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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 19:43:18 GMT -5
Thanks for understanding. ^^ Yeah, I hate it. The exposition of this is really hard for me for some reason. Thanks though! Ack, that stinks. What happened? No worries. Least I can do, right? Maybe it's something you're unfamiliar with? It takes a bit of time to get into the flow of it, I find. Then again, that's just my two cents. Krystal didn't react to Castor properly. I fixed it. I'm really sorry, Tans, and I hope you don't find me bothersome for this, but...
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 19:56:07 GMT -5
What a sinner, what a monster. WHY DOES SHE LOVE THEM SO MUCH (Legit) We all are. (Nobody could make him stay from stopping sin, even in his death.) I understand. I just wanted to ask just in case so I don't force you to or anything. I love her. A lot. Sure - I don't mind starting, haha. Also, I'm a loser and probably going to use Aiden/Owen this time because...I feel bad for never finishing that thing about them, pfft. I had such good fluffy ideas for the very end of it and then I came home after writing it and I just kind of "do I have to...do I gotta...I'll finish writing them later" and I never didd. --- Aiden: Stop that. Get off the tree. You're going to fall. Owen: *hanging from his ankles* Whaaaat? You care for me or something? Besides, it's not like I'm gonna - *slips off and tumbles to the ground* ...crap. Aiden: Crap indeed. Now you're all messy. Owen: Well, excuse me, Mr. Cleanly Man. I didn't know I had to be all clean and neat all the time and not messy. Aiden: Cleanly Man. Owen: I dunno, man. What's that bald guy from those commercials? You're him. But with hair. Aiden: Mr. Clean. I'm Mr. Clean. Mr Clean with hair on his head. Owen: That's you. *winks* Dejan: I don't get you two. Owen: That's just 'cause you just don't get true love, Dejan Mustard. Disney Beauty: Kind, modest, caring, soft-spoken but firm - Aure: Sin, rude, stubborn, throws lemon tarts at people. BECAUSE SHE IS A HORNY NERD?? His ghost will haunt sinners forever. I understand that. Thank you. I do too, ahh. Hey, that's fine- I love them. And that happens to me all the dang diddly ding dong time, so I certainly don't blame you for it. (obviously if you're using these three, I have to use Aure, Boreas, and Zeph) --- Zephyrus: How the heck are you carrying so many books? Boreas: I'm amazed that isn't directed at me for once. Aure: I spent a lifetime training to carry books, just in case I need to smash someone's face in. All the sharp corners. Besides, these are all important. Boreas: They're all Harlequins. Aure: It's a respected brand. Zephyrus: That kid just fell from a tree and isn't hurt. Boreas: They aren't respected by anyone whose opinion matters, only horny women with shoddy love lives. Aure: Are you judging my lifestyle? Fight me. Zephyrus: They look like mortals, though I could be wrong. Boreas: I'm not going to fight you. You always are saying that, and it's rather pointless. Aure: I said fight me. Zephyrus: They don't look dangerous. Boreas: I'm not going to fight you. Aure: Buzzkill. Zephyrus: I could say whatever I want right now. They've turned into bees. I'm going to get a tattoo on my face. I'm going to start calling everybody dawg. Boreas: Your insults mean nothing. Aure: They will when I hit you. Zephyrus: ... Aure is much better than the typical Beauty, isn't she? They will (hopefully) never dare to sin again. No problem. Omd, good. I hate it because I really wanted to finish it but I lost motivation. It was going to be a cute little ending where Owen had to end up leaving for awhile, BUT THEN HE CAME BACK and surprised Aiden in college and man, I imagined many scenes for that. It was so cute. I love them. (Obviously, since these three are half based off of them ahsksksks they're kind of similar I'm sorry omd I'm really bad at making my characters original and not inspired by others') --- Dejan: Harlequin books. Damn. Owen: Girls are weird. Aiden: *frowns* Why are those men so tall? That isn't fair. Owen: More like - why are you so short? Aiden: One of these days, I'm going to break up with you for your terribly unintelligent comments on my height. Owen: You wouldn't dare. *grins* Look, that girl is really feisty. I hope she hits him - and with all those big, bad books, too. *raises his voice* Fight, fight, fight, fight - Aiden: *slaps his hand over his mouth* Shut up! They'll see us. Owen: Good. I can't wait to meet some new people. Dejan: *to Aiden* ¿Por qué él, de todas las fechas, hermano?Aiden: Él tiene un buen culo. Owen: *pushes away Aiden's hand* What are you saying about me behind my back? Aiden: Not about you. We're discussing...those people. Owen: Let's go say hi. The handsome one looks sad because they're fighting. Tsk, tsk. Heterosexual romance always fails! (I don't know why this made me laugh so much Owen I hate you) *jumps up and waves* Hello!
