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Post by strider on May 8, 2020 13:35:43 GMT -5
Nico didnโt seem to notice the trouble Watari was having with the ice cream. If he had, he might have told Watari to go ahead and heโd catch up, but the truth was he sort of liked talking to Watari. The man was kind, and he didnโt make Nico feel that uncomfortable. Besides, he answered his questions patiently and didnโt seem to mind that Nico had questions in the first place. As it turned out, impressing Nico wasnโt terribly difficult. And the way he saw it, he could ask plenty of people about L and theyโd be able to tell him some things. Maybe not a lot, and it may not all be truthful, but he could get more about L from other people than he could about Watari. He supposed there might be a reason that L was more well-known than Watari, but he had never really let himself consider that it was, more or less, by choice. Nico understood that. He didnโt like the idea of a spotlight. He just wanted to live his life and maybe, if he got the chance, do good things. โWhat did you invent?โ Nico asked softly, aware that that might be his last question before they got to the table. Things would be a lot more serious once they were seated with L, because it was a serious subject. Because this wasnโt about getting to know L or Watari, this was about figuring out whether Nicoโs father was a dangerous criminal or not. Deep down, Nico wished he knew the answer, but he found he didnโt. The world wasnโt that simple. He didnโt openly respond to the last bit, but that didnโt mean he wasnโt puzzling it out to himself. Truth was, Watariโs position seemed more desirable to Nico than Lโs did. Whether or not people knew L by his face, there was still always pressure on him to be doing things right, to be the best. Watari, as it seemed, had no such pressure. Being underestimated, in Nicoโs opinion, was much better than being overestimated. Which, as he realized then, was probably why he hadnโt taken well to Wammyโs House. There were so many people there that were so much smarter than Nico, and the expectations for him were too similar to the expectations for the kids that genuinely were better. That could do more. They were expectations that Nico didnโt think he could meet, even if he spent the rest of his life working towards them. There were more questions he could ask Watari, but he had a feeling they would reveal more about him than they would about Watari, and he didnโt feel like giving L that sort of information. He wasnโt a fool, he knew that everything he said to Watari would be repeated to L at some point. In a way, Nico was under investigation as much as his father was. After all, this implicated his life, and they would need to verify any answers that Nico gave. He could purposefully mislead them, make sure Hades walked instead of getting the justice he deserved. They didnโt know Nico well enough yet to know that he wouldnโt do that. He didnโt care about justice as much as he cared about peopleโs lives. If Hades had hurt people, and the law was the only way to make sure it didnโt happen again, then Nico was going to play along. Part of him wished he could just tell L and Watari that, but they wouldnโt believe him. It would just make him more suspicious, not less. Nonetheless, Nico wasnโt looking forward to hearing what L thought Hades did. He didnโt care if it landed his father behind bars, he justโฆ wasnโt sure if he was ready to know what โitโ was. - Orpheusโ gaze flickered to the manโs lips as he spoke, pleasantly surprised to see that the word was deliberate and careful. Easy to understand, especially since Orpheus hadnโt had much practice. โHello,โ He returned, offering a slight smile. โIโฆ Iโm afraid I wasnโt expecting anyone today, but if youโd like to come in while I go dump these, youโre welcome to. Unless of course youโre just here toโฆ to deliver something, orโฆ something.โ He blushed a bit, aware of how awkward the words sounded. He hadnโt spoken to anyone in what felt like weeks, it was bound to come back rather slowly. Not that heโd been the best at conversation before the accident either. โEither way, Iโll be right with you,โ he added, carefully skirting around L and making his way back towards the garbage bins. It took him a moment to flip up the lid and dispose of the two bags before turning back around and meeting L on the doorstep again. โAreโฆ you looking for someone in particular?โ Orpheus asked softly, the idea occurring to him that perhaps L merely had the wrong address. Meeting Lโs gaze, he searched the detectiveโs dark eyes for a moment before stepping aside slightly and propping the door open. โIf you arenโt busy, youโre welcome in, if you want. Iโฆ Iโve got coffee and teaโฆ and waterโฆโ For his first human interaction since the explosion, Orpheus felt he was doing pretty well. He was wrong.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on May 11, 2020 2:54:47 GMT -5
Watari wasnโt terribly concerned about the ice cream. If it fell, he could get a refund easily enough, and L wasnโt going to get mad or anything like that. He was far more likely to look like a kicked puppy and say it was fine than he was to yell at someone. Some people might have thought Watari was being taken advantage of, but the older man knew better; he wasnโt being taken advantage of so much as he was simply taking care of his adopted son. Because L may have been the greatest detective in the world, but he couldnโt even eat properly without help. Being talked to like a person was new to Watari. He didnโt mind being left in the background, and honestly he enjoyed it, but he had to admit that Nico was making him feel more appreciated than anyone but L had in years. He didnโt have to like being in the spotlight to appreciate being seen, after all. He looked at the boy, and he was tempted to tell him to go ahead and eat his ice cream before it all melted, but he figured it was better to wait until they were all seated before anyone started digging in. They would probably need something to distract them when they got into everything that they were going to have to talk about. It wasnโt all getting to know each other, after all. They were here for a far more serious reason. โMostly highly technical objects, used to make various missions go more smoothly.โ He replied. They were nearly to the table now, and L was waiting patiently, looking a bit surprised that Nico was indeed speaking with Watari. The older man smiled, because L looked pleased as well as surprised, and it was a sweet expression. Whether Watari had pressure on him or not, it was certainly a different kind than L had. He was mainly there for L now, not because he couldnโt do anything else, but because he cared about the young man more than he cared about anything else. Heโd been around L since the detective was four years old and orphaned. Perhaps being underestimated was better. No one expected great things from Watari, because no one seemed to see him as much of a person in his own right. He was Lโs butler to them, the old guy with an ice cream cone. He was aware of that, and honestly it didnโt bother him as much as one would have expected it to. He knew L didnโt see him that way. Nico was right about everything that was said here going straight to L later. Watari would never have pretended otherwise, and he trusted Nico to understand that that was how it worked. This was an investigation, after all. They arrived at the table, and L accepted his slightly disastrous ice cream cone happily. Watari took a step back, giving the two of them some room. โAll right.โ L spoke gently, but not like he was walking on eggshells. More like he was trying to figure out the best way to go about this. โSo. Tell me, what do you know about your fatherโs activities? Please list anything you can think of.โ - L watched as Orpheus looked away from his stare. Which was by no means uncommon. Few people actually managed to meet Lโs intense eyes for very long. He waited patiently as Orpheus invited him in, which was unusual considering L was a complete stranger to himโฆunless, of course he wasnโt. Orpheus might know who he was and why he was there already. In which case, there was no point in pretending otherwise, but of course L had to play the game, or heโd lose before he could so much as blink. Orpheus may have been a terrible liar, but there was also the distinct possibility that he was simply overconfident. That was fine. L could work with that. He waited patiently for Orpheus to throw away the evidence. It was infuriating that he was doing it so brazenly, but of course, L couldnโt do anything about that just now. He would just have to build his case without whatever it was that this man thought would do him in. โThank you.โ He replied, carefully stepping inside as Orpheus invited him in again. He half expected some sort of trap, but of course, Orpheus wasnโt likely to do something quite that obvious. He was too careful for that, too subtle. And as long as they were playing the game, L knew what he was doing. โTea would be nice.โ As long as they were playing the game, L would have the upper hand. So many criminals thought they were smarter than him. He was used to overconfidence.
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Post by strider on May 16, 2020 3:57:31 GMT -5
Nico listened carefully to Watari, nodding as he explained. โThatโs cool,โ he murmured, although the answer had been vague. There were any number of reasons that Watari hadnโt been specific, but Nico chose to believe it was because there were too many different inventions to be encapsulated in any explanation other than a rather vague one. One of the other alternatives was that Watari didnโt trust Nico enough to go into any specifics, and though Nico knew Watari had no reason to trust him, he didnโt want to believe that was the reason. Either way, he found he enjoyed talking to Watari, even if it was sort of just an extension of talking to L. He had a feeling that, if he thought about it like that, talking to L was just an extension of talking to Watari. Of course Watari would repeat everything he heard to L, but didnโt it go to follow that L probably pondered things aloud to Watari? No matter what, anything he said would be known to both of him. It was a good thing Nico didnโt have anything to hide, other than the fact he didnโtโ feel he belonged at Wammyโs. And they both already knew that. Nico missed Lโs expression, focused instead on sitting down and making sure his own ice cream didnโt drip over the side of his cup. He looked back at Watari, the weight of the situation suddenly falling down on him. He was here, nervously poking at his ice cream while his fatherโs life was on the line. He could think whatever he wanted about bringing his father to justice, but now that he was actually sitting down to try to do thatโฆ it was harder than he wanted to admit. Harder than he would ever let on to L unless L figured it out first. โI havenโt seen my father in months,โ Nico began, unable to meet Lโs gaze. They wouldnโt believe him, no matter what he said, but he could at least point them in the right direction. Start steering them towards where they could look if they wanted the right information. โI promise I would tell you if he had given me any information about what heโs been doing since, and Iโฆ I donโt break promises.โ Heโd been on the receiving end of too many broken promises. โSo anything I have might be outdated, and Iโฆ Iโm sorry.โ He silently took a bite of the ice cream, guilt making the sweetness just a little bit dull. โHe works fairly often. Heโs in charge of an insurance company, manages paperwork for people when they have to call in sick from work. I donโt think he ever actually talks to the people themselves though.โ He frowned, gently removing the cone from the ice cream and taking a small bite. He chewed quickly enough that it didnโt seem like he was stalling as he continued. โRecently he stopped telling me about his clients. Just before he sent me away I heard him on the phone with people he had never mentioned before. He seemed scared that I might have overheard something, even though heโs never cared before. I donโtโฆ I donโt eavesdrop on purpose, I promise,โ the panic in his voice at the last bit revealed he was afraid there might be some punishment if he were the sort of kid who enjoyed eavesdropping. โI donโt know if I heard anything important at all, but Father seemed to think I did. I think thatโs why he sent me away. But there were other times when he made similar calls. When he would leave the house even though his schedule was empty. He never ever had meetings scheduled on Thursday afternoons. He told me once it was so he could pick up pizza for us, but he stopped getting pizza few months ago. Heโd go out and he didnโt come home until after midnight. I never knew where he went, and I donโt think he knows that I stayed up waiting for him. I think heโd be angry if he knew.โ Nico broke off, finally looking at L. โIโฆ is any of this helpful? Should I keep going or am Iโฆ am I just wasting your time?โ - Orpheus gave a small smile, walking backwards for a moment so he could see Lโs response. He nodded, turning his back on L again and turning towards the kitchen. โFeel free to take a seat at the table,โ he told L, gesturing to the small wooden table situated by the window. Sunlight trickled in illuminating small patches on the floor as well as a desk that was more or less hidden in the back corner of the room. Orpheus had used that desk to write music for the better part of his life. The sunlight hit it just perfectly, illuminating enough that he could see what he was working on without feeling too much heat from the sun. Orpheus busied himself with filling the kettle and setting it on to boil, gathering all of the materials one could possibly want for tea. After all, he didnโt know what Lโs preferences were. After a few minutes of bumbling around, Orpheus finally had a tray set up. Five different kinds of teas, most of which were loose leaf and organized in neatly labelled tins. Hermesโ handwriting, which Orpheus found hard to look at now. He missed him. He couldnโt get new containers. He refused to erase Hermes that easily. Next to the tea sat two lemon slices, as well as a bottle of honey. There was also a full sugar bowl and a small container of cream. Having spent some time earning money as a waiter, Orpheus had no trouble carrying the tray and two mugs over to the table he had invited L to take a seat at. The water wasnโt quite warm enough yet โ Orpheus could tell from the way the steam hadnโt quite reached the top of the wall yet โ but it was close. โIโฆ wasnโt sure how you liked your tea,โ he murmured, settling himself in one of the chairs. His smile was earnest, genuine. โI hope you find something to your liking?โ He could ask why L was there in a moment. For now, tea.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on May 18, 2020 15:46:32 GMT -5
In this case, Nico happened to be right. Watari wouldnโt have minded being more specific about his inventions, but there were a lot of them and it would have been hard to pick one to talk about. Besides, he knew they werenโt here about his inventions, and there was no use getting too distracted. Even if he knew that was what Nico probably wanted. Trust has nothing to do with it. Watari didnโt trust or mistrust Nico, he simply...respected him. The same way he respected everyone else, even criminals. That wasnโt to say he wouldnโt shoot them from a helicopter if necessary, but he didnโt need to hate them to do that. Watari hated very few people in the world. He would have been amused to hear how Nico thought of talking to the two of them, but he wouldnโt have said Nico was incorrect. L and Watari just didnโt have secrets from each other, not because they couldnโt, but because they didnโt see the point. Watari was, for all intents and purposes, Lโs father. And the only one who was anywhere close to knowing him, the real him, not the bite and pieces the government cared about. Nico probably knew that talking to Watari meant telling L everything that was said. Watari could have told him that, but he didnโt, because he thought Nico probably knew it. And if he didnโt, well...he would find out, wouldnโt he?
Now that they were here, it was time to actually get down to the problem at hand. L watched Nico prod his ice cream, helping it stay put and not drip onto the table. Lโs own ice cream cone was also melting, so he sucked at the melty part, the sweetness of the strawberry and the sweetness of the vanilla mixing together to make a very sweet, creamy taste. He watched Nico carefully, watched as he played with his ice cream, and he didnโt speak because it wasnโt time for him to talk yet. It was Nicoโs turn first, so he could say what he was going to say and L would do with it what he could. It was perhaps a sign of how desperate he was that he was coming to Nico. Because really, if he knew anything, would Hades have let him go? But there was always the possibility that Hades didnโt know that his son knew something important, and L had to lean on that possibility, because otherwise he was going to have to admit he was running out of options. He didnโt want to do that. He listened as Nico began, and nodded simply, accepting that the information might be outdated. That was fine. He could work with that, as long as it was accurate, which he expected it was. Nico was a great many things, but a liar? L didnโt think so. He nodded. He knew what work Hades did, but he appreciated the details. He licked his ice cream cone and waited for more, because he could tell Nico wasnโt done yet. The next part was very interesting. Hades didnโt want Nico overhearing anything, hm? He could glean quite a bit from that, though heโd already suspected as much. โI didnโt think you did.โ He said patiently, then fell silent again, listening calmly. Nico was telling the truth, he could tell that much. Nico also might know something important, something Hades hadnโt wanted him to know...that was good. That was a lead, which L desperately needed. He didnโt look at Watari, but he could feel the older man beside him, listening to the conversation while L did the talking. โPlease continue.โ He said, licking his ice cream as it began to melt. He had to eat it fast to avoid it getting everywhere, which was a problem for him, as he didnโt typically eat very quickly. Never mind. He licked faster. - L took a seat as requested, looking remarkably calm under the circumstances of his visit. He was only here because the man who was busily making them both tea was probably a murderer, probably wasnโt even really Orpheus. L looked around the house, noting where everything was, and the way it seemed to have fallen into some disrepair. As though the current owner wasnโt taking as good care of it as the last. And yet, it didnโt look too bad, suggesting that the change in ownership had happened fairly recently. Interesting. L turned his attention to Orpheus. He seemed completely absorbed in his work with the tea, not at all attentive to the stranger in his home. Of course he was. He knew who L was and why he was there, and he was throwing it in Lโs face. And L hated him for it. He hated that it was so easy for him, and he hated that he clearly thought he had this covered. Well, he didnโt. And there was no way L was going to lose. He made a note of where the tea was, how the stove worked, everything. That was quite literally his job, after all. To miss nothing. To take it all into account. And, most importantly, to be right. He noticed that Orpheus seemed to be making oneโฆtwo...three...five? Different types of tea. Which seemed excessive, considering they were the only ones there. What could he glean from that? What did it say about Orpheus? He actually wasnโt sure. He filed the information away for later. The tea looked good. L, too, could tell it wasnโt ready, but it was going to be soon. He considered the tray in front of him, then looked up at Orpheus, raising an eyebrow conspiratorially. โThis looks amazing.โ He said, truthfully. He realized, of course, that Orpheus was probably about to ask him what he was doing there. He had an answer, too, though he wasnโt sure how he was going to play his cards just yet. Carefully. Very carefully.
