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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Mar 9, 2017 14:39:10 GMT -5
nothing, we just haven't talked in a while That is true. How've you been? up and down but ya know You?
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Mar 9, 2017 14:55:07 GMT -5
up and down but ya know You? On the whole, I've been fine. I've acquired a new voice student, lol. She comes over for her first official lesson tomorrow and I should be writing lesson plans, but I'm considering doing my makeup instead. how about compromise and do the basic makeup and then the lesson plans bc you should probably do that but also treat yo self
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Post by Dreamers Delight on Mar 9, 2017 16:44:18 GMT -5
Executive decision: we are watching God's Not Dead at 9:00 EST tonight. Any objections? Just that I will not be able to watch all of it.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Mar 9, 2017 17:35:50 GMT -5
works for me.
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Mar 9, 2017 17:52:44 GMT -5
I'll still be there, but I've got work.
Both at once~
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Mar 9, 2017 18:14:49 GMT -5
Kinda hitting a social dilemma. Nothing too serious but just...awkward.
I think I've talked about him before, but basically there's this guy at my youth group who has a crush on me. I'll call him D. We met freshman year at our confirmation retreat with a few other people, and we all kept in contact. Over that summer he outright told me he had a crush on me over FB messenger. I made it clear that I was flattered but didn't feel the same way. He asked me to homecoming, but I said no for a variety of reasons. Our little group (except one friend) stopped chatting and I barely saw him.
The summer before junior year, I went to the big Catholic teen youth camp with my parish for the first time. D was on the trip too, but we didn't hang out much because there was a lot of boy/girl separation (and truth be told i wasnt sure how to behave around him anymore). At the end of camp, we wrote affirmations for each other, and in his I said something like: "I'm sorry we didn't hang out much this week, but just know that I'll always be your friend!" (or something similar).
Every year since I was a freshman, I've been going on my Church's annual mission trip that they host over spring break. Last year, to my surprise, D showed up. Had no idea he was going to be there. It'd been awhile since we'd spoken, basically 8 months, and before camp we hadn't really been in contact. He's a bit of a stranger to me, really. I didn't ignore him per se, just...didn't make any effort to seek him out or spend time with him on the trip. Maybe avoided a little. I just wanted to avoid any awkward interaction ('cause I'm an introvert and hate small talk).
Anyways, at the end of the trip, the chaperones took us tubing for a few hours as a thank you. And, well, D sorta cornered me while we were on the river, catching me alone on the water between the clumps of kids. I knew something was going to go down because he was actively seeking me out when I was alone. He brought up the affirmation letter, which I had totally forgotten about, and said: "[Shad], in your Covecrest affirmation to me, you said 'I hope you know you'll always be my friend.' What did you mean by that?" And me being totally in-eloquent and confused was like "idk, probably what is said? we didn't speak much at camp and i felt bad about it." It took me a few minutes after D floated to way to understand exactly what he was asking. He was waaaay over reading into that letter and somehow thought it was some subtle message about wanting something more. I could tell by his face when I said idk. that wasn't the answer he was hoping for.
which brings me to my current social dilemma. I just found out D's gonna be on the mission trip this year (which starts Sat BTW) and idk what to expect from him. Almost every time we're in the same place he tries to get something out of me, and honestly, i'm tired of having to shut him down one way or another. I know it's hard having a crush and he just wants to spend time with me, but I'm worried he's gonna like...hover the whole five days. Because that's what he's tried to do before prior to me avoiding him. I don't want to keep rejecting him but he's not making it easy. It's like he's hoping I'll have a change of heart. Not in a creepy "nice guy" stereotype way, he's a genuinely sweet person with good intentions. But he's gotta stop holding onto this hope. And it's kinda...idk weird? We spent a weekend together for a retreat, went to a friends' birthday party, he developed a crush. That was three years ago and he's barely even seen, never mind talked, to me. He doesn't really know me.
I'm low-key scared he's gonna like, ask me to senior prom or something. I really hope not.
It's just the awkwardness of this whole situation. I don't like hurting people but I don't want to lead him on, and i'm 90% sure he'll take any sort of friendliness as encouragement. I want him to get over me. I will be polite, but I think that's it.
this is just ugh i was looking forward to this trip and now i've got anxiety about possible situations :/ i hope this doesn't spoil it for me
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Post by Deleted on Mar 9, 2017 20:02:12 GMT -5
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Post by Splintercat on Mar 9, 2017 21:06:11 GMT -5
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Mar 9, 2017 22:14:32 GMT -5
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Mar 9, 2017 23:05:57 GMT -5
why do all christian movies have a conversion complex
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Post by Deleted on Mar 10, 2017 0:08:33 GMT -5
I initially thought that the thread was named after Sakura...
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Mar 10, 2017 0:29:11 GMT -5
no its named after me //single proud tear
60% of our titles are based on our MMM commentary
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Mar 10, 2017 0:29:28 GMT -5
@jess is buckwheat bertha
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Stream
"Heh. 'E-y-e?' That's 'ewe.'"
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Post by Stream on Mar 11, 2017 3:40:56 GMT -5
Hi :> Mind if I hang out here?