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 20:01:17 GMT -5
Well, I'm off. Later.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 20:02:22 GMT -5
See you, Lore.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 20:35:01 GMT -5
She's much more interesting, that's for sure. (Belle: *politely but firmly turns Gaston down* Aure: *would kick and throw books until he was forced to run away in order to save his life*)
Not if it's a true sinner.
Honestly, that sounds adorable. What cuties they are. How dare you make them so cute. (what don't be sorry ajdsjfsd they're still their own characters, y'know, and I actually find the similarities hilarious)
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("why are these men so tall" I cri)
Aure: Who the heck is that? Never mind; I don't care. He thinks I should fight you, which means I obviously should.
Boreas: That logic is inherently flawed.
Aure: Your face will be inherently flawed once I hit it with these books.
Zephyrus: ¿Por qué mientes a él?
Which one is the handsome one, now? It should be me, of course.
Aure: No, it's me, because I'm fifty shades of hot.
Boreas: Fifty shades of hot.
Aure: And you're fifty shades of not.
Zephyrus: Now, now, let's say hello like polite normal Faerie folk. Hello there, short bouncy creature. As much as I'd like to see them fight, don't encourage her.
Aure: What's with this heterosexual romance nonsense? I have two girlfriends from another country.
Boreas: *sigh* Who are you all, anyhow?
(I cried at Owen ajdkls Owen please)
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 20:37:02 GMT -5
No worries. Least I can do, right? Maybe it's something you're unfamiliar with? It takes a bit of time to get into the flow of it, I find. Then again, that's just my two cents. Krystal didn't react to Castor properly. I fixed it. I'm really sorry, Tans, and I hope you don't find me bothersome for this, but... No, I'm the one who should be sorry. It's not your fault I miss everything, sigh. I appreciate it. It's possible. I just can't help feeling that it's all terrible and boring, even though I'm sure it's not, and then I get lost on what needs to happen next. Have you ever felt that way? Castor is a centaur, right? I hope you have a good night, too.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 20:56:06 GMT -5
She's much more interesting, that's for sure. (Belle: *politely but firmly turns Gaston down* Aure: *would kick and throw books until he was forced to run away in order to save his life*) Not if it's a true sinner. Honestly, that sounds adorable. What cuties they are. How dare you make them so cute. (what don't be sorry ajdsjfsd they're still their own characters, y'know, and I actually find the similarities hilarious) --- ("why are these men so tall" I cri) Aure: Who the heck is that? Never mind; I don't care. He thinks I should fight you, which means I obviously should. Boreas: That logic is inherently flawed. Aure: Your face will be inherently flawed once I hit it with these books. Zephyrus: ¿Por qué mientes a él?Which one is the handsome one, now? It should be me, of course. Aure: No, it's me, because I'm fifty shades of hot. Boreas: Fifty shades of hot. Aure: And you're fifty shades of not. Zephyrus: Now, now, let's say hello like polite normal Faerie folk. Hello there, short bouncy creature. As much as I'd like to see them fight, don't encourage her. Aure: What's with this heterosexual romance nonsense? I have two girlfriends from another country. Boreas: *sigh* Who are you all, anyhow? (I cried at Owen ajdkls Owen please) She definitelyu is. (Beat that sucker up real good, Aure.) Like Aure. How did I actually manage to make one of my ships actually cute (Are you sure because they're too similar and I mean it's not a bad thing to be similar to those characters, since they're good ones, but I feel bad and a copier y'know but omd good are you sure thank you) YOUR ICON I LOVE