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Post by strider on May 19, 2020 0:53:24 GMT -5
Nico wasnโt sure whether he wanted to get to know L or not. It was an opportunity that he knew plenty of kids would kill for, but Nicoโฆ Nico didnโt need famous friends. He didnโt need friends at all, it felt, and he certainly didnโt want to take advantage of the situation he now found himself in. Watari was too nice, Nico realized, and he didnโt just want to use him as a way to get information about L. Nico wasnโt sure he liked the idea of using anyone, even if it was for something as valuable as information about the greatest detective in the world. In Nicoโs opinion, that information really wasnโt all that valuable. Perhaps that was part of why he felt he didnโt belong at Wammyโs House. He didnโt think every small bit of information was valuable, unlike many of the other kids there. Perhaps L would be disappointed in him for not asking Watari more. Nico wasnโt entirely certain he cared. Or perhaps Nico was just overthinking it all and it was better he just take slow bites of his ice cream and give L what information he had. It was hard, not knowing if anything he had to offer was useful. Nico was fairly certain he had only survived as long as he had because he had gotten very, very good at being useful. At anticipating what adults โ primarily Hades โ wanted before they said it. By putting himself in a position to help. Here, though, he didnโt know what sort of information L wanted, and he didnโt know what was relevant and what wasnโt. After all, something that Nico didnโt think important may have been a massive clue to L. Nico knew L thought differently than most of the rest of humanity, it was the only thing that made sense given how good of a detective he was. However, it also meant he would pick up on different things than Nico would. Nico reached the same conclusion as L: he must have been desperate to come to Nico for help. Nico took a small bite of his ice cream before we went on. โI didnโt think there was anything import said when I shouldnโt have been eavesdropping. They were talking about gravestones, which I thought was odd, butโฆ I donโt really know whoโs in charge of purchasing those for grieving families. Best I know it could be covered by insurance, so Iโฆ I guess I didnโt think much of it. But they were inputting death dates into a program, I think. I donโt know who he was talking to, but I know they were very specific about using the date of death and trying to connect it with a cause. They must have all been some of Fatherโs old clients, I guess. Actuallyโฆ no, no I donโt know that for sure. I didnโt recognize any of the names, they were all veryโฆ American. Iโm sorry. Father seemed to think what he was doing was very important. He was annoyed at whoever was on the other end that something hadnโt happened yet. He has a habit of being impatient, I think. He likes things done on his own schedule, and he mentioned he was running out of time and money to waste on whatever they were doing.โ Nico wished he could remember more, but he couldnโt. And he couldnโt help the fact that he wanted to think the best of his father, even if what he was doing was illegal. โHades is my father,โ Nico added after a moment, voice barely more than a whisper. โItโs very possible I heard things that I donโt remember because they could ruin my image of my father. I donโt have any control over that. If I had known it was important I would have listened better, I was justโฆ confused why they were discussing someone who died in 1897. That was the only reason I started listening.โ - If everyone spoke as clearly and slowly as L did, Orpheus decided, the world would be a much easier place to exist. He had tried watching videos and trying to figure out what the people who made them were saying, but it wasnโt as easy as it looked. It was aggravating and frustrating and Orpheusโ mind had learned very quickly that the only way to really understand was to go into overdrive trying to piece together what someone was saying like it was some convoluted MadLibs. It took a lot to get Orpheus frustrated, but heโd been experiencing the emotion an awful lot in the past several weeks. The truth was, Orpheus wasnโt used to navigating the kitchen in particular as well as Hermes had been. Orpheus hadnโt needed to learn to make food for himself until Hermes was no longer around to do it for him, and even then Orpheus had taken a very long time to even begin to try. The only thing that made him learn how to make anything more than tea was the knowledge that Hermes would have been incredibly disappointed in him if heโd just wasted away instead of moving forward. Orpheus was the optimist and the idealist. Hermes had always made a point of mentioning that. Of mentioning how Orpheus managed to make other people think optimistically, if only for a few moments. Optimism was harder than Orpheus cared to admit in the aftermath ofโฆ everything. โItโs nothing, really,โ Orpheus replied, setting the tray down. Sitting across from L, he was about to ask what brought the detective to his doorstep, but was distracted by the steam from the kettle finally hitting the ceiling, right above a mark Orpheus had made in the wall to tell him, approximately, when the kettle began shrieking. There were simple fixes, ways around the things he couldnโt do anymore. Tea was a simple enough problem to solve. โExcuse me,โ he murmured, moving to collect the kettle and steep the tea. When he returned, he set the options out in front of L. โDonโt worry about wasting tea, by the way,โ he murmured, offering a small smile, โItโs just as good as iced tea a few days later.โ He quickly filled his own teacup with rooibos, dropping in a singular sugar cube and mixing carefully. You havenโt introduced yourself to your guest, Orpheus, Hermesโ voice echoed in the back of his head, and Orpheus started. โIโฆ apologies. Again, I wasnโt expecting anyone. Iโm Orpheus, by the way. Whichโฆ I suppose you knew already since you donโt seem to be here just by chance. I hope you donโt mind if I askโฆ if I ask about your business here?โ Orpheus almost cringed at his own lack of conversational prowess. Normally Hermes handled the door. Half the time Orpheus didnโt even hear it over his thoughts even when he could hear. But there was no Hermes to help with the things Orpheus found difficult. He was on his own.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on May 23, 2020 15:29:25 GMT -5
L had assumed that Nico wanted as much information as he could get, simply because that was what he would have done in the boyโs place. He assumed that Nico was piecing everything together slowly but surely, and though he doubted Nico would be able to find much, he assumed the boy was trying. What he didnโt account for was the fact that Nico wasnโt him. Nico was his own person, and if he didnโt feel like getting to know L was particularly useful to him, that was his choice. L wouldnโt have made the same one, but that hardly made any difference. He should probably have made less assumptions, but in his defense, he was usually right. L was looking forward to asking Watari what Nico had said when L wasnโt there. He was curious to hear how it differed from what Nico said to his face, even if the kid knew that everything he said would find its way back to the detective in the end, sometimes his choices would change depending on who he was taking to. Perhaps he wouldnโt think Watari was paying as close attention (he was) or that Watari would miss something (he wouldnโt). He watched Nico, licking his ice cream cone rapidly to avoid it slipping from the cone. He didnโt know whether Nico would end up being useful. He didnโt know, but there was only one way to find that out, and it wasnโt leaving Nico alone. So he had to ask, didnโt he? He had to try. Otherwise he might never crack this case, catch whoever it was behind it. It was probably Hades. But he didnโt know that for sure yet, so he couldnโt make a move, not until he was over 95% sure at least. Only then could he decide to act. Only then could he take the culprit down, and make sure they never got up again. It wasnโt harsh. It was just his job. L listened to Nico carefully, making mental notes of everything he said. Because every single thing could be important, everything could make or break this case, and he wasnโt going to let a single thing slip away. He watched Nico carefully, too, watched to see whether he was lying, even though he didnโt think the chances of that were high at all, less than 1% actually. But he had to be sure, and so he watched and didnโt look away, not even when his ice cream began to drip down the cone and to the ground. โFascinating.โ He murmured, tilting his head to one side. โThe date in particular. Iโm not surprised to hear he was talking about gravestones, but to whom, I wonder? Not his usual clients, no. Not anyone you would recognize on the street. In which case...this has nothing to do with his job at all.โ His ice cream fell off his cone and hit the ground with a wet thunk. He looked down in surprise, then stared at it thoughtfully for a few moments before looking back at Nico. โYes, thatโs possible.โ He agreed, eyeing the boy with an expression that could only be described as respect. โThe majority of people, even adults, fail to recognize their own blindspots. Iโm impressed that you not only discovered yours, but told me. Iโll take it into consideration.โ Well, even more than he already had, anyway. Heโd obviously already thought of that, but there was no harm in being reminded. โCan you think of any other times he mentioned that date in particular?โ - L didnโt realize he was being helpful, in this case. He was just speaking the way he always spoke; slowly and thoughtfully, which happened to be quite clear. If heโd known, he could have spoken even more that way, but he didnโt, so he spoke normally. Of course, since heโd learned to speak in an environment where not everyone used verbal language, and even then might struggle keeping up with a fast speaker, it wasnโt too surprising. Wammyโs house had plenty of deaf children, children who used sign language for other reasons, and children who simply struggled with things the majority of people didnโt find challenging. He himself had struggled with speaking to anyone at first, and had spent the majority of his days in silence, conversing only when absolutely necessary, or possible. So it was no wonder he spoke in a way that someone hard of hearing would be able to understand with ease. He watched Orpheus in the kitchen, his wide dark eyes missing nothing besides the obvious. Orpheus didnโt seem at home with this kitchen. He didnโt act like heโd lived here for very long, and yet the records clearly showed that Orpheus had been here for a very long time. Could it be that it was because he hadnโt been using this kitchen as long as Orpheus had? The way he moved was slow, unsteady. It was like he didnโt recognize this place at all. Could it be that he didnโt? L was no optimist. He thought the worst of people, typically, because that was what he saw. He saw their flaws, the ways they were broken, the ways they hurt others. He saw their desperation and their pain, and he didnโt often see the other side of the equation. When he did, well. He didnโt often pay attention to it, truthfully, because it wasnโt very useful for solving cases. He didnโt notice the mark on the ceiling. Instead, he simply watched as Orpheus poured the tea, and murmured a thank you, reaching to choose from the variety available. He continued as Orpheus introduced himself and posed his very reasonable question. The question of why he was there in the first place. Should he easy enough to answer, right? He began to make himself a cup of rooibos tea as well, filling his cup only halfway full. Then adding sugar cubes, slowly, as he spoke. โIโm a detective.โ He explained, his voice low and smooth, though of course Orpheus wouldnโt know that. โIโm investigating a crime nearby, though I canโt give you too many details other than that. I suppose Iโm what you might call a private investigator, and Iโve been hired.โ He paused. His teacup was now half tea, half partially dissolved sugar cubes, and he hesitated before adding one more to the pile. It fell off. L didnโt pick it up. He was looking at Orpheus, and now a tiny smile ghosted the edges of his mouth. โIโm Ryuk. Itโs nice to meet you, Orpheus.โ
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Post by strider on May 25, 2020 21:13:41 GMT -5
The reason Nico wasnโt trying very hard to get to know L was simply because he didnโt feel like it mattered. There was no benefit to getting to know L much at all, unless it happened naturally. As soon as they realized that Nico wasnโt as useful as they hoped, he would go back to Wammyโs House and be interrogated about his encounter with L for a few days, and then things would go back to normal. Except maybe he actually would be an orphan, his father confined to a prison cell and his motherโฆ well, long gone. He didnโt remember how she had died. Heโd been too little. But he wasnโt going to become a detective. He wasnโt going to need to know about L, he wasnโt smart enough for that. He also didnโt know if he wanted that, to be surrounded on every side by only the bad parts of humanity. At least at Wammyโs, even if things felt competitive, Nico was fairly certain most of the people there were good people at heart. The world wasnโt quite so full of those sorts of people. Nico wasnโt going to lie, but he knew that L would be checking. He knew that even if L and Watari decided by watching him that he was telling the truth, everything he said would be fact checked. He had no interest in lying, nothing to gain from it. If he thought the love of his father was at stake, he may have been tempted, but he wasnโt foolish. If his father was a criminal, if his father had done something horrendous enough to involve L, Nico didnโt want his love. At least, that was what he told himself. โI know sometimes he helped families make funeral arrangements,โ Nico murmured, about to say more when Lโs ice cream fell on the ground. โYou can have the rest of mine, if you wantโฆ I havenโt touched the cinnamon yetโฆโ the words left Nicoโs lips before he could stop them. They were genuine, of course, but he blushed, realizing there was any number of things L could read into the offer, very few of them flattering. It was justโฆ one someone lost something, and you had that thing in excess, wasnโt offering what you had the polite thing? Unless L thought Nico was trying to poison himโฆ which wouldnโt make sense, because Watari had bought the ice cream. Fine, Nico admitted to himself, staring stubbornly at the ground. Maybe I am a little starstruck. He didnโt often overthink things as much when he was in front of other people. โI wouldnโt be of much help to you if I didnโt tell you that my memory of my father might be flawed,โ Nico replied, still not quite looking up. โIf I didnโt see it and admit it, best case is that you think Iโm naรฏve and idolize my father in spite of evidence you find later. Worst case you think I intentionally withheld important information. Itโs easier to just realize that I love my father and therefore am less inclined to take note of things that paint him in a bad light.โ He hadnโt meant to get defensive, but it was out there now. The difference between Nico and many of the kids at Wammyโs House was that they tended to rely almost entirely on logic. They were calm and level-headed and Nico wasnโt. He could be brash and angry and reckless, and it sometimes got in the way of him seeing things objectively. It wouldโve been stupid of him not to recognize that in himself. But L seemed more focused on the date than anything else, so Nico forced himself to take a deep breath and focus back on the things his father had said. โThat wasnโt the only gravestone they were talking about. Most of them seemed to have died in the same year, or within a couple years. Theyโฆ they also seemed to be mostly focusing on people who had witnesses to their deaths. I thinkโฆ I think they wanted to talk to the witnesses, only theyโd all be dead now, so I donโt know how that would work. Maybe I misheard, but I think they were talking about finding a way toโฆ to do that. I guess it could have been figurative.โ - As time went on, Orpheus would realize that was just the way L spoke to everybody. He would be grateful, eventually, that L hadnโt known. That L hadnโt tried to overexaggerate his words because as it turned out,t hat sometimes made it even more difficult for Orpheus. But for now, he justโฆ he thought L knew. Because why else would someone speak so slowly and carefully? Why would someone measure out the words they said in a world where everyone spoke so fast it was often impossible to understand? Perhaps things would have been easier if Orpheus had dedicated the energy to learning sign language instead of laying on the couch, unable to move as he watched mindless hours of trash, trying to piece together what people were saying without reading the subtitles. But he hadnโt, and he doubted L knew sign language anyway. He doubted anyone who would pop into his life would. He didnโt mind, though. Heโd rather not make people feel bad for not being able to accommodate him. Besides, it wouldnโt be an issue with L. There would be no problem understanding him. Orpheus had dozens of memories of the kitchen he stood in now, but they weighed heavily on him. He may not have ever actually made anything, but he remembered being young and insisting Hermes lift him on his shoulders so he could look into the microwave as they tried to heat up a marshmallow to see what would happen. He remembered trying to climb up on the counters to find the cookie jar Hermes kept hidden. He remembered staring at the oven and watching muffins rise for as long as it took, remembered licking batter off of spoons, remembered so much it hurt. Heโd grown up here, after Hermes had left Greece. But L was right. He didnโt know how to navigate the kitchen well. He barely knew where some of the supplies were. It wasnโt that Orpheus hadnโt done his fair share of chores, it was just that Hermes always did the cooking. It was probably for the best โ Orpheus was still nervous he might burn the house down. Heโd probably go down with it if he didnโt notice the fire alarm. Orpheus shook the thoughts away, watching L prepare his tea instead. Well, if L visited again, Orpheus would have to stock up on sugar cubes. He then shook that thought away as well. He was just lonely, and it wasnโt like he had ever had friends beyond Hermes. Hermesโ friends were frequent visitors in his childhood, but he hadnโt seen any of them in years. Orpheus himself would have no guests. He hadnโt gotten out enough. Truthfully, though, he missed playing for the dying. He missed watching frightened expressions wash away and be replaced by tears โ mostly happy tears. He had been able to help, then. But Orpheus had deleted the app after he lost his hearing. No point in talking to the dying if he couldnโt give them any solace. โPleasure to meet you as well, Ryuk,โ Orpheus replied quietly, noting Lโs smile. It was sweet, an expression that contrasted well with the intensity of his eyes. Later, he would wonder why he noticed that. โIf I can be any help at all withโฆ with whatever it is youโre investigating, please let me know. I uhโฆ I canโt say I get out much, so I probably havenโt seen anything, but Iโm happy to answer questions, if youโฆ if you need.โ
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jun 2, 2020 16:21:11 GMT -5
