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shady- thank you so much. even if u cant give me advice, listening to me helps a lot so thank you
@@blubbery- i like ur screenname. thank you for ur prayers and for being my friend. i just wish i didnt have to go through high school all alone cuz thats basically what ive done (im a senior)
Deary, you are still young, and full potential. You are going to meet lots of people all with different intentions. I went through high school nearly alone.
Sure I was in band, so I had a family to turn to. Yet just still didn't hang out with them in a personal level. Mainly because wasn't as a priority to invite. All competitions, events, and so on so forth i spent by myself talking to ocassional people at different times.
I made a friend in band my freshmen year. My oh my was he like the perfect guy. I did regret not going out with him sometimes, but he basically crushed our trust my senior year. Calls me a day before our spring concert to tell me we aren't friends anymore, to nottalk to him, or look at him. Two weeks late at prom he goes with a freshmen who to was our bandclassmate.
Anyways...
If anything I made more true friends outside band, and kept my true friends from middle school despite us going to different schools.
Sometimes a true friend or the friends you are looking for are outside, and perhaps farther then you imagined. You are currently in high school, if you still feel like you haven't found a person or two worth talking to after graduating, embrace yourself for college where you can ill meet more mature, and intellectual people.
You'll still meet people with he wrong intentions, but you will encounter more people who you can call a friend over time.
I commute, and have made at least five true friends who I know will always understand me despite the distance of where we live. I might not be able to be there always, but theyunders stand and aware of the situation. they also know that when I am in town, I will gladly spend extra time after my days if clases, to converse and catch up with them. Sometimes even go hang out with them despite my exhaustion.
But they also try not to invite me knowing that I'm home on c certain days. Nonetheless, I encourage them to invite me even though the answer would be me passing for more tben the simple reason of not wanting to go.
Why did I ramble? To give you a small figurative push. Don't give up hope, don't feel sad and look forward to tomorrow. Don't fret, enjoy your senior year.
Besides this is a community? Don't we count as friends? Prob ably one of the most exciting things when I was in high school was logging onto wcf to talk to forum buddjes; Who I still talk to too this day!
Now I have a discord group for a game I play. <3 now in college I have those five people who I gladly call my friends.
Give it time, and appreciate what you do have. ^^