HER --- (he certainly has that Aure in him) Owen: You should obviously fight him. End that romance. End it! Burn it to the ground. Aiden: You're insane. Owen: I know. Ooh, ooh, good one there, short girl! Keep on talking. Hit him! Make his face as flawed as the plots in your Harlequin novels! Aiden: Perdóname aquí, pero nada de su negocio si estoy mintiendo a él o no. Dios mio. Owen: I don't speak Spanish. What are you saying? Aiden: We're saying hello. Owen: That's a long way to say hello. Why don't you say ''olé, como pan' instead isn't that hi, how're you? Aiden: *flatly* One, that is not how you say 'hola' - second, that latter part means 'eat bread.' Yes, I will say that next time I want to talk to somebody. Dejan: I'd like to eat bread. Owen: It's definitely you. The other one's glasses are too weird - *Aiden glares at him* - and that girl is too mean and too short. ("I'M FIFTY SHADES OF HOT AND YOU'RE FIFTY SHADES OF NOT I S C R E A M E D ) Owen: Short! I'm just as tall as you. I am big. I am lean and strong. *flexes his arms* Well...not strong. Why not? You mean you weren't causing the heterosexual nonsense? *frowns* Who was? My name is Owen. Aiden: *rolls his eyes* I'm Aiden, this is my brother, Dejan. Owen: He's made of mustard. Dejan: Owen, you're really weird and you're freaking me out. Owen: Ignore him. He is mustard. Who are you guys? Tall Boy, Handsome Boy, and ... Harlequin Girl. *pauses* Harlequin. HARLEY QUINN. That's you. Except your hair is short and dark and not like hers. (Owen stop)
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 21:08:54 GMT -5
She tries. (Good thing there's no Gaston in my story)
Like Aure, Sin Herself.
They're all cute shut up (please Swan just give them time to develop and be amazing on their own)
I KNOW ISN'T SHE GREAT
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(That sounds bad)
Aure: What romance is there that I need to be burning here?
*advances* WHAT did you just say about my novels, you piglicking flesh burrito?
Zephyrus: Por supuesto no. Usted debe mentir. [\i]
Hello, eat bread. Sounds like a perfectly normal greeting to me.
Aure: Hello, eat my bread made of hellfire and pain, you sick son of a dog.
Zephyrus: I'd love to see that bread, actually.
Boreas: They're not meant to be weird, only to serve their purpose.
(I DIED SO HARD AT THAT AHHH)
Aure: *throws a book* Call me short one more time!
Zephyrus: Why thank you. I pride myself on being the normal, rational one.
Aure: Eh, I swing both ways. With a baseball bat. Come and get it.
Zephyrus: Nice to meet you all. Tall Boy here is Boreas, I'm Zephyrus and Harley Quinn is Aure - though you can keep calling her that if you'd like. I personally like to call her Harley Hepburn.
Aure: You're going to have to fight me too.
Boreas: Why mustard of all things?
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 21:20:43 GMT -5
(I'm glad there isn't. He'd get his behind kicked baaaaaad.)
Exactly. She is the personification of sin.
r u sure (If you say so ahsksksksk characters have never been my strong suit though)
I DIDN'T EVEN WATCH THE MOVIE BUT I LOVE HER
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(why are you so nasty)
Owen: The ones in your hands.
*grins and steps back* Hey, take it easy! Geez. You really are high on those horny books, aren't you?
Aiden: *grabs his sleeve and pulls him back* Don't provoke her.
*scowls* Shush, you.
That is not a normal greeting.
Owen: I'm saying that for now on. My new 'hello.'
What's their purpose? Making you look weird?
Aiden: *sighs*
(AURE YOU COMPLETELY RUIN ME)
Owen: Short, you're very short! But that's okay. I like short people.
Man, you really are Harley Quinn. The baseball bat, all that. Gee wiz. But I also swing both ways. *pauses* Without the bat. Bats scare me. They're small and they eat at your ears and -
Aiden: What in hell kind of bat have you met that ate your ear?
Owen: *shrugs*
Dejan: Harley Hepburn. Hmm.