It was true that Nico was probably going back to Wammyโs house after this, although L didnโt think of that as a bad thing. He hoped Nico didnโt, either. But it wasnโt like there were a lot of options. He was not, after all, here to make a friend. He was here to get information for a case, nothing more, nothing less. He hoped Nico understood that, but he has to be prepared for the possibility that Nico would get upset when this was over. Actually, he had to be prepared for the very likely scenario that Nico would get upset long before then. Maybe the ice cream would help. It always helped him feel better, after all. Or maybe that was one of the things Watari called his โquirksโ. There was a cost to surrounding yourself with the worst people in the world. L knew that. There was a reason he didnโt trust, a reason he was careful about where he went, what he said. There was a reason his passwords were all unbreakable, and his security was among the best in the world. L was a celebrity and a shadow, both known and unknown. And that was how he preferred it to be. Nico was absolutely right about that. L and Watari would both be watching him closely, waiting for him to say something that counted as a lie, because that was what they were good at. It was what they were used to, people lying, people saying things just to get the detective off their back. People didnโt like L because his job made him irritating at best, downright dangerous at worst. People didnโt like L because he was not a likable person, he was rude and blunt and he said things most people would never say. That was why he wasnโt surprised that Nico seemed wary of him. He expected that. He would have been concerned about any other reaction. โDoes he?โ L commented, less of a question and more of a statement. Then he blinked, caught off guard by the offer. โAh. No, no that wonโt be necessary. It was my fault for dropping it.โ He glanced at Watari, who raised an eyebrow. Some silent communication seemed to pass between them, and then L turned back to Nico, apparently satisfied by whatever he had gained. โNever mind the ice cream. Iโll get more later. What were you saying?โ He listened to the boyโs answer to his other remark, and nodded, approval bright in his eyes. โThatโs true.โ He confirmed. โIโm glad you agree. That makes everything much easier. So you know that itโs likely your judgement is colored by the fact that the suspect is your father, yet you still want to help if you can.โ He tilted his head, thinking about it. โWell, weโll need to find something that wonโt be colored by your perception, then. Such as inescapable facts. Please tell me everything you can remember. Even a tiny detail could prove to be essential.โ He fell silent then, thinking. โFigurative.โ He muttered to himself, and now that his ice cream was gone, he began to eat the cone. โNo, that doesnโt make sense. Why would it be figurative? Unlessโฆ.โ He hummed, clearly lost in thought. Then he focused on Nico again with an intense stare and spoke quietly, but firmly. โPlease be completely honest. Can you remember any other dates? Numbers are extremely important.โ He hesitated. That wasnโt entirely true, there were more important things, but he wasnโt sure he wanted to show all his cards just yet. He knew Watari agreed with him there. It was prudent to keep his options as open as possible this early in the game. But he did need information. โIs there anything else you remember? Anything at all?โ He pressed against last, leaning forward and giving Nico an unblinking stare through dark, intense eyes. - L, as a matter of fact, was fluent in sign language. Another gift from his time at Wammyโs, and even how time spent watching from afar, as a newly minted adult. Sometimes he caught himself running through the alphabet when he was by himself, and sometimes he signed along with his speech out of habit, because that was life at Wammyโs for you. You either could talk to half the kids, or you couldnโt. He had decided that he could. So he spoke quietly and slowly, his voice low but clear and easy to understand. Easy to lip read. He would later be glad for this habit, when he knew, but for now he didnโt even think of it, he was so absorbed in watching Orpheusโ movements, his mannerisms, the manifestation of his entire personality. You could tell a lot about a person based on how they drank their tea. If you happened to be L, anyway. The problem was, L couldnโt see those memories. All he saw was a kitchen, and a man who didnโt look like he was used to using it. All he saw was Orpheusโ hesitation, the way he paused as though he didnโt quite know where everything was. As though he hadnโt cooked here before. Lโs sharp eyes saw a great deal, but they missed things, too. Important things. And right now, all he was seeing was what he expected to see. L remembered things, too. He remembered being little, and running around, and he remembered the good moments when Watari had become like a father to him, someone who could protect him from the monsters he was so sure were going to eat him. There were monsters everywhere, under his bed, in his closet, hiding in the attic...monsters he had no way of fighting. The monsters had killed his parents. That was what heโd been so sure of. Heโd been positive that was what had happened, and no amount of gentle - and less than gentle - persuading could convince him otherwise. Watari had tried, but eventually heโd given up and merely began to protect L against the โmonstersโ he swore were there, just barely out of sight. He knew better now. He knew the only real monsters were people. He knew his parents had been murdered, and he knew that Watari had taken him in on the assumption that it would be temporary. He gazed at his โteaโ (it was mostly sugar now if he were being honest), lost in thought. What memories did Orpheus have? Were they as mixed as Lโs were? Or was Orpheus a monster? He didnโt say anything for a few minutes, instead taking a sip of his tea and then considering it, wondering whether he should add more sugar. He decided against it and took another sip. โThank you.โ He said finally, looking at Orpheus again. His expression gave nothing about his thoughts away. โThis is a bit embarrassing, but the truth is, I have nowhere to stay for my investigation. I expected to be able to stay at a hotel, but thereโs none that wouldnโt attract unwanted attention. Do you have any rooms you wouldnโt mind my presence in for a while?โ Bold was one word for it. They didnโt know each other at all, and Orpheus would be wise to say no to such an obvious approach, especially one he could refute with no consequences. Any normal person would say no immediately, and maybe tell L to get out of their house for suggesting it, but he was betting on Orpheusโ desire to play his game dangerously. He was betting Orpheus would say yes, in an attempt to prove how confident he was.
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Post by strider on Jun 5, 2020 2:23:51 GMT -5
It took a lot to rattle Nico, but there were aspects of this case that might do it. Heโd been through a lot in his short life โ not as much as he was going to go through, of course, but a lot. And facing his fatherโs crimes up front, facing the sorts of things that his father might have done when he thought nobody was lookingโฆ L was right. There was a chance he was going to get upset long before the case was solved. What L didnโt realize, however, was that Nico didnโt tend to show it when he got upset. It was so much easier to pretend that nothing was wrong at all. It was easier to just keep moving forward, because being upset wasnโt an excuse to stop getting things done, or to fail in the tasks you set yourself. That was how Nico saw it, anyway. Nico nodded, frowning slightly. Was what he had said important? Of course, it didnโt matter what he thought was important, beyond what he saw that was out of the ordinary. That was why he was here. To pick out what of his fatherโs actions had been odd. L would look at the context behind them and decide whether Hades really was doing something bad, or if he was just looking into a new business venture. Nico wondered if L would let him stick around long enough to watch him work. To see how he made those decisions, to knowโฆ well, to know what his father faced. If he wasnโt allowed to stay until the case was overโฆ well, it was entirely possible that Hades could be jailed for life and nobody would bother to tell Nico. He looked back up as L refused the offer of the ice cream and took another bite of it, though it was melting quickly. It was more liquid than solid by now. โWasnโt anybodyโs fault,โ he muttered, looking at the ice cream on the ground. โExcept gravityโs. And the sunโs.โ Nico saw the look that passed between the two of them, but he couldnโt decode what it meant. Jealousy boiled in his blood, though tried to push it down. He and Bianca used to be able to talk like that. But Bianca hadnโt been able to talk to anyone in years. She had died a long time ago, and nothing between Nico and Hades had been the same since. Was thatโฆ was that important to mention? Perhaps after he finished answering the direct questions that L had. Numbers. Specific numbers. Nico had a hard time remembering numbers โ they got mixed up in his head, even when he was just reading them. He switched the digits way too often. He was much better at remembering information. โIโm sorry,โ Nico murmured after a moment. โ1897 is the only number I remember for certain. I donโtโฆ I donโt tend to remember numbers well.โ He reddened, looking at the ground as though it was some character flaw on his part that he should have fixed by then. โAnd even when I do I get them all mixed up in my head. So any other number I mightโve heard likely didnโt stick right. Iโฆ Iโm sure about 1897, though. It stuck out, it was odd, and Iโm good at remembering things that donโt make sense.โ Good was relative. Good enough may have been a better term. After a moment, Nico made himself look up and meet Lโs gaze. It was hard not to look away. โIโฆ itโs not a memory, exactly, of that conversation, butโฆ my sister died.โ His voice became quiet, lodging in the back of his throat. He pushed through it, needing to get the information to L. โA year and a half ago. I think. Thatโs when Father started acting different, and going places he didnโt explain and talking to people about things that didnโt make sense. But I didnโt hear anything weird until just before he sent me away. I thinkโฆ I think if I had heard anything important before then, I wouldโve been sent away long before.โ - Orpheus settled down into a chair across from Ryuk, carefully nursing his cup of tea. It was still quite warm, and he was using it more to warm his cold fingers than to drink out of. His hands were quite often very cold. It used to be from losing a bit of circulation from pressing down on guitar strings and frets, letting the blood drain from his fingertips as he played for hours and hours and hours. Now, he didnโt know why they were cold. He hadnโt thought to question it, but the habit remained. It was hard to exist alone in this house. Harder than he cared to admit, even to himself. If Hermes had seen the way Orpheus was handling it, he likely would have commented that Orpheus needed to find friends who could volunteer to help keep the place a bit cleaner. Orpheus knew he was right, but where was he supposed to go to make friends? Ryuk was the first person heโd spoken to since Hermes died. The police had never showed up, though Orpheus had expected them to. Heโd not gone to any hospital to check out his hearing, heโd justโฆ stopped trying. Refused to move. Until heโd practically heard Hermesโ voice in his head challenging him to get up and make something of himself, even if he had to give up on everything heโd worked for. So he hadnโt touched the guitar, but heโd tried to get things back in place, more or less. I know what youโre thinking, Mr. Hermes, Orpheus thought, staring into his tea, but heโs here for a reason. He wonโt waste time befriending someone who doesnโt even know what friendship is supposed to look like. Deep down, Orpheus hoped he was wrong. Was it stupid to latch onto the first stranger who wound up at his door? Probably, but Orpheus had never displayed much common sense before. It was a wonder Hermes had stopped him from wandering to his death so many times โ heโd been a curious kid, and a fearless one, if only because heโd not known to be afraid. He still was like that. Determined and unafraid of anything but his own incompetence in anything but music. And now even that. Hermes had always said he got the adventurous bit of himself from his mother. Orpheus would never know. Orpheus took a careful sip of the tea, idly tapping on the side of his mug as his thoughts drifted. It took him a moment to realize that Ryuk had begun speaking, and by then heโd already missed the first part of it. Rule one of conversation, Orpheus decided then, was to pay attention, even when it looks like someone is done talking. Because you might miss half of what they say if they begin speaking again. โThere arenโt very many hotels nearby,โ Orpheus agreed, though the uncertainty in his tone was obvious. He thought he understood what Ryuk was asking, but it still made him uncomfortable to know heโd missed some of what had been said. He hesitated a long moment, trying to assess if Ryuk really was asking to stay with him. Based on the expectant expression, he figured he had reached the right conclusion. Orpheus looked around the small space, something knotting in his stomach at the thought of sharing it with anyone but Hermes. Mr. Hermes would tell him to invite Ryuk in, to make him at home. But Mr. Hermes had always been better at the wholeโฆ social interaction thing than Orpheus was, try as he might. โItโs small, but itโsโฆ itโs home,โ Orpheus found himself saying, the tapping on the mug increasing in speed. He cast a glance at Hermesโ old room. It would make the most sense to have Ryuk stay there, but Orpheus could hardly compel himself to open the door, let alone invite a complete stranger to occupy a space that still felt like someone was coming back to claim it. โIf you donโt mind justโฆ keeping your area clean, you can have my room.โ Although he didnโt know it, Orpheusโ voice had gone up about an octave. โIโve been sleeping on the couch most nights anyway. I guessโฆ as long as you donโt mind. Ifโฆ if thereโs anything you need me to pick up for groceriesโฆโ Orpheus hadnโt done a grocery run since Hermes had died. Heโd been living on peanut butter and crackers, both of which he was almost out of. โIโll be running to the store in the next couple days.โ This was a bad idea. Orpheus knew it was a bad idea, and yet he still said yes. โYouโre welcome to stay as long as you need,โ Orpheus murmured, voice soft. โIf itโฆ if it becomes a more permanent arrangement, ifโฆ if your investigation runs longโฆโ Orpheus glanced over at Hermesโ room again. โIโll take theโฆ the guest room.โ The words felt like they might swallow Orpheus alive. They felt fundamentally wrong, because that was Mr. Hermesโ room, not a guest room. But with Hermes gone for goodโฆ there was no use saving a bedroom for the dead. Nonetheless, Orpheus was going to put off moving into that space for as long as he possibly could.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jun 5, 2020 18:25:44 GMT -5
L couldnโt blame Nico for getting upset. This was a very personal case for him, after all. It involved his father, and that meant it involved him, and what had L done? Nothing helpful, to be sure. Heโd just dragged Nico further into this, told him his father was in trouble, and not offered any sort of payment except for ice cream on the house. He thought he was probably a terrible person, but that didnโt surprise him. Heโd already known that. He hoped Nico didnโt hate him too much when all was said and done, but if he did, well...L was used to that, too. It was also possible heโd never know whether Nico was angry or not. In which case, he would probably assume he was, as most people would be under the circumstances. He almost glanced at Watari, who was better by far at telling what people were feeling, but he kept his dark eyes fixed on Nico for the time being, because he didnโt want to miss a single twitch of a muscle. Anything could be telling, after all. He knew there was a lot more emotion involved for Nico than for him. That was just how this worked. L couldnโt get emotional, he couldnโt get attached, and he must never, ever, care. Those were the rules. He broke them a lot. Because, in the end, L was no less emotional than anyone else was. He just didnโt show it the same way. He didnโt tend to laugh and cry like most people, he stayed quiet and focused when others yelled, and somehow, ever since heโd been a kid, his face just didnโt do expressions the same way other peopleโs did. He raised an eyebrow, and smiled. โTrue enough.โ He agreed, taking another small bite of his cone. It tastes just as good as his lost ice cream, after all. โAt least scones donโt melt.โ He didnโt look at Watari again. Theyโd communicated all they needed to for now, and he was focused on Nico completely. He saw a flicker of something pass through the boyโs eyes, something that didnโt make sense to him, and he wondered what he was. Anger? Resentment? He paused, trying to figure out where that had come from. In the end, it was probably because L was trying to get his father arrested. That would make most people experience negative emotions. โThatโs understandable.โ He said simply, and if he was disappointed, it didnโt make it into his tone. โMany people struggle with numbers, more than facts, words, or even sentences. If you ask the average person to recite a sentence back to you, chances are high that they will succeed. Those chances dip significantly if you change it to a series of numbers. You werenโt even expecting to need to remember these numbers, so itโs not surprising that youโre unable to recite them. I merely had to ask.โ He stopped rambling when Nico spoke up, and he listened quietly, interest bright in his eyes. This was good. This was exactly what heโd needed. Hadesโ vulnerability, something heโd missed...something he hadnโt thought to protect himself from. Heโd covered his tracks well (if he was guilty) and L needed a trap door. A way inside. โThank you, thatโs extremely helpful.โ He said quietly. โI canโt tell you the details, for obvious reasons. But you may have given me all I need to know.โ He hesitated. โIs there anything else youโd like to tell me?โ - Lโs tea wasnโt as warm as Orpheusโ was, simply because of all the sugar added to it. So he couldnโt have used it to warm his hands, even if heโd wanted to. As it happened, he was much too focused on the other man at the moment to want to do anything else. Orpheus had his undivided attention, as, he expected, the man knew. It was a game between the two of them now, and L wasnโt going to lose. Looking at Orpheus, he wondered what kind of person rested behind those almost haunted eyes, that closed expression. He couldnโt help wondering how many times Orpheus - no, the man pretending to be Orpheus - had done this before. Chameleon. That was what he was. Only it was people he shifted into, changing identities like colors on scales. He did wonder at the state of the house. It was...wellโฆa mess, to put it bluntly. Why would an imposter leave the house a wreck? To throw him off? To make it seem as normal as possible? Well, if that was the case, Orpheus had overdone it. It had gone past normal messiness all the way to concerning. Or maybe that was just L and his immaculate apartments and desks. They were going to have to meet in the middle a little bit here, he decided, if they were going to make it out with their sanity intact. Orpheus was right. L was here for a very simple reason, and that reason did not involve friendship. It did not involve getting to know Orpheus as anything but an opponent. And it certainly did not involve L caring about Orpheusโ problems. Everyone had problems. L only cared about one thing: who was guilty and who was innocent. That was all he needed to know to do his job. Orpheus wasnโt the only one whoโd been a curious kid. L had been too, although heโd been more cautious, more afraid of the dark and spiders and, of course, monsters. Heโd been afraid of heights and tight spaces and heโd even been afraid of the sound of his own voice. If theyโd met as children, perhaps they would have been good for each other. Orpheus to encourage Lโs bravery, and L to offer a shade of common sense to anything they did. But they hadnโt met as kids. So that hadnโt happened. Orpheus was uncertain. It was obvious in his tone and his expression, and L found himself drawing back internally. He had to bite back the urge to apologize, because that wasnโt helpful at the moment, and he had to sit and wait expectantly, as if his request had been perfectly reasonable. Which they both knew it wasnโt. They both knew the only reason L would want to stay here was to keep an eye on Orpheus. At least, L assumed they both knew that. What will you do, chameleon? He wondered internally. Throw me out? You could, and youโd be perfectly within your rights. But you wonโt. Because you want to keep me close as much as I do you. This is a game that takes two players, and you know it. There was a pause. L knew it was uncomfortable, but he didnโt care, because he was waiting with baited breath to see what Orpheus would do. Whether he would take the bait. The smartest thing would be to tell L to get out right now before it was too late, but there was a reason L had asked so forwardly. He was being proactive. He was daring Orpheus to be as bold as he was. He took a sip of sugar tea as he waited, pretending not to notice the pause, the way Orpheus seemed to fumble for words. Orpheus was either actually taken aback, or he was a good actor, L decided. Then Orpheus made his move. โYour room?โ L repeated, and his eyebrows went up. That was...not what heโd been expecting. Staying in the guest room would have made much more sense, and he could see from here that there were two rooms. As far as he knew, Orpheus lived alone. So why not offer L the room with the least information in it? He paused, thinking it through. If Orpheus offered his own room, there had to be a very good reason. Such asโฆ.what? L was confused. L hated being confused. But for now, he was going to have to work with it. He nodded simply, clearing his expression of anything that might give his cards away too soon. โThank you.โ He said sincerely, sipping his tea again as though this really were a normal conversation. โI donโt need anything but a place to stay at the moment. Iโm in your debt.โ He didnโt understand why Orpheus would sleep on the couch, either. Why not protect whatever was in the guest room, that he apparently didnโt want L to see? But he didnโt ask, because that would be pushing his luck too far, and he didnโt want to get himself thrown out before heโd found anything out. He knew how to press just hard enough to get answers, without pushing his targets to desperation. This was a time for subtlety. And he was good at that.
