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Post by Deleted on Aug 17, 2016 17:34:43 GMT -5
really i just wanted to babble/complain/etc somewhere lmao here are Things:
i'm thinking about joining the army reserves ???? does anyone have any knowledge on that? the college benefits and certification and stuff seem really good to me. i don't want to have to leave home + you only need to go to the army base on weekends for the reserves, right, so i wouldn't need to leave home w that one either?? plus if i did want to leave home they pay for housing on campus or off so ??? i just don't know how far back in my life plan that would set me - i want to own a house at like 30 years old and hopefully adopt at least one child by then too which is a total of like $300,000 or more ??? and where would i even find a spouse. so at 18 there'd be 6 years in the reserves, meaning i'd get out at 24, but i want an 8 year college degree so 26, but if my chosen army job takes a long time to be trained that could change the whole thing to finishing college at like 28 instead of 26 ?? should i just be in debt forever by doing college without military aid or should i join and just be slightly off track for my plan based on age? and is there stuff i'm not considering? i can deal with the physical activities and stuff, probably, so like.... what else is there to it ? ): ahh
also i was dating someone that did drugs ok like repeatedly and many different types, and recently i deleted their number and stuff but i want so much to talk to them and it's painful what do i do someone control my life pls
also also i'm half doing schoolwork which i'm probably not going to complete in time so i'm going to fail and maybe not graduate..... send help
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