Haven't you heard of that one mustard brand? Dijan?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 21:29:57 GMT -5
I just put a sponge in water and it started swelling up and for some reason that made me think of the siren young man's cat, which swelled
(Aure would beat him up so bad. What if Zephyrus was Gaston omd)
I'm sure (but you have such amazing characters...)
SAME BUT I REALLY WANT TO SEE IT
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(What???)
Aure: If I burn these, you'd be the fuel.
Maybe I have horns that I'll stab you with. They're off-limits.
Zephyrus: Maybe he speaks Spanish and is pretending not to understand.
Aure: That's a perfectly normal greeting.
Boreas: Their purpose is to refract the light as it enters the lenses in order to orient them properly for correct sight.
(This is my new motto)
Aure: You have crap hair- but maybe that's okay if I like crap hair.
I don't just use a baseball bat, don't worry. Gee whiz, even vampire bats don't eat ears. Ears are all cartilage and nasty.
Boreas: Hmm, I see. So you're named for a brand of mustard.
Aure: why aren't you friends Mayo and Ketchup? I'm calling them that now.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 21:36:26 GMT -5
I began to hack my lungs out at the sudden but distant, yet close and recent, memory...it floods into my mind...the memory of the Spanish, the Google Translate....oh dear. The siren young man's cat, which swelled. THat was lifetimes ago - five, six seven centuries away - bUT IT STILL MAKES ME DIE EVERY TIME GOSH DANG IT TANS
(Is Zephy Gaston omd)
(I'm hoinh yo vtu (aka I'M GOING TO CRY but I can't type so cry more @ me) you are so nice)
I WANT TO TOO BUT I WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THIN G SO???
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(Shame on you. Adonjiah would be Disappointed.)
Owen: Yeah, but my body's not real. You can't use me as your fuel. Hasta la vista, baby. *turns to Aiden* That's some cool phrase that means 'suck it' right?
Aiden: It does not mean 'suck it.'
Owen: Oh. Well.
Don't stab me with your horns. I'm not into kinky things like that.
I legit can't speak Spanish. All I know is how to speak about bread.
Aiden: Bread. Of all things. Bread.
Owen: It's a tasty, nutritious snack. *winks* Buy it now in stores.
Aiden: *sighs*
No, it's not.
Owen: I dunno what all that means, but cool. It sounds real useful, dude.
(Same tbh)
Owen: Thanks. I purposely make my hair look all crap and messy all the time. Isn't it so good? I love it.
I hope so. Well, what kind of monster Dracula Frankenstein bat was eating at my ear?
Dejan: I'm not named after a brand of mustard.
Owen and Aiden: *look at each other* Who's Mayo and who's Ketchup?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 21:44:14 GMT -5
That was the funniest thing ever I don't understand how it was so funny WHY IS THAT FUNNY HELP ME
(What if he was though)
(Nice typing haha but you're welcome just let it flow let it flowwww)
I KNOW HARDLY ANYTHING ABOUT DC ANYWAY SO??
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(But Aure would be Proud.)
Aure: Hasta la vista, baby? The heck? Do you think you're the Terminator? The Terminator has large ripping muscles, for one.
Murder is only kinky if you make it that way.
Zephyrus: And now we've transitioned from Terminator to the Hunger Games.
Aure: I eat lemon bread sometimes.
Boreas: In simpler terms, it helps me see- so yes, being able to see is actually very useful.
(I'm putting it in my signature)
Aure: No. It's not. It's stupid. There are probably rats in it.
Maybe it was your boyfriend. Kinky.
Boreas: That is the joke though, isn't it?
Aure: *doesn't bother to point* You're Mayo and you're Ketchup.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 21:50:27 GMT -5
This is so funny and it always will be I can't breathe
(Is he for real)
(Thank but thank my guy)
SAME???
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(But whose path do you want to choose? The saint's or the sinner's? Do you want to belong to Adonjiah or to Aure?) (Note, if this was me, I'd choose Aure in a heartbeat. Adonjiah's attractive boy,,, but,,,, dam,,,,, need me SOME AURE.)
Owen: Maybe I am the terminator and you just don't know it.
Kinky murder sounds really weird.
