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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2016 22:43:35 GMT -5
idk i was ok w the idea of leaving for college until today i guess ?? idk today wasn't a good day. my younger brothers were exceptionally loud and annoying. and my TMD acted up a lot so i was in A Lot of pain and i experienced a new kind of facial pain i hadn't had until today. and my allergy meds didn't really kick in at all. but tomorrow is my last 24 hrs living at home. i leave on thursday to move into my dorm on friday. and like i don't wanna be at home any longer but ???? idk i'm suddenly v nervous and afraid. i don't make new friends easily and all my suite mates seem cool w me being trans and nice over email but what if they're not really? and i haven't even sent my professors the customary "hey i'm trans ignore my name on the sheet" email yet. and idk i feel Bad rn
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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2016 22:48:29 GMT -5
and it's also annoying bc my friends who've already moved into their dorms (one even started classes today) have all seemed So Excited and gave no outwards signs of feeling scared about stuff so idk i feel stupid for feeling this way if nobody else tells me they did too
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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2016 22:52:15 GMT -5
im sorry ur nervous.. i guess its a big change, leaving home and youre starting a new chapter in your life which can be exciting but also scary. im sure you'll be ok, but, y'know, anxious feelings can make it seem like things are worse than they actually are. i dont really have any advice for u, and idk if you even want any advice, so im just gonna say i hope you feel better soon and i hope you have a really hecking awesome experience at college
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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2016 22:53:49 GMT -5
im sorry ur nervous.. i guess its a big change, leaving home and youre starting a new chapter in your life which can be exciting but also scary. im sure you'll be ok, but, y'know, anxious feelings can make it seem like things are worse than they actually are. i dont really have any advice for u, and idk if you even want any advice, so im just gonna say i hope you feel better soon and i hope you have a really hecking awesome experience at college thank u. it's p frustrating bc i know i have a history of making myself panic a lot about little things and things that actually end up a lot better/easier than i thought they would be but knowing that does not in fact make me worry less about things ?? there's just a lot going on rn
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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2016 23:03:48 GMT -5
aw yeah i totally feel you there. sometimes ill spend weeks getting myself worked up over something and then it happens and then im like, oh that wasn't too bad. how far away are you going to be from your family? will you be able to visit them often?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2016 23:15:16 GMT -5
aw yeah i totally feel you there. sometimes ill spend weeks getting myself worked up over something and then it happens and then im like, oh that wasn't too bad. how far away are you going to be from your family? will you be able to visit them often? i know this p sounds bad but i don't want to visit them ?? like i plan to for big breaks n stuff but i don't feel the urge to go home?? and i'm going to be 6 - 7 hours (depends on the route you take) from home
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