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Post by KittyClearsight on Mar 11, 2017 4:15:45 GMT -5
Ayyye what's up peeps? I might have pneumonia. Funnnnnn~ -.- I don't believe I ever had it before, so of course, if I do have it at all, the first time I experience it is while pregnant. Which could lead to me being hospitalized for a few days till it clears up so they can keep an eye on me... ugh -.- my mom was sick for a few days so I thought all it was was a cold, nothing major. She was diagnosed Thursday, so I kept my distance since, but I was already coughing Thursday night. It's worse now, and the fact that it's the cough that's so bad is why I'm worried it's pneumonia. Gonna ask my dad tomorrow to take me to a doctor, so pray for me please that it's nothing serious. Things have been going so smoothly for me lately, so knowing my luck it's probably run out -.-
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Post by KittyClearsight on Mar 11, 2017 4:16:12 GMT -5
Hi :> Mind if I hang out here? Hey! Welcome ^ω^
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Stream
"Heh. 'E-y-e?' That's 'ewe.'"
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Post by Stream on Mar 11, 2017 5:07:52 GMT -5
Oh no :< Hope it's not too bad, and that you get better soon. I'm'a gonna pray for ya. : )
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Post by KittyClearsight on Mar 11, 2017 6:32:33 GMT -5
Oh no :< Hope it's not too bad, and that you get better soon. I'm'a gonna pray for ya. : ) Thanks ^ω^ apparently they could just send me home with antibiotics, which would be fine and dandy to me but with the fact my mom is also sick? Who knows. I've never had to be hospitalized for more than a few hours. I think even then I only had to go twice for stuff that wasn't even major (first was a car accident when I was little. There was a car pile up, I think more than three, and we were in front. The car in front of us wasn't involved, but stupidly breaker suddenly before continuing, and my mom only had so much time to react but still resulted in an accident. I complained of neck pain so they took me to the ER. They didn't find anything wrong so they determined it was just shock from the whole thing. I vaguely remember it, especially the fear, and I could barely breathe in the neck brace they put on me. They also told me to keep moving my toes, which I was confused and annoyed with at the time. Now I know it's because they needed to know if I lost feeling in them at any point. It was a few hours later they let me go, so that was my first hospital encounter lol. Second time I got a colonoscopy just a few years back, which isn't a serious thing at all.... unless they find something bad, of course. I was all good though so no worries ). I've always been healthy too, no major illnesses, never needed stitches, never broke a bone, no surgeries. So if I end up needing hospitalized for something of actual concern... yeah I'm gonna cry lol. Hopefully it is just a basic cold. I just realized I went away like two hours ago... but I don't know what I did in that time... o.o I think I zoned out... I didn't sleep, I know that much. But I lost almost two hours of my life and I can't recall what I did XD
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Post by KittyClearsight on Mar 11, 2017 15:33:09 GMT -5
My dads taking me to Med Express soon... the bad thing is I was JUST comfortable enough to sleep, like I was starting to doze and drift off. Then he comes in saying "Hey you wanna go to the doctors?" Like UGGGHH I think I got my sense of timing from him. I do similar stuff with my mom >.< like if he came in a half hour earlier I would have still been wide awake and fidgety. Couldn't even back track and say "No I'm fine" because my mom is now insisting I go. I mean it's better to go sooner rather than later, but... my pillow... T.T no sleep for 22 hours sucks horribly when you're sick when I get home I'm definitely passing out, thanks.
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Stream
"Heh. 'E-y-e?' That's 'ewe.'"
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Post by Stream on Mar 11, 2017 19:29:22 GMT -5
I hope everything's okay. o: Hopefully it's just bad allergies or, like you said, a cold, if it's gotta be anything. Praying for you. c:
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Mar 11, 2017 21:23:30 GMT -5
Hope you'll be okay, Kitty.
Welcome, Streameh!
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Stream
"Heh. 'E-y-e?' That's 'ewe.'"
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Post by Stream on Mar 12, 2017 18:52:36 GMT -5
Hi!
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Post by Deleted on Mar 12, 2017 23:10:40 GMT -5
i feel like every time i try to find this place it has a different name
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Post by KittyClearsight on Mar 13, 2017 1:44:34 GMT -5
Heyyo, turns out it's just a more severe cold. I have been getting fevers which I normally don't get. My doctor just told me to take Tylenol for the fever, and for my sinuses I've been taking mucinex. Then I use this throat spray for my cough and sore throat. Yesterday I thought I was dying or something, I woke up at 1 AM shivering so bad because I was freezing. My heater was 70 and I had a warm blanket. I was just suffering with chills, so I got more warm stuff to help. But a few hours later I started over heating so I had to kick off my blankets and bathrobe. I think my fever had gotten worse, especially since I felt so dazed after getting up. But now I feel a lot better the doctor said if I get worse then go to the hospital, but otherwise I should be fine.
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Post by KittyClearsight on Mar 13, 2017 1:46:18 GMT -5
i feel like every time i try to find this place it has a different name Well there's no lie here XD I tried finding this place a few days ago and couldn't find it. Then I saw this thread title before realizing. I gotta look for "land" is all XD
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Post by Dreamers Delight on Mar 13, 2017 14:15:53 GMT -5
There was like a week we were just: ----
It was very concerning.
I hope you feel better Kitty.
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Mar 13, 2017 14:44:30 GMT -5
i feel like every time i try to find this place it has a different name Same feeling! I just have it bookmarked so I don't go looking for it.
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Mar 13, 2017 17:32:29 GMT -5
The thread titles speaks to me on a spiritual level
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Stream
"Heh. 'E-y-e?' That's 'ewe.'"
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Post by Stream on Mar 14, 2017 21:27:47 GMT -5
What is with the thread name, anyway? xD
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