Terminator plus bread equals Breadinator. Hungerinator. The Terminator Games.
Lemons are sour. No wonder you are.
I guess it is, then! What a useful accessory.
(Please do)
Owen: Rats are cool, though.
*turns to Aiden* Was it you? When we went to that bat place?
Aiden: *blushes slightly* I'm not saying anything.
Dejan: A stupid joke, yeah.
Aiden: Geez, thanks for the clarification.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 21:59:20 GMT -5
I just imagined Penthe swelling so much he turns into a balloon and floats away
(I just got the idea tbh? But it might be kind of interesting if he was)
(Welcome but welcome)
So I'll watch it anyway
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(This is an easy question. Sinning is more fun.) (How do you honestly like her ajdkdk all she does is sin and be rude)
Aure: The Terminator is actually sort of attractive and strong though.
It does. I have no experience in it.
Zephyrus: What kind of crossover
Aure: I would...actually watch that.
Well, obviously. You didn't think I was going to say cherry pie or something, did you?
Boreas: You have a strange way of speaking.
(I will)
Aure: Then you'll love my rat army.
Look at his blushing. He did it. He's the kinky vampire guy.
Boreas: It makes no sense. I'm sorry you have to endure it.
Aure: *rolls eyes* You're Mayo and the ratty haired one is Ketchup.
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Post by Windsong on Aug 22, 2016 22:05:14 GMT -5
*makes an extremely brief appearance* Omd guys I'm so tired ;-; and I'm being bothered by the ghosts of my past save meee...
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:05:34 GMT -5
I might actually burst into tears at this image.
(Sorry, but yeah, it would be interesting if he was. Hopefully he wouldn't be as awful as him, but....yeah.)
I hope you enjoy it.
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(Sinning is fun.) (More like how could I not love her? I don't care. She has good parts of her too, even with those flaws.)
Owen: *leans up close* Do you gotta a crush on the Terminator, now?
The best crossover! Obviously.
Well, maybe. You might like digging into red cherry juice pie.
You, too, and thanks. I have the best way of conversing. Talking is what conversing means, by the way.
Rat army?
Yikes. Didn't know I had a kinky Dracula for a boyfriend.
Aiden: Why does everyone think of Dracula when they hear vampire -
Owen: Because he is a vampire.
Aiden: No duh.
Dejan: It's all they called me in middle school. Mustard. *shudders*
Aiden: Lay off, Dejan. Nobody called you that. You're being dramatic.
Dejan: *uses his chin to indicate Owen* That one did.
Owen: I was a stupid middle schooler, shhh. Forgive me.
My hair is not ratty!
Aiden: Why do I have to be the most disgusting of the two?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 22:08:39 GMT -5
Is there anything I can do to help you, Winders?
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Post by Windsong on Aug 22, 2016 22:10:43 GMT -5
Thank you for offering *sad smile* well... do you have a moment for me to vent? That would be a pretty big help. I just have to go soon so I can sleep or something like that :'P so it would be pretty disorganized.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:12:04 GMT -5
*makes an extremely brief appearance* Omd guys I'm so tired ;-; and I'm being bothered by the ghosts of my past save meee... Hey, Windy. I'm sorry. Are you okay?
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Post by Windsong on Aug 22, 2016 22:14:29 GMT -5
*makes an extremely brief appearance* Omd guys I'm so tired ;-; and I'm being bothered by the ghosts of my past save meee... Hey, Windy. I'm sorry. Are you okay? I think it depends upon your definition of okay. Wait I was just confusing. I'm okay, I'm just being my typical insecure self.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 22:14:45 GMT -5
I think Eiri would burst into ears too (ears why)
(He'd just be more like that fifty-six page one shot ahdjk)
Thanks
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(The funnest.) (What good parts could possibly balance out all those flaws??)
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Aure: *smirks* Everyone likes strong guys. But he's not my type.
Zephyrus: Of course it is, bread boy.
Aure: I do actually, but that's not the point.
Boreas: I'm aware of what conversing means,as well as loquacious--which is what you are.
Aure: Rat army. Army of the rat.
Why does everyone say Dracula? What about Nosferatu?
