Asexual
Worker in the Salt Mines
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The forums feel empty without Rain :(
Pronouns: they/them, it/its
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Post by 《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 on Oct 30, 2024 16:34:30 GMT -5
Hey everybody. I’m so so sorry. On Saturday I think the 25th, several things happened that I will not go into , but it involved my parents, the police, the mental hospital, and an attempt at su!c!d3 on my part.
Due to circumstances out of my control, I will no longer be on the forums for a long time. My website and search history on my phone, iPad, and computer are all being monitored. I’m so sad I haven’t even been here a full year and already I’m being forced to leave. I promise I'll come back as soon as I move out, but until then I'll miss you all. There are too many names to remember, but I'm going to try to say goodbye to each person I remember to.
Leap, I know we had a rough start and I didn't make great decisions when I first joined, but I'm glad we got past that, and I want to consider you a friend. Please keep living until I come back. I don't want this to be the last thing you hear from me. Thank you. I'll miss you. <333
Mint, you're a great mod and so charming. I've loved chatting with you. Thank you for being amazing. <333
Sand, I don't know you too well, but you seem really nice. Keep being awesome. <333
Shad, I was worried you'd be really bland or something. Not sure why. But you turned out to be really cool and you have some great opinions. Good luck with that garden of yours!!! <333
Dal, you're an awesome guy. I don't know if we're friends or not but you are such n amazing, interesting, charismatic person. Keep working on your music, you have SO much potential, and an amazing voice. Thank you for getting your songs stuck in my head. <333
Quill, you're awesome and I've loved talking to you. I hope everything gets easier and for you to be as happy as possible. <333
Beefur, I hope everything with your family and your mental health works out and for you to keep being amazing. <333
Spicefang, you're so cool and your dog is frickin adorable >:0000 I'm not sure what else to say but I'd like to consider you a friend. <333
Evildino, you're a great kid. I'm glad you joined the forums. Keep figuring yourself out, thanks for being awesome. <333
Brightheart, Stormscar, Lizard, Brownie, Deg, Castlesiezed, Crow, that one furry who's name started with N and loves AJR, Star even though you left a long time ago, Wither, Raven, Tansypool, Azure, and everyone else I've met here and who've been amazing to Roleplay with, talk with, and be with in general, thank you so much. Im sorry if your name isn't up here and you feel like it should be. I've met so many great people here and it's hard to remember them all.
Thank you to everyone here for being a loving, supportive space where I could be myself. I don't know quite how long I will be away, but most likely it will be upwards of four years.
I had a lot of fun starting the bingo card fad, restarting the AMA fad, and just being a part of this weird, mismatched forum community.
If you want to say something to me, I'm still in contact with Copper which is why they posted this and why their name isn't up here, so PM then so they can share it with me.
I love you all so much, and I'll see you again in a few years, but for now, goodbye. I'll miss you.
Love, Rain |
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Oct 30, 2024 18:13:13 GMT -5
To Rainy: That really sucks but I can say I have been in almost exactly the same situation as a teen on the old forum boards. So I know how difficult it is to be ripped away from possibly the only support system you have. Including monitoring and police/hospital/etc involvement. I'll be fine but you gotta also promise me you'll be fine and come back some day. Knowing me I still will be around here unless something out of my control happens. I hope I can stand as some sort of living proof that you can make it through the other end of it. I believe you can.
On that note, I'll definitely be ok. There's too much to say really but my vacation seeing my grandma turned out better than I'd ever imagined and between that and my own antidepressants I have plenty of support- so don't worry about me whatsoever. I hope by the time you come back you will have that too.
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Post by Quill on Oct 30, 2024 18:25:13 GMT -5
Please take good care of yourself and work on getting better! We’re all rooting for you, you’re an amazing person!
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Post by boragesky on Oct 30, 2024 18:34:27 GMT -5
To Rain:
Omg Raiiiin...
I'm so sorry for what's happening, and I'll miss you a lot. I was shocked- really. I'm gonna miss you so much. You've inspired me with the bakery thing, and literally I cannot thank you enough for that. I feel motivated to work on it again too, realizing that. It's fun seeing you post a lot. I can't empathize with your situation, but I hope I meet you again someday.
