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Post by Deleted on Aug 17, 2016 15:12:24 GMT -5
I know this question sounds weird- cause most people genuinely want to succeed in life and, well, be proud of their lives, how they're living, and who they are. Self-confidence and anything else or anyone who makes us feel worthwhile are treasured greatly- and most people dream of having a happy life.
... But I struggle to think like that. Why? I'm terrified of jealousy and envy. I've never been in a relationship yet- but I feel like if I ever did, I don't think I could ever tell any of my friends who do nothing but complain about not being in one. I'm terrified that if I own a large house when I'm older I'll get dirty looks or get gossiped about. Sometimes it gets so bad I refuse to say anything good that happened recently- cause what if my friend's life sucks and I hurt her/him?
I'm just on edge these days cause it seems any good things I do in my life shouldn't be spoken about like some dirty secret- lest I offend everyone else in my life in case they're really struggling.
Anyone else feel the same way?
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Post by Ginz on Aug 17, 2016 15:14:13 GMT -5
i get that way sometimes too
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Post by A crying Nidoking on Aug 17, 2016 15:16:19 GMT -5
I get afraid to succeed, generally about things I'm scared about doing anyway...
"If I get a high enough score on my entrance test, I'll have to do college level algebra!" "If I send this person this text I want to send them, they'll reply and I'll get to scared to look at it." etc.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 17, 2016 15:18:17 GMT -5
"If I draw something really good, my parents will sign me up for art lessons." <-- me
So yes. I want to have my own business someday but I'm afraid it's going to be terribly hard.. So yes. A lot of people get that. :]
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Post by Deleted on Aug 17, 2016 15:21:24 GMT -5
actually yes
If I want to get a good career like a doctor or a dentist, I'll definitely have what I want in like but it'll also be super stressful as you're dealing with somebody's health.
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Post by -- x ƜιƖƖσωfƖαмє x -- on Aug 17, 2016 15:29:48 GMT -5
i'm afraid of so many things and i guess thats just one
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