Boreas: Why are these sorts of nicknames never original or clever?
Aure: It's very ratty, excuse you.
Because mayo is pale and soggy like you. Now you can be with Ketchup and call yourself FrySauceShipping.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:15:00 GMT -5
Hey, Windy. I'm sorry. Are you okay? I think it depends upon your definition of okay. Wait I was just confusing. I'm okay, I'm just being my typical insecure self. Is there anything I can do to help you? Edit: I'm sorry, I probably have to go soon, but I hope you feel better soon.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 22:15:34 GMT -5
Thank you for offering *sad smile* well... do you have a moment for me to vent? That would be a pretty big help. I just have to go soon so I can sleep or something like that :'P so it would be pretty disorganized. Of course. Go ahead and vent in as disorganized a manner as you want. I'm here to listen. ^^
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:19:46 GMT -5
Eiri would definitely burst into ears.
(He would be omd good)
Also, I'm sorry, but I should probably be going soon so if I do, have a good night and see you, friendy!
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(Well, she has the best music taste. She's smart. She's secretly a good person. She's loyal. She likes to read. She's beautiful. She is everything ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°))
Owen: Well, who is your type, then?
I don't know what that means. That's a big word.
Aiden: Owen.
Owen: It sounds like eloquent. Is it related to that word? I bet it is. I know what neither of them mean.
Aiden: You talk a lot.
Owen: I know.
Aiden: No, that's what the word means.
Owen: Yeah. I know.
Nice. Do they follow your orders?
Who now?
'Cause who needs originality when you typical, cliche nicknames? You could never want anything more!
No, it's not.
Aiden: Pale and soggy.
Owen: About describes you. You're good at the nicknames, what's it - Aure, right?
(FrySauceShippint I might cry)
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2016 22:28:03 GMT -5
I'm angry that I imagined her exploding into a bunch of ears
(I can't make my son that bad and rude)
Have a great night! Don't worry, I'll reply to Pinterest for you soon ahdkdk
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(Gee, Swan, do you need to marry her or something)
Aure: Intelligent, interesting people with nice faces.
Boreas: He's correct. Loquacious is talking a lot and eloquent is talking well.
Aure: Yes, they do. I'm their master.
How have you never heard of Nosferatu gosh dang kids these days never reading anything
Boreas: There's a lot more one could want.
Aure: He's just salty cause he got called four-eyes. I still call him that sometimes.
What? You are pale and soggy.
Why thank you. That's my name- don't wear it out.
(Where is the lie)
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Post by Windsong on Aug 22, 2016 22:28:46 GMT -5
Swann: I'm venting, so just your being here is actually helping.
Tans: Thank you. Here...
*explodes*
So... I feel like I'm just a loser and I can't do stuff right. I haven't felt like this so seriously in a while and I'm worrying that being on the forums is triggering me somehow because that's when it seems to happen most, when I'm online. I'm losing confidence in my art again because I feel like it's not as good as everyone else's and because I talk to fewer people and less people comment on my stuff I'm not good enough. I feel like I have to be perfect or nothing is okay.
I'm so lucky to have friends like you guys but I ruin it all the time because I can't be myself and feel comfortable and I feel like I'm always bothering you guys or just being awful. I don't feel like I'm worth it as a friend because I'm just too demanding and needy and I'm not worth the time and I'm not as good as other people. I bother you guys about everything.
And as for 'skills' they're just nonexistent things that I don't really have. I was feeling really good about my art even just a few weeks ago and now I'm not I seem to base everything around how I am and what goes on here on the forums.