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Post by tumblepaw on Oct 30, 2024 18:41:50 GMT -5
I’m so sorry you’re going thru this. Mental illnesses suck, and they can be hard to heal from. Take all the time you need to recover. It’s difficult but worth the effort. You are a good person. Thank you so much for making a little avatar for me based on my name.
Sometimes it is best to leave social media for your own well-being. I had to when I was in a similar situation. You can always come back when you’re better if you want, and everyone will be glad to see you then.
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Oct 30, 2024 19:04:23 GMT -5
Wishing you the best, Rain. <3
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Oct 30, 2024 22:05:03 GMT -5
Rain- I literally almost cried when I saw this- which is a lot... I'm rooting for you! You're the first friend I made on the forums, and I believe in you! Life's tough but that's the way it is... Just keep going, and find the positive things in life. "I don't want to know how to go the easy path, but instead, how to navigate the rugged one" [Naruto] Yeah- the forums sure won't be the same without you, that's for sure! No pressure- just do what's best for you. Also I'm really sorry I didn't see this sooner!!!!!! I should've helped while I had the chance  You may not know it- but you definitely have a huge impact here- and don't EVER down put yourself. You don't deserve it! Just keep going- and mark my words, I will be counting down the days until you are better! "Be strong enough to be someone even the demons will fear" "Sometimes you must be hurt in order to know. Fall in order to grow. Lose in order to gain, because all of life's greatest lessons are learned through pain" "I won't quit and I won't run." "That's why we endure. We are ninja. I will never forget." (random Naruto quotes) I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! *cries myself to sleep* I feel so bad- I still haven't completed the art trade We'll keep your den alive! (shout-out to all of you btw) But just keep going! You are awesome and anyone here can agree with me! THE WORLD IS AWAITING FOR YOU SO CONQUER IT!!!!! Stay gold Ponyboy... Stay gold. You're chaotic evil friend: evildino edit: dang that's really long... |
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Post by Tealraven on Oct 31, 2024 10:34:34 GMT -5
Sending virtual hugs to you Rain <3
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🍄🎶✨Brambleheart✨🎶🍄
Sorcerer Supreme
thank you kate cary
Pronouns: She/her, they/them
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Post by 🍄🎶✨Brambleheart✨🎶🍄 on Oct 31, 2024 11:47:11 GMT -5
Rain: We love you and will miss you very much! You are such a good friend and I wish you all the best <3
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Ṣanɗypaw™
The Shiny User
🎵Guess that's just the way it goes, easy come, easy go🎵
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Post by Ṣanɗypaw™ on Oct 31, 2024 11:49:54 GMT -5
Stay safe Rain!! We'll be waiting for you and we'll be here when you're back <33
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Post by rabbit on Oct 31, 2024 13:15:42 GMT -5
We are practically strangers, but I am glad you are still alive after going through what sounds like a terrifying situation. You are an incredibly friendly person who deserves a good life. Suicidal thoughts suck, kick them in the a-hole.
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Post by lightfur on Oct 31, 2024 23:39:38 GMT -5
I hope you're doing better, Rain. Wishing all the best for you. ❤️
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 1, 2024 9:12:25 GMT -5
To Rain:
Hey... You were probably the first friend I made on here... You made an impact on my life and I doubt I made any impact on yours... You're an amazing person, and we don't want you to die! I'm not very good at talking to people, never the less saying long time goodbyes... You've helped me discover myself a bit, you showed me the ropes of making friends on here I guess... We bonded over my guinea pigs and... music... Also you said you'd help me with therian stuff... So... you cant die because you haven't gotten to yet ok? I'm gonna end up re-reading our chat and leaving messages for when you get back! We all care about you and honestly i'd consider you a best friend. You BETTER get better!! <3 remember beauty rises from the ashes... Aaaand no one will ever hear me be this gooey again -tansypool (your chaotic rat leader)
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Leapkit
Finder of Rare Friend Error
Derealizing for the forseeable future
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Post by Leapkit on Nov 2, 2024 22:16:48 GMT -5
I really hope you get to come back and see just how much love is on this thread. You've made a large positive impact on a lot of us personally and the community as a whole in such a short amount of time.
