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Post by The Noble Dragon on Jan 27, 2017 3:40:34 GMT -5
Hey there Darth (Or Vader, Whichever you want me to call you), thank you for sharing your feelings and I'm proud of you for doing so because it seems like it's difficut for you to open up to others. Which is okay because I have a lot of issues opening up to others too.
First off I want to tell you right now that your feelings are always valid. ALWAYS. Everyone goes through hardships and just because someone else might have it worse than you in no way invalidates the way you feel or belittles your own hardships.
I know that is going to be very hard to accept but it's true, your emotions are valid. YOU are valid.
And don't worry you don't sound edgy or whiny or anything.
I understand a lot of what you feel, maybe not to the extent that you feel and I'm really sorry you feel like this all the time. I wish I had all the answers to help you feel better but all I can really offer you right now is support and an ear to listen to all you have to say.
Surprisingly it can be really easy to cut everyone off, especially when you have anxiety and depression. And it's really hard to make friends normally. I would suggest if you can to try a change of scenery. Maybe go on a walk in the evenings to a place you haven't been before. Or go to the library and pick out a book you might not normally read.
For me a lot of my depression centers on the repetitiveness of my life and it makes it really easy for me to feel low and unmotivated to do the things I normally love. I changed Colleges bc I felt like I was getting stuck where I was and it was really making my mood drop extremely low.
I'd suggest going to a doctor and either getting medication or a therapist but I haven't even gotten the courage to do that myself so idk.
I just want you to know that I'm here for you. i don't think you are whining or annoying and I want to listen to how you are feeling.
Don't worry about your sexuality and putting labels to it, it took me years to realize it. If you think u could be gay then cool, if it's something else then also cool. Take your time to explore yourself okay? And I'm sorry that you are repulsed by men, that sounds really rough and I'm really sorry to hear that.
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Post by cinder on Jan 27, 2017 14:29:11 GMT -5
Hey guys, I've been really stressed lately. Outside of WCRP, I can't find anyone to talk to about stuff that's not school related. School's been stressing me out, and overall making me angry. We just moved into a house I really hate, and it's always dark in there, and it makes me mad. There's open inslation in the basement,and I keep breathing it in and I keep getting sick. Also, I lived on a farm before. It wasn't our farm because it was rented, but there were some cats there that I used to be with, and I miss them. I have two cats now, but they're in the basement, and I rarely get to see them. They always make me feel better, though.
I also came to say I like this thread
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 27, 2017 15:24:33 GMT -5
I recognize you from fanclans then! What clans did you have or rp in? I spent my early years only on fanclans Oh boy it's been so long! I know for sure that I was in a SnowClan, I know I joined a couple others but I just can't remember! I think I might have had a BoulderClan or CliffClan or a name of that sorts and I know for sure that I had a couple more that I made, I wish I could remember though! What about you, do you remember any of the clans or were in or made? I feel like I remember SnowClan! You might have joined one of my clans at a point maybe cause I had so many xD My main clan that I made was FireClan and it had 6 gens and it was pretty popular. That was where I spend most of my time but then I had another popular one, IvyClan. Although, I made soooooo many clans xD Legit 50+ xD I have all the names listed on my memories page lol |
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The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 27, 2017 15:29:41 GMT -5
I'm glad you like this thread (:
Aside,
I know the feel. It isn't always easy having no one to talk to!
Did you move to a new school as well when you moved into the new house?
Moving to a new house in itself, is a big change, as is moving to a new school on top of it so it is no wonder you are stressed. And if you don't like where you are? That of course makes matters worse. How long have you been there? I wanna say, maybe with time things will get better but, it takes a while to adjust sometimes especially when things are so different- having lived on a farm before and now not, that is a big change. That is really sad about the cats:/ Why can't you see the cats in your basement? Maybe you can get a small pet like a hamster or something that you can have with you. Pets always make you happier! I'm glad you can see them sometimes though!
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Jan 27, 2017 16:55:48 GMT -5
Hey Cinder, is there any way your family can get the open insulation covered up? Either by contacting your landlord( if you guys rented this new place) or hiring a contractor of sorts or doing it yourself. It isn't healthy to have that stuff open, especially if you get sick every time you go into the basement.
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Jan 27, 2017 21:04:50 GMT -5
A good realization!! It's actually the weekends!!! A bad realization... I have loads of homework and I probably flunked my algebra test.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 27, 2017 21:12:02 GMT -5
Yeah, happy weekend!
I have tons of hmwk myself but hey, with or without homework, a weekend is a weekend xD
That stinks you might have failed:/ motivation to try and do better next time though? If you need help, I might be able to!