I could go on forever but I won't.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:35:09 GMT -5
Swann: I'm venting, so just your being here is actually helping. Tans: Thank you. Here... *explodes* So... I feel like I'm just a loser and I can't do stuff right. I haven't felt like this so seriously in a while and I'm worrying that being on the forums is triggering me somehow because that's when it seems to happen most, when I'm online. I'm losing confidence in my art again because I feel like it's not as good as everyone else's and because I talk to fewer people and less people comment on my stuff I'm not good enough. I feel like I have to be perfect or nothing is okay. I'm so lucky to have friends like you guys but I ruin it all the time because I can't be myself and feel comfortable and I feel like I'm always bothering you guys or just being awful. I don't feel like I'm worth it as a friend because I'm just too demanding and needy and I'm not worth the time and I'm not as good as other people. I bother you guys about everything. And as for 'skills' they're just nonexistent things that I don't really have. I was feeling really good about my art even just a few weeks ago and now I'm not I seem to base everything around how I am and what goes on here on the forums. I could go on forever but I won't. Hey, I know you directed this towards Tans but before I go, I want to at least try to help you feel better at least. *hugs* I really hope you do, soon. I don't mean to make this about me, but I've had that feeling a lot going onto the forums - and it's awful, but if you need to take a break from it because you health and how you feel is more important, you definitely should and we would understand. <3 Feeling insecure over art really sucks, but trust me, Wind, you're a great artist. I remember being really jealous of your art - and I still am. I've never been able to draw manga style like you and ahsksksksk you do it well. But the amount of comments and likes you get have no correlation to how good enough you are - because you are good enough. At writing, at drawing, at being a person. All that. I want to let you know that whenever you talk to me - and to everyone here - that you're not bothering us or anything like that at all. You do not bother us. You are worth the time. You aren't demanding and needy at all, and even if you were, it'd be okay - we would understand if/when you need help and such. Your skills are not nonexistent at all, though, I promise you. You're brilliant at writing and drawing and everything else. This probably sounds really cheesy and fake and I'm sorry - but I mean everything I'm saying with genuineness (is that a word?). I hope you feel better soon, Windy. <3
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Post by Windsong on Aug 22, 2016 22:39:46 GMT -5
It was... more in general, so you're welcome to post too. And thank you. *hugs
How can you guys give such good advice. Awrk, I want to reply to every bit of it, but I think sleep is something I need right now. Thank you so much <3 I know you do mean it and I'm sorry I keep dumping posts like this on you guys... I feel guilty.
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:41:26 GMT -5
I'm angry that I imagined her exploding into a bunch of ears (I can't make my son that bad and rude) Have a great night! Don't worry, I'll reply to Pinterest for you soon ahdkdk --- (Gee, Swan, do you need to marry her or something) Aure: Intelligent, interesting people with nice faces. Boreas: He's correct. Loquacious is talking a lot and eloquent is talking well. Aure: Yes, they do. I'm their master. How have you never heard of Nosferatu gosh dang kids these days never reading anything Boreas: There's a lot more one could want. Aure: He's just salty cause he got called four-eyes. I still call him that sometimes. What? You are pale and soggy. Why thank you. That's my name- don't wear it out. (Where is the lie) I'll reply to this before I go, haha. I don't know if imagining her bursting into real ears or corn ears is funnier. (No, You can't.) It's okay, pfft. Have a good night. Yes ??? I do need to marry her. Why is she not real? --- Owen: Intelligent. Hmm. You mean Glasses Man? Aiden: You're loquacious but not eloquent, Owen, and he's eloquent and not necessarily loquacious. Owen: Your big words are making me dizzy. Huh. Reading's boring. I'd rather go outside. (Owen is the complete opposite of me "I'd rather go outside" who hurt him and made him want to play outside) Like what? Four eyes. Huh. He has two. How can someone be so bad at seeing that they see him with four? Aiden: Thanks. Owen: *chants to the Bill Nye tune* Aure, Aure, Aure - Aure the Irritated Car. Dejan: I don't think that makes sense. Owen: It rhymes. (Even though Aure isn't pronounced Ar is it ahsksksk but that's how I say it oops)
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Post by swanwhisper on Aug 22, 2016 22:42:43 GMT -5
It was... more in general, so you're welcome to post too. And thank you. *hugs How can you guys give such good advice. Awrk, I want to reply to every bit of it, but I think sleep is something I need right now. Thank you so much <3 I know you do mean it and I'm sorry I keep dumping posts like this on you guys... I feel guilty. Right. Didn't want to bug in or anything, you know? Hey, that's okay. Sleep is important. I hope you have a good night and feel much better. And it's completely okay. We understand and would do as much as we can to make you feel better. Don't ever feel bad about ranting/venting and stuff, okay?
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