I went to make a joke in pretzels earlier and was thinking it would make you laugh specifically before remembering and got sad. It finally hit that 3-4 years is gonna be a long time away and even though I read it I don't think I felt it until now.
You come back sooner. >:^( I am impatient.
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Nov 3, 2024 9:08:49 GMT -5
I really hope you get to come back and see just how much love is on this thread. You've made a large positive impact on a lot of us personally and the community as a whole in such a short amount of time. I went to make a joke in pretzels earlier and was thinking it would make you laugh specifically before remembering and got sad. It finally hit that 3-4 years is gonna be a long time away and even though I read it I don't think I felt it until now. You come back sooner. >:^( I am impatient. Literally though- It gets so lonly re-reading the chats we had/roleplay.... Or seeing a post that you put a bit back |
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Post by Sand on Nov 3, 2024 10:02:25 GMT -5
Oh Rain, I’m sorry that you’re going through this. I hope you’ll get better and that you’ll be treated properly. I know we didn’t talk much, but I’m really thankful that you’ve been around. You’re a positive, caring person <3 I hope you know that many of us care about you, so when you return, we’ll be here— waiting for you.
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 3, 2024 13:23:00 GMT -5
We still really miss you rain... YES I KNOW ITS ONLY BEEN A FEW DAYS! and I gree with leapkit... i don't think I really understood how long 4 years is...
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Asexual
Worker in the Salt Mines
《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》
The forums feel empty without Rain :(
Pronouns: they/them, it/its
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A goodbye
Nov 3, 2024 15:03:25 GMT -5
via mobile
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Post by 《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 on Nov 3, 2024 15:03:25 GMT -5
Just wanted to let you guys know I've been sharing all your messages with Rain and xe really appreciates them all! :]
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 3, 2024 15:11:25 GMT -5
《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 If you don't mind me asking... How are you in contact with rain? Like irl, email, number?
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Asexual
Worker in the Salt Mines
《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》
The forums feel empty without Rain :(
Pronouns: they/them, it/its
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Post by 《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 on Nov 3, 2024 16:19:14 GMT -5
《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 If you don't mind me asking... How are you in contact with rain? Like irl, email, number? I talk to Rain through email! If you'd like I can ask xem if I can give you the Email as well! |
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 3, 2024 16:27:27 GMT -5
Really? sure id love to contact them if that's possible.
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 3, 2024 16:27:55 GMT -5
im not sure i want to give my email away tho...
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Nov 3, 2024 17:16:35 GMT -5
im not sure i want to give my email away tho... Same here |
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Nov 3, 2024 17:17:18 GMT -5
Buy wait 《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》... HOW ARE XEY!!!?!!!!!!?????? ARE XEY OKAY WHATS HAPPENING I NEED TO KNOWWWW |
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 3, 2024 17:24:33 GMT -5
Buy wait 《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 ... HOW ARE XEY!!!?!!!!!!?????? ARE XEY OKAY WHATS HAPPENING I NEED TO KNOWWWW :( :( YES WE MUST KNOOOWW!! and are they like... in a hospitile or home restriction? |
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Post by ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـevīأdīทⲟﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ on Nov 3, 2024 17:30:11 GMT -5
Buy wait 《🎄○●cøpper●○🎄》 ... HOW ARE XEY!!!?!!!!!!?????? ARE XEY OKAY WHATS HAPPENING I NEED TO KNOWWWW YES WE MUST KNOOOWW!! and are they like... in a hospitile or home restriction? Seriously- i'm praying for xem like every morning and night (yeah i'm religious. sue me) Tell xem that if xey hurt xemself, I will track xem down and hug xem for a million years until xey feel better 🎄tansypool🪿 Rains pronouns are Xey, Xyr, Xem. So Xey- (they) Xyr (their), Xem (them). Or Xemself. (themself) Just for future reference  |
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Post by 🎄tansypool🪿 on Nov 3, 2024 17:31:36 GMT -5
ik i forget sometimes... T^T I try and use xyr pronouns but my brain is the size of a walnut (not completely proven yet!)
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