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Post by strider on Jun 15, 2020 0:36:51 GMT -5
Nico didnโt hate L. If he felt anything negative about him โ which he had, when heโd arrived to pick Nico up from Wammyโs โ it wasnโt because of the case. It was because of his previous perception of L, which was unfortunately based on comments heโd heard around Wammyโs. Those, and the fact that he, too, felt the pressure of being the โnext L,โ though they all knew they were never going to be that good. L was a once in a lifetime example, they werenโt going to find anyone as smart as him again, even in a group like they had gathered at Wammyโs. Bit by bit, Nico was learning that L didnโt think like that. Nor did he seem to believe himself to be better than anyone else. Obviously he knew he was quite intelligent, but Nico didnโt feel as though he was holding it over him. It was as though the more time Nico spent with L, the less reason he had to hate him. Even if he was going after his father. Even if Hades could end up in jail. Even if it seemed that L wasnโt emotionally invested in the case, Nico didnโt know if he cared. He would much rather not care at all, he would much rather be entirely objective, but he couldnโt. Family, it seemed, had a way of blinding one to the truth. Lโs way of looking at it without getting emotionally involved was better in every way. It would get rid of the conflicted feelings Nico had, the feelings that made him want to get up and throw his ice cream at the wall and scream that it wasnโt fair that his father was doing bad things, that his father was a criminal, that he hadnโt been caught already. That it wasnโt fair that Nico still cared about him in spite of all of that. In spite of the fact that Hades had more or less tossed Nico to the side without a second thought. The rising anger Nico felt seemed to calm a little bit as L smiled. It wouldnโt do anyone any good if he blew up now, and there was ice cream to enjoy. Nico didnโt dare ask L or Watari for a distraction, because they werenโt there for him, but he would have liked one in that moment. Instead, he took a slow bite of ice cream, trying to make it last as long as possible as he tried to get his emotions back in check. โWords make more sense in sequential order,โ Nico agreed quietly, daring to look up and meet Lโs eyes for a moment. โIโm not good at remembering strings of words either, though. Iโm a lot better at paraphrasing than I am at directly quoting.โ He shrugged, staring back at his ice cream. It probably would have been more helpful if he had been able to remember more numbers, or even remember anything Hades had said verbatim, but he didnโt. If heโd known it was importantโฆ but there was no use thinking like that. He couldnโt change the past. The important thing was that he wasnโt withholding evidence. He had said what he could. Truthfully, Nico was afraid of what L might do with knowledge of Biancaโs death. It was something that could be used against him, and something that could be used against Hades, and it was a weapon that Nico wouldnโt have trusted most people with. But he had promised to tell the truth, and if that was what L needed to take Hades downโฆ then Nico was glad to give it to him. Orโฆ if not glad, exactly, he didnโt regret the choice. โThereโs nothing else I can think of,โ Nico admitted, frowning slightly. He supposed that was it. They would go back to Wammyโs, and Nico would be swamped with questions he didnโt want to answer, and heโd get frustrated with the people around him and heโd yell at them and theyโd dislike him even more. He shook his head, trying to clear the thought. He didnโt know for sure that it would go down like that. โWhen you solve the case, and whenโฆ when itโs not confidential anymoreโฆ would you mind telling me the details? Orโฆ at least finding a way for me to know? Iโm justโฆ I dunno, I guess Iโm curious. And selfishly I wanna know if anything I said helps at all.โ - Orpheus couldnโt help but wonder if the tea actually tasted good, with so many sugar cubes dumped in. Maybe, one day, he would ask. Maybe he would try it himself, eventually. Hermes had always warned him that taking more than three sugar cubes would ruin the taste of the tea, and it was best not to get into that habit anyway, if they went to visit someone. Hermes had taught him that you might be considered rude if you took too many. Orpheus hadnโt really believed that, because heโd never really understood what made someone rude rather than polite, and that seemed like a silly rule. People should be allowed to take as many sugar cubes as they wanted, because some people didnโt like their tea black. Orpheus certainly hadnโt until heโd grown older and learned that making tea took far less time if he only had to wait for one sugar cube to dissolve. Time had been a precious commodity to Orpheus, once. Now he had too much of it, and no way to fill it. Time seemed to drag without Hermes there, without his music to delve into. Looking around, though, he figured if he could get himself to function properly, he should probably devote some of his free time to cleaning out the house. And then getting a job. Hermes had never been a rich man. He had worked at the post office, making friends with many of the people he delivered mail to, but it hadnโt paid particularly well. Orpheusโ gigs on the side and his temporary job waiting tables had brought in a little bit more money, but now the income had all but stopped. If Orpheus were going to be playing host from now on โ and it seemed he would be โ heโd need to go back to the cafรฉ and ask if he still had a job. He highly doubted it, which means he was going to need to find a new one. One step at a time, though. The house needed to be cleaned. If Orpheus had found anything odd about Ryukโs request, he didnโt let on. No need to be rude if he didnโt have to be, really. As little as he understood manners, he did know that when someone asked for lodging, it was impolite to turn them down. Of courseโฆ that usually only applied to friends, but it wasnโt like Orpheus had any of those. Well meaning strangers certainly counted in that case, then. Mr. Hermes, Orpheus thought, his mind directed at the sky, Iโve never been a host before, please help me with this, if you can. Orpheus tried to remember what Hermes usually did when they had guests, but his mind was fuzzy. Either he hadnโt been paying much attention at the time, or he wasnโt as recovered from the explosion as he thought he was. It really could be either or. โYes,โ Orpheus replied, offering a smile that was much tighter than his usual easy smile. It was much harder to smile after everything that had happened. Though Orpheus knew he needed to stop feeling sorry for himself and justโฆ move on. It was much easier said than done, though he knew that at this point Hermes would be kindly but firmly telling him to get up and do something with himself. โMy room is the cleanest room in the house right now, though thatโs notโฆ saying much. Thereโs a lot in the other room that needsโฆ sorting through.โ There was a bit of an edge to his tone โ pain, regret, loss, everything that struck him when he thought of Hermes. Of everything else that had been taken of him. Besides. The guitar still hung in Orpheusโ room, gathering dust. It would be easier for Ryuk to assume it was just a decorative item than for Orpheus to wake up every morning staring at it and remembering what it was like to play it. What it was like to make music that meant something. The hope that maybe today heโd be able to hear it again, and then the crushing knowledge that the world was still silent. There was a reason Orpheus had been sleeping on the couch. Although Orpheus was attempting to be hospitable and kind to his guest, there were things he could not โ would not, really โ share. There were things he needed to think through, that werenโt any of Ryukโs business unless he somehow became a friend. โReally, please donโt worry about it,โ Orpheus murmured, shifting uncomfortably. โYouโre doing something important, and Iโm happy to offer you a place to stay. Iโll stay out of your way as much as you need, though I thinkโฆ I think perhaps having some company wouldnโt be a bad thing.โ Orpheus took a tentative sip of his tea, staring at the mug as he sorted through his own thoughts. โUnfortunately,โ he began, giving a helpless huff of laughter, โAs a good host Iโm obliged to make sure you have things you like to eat here. Itโs really no bother if you need me to pick anything up.โ Hospitality he could do. Thisโฆ this could be a good thing. This could be the motivation he needed to get back on his feet. Thank you, Mr. Hermes, he thought silently, closing his eyes for a moment, for giving me something to focus on. Someone who could be a friend. Was it selfish to hope it worked out that way? As long as it didnโt interfere with Ryuk doing his job, Orpheus decided that hoping wasnโt the worst thing he could do.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jul 4, 2020 8:03:15 GMT -5
L didnโt realize Nico felt anything negative towards him. That was the problem with not being able to read people well, is you never knew whether someone actually hated you. Did Nico hate him? It would be understandable if he did, the detective knew that, because he was getting in the way. He was making things harder because he was going after Hades. Not that he felt guilty about that. He knew he didnโt have a choice. He also knew that being the next L was a lot of pressure on the kids. How could he not know, after everything that had happened? After BB? No, L didnโt think he was better than anyone else. He knew he was different, but then, no one was exactly the same. So maybe that wasnโt all that impressive. He looked at Nico, raising an eyebrow. He didnโt intend to come across as stuck up, if that was what he was doing. He just meant to let Nico know that he knew what he was doing, and that meant that he needed to seem competent. So he had to explain how he knew things, right? He was probably overthinking this. He tried to stay objective. He really did. Sometimes though, it was entirely too difficult not to care. Sometimes he had to care, and he just had to figure out how to work with it, instead of against it. It wasnโt possible to always shut your emotions down, nor was it healthy. L had learned that he could be objective in a case and still care. He used his emotions to help him, he used his gut feelings to aid his mind, and though he never relied on feelings alone, he knew he wouldnโt be nearly as good of a detective without them. He knew it wasnโt fair. He knew none of this was fair at all, and there was nothing he could do about it. Nothing besides chase Hades down, in spite of how unfair that was to Nico. In spite of everything. L took another bite of his cone, chewing thoughtfully. He did know enough to know that Nico was upset. Probably about his father, which was understandable, though L couldnโt do anything about it. He nodded, agreeing. โSome people struggle with memorizing exact phrases.โ He agreed. โOthers find that easier than paraphrasing. The human brain is quite complex, and varies drastically between individuals.โ He glanced at Watari suddenly, as though remembering something important. When he looked back at Nico, he looked a little more serious. He was glad Nico had decided to be honest with him. It was helpful. It meant L didnโt have to push things too hard, and it meant he could focus on other things, like what the information meant. Which was what he really wanted to be thinking about. Watari was reminding him that he needed to concentrate on the task at hand, though, and so he focused on Nico, eyes bright and intense. โThank you for your honesty.โ He said, dipping his head. โYour information will be very helpful.โ Then he tilted his head slightly, as if thinking about something interesting. โDid you have any questions for me?โ He asked. Watari probably wanted them to get a move on things, and truthfully, so did L, but he wanted to give Nico the chance to ask some questions too, if he wanted that. He was a curious kid. Surely he wanted to know something about the detective he was supposed to aspire to be like. Then he nodded. โIโll tell you what I can.โ He promised. โWhen it isnโt confidential anymore. I understand. Iโm curious, too.โ - If L had been anyone else, the tea would have tasted awful with that many sugar cubes. But L had very unique tastes, and to him, it was perfect. He didnโt think about whether it was rude or not. He didnโt tend to wonder about those things. Maybe it was because he wasnโt used to needing to, or maybe that was just who he was, he didnโt really know. But it didnโt cross his mind to think about it. And anyway, L wasnโt there to be polite. He was there because Orpheus was a suspect, and he knew it. He was there because he was making his move, he was putting his life at risk to stop someone very bad, and he knew that he might not be able to walk away. Even if he never walked away, though, he knew it would be worth it. If he could stop this person from hurting anyone else. He sipped his sugar-with-tea, savoring the sweetness on his tongue. Yes, he was unusual. Yes, he knew that. But he didnโt care. Because so what, if he could do his job right? What did it matter to anyone how he did it? He watched Orpheus, carefully. He didnโt want to play his hand too carelessly, but he needed to do this quickly, to make sure the other man didnโt slip through the cracks of the investigation. Thankfully, he was used to doing this by now, and he thought taking down Orpheus would be no different. He was careful. But he was also reckless. Lโs job, of course, paid very well. Orpheus didnโt know that of course, but maybe he would suspect it if he thought about it, because L had told him he was a detective, and that was almost the truth. He was a detective. He also thought Orpheus knew damn well who he was. He didnโt think about offering to help pay for things, and he didnโt think about offering to help clean, and if this was going to happen, he was probably going to be a very annoying guest. Not that he was here to make friends, but the thing was, even if he was trying to, he probably wouldnโt have offered those things. They just didnโt cross his mind. If L had been able to see into Orpheusโ head, he would have apologized for getting it all so wrong. But he couldnโt, so all he did was continue on with the investigation, continue on and ask for lodging in this strangerโs home, in his own bedroom. If L had been anyone else, he would probably be too embarrassed to continue. But he was L, and to him, this was just another case. Nothing unusual. Heโd see worse. At least he didnโt expect much from Orpheus, in terms of hospitality. If he was right, Orpheus would be trying to throw him out as quickly as possible. If he was right, Orpheusโ had no reason not to despise him, no reason not to try and get him killed, even. It would make sense. It was what L was expecting. Oh, this was getting interesting. L knew he was going to need to get into that room and look around, and quickly, before Orpheus could move everything and cover the evidence. He nodded, accepting, but his mind was buzzing and he intended to figure out exactly what was in that room. Tonight, if possible. If not...as soon as he could, then. He could hear the tense edge to the other manโs tone. He could see it on his face, the strain he was trying to hide. He was surprisingly easy to read. Or L was wrong. But that didnโt happen. Right? โThank you.โ He murmured, sipping his tea. โYouโve been very kind.โ He wasnโt actually sure what else to say, because he had expected more...resistance. It was making L uneasy. It was like Orpheus had planned for this. He tilted his head slightly. โI donโt really have anything to move in.โ He said, shifting in his crouch on the chair. His fingers tapped the table absentmindedly, and his eyes didnโt seem to need to blink, they were so focused on the other man. Trying to figure him out. Trying to see what made him so sure of himself, and yet so good at pretending he wasnโt. Well, at least he had some boundaries. That was a good sign. L forced himself to relax, his pale hands coming up to rest on his knees. โNo, company wouldnโt be bad.โ He agreed, tilting his head the other way. Like he knew a secret. โI havenโt had any company in some time. It would be...refreshing, if you wouldnโt be bothered by my presence. However, if I annoy you, please tell me and Iโll go back to your room.โ He said it all with the same, matter-of-fact tone, as though reciting something hebee told. He blinked as Orpheus laughed unexpectedly, and he raised his eyebrows, not even attempting to hide his surprise. โIn that case.โ He said after a moment, thoughtfully. โI donโt suppose thereโs any shortcake around here somewhere?โ
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Post by strider on Jul 12, 2020 23:14:18 GMT -5
