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what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 25, 2016 18:35:43 GMT -5
Yes, your dragons really are cute! The mountains in the back too- they are very appealing and like is it just me, or are they moving when you scroll?? That would be awesome! I wanted to be a police for some time but I wasn't sure if I would be able to really commit to something like that, ya know? But that's so great that you are thinking of that! I love the idea of just being able to help others and feel like you are making a difference in the world, or even just in someone else's life- like you are part of something bigger, ya know? Hey, that's a great start though! It is so true you gotta start somewhere- the earlier the better. More experience, I mean, that's what employers look for and honestly, it makes you a more rounded person no matter what the experience may be! So that is really great, especially getting started right as a freshman! Isn't it great? I was so happy when Deamon suggested this thread because we had the pretzels chat and everything but something more like this- sometimes you just need this and it is so great being able to help others.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 25, 2016 18:36:17 GMT -5
Haha we welcome lurkers one and all xD
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COMMUNIST ㅤㅤㅤㅤDICTATORㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤKEVIN
"ι need тнoѕe old people тo wнιѕper мy naмe wнen тнey dιe"
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Post by Невыносимая коммунизм on Sept 25, 2016 18:39:21 GMT -5
(Sorry I'm lurking per usual) So you want to do what the people on Criminal Minds do, Kevin?? It sounds like an interesting branch to go into! I believe Criminal Minds is an American show. I have never seen it before, so I'm not sure. But yes?
My middle name is lurk
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COMMUNIST ㅤㅤㅤㅤDICTATORㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤKEVIN
"ι need тнoѕe old people тo wнιѕper мy naмe wнen тнey dιe"
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Post by Невыносимая коммунизм on Sept 25, 2016 18:56:34 GMT -5
yay! So is mine XD Actually its my first name jk jk. And yeah, its an american show which is basically about profilers who help solve typically serial killer cases That sounds so cool! So I guess someone like me would fit in there?? Idk I'm not an american TV master
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 25, 2016 21:51:35 GMT -5
(:
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Sept 26, 2016 1:23:58 GMT -5
I have been under stress with a great deal of things. One of the most prevalent was coming out to my sister in law. She told my brother and he sent me an email about how he would view me depending on what I "chose". I'm upset and disappointed in both of them. That's probably what caused this. That's it. He doesn't deserve to be your (I'm assuming older) brother. I have now taken his place as your cool older sibling. *Ruffles your hair* Hey sport, you are amazing and I love you.
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Sept 26, 2016 1:28:38 GMT -5
So there was a crazy guys with a hatchet outside my store tonight..... He didn't come in or anything or hurt anyone as far as I know but I was very scared to be on window.
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Post by Sand 🎃 on Sept 26, 2016 1:29:27 GMT -5
i heard someone say Criminal Minds.. who was it and which one of you watches it
totally not obsessed with it & not binge watching it, nope
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Sept 26, 2016 1:30:18 GMT -5
I WATCH IT but i'm not caught up yet... only on like season 5. Reid is my baby
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Post by Sand 🎃 on Sept 26, 2016 1:33:30 GMT -5
YES, A REID LOVER @redx loves Reid too
At the moment, I just finished all of season 1 and was in the middle of 3, then jumped to 5 because my cable tv company was only showing certain episodes + seasons at a certain time. so, for watching the FULL seasons, I am now on 2.
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Post by Sand 🎃 on Sept 26, 2016 1:47:33 GMT -5
Ahh, I started in early September, I'm in love. Reid, Morgan, Hotch -- yes the more I see Gideon, the more I want to wring his neck
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Sept 26, 2016 2:19:53 GMT -5
JJ and Garcia are Bae tbh. I love them so much. I feel like that's just a effect of looking at him. I love his relationship with Reid tho tbh
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Post by The Green Writer on Sept 26, 2016 6:03:52 GMT -5
Yay! I have an awesome older sibling!. Thanks Daemonsoul
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 26, 2016 7:01:41 GMT -5
Good Morning all!
All this talk about criminal minds makes me wish I watched it xD
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Sept 26, 2016 12:16:29 GMT -5
Of course Greeny, I am here to tease you about tiny things but beat up anyone that teases you about anything. Also You can come talk to me about anything In fact I am now everyone's older sibling. I don't care if you are older than me I'm just your older sibling now, sorry I don't make the rules.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2016 12:19:22 GMT -5
Of course Greeny, I am here to tease you about tiny things but beat up anyone that teases you about anything. Also You can come talk to me about anything In fact I am now everyone's older sibling. I don't care if you are older than me I'm just your older sibling now, sorry I don't make the rules. Hi bro. I saw you identify as they/them, I hope you don't mind me using bro.
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Post by The Noble Dragon on Sept 26, 2016 12:30:11 GMT -5
go for it. I'm gender fluid and besides bro is like a gender neutral term these days lol.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 26, 2016 15:19:50 GMT -5
Hey friends!
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 26, 2016 15:34:49 GMT -5
Hi!! I is great! How is you?
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 26, 2016 19:17:54 GMT -5
Oh gosh, I totally get you with that. Like my cousin in law (?) always posts things on there that really tick me off and like I guess you could say 'trigger' me and make me anxious as well, but yet, I always go on there out of habit. It's so hard to stay off though I hope things are better now! I apologize I wasn't here to talk to you right then!
