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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 21:48:42 GMT -5
that i had a group of friends
that actually cared about me
i haven't really had one in over a year :/
most of the kids at my school are horrible people, or we wouldn't get along
"but blue, you have to reach out and socialize!"
i've tried but almost nobody likes me
i kid you not that once i made a little joke during a group project and this girl gave me such a rude look. i don't know what i did wrong and it upsets me
also i have acne. and braces. in a school full of kids who do the "don't judge me challenge" and laugh at it
i ,,, think i'm just annoying and i get in the way
besides everyone else has their little groups nowadays
and i don't want to look like an idiot and attempt to get into one
i hate my school, i hate my teachers, i hate the students. i'm so stressed, i shouldn't be so stressed
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 21:58:48 GMT -5
that was not helpful i'm disappointed Yoshimii'm sorry you're not feeling well Blue is there anything i can do? do you like anti-jokes i was given a website full of them last night
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Post by Yoshimi on Aug 24, 2016 22:04:11 GMT -5
that was not helpful i'm disappointed Yoshimi i'm sorry you're not feeling well Blue is there anything i can do? do you like anti-jokes i was given a website full of them last night In vent thread I thought everyone is supposed to express how they feel. whoops. deleting my comment.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 22:06:40 GMT -5
In the none of it matters: the size of our family, how much stuff we have, or who we count as friends. In the end we all die alone. Wow, thanks
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 22:06:45 GMT -5
well yes you're supposed to share how they feel it just looked more like you were belittling their feelings than venting with them i'm sorry for assuming that though ! feel free to bring the comment back - but maybe make it clearer you're talking about your feelings? sorry again ):
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Post by Yoshimi on Aug 24, 2016 22:12:34 GMT -5
In the none of it matters: the size of our family, how much stuff we have, or who we count as friends. In the end we all die alone. Wow, thanks I am terrible
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Post by Pupachu on Aug 24, 2016 22:26:39 GMT -5
I understand...it can be really hard. Like really really hard. Are you in high school? This won't last forever I promise. Once you're a senior you don't really care too much about social life, and once you graduate you will most likely never see anyone of those people again. You can get through it, I believe in you!! If you have just one good friend, that's all you really need. Its taken me years to understand that but it is truly life saving. If you ever need someone to listen to you, I'm here. I'm obviously not too good at comforting people but I'm always here
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 22:27:00 GMT -5
Wow, thanks I am terrible There's no need to try to bring pity on yourself. This isn't your thread. You made a mistake, live up to it.
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Post by Yoshimi on Aug 24, 2016 22:31:08 GMT -5
There's no need to try to bring pity on yourself. This isn't your thread. You made a mistake, live up to it. Well, then
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Post by sphagnosidum on Aug 24, 2016 22:33:03 GMT -5
Yeah, school can suck, but thank goodness it doesn't last forever.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 22:49:06 GMT -5
I feel you... In my school (I mean, if that's what I want to call it anymore haha), everyone was so judgmental and negatively judged you for the way you look. Me? I was just given weird looks and laughed at my entire high school years. Heck, maybe even my entire school life in general! Their atmosphere had forced me into having negative thoughts forced in my mind, with a more realistic view on things... no matter how dark it was. And most of the "bullies" I've had weren't even worthy of being called bullies. They were mere cowards. Cowards who were afraid to say something to my face! All they ever did was look-n-laugh. Please. It was almost laughable in a sense, even if it got annoying. I've only had 2 irl friends throughout my entire life, and they both vanished (due to personal/family problems), so I had to go through my high school years alone. I wasn't invited to prom, or asked to go on dates. None of that.
Long story short: my entire school experience was me being surrounded by the wrong people. Everyone there had their little groups too. It was more of a sports school than an art school, and Talented Art class was the only group that I could relate/fit in to. Talented Art for us was like therapy, where everyone just shared their problems and we'd help each other out. Pfft. School's so blop, that we had Talented Art in a closet. A closet! No sense of recognition whatsoever!
And even though high school was one of the worst years of my life, I had to stand tall, no matter how hard that was. Literally, for every sketch book I had during those years, 4/5ths of them would be vent art. I hated everyone there, and I don't miss a single person (maybe except for 1 teacher and 3 other people).
aa sorry for the long post haha
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Post by Saint Ambrosef on Aug 24, 2016 22:49:26 GMT -5
duuuuuuuude i relate so much
as a homeschooler the only way for me to socialize regularly is through my co-op, where all the kids have known each other since they were little. And even if they do like me, I'll still be a bit of an outcast because I'll forever be "new". The other option is my church youth-group, but I tried for four years to make friends there and have given up. They all know each other from school, so I'm the outside again. They ignore jokes I make, then repeat them to their friends later for lots of laughs. Because I'm not always up-to-date with pop culture, I'm probably impossible to have conversations with. And I have no gossip of the kids at school, so what do I have to offer?
I have two close friends, both long distance. And I love them eternally, but sometimes I wish I had a squad. A group of friends we all shared in one place like most other cliques.
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Post by Sand on Aug 25, 2016 10:41:34 GMT -5
I was able to attend school physically & entirely for my elementary years and after that it was on and off through middle/junior high and high school due to my medical condition. Making friends was difficult especially when I wasn't there more than half the time and stopped attending after my sophomore year and stuck with home school. To be honest, I do not regret making the switch-- I didn't exactly fit with my class + it was hard to with being absent so often. I can definitely understand how you feel- that's what middle/junior high was for me & I disliked it a lot. But there's nothing about my school years I'd change, sure, I may have only hung on to two or three friends from then but I appreciate the fact that they've still (surprisingly) kept contact with me. School is just school & after senior year, it doesn't mean a thing, especially when it comes to friends.
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#add8e6
Name Colour
*Ravenpaw*
Warrior Fanatic
*reads books in a corner*
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Post by *Ravenpaw* on Aug 25, 2016 11:26:38 GMT -5
I can relate to you Bluerain.
I went through school surrounded by the wrong people. Not many bothered to talk to me, so I was often alone. Most of my elementary school class teased me and had their own little groups, even though we were a small class. I hated most of the teachers, too. High school was a tiny bit better. No friends going to my school until junior and senior years. Now I'm in a college I hate. The people here annoy me.
*hugs* School is only a small part of life. Stay strong and get through it. Maybe there would be better people outside of school.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 25, 2016 12:39:27 GMT -5
i don't have friends in any of my classes so i know how you feel a little. out of classes i used to be within a group of friends but i never spoke to them and they blanked me out a lot so i kinda joined another group. at first i was only friends with one person but i know them all now - even if one ''secretly'' hates me and makes it obvious. c'mon, ive even heard her talking horribly about me and she thinks i don't know omg.
you can get through it though. school never is fun social-wise... or work-wise but still. school isn't everything.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 25, 2016 15:29:45 GMT -5
I can't relate to you.
But I can tell you that the people in your school are jealous about how awesome you are.
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