Nicoโs eyes widened. He had hundreds of questions for L, thousands of things he wanted to know about the detective and his work and how he had come to be L and things he didnโt even know how to articulate. He just hadnโt expected the opportunity to be able to ask those questions. This little outing was far from what he had expected. Once heโd learned that he could be of use on a case, he had known it was likely to just be one interrogation, but he still felt as though he hadnโt helped enough. As though there was more he could say even though his memory wasnโt proving to be as helpful as he wished it was. He wanted to help, and heโd somewhat expected the chance to be able to, but he also hadnโt expected L to give him the time of day as anything more than a source of information. Nico knew he was a kid, and one that was still learning, but there was no reason for L to acknowledge that. He was supposed to expect more of the kids who were going to replace him one day. The easiest course of action would be to just ask questions about the case at hand, but he didnโt really want to think about his father anymore. He didnโt want to have to consider what that could mean for him, and he didnโt want to face the fact that he still looked up to Hades in spite of everything. It was hard not to, when he didnโt know what life could be like without him. Wammyโs didnโt count, because as far as Nico was concerned, that was temporary. โWhatโs your favorite sweet?โ Nico at least had the decency to look mortified once the question slipped out, but it was out in the open now. His mind had been so full of inquiries that the least important of them had managed to escape his attention and worm its way out into the open. โSorry,โ he mumbled, a few moments later. โThatโsโฆ thatโs a waste of time, I haveโฆ other questions, I justโฆโ he flushed red, realizing he was mumbling. This wouldnโt have happened if he had just asked mindful questions, relevant questions. He took a deep breath in, glancing at Watari as though expecting the man to be as frustrated with Nico as Nico was with himself. โCould you tell me about your favorite case youโve ever solved? Andโฆ how you solved it?โ That was probably a better place to start. Besides, Nico liked stories. He expected this one to be an interesting one, and a true one. Those always seemed to matter more than fairytales, though he loved those as well. Every story had a little bit of truth, just as every story had a little bit of falsehood. Nico just preferred the ones that were more true than false. He liked trying to puzzle them out, trying to make them fit his worldview. He liked asking questions about them. He justโฆ didnโt know how he felt about being a part of one. If he was going to be part of a story, he had expected to be given the chance to be the hero, not just a side character. Maybe that was selfish. People like him didnโt get to be heroes. He was lucky enough to be included in the story at all. He shook his head at the thought, instead focusing back on L. He wanted to see how the detective reacted to the question. He wanted to hear the answer. Part of him wanted to believe more in whatever story L was about to tell than the one where his father was certain to be the villain. - Orpheus really didnโt know what he was getting into. He didnโt even know who L was, not really. He didnโt know how to be a good host, beyond what Hermes had taught him in the brief period before heโd died. He didnโt know if heโd be able to understand most or even any of what Ryuk said when he let the formality drop โ if he let the formality drop. He didnโt want to mess this up, he didnโt want to end up more alone than he had started, but this wasnโt about Orpheus, not really. This was about Ryuk and whatever he was investigating. Orpheus was just serving as the host. He took another hesitant sip of his tea, wishing Ryuk would put his cup down fully before speaking. He couldnโt ask, for fear of being seen as impolite, especially when Ryuk seemed to be taking pains to speak so clearly anyway. If Orpheus were honest with himself, he didnโt care what sort of guest Ryuk was as long as he didnโt completely trash Orpheusโ bedroom. Orโฆ no, that wasnโt even a necessary clause. As long as Orpheusโ guitar remained in one piece and not terribly damaged. The rest of the room could be trashed. It was already in pretty awful shape given that Orpheus hadnโt been in to do more than change the bed and hang the guitar up. At least there wasnโt laundry everywhere or anything. Heโd need to grab some clothing from the room for himself before he let Ryuk officially move in, but that wouldnโt take too much time. What mattered more to Orpheus was the kind of host he managed to be, to uphold what Hermes taught him. To keep just a tiny bit of his adoptive father alive, because his heart still tore itself apart when he realized he would never feel his hand on his shoulder again, would never hear his soft voice over the steady rhythm of a song. He would never listen to his advice and then forget to follow it again. It seemed fitting, somehow, that Hermesโ had been the last voice Orpheus would ever hear. โIโm justโฆ helping out where I can,โ he admitted, giving a tiny shrug. He didnโt know what else to say, because heโd never really been good at accepting other peopleโs gratitude. Not when it was directed at him, at least. It surprised him, though, that Ryuk didnโt have much to move in. He wasnโt looking at Ryukโs eyes โ though if he had he may have been slightly intimidated โ he was looking at his lips, the way his cheeks moved when he talked, everything that made him easier to read than most people. Easier didnโt mean easy, though. He didnโt know what Ryuk was most likely to talk about, so there was very little context to go off of. All he had was his best guess, and so far, it seemed, heโd been right. โIf you need to borrow anything, please let me know,โ he murmured, frowning slightly as he reconsidered that statement. โWithin reason,โ he amended. โBut if you need a toothbrush or something Iโm happy to pick it up at the store. Iโm afraid I donโtโฆ I donโt know how long youโll be staying.โ That seemed like important information that maybe he should have gotten before heโd agreed to this arrangement, but better late than never. He let the thought linger for a moment, taking in another sip of tea โ it was the perfect temperature now โ before he frowned, considering what Ryuk seemed to be saying. โI think I might be a little bit more annoying than you could be,โ he returned, flushing a little bit. He couldnโt imagine anything Ryuk could do was more annoying than the eventuality of Orpheus having to ask him to repeat things every five seconds. Or watching things with subtitles or having to rewind because he misunderstood a line. No, that was annoying. If Ryuk was willing to put up with that, then Orpheus didnโt really see any potential problems. If he could still play, Orpheus might have warned Ryuk that there might be music in the house when he was trying to sleep. That Orpheus might be unresponsive for days when he got sucked into songwriting, and that meant heโd probably have to fend for himself for food. โIโm not exactly the best house-mate,โ Orpheus murmured after a while, shutting the thought down. Just because he couldnโt play didnโt mean he needed to be thinking about it every moment of every day. It was about time he go out and find a job. He turned his full attention back on Ryuk, once again grateful for the unfailingly steady way he spoke. Until he got to a word he didnโt think heโd ever seen spoken before. If he had, it had gone over his head. His mind tried to work through the options, but literally any food item could fit in that context. He thought he had seen the word cake, but he had missed the modifier. What type of cake? His cheeks turned red and he took another sip of tea to cover it. โIโฆ sorry, what was that? I wasnโtโฆ Iโฆ if you write a list, Iโd be happy to look for some.โ There, a simple way to handle it without admitting that he didnโt have a clue what Ryuk was saying. It would be much easier to understand written out. Hopefully, Ryuk would forgive him his stumbling over words.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jul 16, 2020 8:48:37 GMT -5
And L was willing to listen. L was willing to let Nico ask his questions, and he was willing to answer them as honestly as he could. It was the least he could do, after Nico had been so helpful with his case. Even in spite of the fact that the main suspect was his father. What would L do if Watari was under investigation? He looked at his handler, and his handler looked right back at him. Reading his mind, as always. Watari understood that L had to put himself in other peopleโs shoes in order to understand and capture them, and in this case, it means imagining the unimaginable. Watari, imprisoned. Watari, not there. He shook his head slightly. What Nico was going through, while different than if Watari were under investigation, had to be incredibly hard. Harder than a kid should have to handle. L discovered he hated the people who had done this to him. It wasnโt that he didnโt expect great things from every single kid at Wammyโs House. It was just that he thought they needed room to be kids first. They deserved that much, didnโt they? He wondered what Nico would ask. Would he ask about the case? Something else? Maybe he had questions about his own situation at Wammyโs Houseโฆwhich, while understandable, would be difficult to answer honestly. Because L, though in charge for the most part, simply didnโt have time to know the situation of every child who came there. He made a point to know their names at the very least, and he tried to keep up with the files, but there was a reason Roger and Watari were there. He blinked. That question had not crossed his mind. What was his favorite sweet, anyway? He considered the query seriously, as seriously as if it had been relevant to the case, and finally answered. โNo need to apologize. My favorite sweet is baklava. I had it first on my third birthday. My parents made it for me.โ He hadnโt intended to give that much information, but he didnโt see what harm it could do, either. What was Nico going to do? Lure him to his death with a plate of baklava? โMy favorite case ever solvedโฆ.โ He continued, thoughtful. โThat is an interesting question. I would have to say..,my favorite case was the second one I took on, before I had my rules. I would take on any case that sparked my interest, then. And this one certainly qualified.โ He leaned back, finishing his empty cone in one bite, and focused his attention on Nico. โThere was once a kid in Wammyโs House. Weโll call them X. X had always wanted to be a pilot, and had a room decorated like the sky, with clouds on the walls and a blanket with airplanes on it. They came to Wammyโs because they saw things that no one else could see, and their parents wanted them to have the best chance they could have. They were a genius with math, and there was no one who could beat them, which quickly went to their head, of course. They were only ten years old, after all.โ L paused. He enjoyed telling stories. It wasnโt something he got to do often, but he enjoyed it. โIโm sure youโve assumed they had schizophrenia. Most of the people at Wammyโs did. But that wasnโt the case, and Iโll tell you how I figured it out.โ โOne clue was that they never saw things that were impossible. They were always saying they saw people with dark masks coming for them, or they saw someone on a roof when no one else could. They never saw aliens or flying pigs or anything like that. So I begin to wonder, what if everything they said they saw, were true? That was when I begin to watch them closely. They were often in their room, but sometimes they would come out to talk to people or okay games, and other times they would sit alone, staring off into space. So one day, I joined them.โ He smiled. โI sat there for four days, neither of us saying a word, while they completely ignored me. I probably looked insane. But I didnโt believe that insanity was something to be looked down on and belittled, I believed that sanity and insanity were a spectrum, and we all have a bit of each inside of us. So I didnโt mind that. Finally, four days later, they spoke to me. They said, โwhy are you still sitting here?โ And so I told them that I believed theyโre not seeing things that arenโt there. I explained that everything they claimed to have seen was perfectly plausible, and it wasnโt good detective work to assume they were wrong.โ โThey were, naturally, surprised to hear that. I made sure they understood that it was still possible that they were seeing things that werenโt there, and they were much more willing to work with me after that.โ He took a breath. โIn the end, there were people after them. They had seen something happen that a nearby gang wanted to silence, and they were seeing the attempts of their life, not hallucinations. I arrested the culprits personally, and X is now a pilot, and owns their own private helicopter. Theyโre the one that taught me how to fly one.โ He smiled. โThatโs my favorite case, because itโs one of the few that had a completely happy ending, and also because I learned to never make assumptions with no evidence. That lesson has served me well.โ - L could have ended this, right there. He could have thanked Orpheus for his tea, but told him as kindly as possible that he had changed his mind and wouldnโt be intruding any longer. He could have, but he didnโt, and not because he knew what he was getting into. Because he didnโt believe a word Orpheus had said. He took everything he heard and first assumed it was a lie. Then he worked backwards to prove it. It wasnโt probably the best strategy, but he was so convinced he was on the right track, that he didnโt wonder about the way Orpheus tended not the meet his eyes. Or rather, he did wonder about that. But he had been around enough liars to think he could spot one from a mile away. He was usually right, too. He sipped his tea, not quite putting it down before he spoke again, because it didnโt occur to him that he should. He didnโt plan on being a thorn in Orpheusโ side, not in the way he was thinking, anyway. He planned to find out what was going on as quickly as possible, before more lives were lost. He planned on being done by the end of the week, perhaps. Then he would file the case away with all the others, and though he would never forget it, he wouldnโt think about it much, either. There were simply too many cases to muse on them all. He had a few favorites he liked to revisit in his mind sometimes, but other than that he kept his eyes forward, onto the next case, as much as he could. He couldnโt know what Orpheus was going through. He couldnโt, because though heโd lost his parents, heโd been very young and hadnโt felt the same pain he would have felt as an adult. Not that he didnโt feel the pain, it was just...different. The closest he could have come to imagining it would be to lose Watari, and of course, he didnโt think to imagine that now. โI see.โ He said, nodding. โThatโs good of you.โ He was glad heโd gotten into this house so easily, though of course that had been the plan. How could Orpheus refuse him when he made a point to be so forward? And besides, it was always good to keep your enemies close, where you could keep an eye on them. He didnโt blink. What he did own, he wasnโt bringing here, of course, leaving him with next to nothing. He had his computer (one with nothing much that Orpheus could hack even if he did somehow make it past the impossible security) and he had a couple changes of clothes, which Watari had packed for him. But that was pretty much it. โThank you, but I do have a toothbrush.โ He said simply. โI have a bag, with clothes and a toothbrush in it. Really, that and my computer are all I need. If I require anything further, though, I will let you know.โ He hoped he wasnโt being rude. He hadnโt really ever gotten the hang of social interaction, and though he hardly needed it now, Orpheusโ kindness was making him want to be as pleasant as he could. He didnโt have to hate someone to take them down, after all. He sipped his tea again. The sugar had cooled it down quickly, and it was getting cold, so he started drinking it a bit faster. โWell, in that case, Iโll do my best not to be annoyed.โ He assured Orpheus, smiling a little. โAnd Iโm sure weโre just fine. After all, most of my time will be focused on my suspects, and Iโm sure you have plenty to occupy your own time with. We probably wonโt even see each other much.โ That was a lie, at least, partially. L planned on seeing a good deal of Orpheus, but Orpheus might not see a lot of him. He would have to bug this house for when he was out, as he was sure Orpheus had surmised already, and though he didnโt take his eyes off or the other man, he was thinking of all the places that might be good to hide them. Youโre awfully worried about being a good host, arenโt you? He mused, turning that over in his head. What was he so concerned about, if he knew that L was here to stay? Was he simply playing his part? Yes, that had to be it, he was putting on the act of the conference host, and doing a good job of it, too. L knew he was lying, and had trouble seeing it in his eyes. He blinked as Orpheus immediately reacted to his request for shortcake. What was with that? He looked...afraid, maybe. Like he hadnโt expected that. Maybe he thought L was just trying to get him out of the house so he could investigate in peace...but no, it wasnโt possible for him to stay in the house all day, he must have known L would be left alone at some point. So what was he so concerned about? L didnโt know. And that unsettled him. He decided to try an experiment. โCertainly.โ He said, and took a pen and small pad out of his pocket, then scribbled down a couple words, tore out the page, and handed it over. โThank you. Youโve been most kind.โ On the paper was written angel food cake.
