if you don't want to, really, it's ok. My idea was kinda silly anyway.)
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 20:17:49 GMT -5
(Its whatever. We will do what you want.)
Lightningstar glared at him. "If you don't like my leadership you can always leave." He growled at him. "If Im that bad of a leader in your eyes. I said no. i will not alloww you to wander off into the unknown." He snapped. "Here you are being selfish again. Did you even think what would happen if you didn't came back? All the cats that would hurt."
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:23:41 GMT -5
Yarrowcloud bit his lip, eyes heavy and heart breaking. He choked a sob.
"He was my baby. I held him when he cried and never done pushed me away. He s-screamed for me in the sky and I let him go I..." He knew, and he hated how he knew, that Lightningstar was talking sense. But it hurt more than anything in his life. His anger turned to misery as he heaved.
"Please. Please, oh please let me do something. I can't defend this clan right anyway, let me try. Oh, let me try." He sobbed, crouched low and broken.
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 20:35:16 GMT -5
i don't even know what to say)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:38:45 GMT -5
(Ah i dunno ehehehe. Maybe have lightning explain things in a softer way? i dunno, this might have been a bad idea...)
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 20:44:55 GMT -5
What's a bad idea?)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 20:51:05 GMT -5
(The whole thing, it's clearly not working...)
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 21:13:43 GMT -5
What isn't)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 21:17:59 GMT -5
(Getting a sign to look for Featherkit i guess, just the idea, you know?)
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 21:42:53 GMT -5
i guess..)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 22:06:52 GMT -5
(Wellllp im out of ideas for a while.)
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 22:29:11 GMT -5
(lemme try something.)
Yarrowcloud sniffed, standing and looking at his leader.
"I didn't mean that...that you're a bad leader...you're not, I...He ain't in Starclan. If he's dead, he's gone forever and I ain't even got death to look forward to..." He shook his head, tail dragging as he sighed.
"Fine. I won't ask to look again...it was hopeless anyway, thinking he lived..."
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 22:34:43 GMT -5
Lightningstar just looked at Yarrowcloud. "I'm sorry." He said gently. "I just don't want you to go on a wild goose chase. If we get another sign I'll let you go but Im not going to let you run off and possible get yourself killed based on he isn't in starclan."
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 22:35:14 GMT -5
Lightningstar just looked at Yarrowcloud. "I'm sorry." He said gently. "I just don't want you to go on a wild goose chase. If we get another sign I'll let you go but Im not going to let you run off and possible get yourself killed based on he isn't in starclan."
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 22:41:10 GMT -5
Yarrowcloud closed his eyes, trailing past his leader without physical reaction. He hobbled in his step, shaking his head.
"Mother should have let that snake bite me. Silentflare'd and Peachdapple'd have a mother and Shadowblossom wouldn't have had to suffer. She ain't ever deserved it." He admitted his deepest thought for the first time in years, guilt in his voice.
"Why. Why do you have so much faith in me?" He asked his leader hopelessly.
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 26, 2016 23:09:06 GMT -5
"Don't say that." Lightningstar spoke sharply. "Thats not true. You weren't suppose to die. You were suppose to live and be a good brother. You were suppose to have kits and raise them right. I have faith in you because you've struggled and got through it. You can do that again, get through this part."
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 26, 2016 23:16:39 GMT -5
"I'm no good brother. I can't even give him space, I haven't spoken normally to him in moons. I ruined Bloomkit's visit, and now she's gonna think we hate eachother." Yarrowcloud mumbled, heart heavy. He looked at Lightningstar.
"I don't know what I did that made you care so much..." The confusion in his voice was quiet.
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 27, 2016 8:56:36 GMT -5
Lightningstar watched him. "Then don't sit here and mope about it. A sitting warrior catches no prey. If you want to have a relationship then you have to fix it. Set an example for you kits to work out their problems."
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 27, 2016 9:33:59 GMT -5
"I've tried. Every word I say to him annoys him. How can I fix anything if he won't try either?" Yarrowcloud shook his head to Lightningstar.
"I'm going to mope, because I'm upset. I'll catch prey, but you all won't force me to hide all my emotions. Sorry." He replied strongly.
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 27, 2016 9:38:21 GMT -5
"He told my kit she wouldn't have any friends after he called me stupid in front of her. He never knows how much that hurts me. I ain't stupid." He hung his head. Lightningstar probably thought he was too.
"I ain't as emotionally sound as you and Silentflare. I can't deal with things like you guys can. I've tried and after years I just can't."
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Post by Foxstar26 on Oct 27, 2016 9:47:15 GMT -5
Lightningstar flicked his tail. "He said she wouldn't have any friends if she was mean." He spoke, watching him. "And you aren't trying. Silentflare if gruff and doesn't take other cats feelings into consideration well. That doesn't mean he doesn't care though. He's just different then you and you have to find a way to talk to him that doesn't offend him."
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Post by Moonblazer on Oct 27, 2016 9:53:39 GMT -5
"And he's allowed to insult me? I know he's gruff, but everything I say bothers him. I left him alone for moons and the second I spoke to him he acted like I ruined his life. What do I say to him, huh?" Yarrowcloud sighed heavily, getting tired again.
"He can be gruff to me all he wants. But I don't tolerate it around my kits. He got to raise his how he wanted, without me there. Now I want mine raised how I want. Bloomkit's the nicest kit I know, all 3 of them are. He shouldn't be saying anything."
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But if it's really that bad I can change the response. But Yarrowcloud agreeing with everything Lightning says is unrealistic...But I don't want to upset you, so we can forget the past few posts if you want...)