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Post by sweetclover1 on Sept 26, 2016 20:02:19 GMT -5
Thanks, its okay, its just my boyfriends ex and her mother are super close with my boyfriends family (which I can understand granted how long they've known each other) but then they'll post things and sometimes it really sets me off because they are the two people that I honestly feel insecure about (I know that he's over her, we've been dating for 2 years with little to no problems with her) because of how long they've known him. Like today his mom posted something about going to his graduation and his exes mom posted "If I had the money I would go too" and I'm like, no? Thats not okay? But I feel like I can't say anything because I'm still the newcomer, honestly, and like confrontation is one of my biggest fears, like even when I go up to ask a professor something I'm usually shaking so I don't want to say anything and be the "Over possessive girlfriend" and like they've sent him letter at basic, and they straight up asked for his new address on fb and I guess it just stresses me out because I'm naturally a very anxious person and I overthink things and I can't help imagine her writing him every day like I write to him and I guess it just makes me really insecure about myself and they like post to his mom on Facebook and his ex has actually stayed at his house since we've been dating (the last time I could see because he wasn't there) and like I know I'm a part of the family now, its just without being able to actually talk to my boyfriend about it, and explain to him my insecurities its just made it ten times worse and I actually went two weeks without being on Facebook because I knew if I did I would pretty much be anxious all day and not be able to do anything productive. And its like they are doing it more often now that he's not on, and like his ex is a super sweet girl, I've met her before on multiple occasions and her mother seems... nice. but I just feel like panicked when I see that because he's not here, and I know that they probably don't mean any harm by it, but it still hurts me when I see them do this, and, like Idk its just really making me anxious. And it doesn't help that my stepdad might (actually probably will. Apparently he's being replaced in two weeks.) lose his job and so on top of the fb drama Im worried about my actual family because it seems like every time something good happens to them its taken away in less than a month. So yeah. bleh. I'm definitely done peopling today
EDIT: he's being given his two-week notice pretty much and he got his gas card taken away (hopefully temporarily) so pretty much they aren't sure whats going to happen because if he doesn't get his gas card back he's screwed because thats all he's ever done :/
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 26, 2016 20:33:24 GMT -5
Oh gosh! It really sounds like you are going through a lot right now! First off, I really hope that things go well with your step dad! You guys are in my prayers!! You have every right to be feeling the way you are with the situation given your boyfriend and his exs family. Honestly, if that were me in the situation, I'd feel the same way because I am also a very anxious person and I tend to overthink things and get worried even when there is no reason to worry (like you need constant reassurance over something, not matter how many times you are reassured of it- and it makes you feel almost annoying because you are just anxious and can't really help it, ya know?) I I get you about confrontation too because I too have a really hard time with going up to people like that. (Like this is weird but every time I talk to you, I feel like I'm talking to myself because we have a lot in common actually. It makes it a bit hard to give advice when you have a hard time following your own advice but I do think talking at least helps!) It's always hard though with fb because it's there and it's always there and you can ignore it, but it's hard knowing it's there because you want to know what's going on, not that you don't trust your boyfriend, but that you just need that reassurance. Because it can be a bit frustrating knowing that your boyfriends ex and fam is still pretty close- like you know nothing is going on but idk Like I really get what you are saying and it isn't a great feeling. We just gotta reassure ourselves, even though it isn't easy
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Post by sweetclover1 on Sept 26, 2016 20:39:06 GMT -5
Yay someone else who gets it! Thank you for keeping him in your prayers, that actually means a lot to me. I'm just happy that its not just me being the typical over thinker I am XD Like, I'd feel a lot better if he was here because, like you said, reassurance. Ah oh well, I only have three more weeks before he'll be back for good and he can help fix the whole ex thing. I'm just hoping that everything will work out for my parents... And yeah, talking does help a lot, which is why I love this thread, because sometimes you just feel better by putting it out there.
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#a8d1ff
The Ancient One
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pumpkin pie
what if i fall? but my dear, what if you fly?
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Post by pumpkin pie on Sept 26, 2016 20:54:53 GMT -5
Yay someone else who gets it! Thank you for keeping him in your prayers, that actually means a lot to me. I'm just happy that its not just me being the typical over thinker I am XD Like, I'd feel a lot better if he was here because, like you said, reassurance. Ah oh well, I only have three more weeks before he'll be back for good and he can help fix the whole ex thing. I'm just hoping that everything will work out for my parents... And yeah, talking does help a lot, which is why I love this thread, because sometimes you just feel better by putting it out there. Honestly, just having someone who understand you, makes things so much better- like it shows you aren't alone even when you may feel that you are. Yay! That is so great! Hopefully the 3 weeks go very fast for you! Did you say he was going into some branch of the army? (Or am I thinking of someone else?)
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Post by sweetclover1 on Sept 26, 2016 20:56:56 GMT -5
Yay someone else who gets it! Thank you for keeping him in your prayers, that actually means a lot to me. I'm just happy that its not just me being the typical over thinker I am XD Like, I'd feel a lot better if he was here because, like you said, reassurance. Ah oh well, I only have three more weeks before he'll be back for good and he can help fix the whole ex thing. I'm just hoping that everything will work out for my parents... And yeah, talking does help a lot, which is why I love this thread, because sometimes you just feel better by putting it out there. Honestly, just having someone who understand you, makes things so much better- like it shows you aren't alone even when you may feel that you are. Yay! That is so great! Hopefully the 3 weeks go very fast for you! Did you say he was going into some branch of the army? (Or am I thinking of someone else?) I agree 100% it makes you feel like your not alone. The first three weeks went by quickly, so I'm hoping so. He's in the Army Reserves We're all so proud of him! I got to go and see him about three weeks ago when he graduated from basic, and I surprised him so it was nice.
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