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Post by strider on Jul 22, 2020 21:53:56 GMT -5
Nico watched L carefully, trying to figure out what he and Watari were trying to communicate with each other. He wasnโt particularly successful. He wanted to know more about L, wanted to know more about Wammyโs House and Watari and everything else about the world heโd been thrown into, but he figured it would be best to start off slow. He still wanted to make a good impression on L, even if he didnโt think heโd ever be anything more than a kid who wasnโt smart enough to earn his place at Wammyโs. He raised his brow in surprise as L actually answered his question. He hadnโt expected that, but he found he was pleased by the answer. โIโve never had baklava,โ he admitted, looking up at L for a few moments and allowing himself to give a soft smile. He couldnโt imagine L with an actual family, with parents that would give him baklava when he was probably too young to know what it was. Then again, he really couldnโt imagine any family like that, so it wasnโt just about L. He wondered briefly if that was just a normal experience heโd been robbed of. But it wasnโt any good dwelling on the childhood he didnโt have, especially when the one he did have had been ripped out from under him by his father potentially being a criminal. The thought made him sick to his stomach, so he elected to just not think about it anymore. What caught his attention more than the baklava, however, was the way L recounted the case. He could have been a writer, Nico figured, if he hadnโt chosen to be a detective instead. The way he described it was vivid and honest, and it revealed more about L than Nico was prepared for. He couldnโt tell if that had been a conscious effort on Lโs part or if it was just a side effect of hearing what was certainly a very personal story. It was obviously a little bit biased because it was Lโs story told by L, but he had a feeling that it wasnโt entirely a lie. L wasnโt how a lot of the kids at Wammyโs thought of him. He was a genius, yes, that much was obvious. But he also cared more than he let on โ or at least, he used to, before he developed his rules. Whatever those were. โWhatโฆ are your rules?โ he inquired after a moment, tilting his head. He was still thinking about the case L had told him about. Thinking about the boy who nobody had believed, and how he had become successful. Yes, that was a success story. Probably one of many to come out of Wammyโs, but as far as Nico knew, once someone left Wammyโs it was like they had never been there in the first place. Nobody really spoke of them, though whether that was to protect the identities of some of the most talented people in the world, or just born of jealousy for the people who had made it into adulthood wasโฆ well, anyoneโs guess. Nico certainly didnโt know. He thought, though, that he would like to hear more stories like that, even if they were all anonymous. โI didnโt know you knew how to fly a helicopter,โ he added quietly, eyes widening. โThatโs so cool!โ His excitement was barely contained, and he flashed a wild grin at L, very unlike the controlled expressions heโd had since L had come to pick him up from Wammyโs. โWhen I was little I wanted to be a pilot, but Bianca said it was dangerous, and that it takes a long time learning how to, andโฆโ he frowned, slightly. โAnd I donโt think itโs as good of an idea now, but itโs still really cool.โ He was definitely oversharing, but he found he was okay with that as long as L didnโt mind. The moment L looked annoyed, Nico would shut right back up, but for right now he saw no reason to. He frowned a little bit, then glanced back up at L. โDo you really think that anyone at Wammyโs will be qualified to replace you eventually?โ If the answer was yes, Nico wasnโt going to ask โwhoโ because he knew it wasnโt going to be him, and he really didnโt mind. He was justโฆ curious. Because if the answer was no, wasnโt Wammyโs just a failed experiment? Nico shook the thought away. He didnโt want to be the next L. He wanted to be the first Nico di Angelo, whatever that meant. - Orpheus didnโt know what he was getting into either. He knew that Ryuk was the kind of man who did good things for other people because he had the skillset to do them, but he had no idea he was a suspect, and he had absolutely no clue that the crime Ryuk was investigating was the very same one that had changed Orpheusโ life forever. If he had, maybe heโd have been more forthright. Maybe he would have told Ryuk about Hermes, maybe he would have told him about the ringing in his ears that had slowly devolved into absolute silence. Maybe he would have mentioned that he didnโt see anyone at the scene, but that the explosion had certainly been rigged, and Orpheus was supposed to be the one to die. But he didnโt know. He lowered his head just enough to sip his tea again, making sure his eyes rested on Ryukโs lips in case he began speaking again. He was worried he was already making a fool of himself โ it was the first time heโd actually tried to lipread anyone in person. It was harder than it was onscreen, no matter how easy Ryuk seemed to be trying to make it. There was a time pressure, and no ability to go back and rewind. He had to respond quickly enough for the conversation to make sense, and he had to keep track of when the subject was being changed. A lot to keep track of at once, and Orpheus had to admit it was absolutely exhausting. As desperate as he was for a friend, he sort of hoped that Ryuk would be gone sooner rather than later so Orpheus could practice more on his own time. Without having to worry about failing miserably. โOh,โ he murmured, blushing a little bit. โIโmโฆ Iโm glad to hear youโve got some of the basics. There are two bathrooms, though you may want to use the one out here. The other one is in the guest bedroomโฆ it used to be the Master.โ He gave a small frown, hoping any of that made sense. He wondered if his new roommate thought it was weird that Orpheus didnโt sleep in the Master bedroom. He didnโt particularly feel like elaborating. At least if Ryuk had questions, he was polite enough to keep them to himself for now. It was a kindness Orpheus wouldnโt soon forget. There was something rather disarming about Ryukโs smile, but Orpheus tried to push the thought out of the way. Ryuk would be leaving sooner rather than later, and there was nothing Orpheus could do to get him to stay. It would be selfish to ask him to, even if they did hit it off and become friends. โI really do need to try and find a job,โ he admitted aloud, lightly tapping his fingers against his mug as though it contained the frets of a guitar. Even if he didnโt play anymore, old habits died hard when it came to finding ways to calm himself. โOnce I have one Iโm sure I wonโt be here much during the day, if you need space to work. Ohโฆ since Iโll probably be out sometimes, and Iโm terrible at noticing the doorbellโฆ let meโฆโ he stood up, leaving his tea on the table behind him as he fished in the desk for the spare key. โHere we go,โ he murmured to himself, turning around to present it to Ryuk. โIf youโre going to be staying, might as well have a spare key. Oh, and you should probably know the rooms actually inside the space donโtโฆ lock. I hope thatโs not an issue, but I promise if I need you for anything Iโll knock. And Iโll leave the door open for any room Iโm in, if you need my attention.โ While he would have appreciated the privacy, he knew Ryuk might need a way to get his attention. โIโd offer to give you a tour of the place, but itโsโฆ pretty small. And you probably donโt need that distraction right now, if youโre starting to work.โ He was rambling and he knew it. He could feel Hermesโ look from the afterlife, asking him to give his guest some space to breathe. He could do that. He fell silent again, slowly taking his seat and picking up the tea. It wasnโt quite cold yet, but he did notice how much faster Ryuk was drinking his tea. That made senseโฆ the sugar probably cooled it down. Hermes had shown Orpheus the same trick when heโd been little and impatient for tea (and hadnโt liked the idea of putting an ice cube in cause it made a loud cracking sound that always put Orpheus on edge. He would have been grateful for the sound now). His attention flickered back up to Ryuk and he took the piece of paper, brow creasing as he read the words. They didnโt fit with the shape Ryukโs mouth had made, and he let his gaze rest on Ryukโs lips for a moment before glancing back at the paper. โAreโฆ are you sure this is what you want?โ He didnโt mean to question, butโฆ perhaps he just wasnโt as good at this whole lipreading thing as he would have liked. โNot thatโฆ not that itโs a bad thing at all, I justโฆ I thought you said something else.โ
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Aug 11, 2020 15:09:23 GMT -5
It wasnโt surprising that Nico couldnโt read what L and Watari were saying. They had known each other for a very long time now, and they could read a glance between them as well as any spoken word. If it occurred to him that it was rude to have conversations that Nico couldnโt understand, he gave no indication of it. The truth was that he didnโt expect Nico to notice in the first place. If heโd known, maybe he would have acted differently. โReally? You should. Itโs delicious.โ L sounded surprised. Which was, of course, because he was in fact surprised. He supposed it shouldnโt really have been surprising that Nico had never had that particular sweet before, but he couldnโt imagine never having tasted it, much the same way he couldnโt imagine eating like most people did. He wished Nico had a better family. He deserved so much more than Hades, he deserved people who loved and cared for him, and he didnโt deserve to be treated the way he had been. Still, L knew he was better off than he was, now that he was at Wammyโs. Hopefully he would be able to stay. Hopefullyโฆ. He shook his head a little. What was more important than the baklava was the story he had told, a story he was rarely asked for, and even more rarely told. It was no secret of course - there were records of it for one thing, and he had told the tale before - but rarely did he tell his side of it. The parts that made it memorable to him personally. The parts that never needed to be told in a report or for a case. The parts, he suspected, that would stick out to Nico the most. He knew the story was clouded by how he saw things, but he didnโt see why that should have been a problem. He actually thought Nico might like it better that way, just because he would be able to get a better picture of how Lโs brain worked. โMy rulesโฆ?โ He said, and for some reason he was surprised that Nico had thought to ask. โMm. I have a few.โ He raised a finger. โOne: I only take cases that are worth over a million dollars involved, or that have at least ten victims. This is of course because I couldnโt possibly take on every case, and there are a few that the police can handle, which means it would be a waste of time for me to take them on.โ He raised another finger. โTwo: I donโt get emotionally involved. Doing so would interfere with my ability to think clearly, and to solve the case as quickly as possible. Of course, this is not always possible to avoid, as the human heart is quite impossible to control. However itโs more possible for me than it is for nearly all the rest of the human population.โ He didnโt elaborate. He supposed Nico could as if he wanted to know more. He smiled back, a small, pleased expression. He was glad to see Nico coming out of his shell a little. โYes, it is.โ He agreed thoughtfully. โI suppose it is cool. Useful, too, although itโs only rarely that I have the opportunity to use that particular skill. Still, itโs quite helpful in a pinch.โ He tilted his head slightly. โI suppose itโs a bit dangerous, but not incredibly so. Driving a car is dangerous too, and yet people insist on doing it. Danger is unavoidable. The only thing you can do about it is choose which danger is worth it.โ That was how he thought about it, anyway. He considered the next question, carefully. Did he think that? He thought about the kids that were there, and he thought about who he would pick to replace him, were he to die that night. Was there anyone who would be up to the challenge? โI believe they will, yes.โ He said slowly, quietly. โI donโt know who yet. And even if I did, I couldnโt tell you, out of respect for their privacy. However, I believe that when I die, there will be someone there to replace me. And life will go on.โ - Was he right about that? Was Orpheus correct in thinking that L was a good man? He would have said no. He was not a good man, he was simply an intelligent one. He lied and tricked people and though he did it for the sake of justice, he himself broke the law sometimes in doing it. He made hard decisions. Sometimes, he made decisions that were cold and harsh and that would have made most decent people flinch away. So, no, he didnโt consider himself a good man, but eventually perhaps he would be touched to learn that someone did. He watched Orpheus, and sipped his own tea as well, drinking the last of it. He wasnโt stupid - it seemed like he might be, drinking from the enemyโs cup and all - but he wasnโt. He just thought it was unlikely that Orpheus would pull such an obvious murder when it was clear L was here on his own terms. Doing so would have been downright clumsy, and this killer was anything but. Look at the explosion. Look at the deft cleanup. The lack of evidence was evidence in and of itself, because it spoke of how well he had covered his tracks. He watched Orpheus, and he slowly put his cup down. It was empty, after all. He lowered his eyes for a moment to consider the last remnants of undissolved sugar at the bottom, then leaned back, placing his hands on his knees. โYes.โ He agreed. โThat would make the most sense, I think. Iโll put my toothbrush in there shortly.โ Was it weird that Orpheus didnโt sleep in the Master bedroom? It was certainly worth noting, although in truth, L had already taken note of it. Interesting that Orpheus wasnโt attempting to hide it, though how he would have pulled that off was a bit dubious. Maybe he had decided it was better to play Lโs game and be obvious. He didnโt ask. Not yet. Soon, he would have enough evidence to pin Orpheus down, and then he would use all he had gathered to make his case. His smile wasnโt intended to be disarming. It was more reflexive than anything else, a simple expression he didnโt bother guarding, because he didnโt think it could betray him. He didnโt think about staying. He thought about nothing but the case, because Orpheus was nothing but a suspect and he would be done and move on before the other man knew what hit him. That was the plan, anyway. โYes, probably.โ He said, tilting his head slightly. Did he want to find a job so as to be away from L more? Or was it simply what he thought the real Orpheus would do? Did he think he was being subtle? Was he even trying to be subtle, or did he prefer the more upfront approach? He knew who L was, of course. He knew what kind of trouble he was in. So what was he trying to accomplish? Did he hope to be able to throw L off the scent that easily? That was futile. L had Orpheus right where he wanted him, and he wasnโt letting go. If Orpheus knew who L was, then he should have started to panic right about now, and hopefully start making some good mistakes. If he did, it would be even easier to prove his guilt and get justice for the real Orpheus. Yes, that was the best scenario, however he would settle for a long game if it came to it. He watched Orpheus closely as the other man rose and began to rummage in the drawer. He tensed slightly; even if he didnโt believe Orpheus would be brave enough to pull a gun on him, his body didnโt always agree with his head. His eyes didnโt move from Orpheusโs form, and his fingers curled around the handle of his cup, ready to throw it if necessary. Then Orpheus turned and presented him with a key. โAh.โ He said, relaxing. Of course. He shouldnโt have been so concerned, he knew how this worked. The imposter would do everything in his power to make himself seem genuine, then, when he was desperate, he would reveal his true colors. L accepted the key and dipped his head. โThank you, I appreciate that.โ He said sincerely. It would be very helpful to have access even when Orpheus wasnโt around. Perhaps especially so. He did wish he had more tea. He looked at his empty cup, then shook his head slightly. He was a liar, yes, even a killer perhaps, but he saw no need to be rude. At any rate, it seemed Orpheus to be quite committed to seeing to his needs. Was that something the real Orpheus had done before his death? Or was that an invented trait? It was nearly impossible to tell, though that didnโt stop L from trying his hardest. Maybe eventually he would unravel what was real and what was a lie. He watched Orpheus closely. Did he look surprised? Yes, there it was - a flash in his eyes. He knew surprisingly little about deafness, however he thought he knew enough to know that if Orpheus had misread him, he wouldnโt have been able to tell that the two words were not one and the same. Right? He nodded seriously. โYes, Iโm quite sure, thank you.โ He said calmly, as though heโd never said anything else. โYouโre very kind. I appreciate your hospitality.โ
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Post by strider on Aug 11, 2020 22:05:54 GMT -5
Nico gave a small smile. He didnโt do that often, but L wasnโt what he expected. Nico had certain walls up, he knew how to behave around certain people. L wasโฆ different. L wasnโt like anyone Nico had met. He had expected him to be like all the other adults he knew. He expected L to have certain expectations of him, to be disappointed in him when he failed to meet them. L probably did have expectations, but he was kind when other adults would be harsh. He was willing to share things like his favorite sweet when other adults would have shrugged away the question and tried to focus on something more important. When other adults would have lectured Nico about his choice of questions, because he could be using those to find out the important things, rather than what he was curious about. โIโd like to, one day,โ he murmured, brightening up a little bit. โI wasnโt allowed to have lots of sweet things before my momโฆโ he trailed off, swallowing the memory. L probably knew all about what had happened to Maria di Angelo, but that didnโt mean Nico wanted to talk about it. โHades tried to keep us away from sweets too, if he could.โ His smile turned at least a little bit mischievous as he went on. โThat doesnโt mean we didnโt have as many as we could when he wasnโt looking.โ It was just that baklava had never been an option. His attention flipped almost immediately to Lโs rules once he spoke about them. They made sense, of course. Why would L take on cases that didnโt need him? Why would he take on cases that were beneath his skill? Or ones that wouldnโt pay well? It just meant thatโฆ well, Hadesโ case was a lot more high profile than Nico had anticipated. It seemed so far that the crime was victimlessโฆ so far. So either L was anticipating that at least ten people would be hurt, or that the case was worth over a million dollars. That made sense. Hades was rich, even if Nico hadnโt benefited from it as much as he might have. โIโd like to know how not to care,โ he admitted quietly, swinging his legs as he finished off the last of his ice cream. It would hurt less, if he didnโt care about things. If he didnโt care about where he ended up, if he didnโt care about his fatherโs fate. He didnโt think even L would be able to teach him how not to care about that. Maybe, thoughโฆ maybe he could learn how not to care in the future. Orโฆ maybe not caring was different from being emotionally involved. โI just meanโฆโ he frowned, trying to figure out how to phrase it. โI didnโt mean you donโt care about the case, just thatโฆโ he trailed off, hoping L would get what he meant. Maybe it would just be easier to move on to a different subject. โDo you have your own helicopter?โ he asked after a moment, hoping that was an acceptable question. โWhere do you even get a helicopter in a pinch?โ He was curious โ if he were a little bit braver, he might have been willing to ask L to teach him sometime. But he wasnโt stupid. He knew his interactions with L were going to end as soon as this case was over. What use did L have for a kid like him other than that? A kid who wasnโt ever going to be his successor. โI never thought of it like that,โ he added after a moment. โI guess life in general is dangerous.โ He didnโt know what he wanted to be anymore. He didnโt think he wanted to be a pilot. He didnโt know if he wanted to be a detective, like L, even if what he did was intriguing. If he could choose anything in the world he would have said he wanted to be a pirate, which was probably not something good to tell someone who spent their life trying to uphold the law. โThatโs okay,โ he said after a moment, shrugging. โI was just curious. I donโt need to know who it might be. That would probably just make whoever it is the recipient of a lot of jealousy. I hope you find someone, though. The world needs that.