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Jan 28, 2017 10:19:34 GMT -5
Lol okay thanks! I might ask sometime. But I think it's actually something about the teacher I have. He isn't a very good teacher and I've never had much trouble with math so i dunno.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 28, 2017 14:56:51 GMT -5
I get what you mean. Math is not an easy subject to teach. It's you either have a really good teacher or really bad teacher, nothing really in between. It's annoying too because what I noticed was that when I got to the next years math class, I understood the previous years better cause it seemed like the next year teachers always taught it better and it was frustrating xD
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Post by cinder on Jan 30, 2017 12:04:58 GMT -5
I'm glad you like this thread (: Aside, I know the feel. It isn't always easy having no one to talk to! Did you move to a new school as well when you moved into the new house? Moving to a new house in itself, is a big change, as is moving to a new school on top of it so it is no wonder you are stressed. And if you don't like where you are? That of course makes matters worse. How long have you been there? I wanna say, maybe with time things will get better but, it takes a while to adjust sometimes especially when things are so different- having lived on a farm before and now not, that is a big change. That is really sad about the cats:/ Why can't you see the cats in your basement? Maybe you can get a small pet like a hamster or something that you can have with you. Pets always make you happier! I'm glad you can see them sometimes though! Well, this is only a temp. house, but it's still taking FOREVER to move. I haven't switched schools, but we might move somewhere where I have to. We keep our cats in a "safe place" so they don't claw up the insulation. We're watching a dog, also, so that's another reason, as this dog is hostile to cats. My own dog is upstairs with me, so I cuddle him. I also have a fish... I still miss my cats, tho. I was also mostly angry that all anyone cares about is school, whether than taking my feelings into consideration. I always feel angry because I can't have a conversation with a friend or family member without school being brought up. |
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Jan 30, 2017 16:59:31 GMT -5
I get what you mean. Math is not an easy subject to teach. It's you either have a really good teacher or really bad teacher, nothing really in between. It's annoying too because what I noticed was that when I got to the next years math class, I understood the previous years better cause it seemed like the next year teachers always taught it better and it was frustrating xD Lol I get you. The annoying thing is, and this applies to all teachers, in any subject, when you finally get something, they are already on the next unit. That's so frustrating lol |
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 30, 2017 20:13:17 GMT -5
Have you heard anything about when you will move? Hopefully everything works in your favor soon! That makes sense about the cat though- in my basement, before we had it finished, the cats liked to get into the insulation and it wasn't good at all. That stinks though that you can't see your cats because of the dog too though! At least you have the dog though(: dogs are so great!
Why is that? That is rather annoying! Have you tried talking to anyone saying that you want to avoid the topic?
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 30, 2017 20:14:19 GMT -5
Haha ya, that is true xD At least it shows that you might have learned something though? xD
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Post by *Spottedpelt* on Jan 31, 2017 1:39:23 GMT -5
Oh boy it's been so long! I know for sure that I was in a SnowClan, I know I joined a couple others but I just can't remember! I think I might have had a BoulderClan or CliffClan or a name of that sorts and I know for sure that I had a couple more that I made, I wish I could remember though! What about you, do you remember any of the clans or were in or made? I feel like I remember SnowClan! You might have joined one of my clans at a point maybe cause I had so many xD My main clan that I made was FireClan and it had 6 gens and it was pretty popular. That was where I spend most of my time but then I had another popular one, IvyClan. Although, I made soooooo many clans xD Legit 50+ xD I have all the names listed on my memories page lol Oh my goodness you really did have a lot of clan! XD I honestly think I remember FireClan, I can't remember if I had joined at some point or not but I do remember seeing it around and wanting to join! |
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The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Jan 31, 2017 6:53:22 GMT -5
I feel like you were part of it idk why xD I just get this feeling haha but ya...I had tons xD
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Post by *Spottedpelt* on Feb 3, 2017 17:24:18 GMT -5
I feel like you were part of it idk why xD I just get this feeling haha but ya...I had tons xD It sounds so familiar and I did join a bunch of clans back then, so I probably was part of it! |
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The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Feb 3, 2017 21:07:49 GMT -5
I'm gonna check later xD I have a bunch of stuff saved but I'm not sure if I saved everything? I'll see lol EDIT; *Spottedpelt* I think you were part of FireClan Gen 2! I have you listed on there at least xD |
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Feb 4, 2017 2:54:15 GMT -5
Hey Sweet! how are you doing?
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Feb 4, 2017 8:11:51 GMT -5
Hello Sweet! Hello Deamon!
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Feb 4, 2017 22:27:15 GMT -5
Hey Sweet! Hi Pumpkin! Hello Deamon!
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Feb 4, 2017 22:28:46 GMT -5
Hey Night! How are things?
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Feb 4, 2017 22:30:06 GMT -5
@deamon I just subscribed to your youtube channel! Then I realized you were subscribed to the Game Theorists. Why hello fellow theorist!
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Feb 4, 2017 22:31:57 GMT -5
Hey night! hey Pic!
That's really sweet thanks! And yeah i love Game Theory! Matpat is so dorky it's hilarious.
If you want to see more stuff I"m actually about to start livestreaming on Twitch in a few minutes ;D
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Feb 4, 2017 22:42:53 GMT -5
Sold! I'll hop over there in a sec. (What's your channel name?) Lol yea. Agreed. I saw that Soda bottle flip challenge livestream and I was eating while watching it and *warning, mediocrely gross content ahead* I spit all my food all over my screen because it was so funny. Lol. I had to clean it and my mom was very confused at what happened. |
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
Name Colour
pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Feb 4, 2017 22:44:46 GMT -5
heyyyy lol
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Feb 4, 2017 22:46:28 GMT -5
Yellow!!!!!!! I meant that like hello but yea.
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Feb 4, 2017 22:47:59 GMT -5
Here's the link right here: link |
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Post by ͠ɴ͠ɪ͠ɢ͠ʜ͠ᴛ͠ᴍ͠ɪ͠s͠ᴛ515 on Feb 4, 2017 22:49:24 GMT -5
Coolio! I have clicked on the magical link!!!!
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Feb 5, 2017 8:25:42 GMT -5
xD
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