Post by Deleted on Apr 23, 2018 16:34:45 GMT -5
I'm taking a break. I just had my heart broken. My best friend overreacted last week just because I unwatched her Deviantart and she feels I am no longer supporting her. That I've been "off". So, we fought for 2 hours about this, I tried to be patient and gentle with her and nothing seemed to be understandable between both of us. She feels I'm not supporting her art, even though I praise it on Discord that it's cute and such. Just now, I found out that she removed me from her friends list. I'm not even simply a friend anymore. I'm not her best friend anymore. Not even a friend. What am I to you now?
I feel utterly heart broken, and even betrayed. Maybe I'm being dramatic; maybe I'm not. I loved Rosa. I don't think she's understanding the pain I am going through right now. I simply wanted time to myself after we've broken up, and she thinks I should be over it by now when I'm not. She feels I'm not supporting her anymore because I am more "distant". I've explained to her I'm not abandoning us. I'm not going to drop it. But I admit, after being utterly hurt just now... I just did. I can't describe the pain I'm going through right now. I'm crying. I feel betrayed by her. Over a stupid overreaction, a misunderstanding, because I wanted time to myself, and I'm no longer her best friend because of this.
I feel like I don't know anyone I can trust right now. I don't even trust anyone enough to be my best friend anymore.
Anyway, I'm very sorry. I'm sorry that this isn't allowed to be on here. But I am deeply hurt. OTD doesn't really know me on there, but you guys do. Believe what you want, but I'm deeply hurt right now. I feel like I can't trust anyone right now. I don't know who to go to for support. I don't know who'll remove me next over an overreaction, or who'll stop trusting me over that. I feel like my heart's been torn into two.
I don't feel like writing anything about the characters on here. I just needed to vent. I hope the mods will forgive me that this isn't in OTD, but please keep this here. I feel like I'm more supported on here than OTD.
Anyway, I'm sorry for wasting your time. I don't feel like being on here for a while.
I feel utterly heart broken, and even betrayed. Maybe I'm being dramatic; maybe I'm not. I loved Rosa. I don't think she's understanding the pain I am going through right now. I simply wanted time to myself after we've broken up, and she thinks I should be over it by now when I'm not. She feels I'm not supporting her anymore because I am more "distant". I've explained to her I'm not abandoning us. I'm not going to drop it. But I admit, after being utterly hurt just now... I just did. I can't describe the pain I'm going through right now. I'm crying. I feel betrayed by her. Over a stupid overreaction, a misunderstanding, because I wanted time to myself, and I'm no longer her best friend because of this.
I feel like I don't know anyone I can trust right now. I don't even trust anyone enough to be my best friend anymore.
Anyway, I'm very sorry. I'm sorry that this isn't allowed to be on here. But I am deeply hurt. OTD doesn't really know me on there, but you guys do. Believe what you want, but I'm deeply hurt right now. I feel like I can't trust anyone right now. I don't know who to go to for support. I don't know who'll remove me next over an overreaction, or who'll stop trusting me over that. I feel like my heart's been torn into two.
I don't feel like writing anything about the characters on here. I just needed to vent. I hope the mods will forgive me that this isn't in OTD, but please keep this here. I feel like I'm more supported on here than OTD.
Anyway, I'm sorry for wasting your time. I don't feel like being on here for a while.
I hope that you'll be okay