โ He stared at the ground, hoping he hadnโt said too much. - Orpheus almost gave an audible sigh of relief when Ryuk put the cup down. It meant there was nothing blocking his face, especially when he rested his hands like that on his knees. It was an interesting sitting position, but Orpheus didnโt feel the need to point that out. He was certain that if Ryuk made a habit of sitting like that, people had already pointed it out to them. Orpheusโ own unusual habits had been pointed out to him so many times he could usually predict what someone was going to say about them by the way they met his eyes. Ryuk was a detective, he must have been good at reading people. He probably had an idea of what Orpheus would say if he were to comment about the unusual position. Orpheus shook the thought off. He shouldnโt have been thinking about his new roommateโs idiosyncrasies when there were more important things to focus on. It seemed that Ryuk reacted more than heโฆ acted. Orpheus felt the conversation lagging, and he knew Hermes would have been able to keep it going for hours without even a bit of effort. It was much more difficult for Orpheus. He didnโt know how to get people to open up to him, to talk to him for hours on end, not like Hermes had. Even when the person in question was a detective who probably was used to keeping secrets. It wasnโt that Orpheus wanted his secrets, it was just that he wanted his guest to feel welcome. Like he could talk, if he wanted to. โI know a couple of places I could look,โ he went on, thinking it through. โAlthough I donโt know if anywhere would be willing to hire meโฆโ that was a thought that hadnโt occurred to him. Was there anywhere that would be willing to hire a deaf employee? Orpheusโ job experience was as a waiter at a cafรฉ. If he could read lips that might work, but what happened when his back was turned and someone needed him? It just meant he would have to work harder. He would have to convince any potential employers of that. Orpheusโ thoughts drifted back down to Ryuk, and he hoped he hadnโt missed anything the detective had said. He needed to get out of the habit of zoning out. It meant he could miss things. It meant he wasnโt paying attention to the possibility that Ryukโs lips were moving. He gave a tiny smile as Ryuk took the key, wondering briefly if he was making a mistake. Giving a stranger the key to his home was probably at the top of the list of things not to do if you didnโt want to be murdered, but the funny thing was, he believed Ryuk. He believed that he was a detective, he believed that he was there to do good. It was hard for Orpheus not to believe people, to trust them. Heโd never been given a reason not to. โOf course,โ he murmured. โIโve uhโฆ Iโve been told I have a habit of getting sucked into things, and sometimes I donโtโฆ realize that time has gone by, or that someoneโs trying to get my attention. Iโd rather you not be locked outside if that happens. Particularly if thereโs anything about your case that could put you in danger.โ His smile was genuine as he said it, and he turned back around to sit down just before finishing so he could see Ryukโs response โ if he decided to give one. He turned just in time to catch the way Ryuk looked at the teacup. โI can pour you more, if you would like,โ he offered. โOr there areโฆ other types, I suppose. If youโd like to try something else.โ He shrugged a little bit. Hermes would have known exactly what to pour, and how much, but Orpheus didnโt. He would just have to hope Ryuk was honest rather than just trying to be a good guest. If they got caught up in the rules of hospitality, then theyโd never be able to break out of them, and it would be tense, every time they were in a room together. Constantly trying to predict what the other would do. Orpheus didnโt want to have to exist like that. He had no idea that he was trying to avoid the exact situation Ryuk assumed was going to happen anyway. Wellโฆ not the exact situation. Hospitality rules were very different from murder and trying to avoid arrest. It wasnโt the game Ryuk assumed they were playing. โAlright,โ Orpheus murmured after a moment, opening his phone to add angel food cake to his grocery list. He would have to be sure to pick it up when he was out. โAnything else youโd like?โ This was easy. This didnโt require knowing Ryuk. It was just making a grocery list, getting to know him bit by bit. Getting used to having another human being in his life. That alone was enough to push Orpheus to function. He needed something like that. He needed someone to get him out of his head. Getting to the grocery store would be a good start. โOh,โ he murmured after a moment, finally processing what else Ryuk had said. His brain was slower to translate than he wanted, but it was a skill he knew he could work on. Having a living, breathing person would help. It would force him to get better at it, if he didnโt want to be an inconvenience to his guest. โIโm just doing what any good host would do. If youโre trying to solve a case, thatโs important. I wouldnโt want you to have to worry about anything on top of that.โ
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Sept 19, 2020 14:40:23 GMT -5
L, of course, noticed the smile. It softened the boyโs face, giving him a gentler look, less nervous and more friendly. It was a good look on him. Perhaps even, in some universe, a natural one. L was definitely not like most other adults. He couldnโt really have articulated why, but he just wasnโt. Perhaps it was the way he always seemed to do things a little bit differently than everyone else. Maybe it was the way he sat and the things he ate and the dark circles under his eyes and the way he spoke so every word was articulated and the way he never slept. Maybe it was none of those things and maybe he was actually just like everyone else, only no one was actually alike. He shook his head slightly. He was odd, or so heโd been told. That didnโt necessarily make him unique, though. โMm, yes.โ He said, nodding. He did indeed know exactly what had happened to Maria di Angelo, but he didnโt press the matter. He figured they both knew what had happened already. โBaklava is definitely quite sweet.โ He added thoughtfully, as though he hadnโt really considered it before. It was just one of the things he ate. He tilted his head slightly, and smiled a little. โAh.โ He said. โCookie jar. I understand.โ Why he was explaining his rules to a kid might have been a bit of a mystery. Maybe he shouldnโt have. Nico was just a kid, he probably couldnโt be trusted with sensitive information such as this. Except, well...it wasnโt really that sensitive. His rules werenโt really secrets. They were just things not many people knew about. He would prefer it stayed that way, but he wasnโt all that concerned about it. For this case, it happened to be worth over a million dollars. Mostly because of how rich Hades was. Also, it had the potential to have over ten victims. Also, it was interesting to L on a more personal level, which wasnโt technically a rule, but mattered. L considered that. โItโs not that I donโt care, exactly.โ He corrected thoughtfully. โItโs more that I donโt let it interfere with my work. I can be upset about something, while doing what I need to do. Itโs not always easy, but it is possible.โ He did understand what Nico was trying to say though. It was a lot easier to deal with things you didnโt care about. It was a lot easier than trying to handle things that mattered to you. He understood that. โYouโre right.โ He said seriously. โIt is easier not to care. At least, I imagine it would be. I havenโt experienced it myself.โ โYes.โ He said, nodding. โI do.โ Itโs actually nearby. I canโt show you right now because our time is nearly up, but maybe sometime I could take you for a ride. Itโs quite interesting.โ He considered the question. โWell,โ he said slowly, โI imagine if I didnโt have my own, I would need to rent one. Which would be irritating, but it would work. He didnโt really know whether he would ever be able to take Nico for a ride. He hoped so. But he wasnโt making any promises just yet. He nodded, agreeing. โWhatever you decide will have an element of danger to it.โ He said. โThatโs not a reason not to do it, not necessarily. It is a reason to be careful, however. I wouldnโt want to advice you not to take your life seriously, by any means. Does that make sense to you?โ He hoped he hadnโt communicated the wrong thing by accident. He had intended only to point out the perils of life in general, not to trivialize them. He smiled slightly. โYes, it does.โ He said softly. โI wonโt live forever. Indeed, Iโm already in the process of finding my replacement. I could die at anytime, so itโs necessary for me to act quickly.โ He tilted his head slightly. โDo you have any final questions before we head back?โ - L, of course, had been told how oddly he sat many times. Not as many as it could have been, considering he didnโt see other people very often, but often enough. In fact, he could tell a good bit about someone based on whether they said anything or not, and what they said if they did speak up. For Orpheus, he would have thought it was likely that the other man was shy, insecure about something, himself or otherwise, had he not known what he knew. Had he not known that Orpheus was trying to play him. He couldnโt trust his instincts this time, he had to second guess himself at every step, and he had to stay ahead of Orpheus. That was the way he was going to win. The conversation may have been dying, but Lโs mind was racing as far ahead of the situation. He was already planning out tomorrow, trying to think of what the weekend would look like, trying to guess what Orpheus was going to do. He was already reading Orpheusโ expression to get a handle on what sort of person he was dealing with here. What had he gleaned? Orpheus was either a very good liar, or no liar at all. He watched Orpheus carefully. Was it possible he was wrong about this? Of all the suspects, Orpheus was the most obvious, but that didnโt automatically make him guilty. It might just make him unlucky. He hummed, listening but not really answering. He was watching Orpheus, expecting him to say something. Or maybe he was simply thinking too much. He peered at Orpheus, curiosity Iโm his expression. He could ask why no one would hire Orpheus, but then, that seemed like bait. What was it Orpheus wanted him to ask about? And what would he do if L didnโt fall for it? No, he wouldnโt ask. He would let Orpheus do what he wanted to do with that. L, though he hadnโt expected to get a key to the house, was glad he had. It would certainly make his job a lot easier. Didnโt Orpheus realize that? Maybe he was simply trying to cast suspicion off of him. If so, he was doing a pretty poor job of it, seeing as L could still see all the reasons why he was probably guilty. He didnโt smile back, but he did nod. He appreciated the key, even if he didnโt entirely get the reason behind it. Which worried him a little, but he figured he would get that information soon enough. Orpheus shouldnโt have believed L. It was that simple. He shouldnโt have believed a word L said. But it wasnโt his fault L was a good liar. โI see.โ He said, nodding. โIn that case I can see why I should have a key. And yes, my work can be dangerous at times.โ Read: now. โSo I do appreciate the thought youโve put into this. You didnโt even have to let me in, and now youโre offering me a place to stay. Thank you.โ He meant that, too. Orpheus had been nothing but helpful so far, and even if he was doing it for a bad reason, he was still doing it and L wanted to acknowledge it. โOh, yes, thank you.โ He said, surprised but the offer of more tea. He did in fact want more, and he saw no reason not to say it. โDo you have any green tea? Black is fine as well.โ Most tea was actually fine by him, as long as he had sugar to put in it. Tea without sugar was dreadful. He didnโt understand how people actually drank it, He was going to be perfectly honest about things like tea, so Orpheus neednโt have worried about that. What he could have worried about instead, was the bigger picture. The fact that L had given a fake name. The fact that L was there not for another case, but for this one, the one that had stolen from Orpheus. It was a game, all right, but not the one Orpheus was afraid of. It was the one he didnโt know he should be afraid of. โNo, thatโs all.โ He said simply, resting his hands on his knees again. โI believe I have everything else I need.โ He did. He had Orpheus right where he wanted him. He had his rules and he didnโt have backup but that was okay. He didnโt need backup. He could do this himself. If Orpheus was trying to push himself to function, then L was trying to push himself to solve this case as quickly as possible. He didnโt anticipate it taking more than a week. Orpheus was smart, but he wasnโt that smart, and L knew he was definitely smarter. He could do this. He just had to catch Orpheus on a mistake first. He tilted his head slightly. โI see.โ He said, acknowledging the statement with a dip of his head. He didnโt say anything else for a moment, then continued. โEven so, itโs kind of you to be a good host. My case may take a while, but I hope to move on before too long, so you wonโt have to put up with me forever. This is just a temporary arrangement. Donโt worry.โ He glanced around the room. โYes, this will work.โ
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Post by strider on Oct 1, 2020 17:36:49 GMT -5
Orpheus had a job. It wasnโt much, but it would pay the bills and make it so he actually had enough money to buy his own groceries and make sure Ryuk didnโt go hungry either. It had been difficult, finding someone who wanted to hire a deaf server (really, if he couldnโt hear to take orders, was he actually qualified? The answer was yes, but not many people had seemed to realize it. What Orpheus hadnโt expected was for the house to be abandoned when he got home. He had wanted to tell Ryuk that heโd gotten a job and that he neednโt worry about Orpheus being home all day every day getting in his way. It struck Orpheus how much he was going to have to change his lifestyle now that Ryuk was living with him. No more listening to TV with the volume off, nor listening to it with the volume turned on as high as it could possibly go on the off chance he heard more than white noise. Actuallyโฆ it was probably better to avoid having the TV on anyway, even if it was helpful in learning how to read lips. He could practice that with real people now, and he didnโt want to make Ryuk feel as though he had to adjust how he spoke any more than he already had. Distantly, Orpheus wondered how Ryuk knew ahead of time that Orpheus was deaf. It wasnโt like anyone knew. Maybe it was the fact that he hadnโt answered the door. Either way, Orpheus was grateful that he hadnโt needed to explain it. A cursory glance at the phone told Orpheus there werenโt any messages waiting for him โ not that he would have been able to hear them if there was, but he was still used to just looking over to check. He didnโt notice the camera peeking out from behind the phone. โRyuk?โ Orpheus assumed he was alone because Ryuk wasnโt situated where heโd been the time before, but that didnโt necessarily mean anything. A few peeks inside the other rooms confirmed Orpheusโ suspicion. He was alone, which meant he might not notice when Ryuk came home. Orโฆ back. It was only Orpheusโ home, not Ryukโs. Was he really so desperate not to be alone again that he was willing to call his home a near-strangerโs home as well? He made his way to the desk, opening up one of the drawers to grab a pen and paper and quickly scrawling out โRyuk โ Iโm home, but in the living room. If you need anything come find me and let me know! I may not notice you come in.โ The handwriting didnโt match the labels on the boxes of tea, nor anything else Hermes had neatly organized. Orpheus didnโt think it had to, he had no idea what Ryuk was looking for. With that taped to the door and out of the way, Orpheus settled himself at the desk and began to lightly tap on the wood. It didnโt take more than a few moments for Orpheus to realize it was far too cold in the room. A cursory look around explained why. The vent was open, and it was never open. Ryuk must have gotten warmโฆ well, theyโd need to discuss that when he got home, find some sort of compromise. Maybe they could keep the vent open in the living room during the day, but not at night when Orpheus was sleeping there. For now, though, since Ryuk wasnโt home, Orpheus felt justified in closing it. He got a little bit closer when he noticed something odd glinting behind one of the vent shutters. Very carefully, Orpheus reached in. โHello,โ he mused, pulling the camera out of position. โWhat are you doing in there?โ Orpheus held the camera up to his eye and glanced straight in. โYou must have been there for a long timeโฆโ he frowned slightly, running his fingers lightly over the small thing. The vent hadnโt been opened inโฆ well, since Orpheus was younger. Before heโd adjusted to the temperature Hermes had liked to keep the house. โOh.โ He nearly dropped the camera as the realization hit him. โYou wanted to keep an eye on me when I was alone.โ Emotion welled up in his voice, though he tried to push it back down. Hermes could make sure Orpheus was safe while he was on trips โ he knew Orpheus was likely to fall asleep at the desk or on the couch when nobody had told him it was time to go to bedโฆ that must have been how Hermes always used to know when to call and tell Orpheus it was okay to take a break. Carefully, Orpheus closed his fist around the camera and squeezed for just a moment โ not tightly enough to break it, just to feel the sharp corners against his skin โ before placing it on the desk. The loss hit harder than Orpheus had been ready for, and he collapsed into the chair, burying his head in his hands. The open vent was all but forgotten.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Oct 11, 2020 9:58:19 GMT -5
L was careful to be out of the house a lot, even though he would have preferred to stay and watch Orpheus 24/7. He couldnโt do that, and that was why he needed the cameras. Since Orpheus hadnโt gotten hired yet, the other man hadnโt been out enough for L to do a more detailed search, but what he had found confirmed his suspicions. The handwriting on the tea didnโt match the grocery lists Orpheus made, or anything else he wrote. That wasnโt all, either, or it would have been a very poor case. He was out now, crouched in the dark and watching the cameras like a hawk as Orpheus returned. He watched as the suspect moved through the house, probably looking for him, and then as he wrote the note, which of course didnโt match the writing on the tea, once again. It was such an obvious giveaway that L was actually a little annoyed that Orpheus had missed it. He wondered again whether he had made the right choice, going up to Orpheus like that. Would it have been better to wait and bide his time, maybe install the cameras first? He shook his head slightly. No, this was the best way to figure out what had happened here. This was the best way to get close enough to see what Orpheusโ goal here really was, because he hadnโt decided to impersonate the victim for nothing. He had to be planning something. L expected Orpheus to find the camera almost immediately. It was carelessly placed, too obvious to miss really, at least for someone observant enough to do what Orpheus had done. He was surprised, then, when Orpheus completely failed to find the camera. That was...not what he had expected to happen. Could it be that he had discovered it and simply ignored it? Did that fit his profile? Yes, he was searching for L. That much was correct, at least. He didnโt know what to expect now, which frustrated him. He didnโt like not having the answers, he didnโt like not knowing things, and he absolutely despised being wrong. Orpheus probably knew that much about him. Orpheus probably shared that, in fact. He watched as Orpheus finally sat down at his desk, and he tapped his teeth with one finger, carefully waiting to see what he would do now that L was apparently gone. What did he expect? Not for Orpheus to give everything away, of course, but possibly for him to do something he wouldnโt normally. Unless he had noticed the camera, of course. But his behavior suggested he hadnโt. Or was that intentional? He needed to calm down. He may not like it when things went wrong, but that didnโt mean he could sit around and sulk about it. He would just have to make the best of this, and figure out what Orpheus was actually doing. Thatโs what mattered, not how L felt. Then Orpheus stood up and approached the vent, and L realized a moment before it happened what he was doing. Then he was looking right into Orpheusโ eye. He didnโt understand what Orpheus was talking about. Could he possibly think that the camera had really been in there a long time? What did it mean? What was he trying to tell L? He had to know that it was L, even an innocent person would put that much together. Random stranger arrives, and then cameras appear in your home. It wasnโt exactly a leap. So what was it he was doing? It didnโt make sense. โWho are you talking to?โ He asked, frustrated. โNot me, surely? That would be a strange reaction to a stranger putting cameras in your home. No...not me.โ The emotion in Orpheusโ voice also felt very real. It was like he had lost someone and the cameras had reminded him of that person. How did that make any sense at all? Then the camera went black as Orpheus closed his fist around it, and L leaned back. There were two major possibilities here. Either L was mistaken, and Orpheus was somehow innocent...which would mean either Orpheus was still out there somewhere, or this was, in fact, Orpheus...or the imposter was messing with him. Which was more likely? Well, if this were Orpheus, then why hadnโt he attempted to play even once? That made that possibility unlikely. If he wasnโt, and the real Orpheus was still out there somewhere...that was a possibility, but L didnโt think he could have messed up that badly. He had been careful. This was Orpheusโ home, for better or for worse, and that meant this man was connected to everything somehow. If he wasnโt an imposter and he wasnโt Orpheus, then where did that lead? No, there was still the possibility that the imposter was trying to throw L off. That seemed like the most likely solution, though L didnโt like the way he had gone about it. If it was just completely random, then what was the imposter thinking? Was he trying to say something or was he just...saying things he knew L wouldnโt understand? The detective narrowed his eyes. Either way, he was going to catch him. He had to.
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Post by strider on Oct 13, 2020 23:23:13 GMT -5
Orpheus took a deep breath, glancing at the camera. He wondered if it was still working. He wondered if the feed could be seen on Hermesโ old computer. Not that it mattered, selling the computer had been one of the first things Orpheus had done after making sure any important files were safe on Orpheusโ own computer. He hadnโt wanted to do it, but heโd needed the money. And heโd needed the experience of talking to another human being and seeing if he could understand them. It hadnโt gone as smoothly as Orpheus had hoped, but it had gone more smoothly than heโd expected. That was how his life was, now. His expectations were far lower than his hopes. There had been a time when they were at the same level. Funny, how a life could be so turned around in just a matter of moments. What was Orpheus doing? The notifications on his phone had piled up, every soon to be dead person heโd matched with, every person he could have played for when there was still the possibility of playingโฆ heโd deleted the app just a few days before Ryuk had arrived. He was supposed to be moving on, notโฆ well, doing whatever he was doing now. This was the opposite of moving on. This was dwelling on a past he couldnโt change and couldnโt fix. He took a deep breath, picking up the camera, and very decisively moved to the kitchen to toss it in the trash can. It didnโt even occur to him that there could have been more than one. It didnโt occur to him that they were new, or that they were Ryukโs doing. He had no reason to believe he was a suspect. He had no idea what Ryuk was even investigating, only that he had needed a place to stay, and Orpheus had a place to stay. Orpheus had a job. He had a temporary roommate. He needed to justโฆ keep living. Silently, he approached the guitar on the wall, letting his fingers trace over the layer of dust that had built up on it. Had Ryuk noticed the guitar? Would he assume Orpheus played? Or would he think it, like so much else in the house, had been Hermesโ? Surely Ryuk had been able to figure out that the house had belonged to more than just Orpheus until recently. It was kind of him to not have said anything. To not have brought the pain back up to the surface. Orpheus let his hand fall to his side again, staring at the guitar for just a moment before letting out a large sigh. Who was he kidding? He was never going to be able to play it again. Stillโฆ he couldnโt bring himself to get rid of it. What he could get rid of, thoughโฆ his gaze flickered over to the desk, with the locked drawers full of sheet music. Orpheus approached hesitantly, falling to his knees as he fumbled to unlock it. It had been locked so Orpheus couldnโt get distracted by songs that were already finished, so he wouldnโt fall down a rabbit hole he wouldnโt be able to emerge from for days. Hermes had always held the key, and heโd always been willing to hand it over if Orpheus had asked for itโฆ it had been a good system. Orpheus didnโt overwork himself, yet he wasnโt actually restricted. The original key had been burnt up with Hermesโ body. Orpheus had needed to find the spare, hidden deep in Hermesโ drawers. Not that heโd used it since Hermes had died. There was no music left. Not in his head, not that reached his earsโฆ there was no point. Orpheus pulled the drawer open, staring at page after page of music. Tears threatened to flood his eyes, but he pushed them away. Instead, he picked up a giant stack of music and tossed it in the garbage can, staring at it with a kind of numbness he didnโt have the words to describe. More piles of music were added to the stack until the bag was nearly bursting and only one song remained in the drawer. One song that Orpheus, even in the midst of what would likely be called a breakdown, couldnโt get rid of. He needed to move on. The only thing he was good atโฆ well, that was useless to him now. He squared his jaw and tied up the bag, disappearing briefly out the door to toss it into the recycling bin. He didnโt look back when he got inside, merely collapsed on the desk chair and put his head down on the desk. He wasnโt aware that Ryuk couldnโt see him very well with the camera removed. If he had known, he doubted he would have cared. This was his private grief. The grief he had carried with him since Hermes had died. It was about time he let himself feel it. And yetโฆ the tears wouldnโt come. Like they hadnโt come for weeks. He was justโฆ numb. He sat there, forehead pressed up against his forearms, until his breathing steadied and sleep took hold.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Nov 23, 2020 20:29:33 GMT -5
L watched carefully as Orpheus looked at the camera. He poked at his teeth with his index finger, lost in thought and trying to uncover what he could. Which wasnโt as much as he would have liked, in all honesty. Orpheus wasnโt being very helpful, sitting there holding the camera like it was a dead relative, clutching it instead of...whatever else he might have done with it. Thrown it, maybe. Talked to it. What was it Orpheus was hoping to accomplish here? L didnโt know, and he didnโt like not knowing things. He liked knowing exactly what was going on, not sitting here trying to figure out what in the world Orpheus was doing. He didnโt know about the phone. He didnโt know about the notifications, or the app, or the music...well, no, he did know about the music, of course he did. But he didnโt know that it was Orpheus. Of course he didnโt. It would have saved them both a long of trouble if he had known that. He watched as Orpheus threw the camera away, jumping as it hit the bottom of the trash can with a loud crack. Of course, Orpheus was going to do a deep clean of his house, now, and find the other cameras. That had been a part of Lโs plan. If he found them all, he would know just how serious the investigation was and it would knock him off his game. Unfortunately, it would also mean that L could no longer keep an eye on him, but he didnโt intend to be outside the house very often anyway, so it shouldnโt be a problem. He watched carefully as Orpheus approached the guitar. He had noticed it, of course. A trophy from his victim, probably. Why else would it sit there gathering dust? Why else would Orpheus, the famous Orpheus, though of course he wasnโt really famous, live with his guitar untouched, peopleโs lives slipping away, it wasnโt like him. That was, of course, because it wasnโt him. He knew. He just didnโt know. And that was probably his biggest mistake. He watched Orpheus as the other man approached the desk, and he frowned, uncertain what he was doing. Was he trying to get a weapon? Was he angry about the cameras? Was he searching for more cameras? He tilted his head, staring. Orpheus looked...desperate. Bad sign. Desperate people did very stupid things. So many good sign, actually. If Orpheus made a mistake, then it would be that much easier for L to catch him. If Orpheus made a mistake, then it was over. The game would be won. He didnโt understand why Orpheus was truly desperate. He didnโt understand the expression on the suspectโs face. He didnโt understand anything, even if he thought he did. And he did think that. Because he was used to having all the answers, because he was used to knowing things, and he was not used to being wrong. So wasnโt it a reasonable assumption that he wasnโt wrong? He poked at his teeth again, and tapped the table, thoughtful. The expression on Orpheusโ face...what was that? What did it mean? If he hadnโt carried what he already thought he knew, maybe he would have said it was pain. Pain, loss...something hard to pinpoint, but still very, very real. He jumped as Orpheus threw the first sheets of music away. Because that was what it was. Music. The late Orpheusโ, probably. No, certainly, whose else would it be? And the fact that he was throwing it away now meantโฆ. โAh.โ He murmured, understanding at last. Or, he thought he did. Obscuring evidence. A panic based reaction. It made sense, though L found he was disappointed in the move. It was so obvious, not at all the finesse he had come to expect. The least he could have done was try to hide what he was doing instead of justโฆ.panicking and throwing it all away. Clearly there was a reason he hadnโt done this immediately. Was he really so overconfident as to have believed that he wouldnโt be investigated? Could L forgive him that, knowing that he was the best detective in the world, and so the things he noticed were likely to be missed by others? No, he decided, Orpheus should have known. He should have been more careful. This was a mistake, a bad one, and it played to L perfectly. He wasnโt completely sure what happened next, but whatever it was, he was confident he had what he needed to pin Orpheus down, and soon. This evidence, it wouldnโt hold up in court, not yet, but it was a start, and if the imposter reacted this badly under pressure, then all L needed to do was push a little bit harder, and his case would practically be handed to him on a silver platter. It was almost too easy. Annoyingly so. Not that he wanted the case to continue, of course not, but he found he had come to expect more from this criminal he called by his victimโs name. He couldnโt really see Orpheus anymore. The camera he had taken would have been helpful for that. Instead, he leaned back, taking in everything heโd just seen. Wellโฆ This might be over before it had really begun.
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Post by strider on Dec 2, 2020 15:30:33 GMT -5
Orpheus was tired. It was a common enough feeling for him since Hermes had died. It seemed sometimes that it didnโt matter how long he had slept, he still felt tired. Finding the camera, though it had helped for a brief moment, just made it worse. Hermes was gone. The music was gone. Somehow it was fitting that the last voice Orpheus would ever hear had been Hermesโ. He missed him more than he cared to admit. He had thought that having a guest in the house would force him to forget about the crushing loneliness, but it didnโt. He didnโt even know if Ryuk had come come yet. Heโd been too distracted, sitting against the wall with his forehead pressed up against his knees. He had thrown away the music. It had felt like the right thing to do at the time, to get rid of any temptation, to let lose the hope that heโd ever be able to play again. He had felt like the music had been holding him back. If that had been the case, why did he feel so empty now, without it? Why did he feel almost as though he had thrown away his life? He couldnโt play it, not the way it was meant to be played. Granted, he hadnโt even tried, but still. That was hundreds of hours of work in the trash can, every ounce of Orpheusโ creativity and passion, all about to be destroyed. And he found he couldnโt do it. He couldnโt throw away everything that had been important to him like that. It felt like a betrayal of everything he had strived for. It felt, more importantly, like a betrayal of Hermes. Without even bothering to throw shoes on, Orpheus made his way out to the garbage bin, ignoring the way the wind teased at his hair and buffeted him around. He reached the bin eventually, digging inside for the bag with the music. There were hundreds of pages there, some crushed by he force with which Orpheus had thrown them away, others awkwardly folded, but it was all still there. Orpheus tried to work quickly to bring it back inside, but the wind stole some pages. It took about five minutes of running after the wind for Orpheus to gather what he could and admit that at least two of the pages were lost forever. He stood there for a long moment, watching them blow away as he held the pages he had managed to save close to his chest. He made his way back inside, carefully locking the pages back up in his drawer. He may have felt the need to save them before they were gone for good, but he wasnโt prepared to go through them quite yet. He lingered on one song in particular, the one he had been writing that had almost made him and Hermes late for their appointment. It was still unfinished. He shook his head, locking that one away too. He was about to crash on the couch when he looked back up at the guitar. Whatโฆ what would happen if he tried to play it? Would it feel the same? Reverently, he took it off the wall and took a familiar position on the couch. His hand hovered over he frets, considering whether to press down. He couldnโt quite find the courage. Hours passed, and slowly Orpheus fell asleep in that position, the guitar held close to him like it was s living, breathing thing. Like he could break it if he dared treat it with any less respect.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jan 14, 2021 17:17:24 GMT -5
Of all the things L had thought of, all the possibilities he had considered, he had missed the very simple truth. He had missed the answer that would have made everything so clear to him, made everything make sense. He had watched Orpheus sit for a long time, trying to understand, trying to understand the case. It wasnโt easy, but he thought he was on the right track. He had destroyed evidence. Panicked, most likely. It wasnโt surprising, under the circumstances, with the pressure L was already putting on him, but L couldnโt help but be just a little disappointed that he had slipped so easily into stupid decisions. Not that he wanted this case to last longer by any means, but...well. It was just annoyingly easy so far. He looked up as Orpheus went outside, and he leaned forward, tensing just a little bit. What was this? He hadnโt put on shoes, most people wore shoes when they left, was he trying to tell L something? Surely he had noticed Lโs own lack of shoes. Was he trying to communicate that he knew L was watching? They both knew that already, why did he have to communicate it now? It didnโt make sense. L filed it away for another time, focusing instead on the present. Unfortunately, he couldnโt actually see outside, only inside. So he was forced to stare at a blank camera for several moments, expecting Orpheus to return at any moment, because he clearly hadnโt planned to be gone long. It took a little bit, but he did return, and Lโs eyes widened a little as he saw him. That was...unexpected. He had rescued the evidence. L stared, a frown slowly coming over his features, his head tilting slightly. Had was he really being so stupid as to realize he had made a mistake throwing it away and try to just...bring it back? Didnโt he have any idea how bad of an idea that was? It was such a painfully bad idea that L almost didnโt know what to do about it at this point. He wanted to arrest the suspect right then and there just on principle. He was shaken from his thoughts by yet another unexpected thingโฆ.Orpheus took the real Orphansโ guitar down. What? That made no sense. He hadnโt touched it for so long, that much was clear in the dust, and now of all times he decided to hold it? What was he trying to prove? That he was guilty? Because that was the only thing he was accomplishing with his eradic behavior. He didnโt move as the hours passed, his thoughts slowly chewing on the possibilities. After a while he noticed Orpheus seemed to have fallen asleep with the guitar cradled in his arms like a child, and he frowned, pausing in the middle of stacking small jelly containers. He didnโt understand. Not yet. But he wasnโt going to give until he did.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jan 17, 2021 21:17:22 GMT -5
L glanced up, surprised as the suspect poked his head into the room. Was he busy? Well...he always was, but.... โno, not really.โ He decided out loud.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jan 17, 2021 21:20:53 GMT -5
L considered. Would he? He glanced at his work, but then, this was his work, wasnโt it? He looked at Orpheus, then nodded seriously. โAlright.โ He agreed, standing.
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Post by ยฎHawkpathยฎ on Jan 17, 2021 21:25:32 GMT -5
L accepted the flyer, pinching it between his fingers and holding it close to his face. โIโve never been to a fall festival.โ He mused, glancing at Orpheus, head tilted. โYes, I will join you.โ He noticed the way his voice changed on the last one...was he thinking of the musician heโd killed?
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