spottedlegswarrior
I am emo and I write emo poetry but I am also a hipster and wow I feel too much
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Post by spottedlegswarrior on Aug 11, 2016 23:31:00 GMT -5
So like, I'm going to a new school but I'm going into 11th grade so that means high school which ew and there is 2 thousand childs at this school! That's the same size as the population the town I used to live in! AND I GO BACK TOSCHOOL ON TUESDAY!!!!! NO! GET THIS RESPONSIBLITY STUFF AWAY FROM ME!!! UGH! I was just home schooled for a year (which is no good for people like me with no self control and hate to be caged in their own room which used to be my sanctuary!) and now I go back to very big school. O.O no no *crawls into blanket burrito* None of this for me pls.
I have to make friends again which means I have to talk to people which means I'll have to deal with my social anxiety again. but at least I have the option of eating lunch in my car! yay! no social obligations there where I can just jam to twenty one pilots and imagine dragons in air conditioning! woo! ugh but winter tho too. I'll eat indoors in winter BUT I SHALL NOT ENJOY IT!!! And I have my notebooks that I can panic into and I can do journaling and free writing (I have creative writing this semester first period too! Woo! so excited!) and I can doodle which strangely enough, I write and draw more when at school probably because I need to procrastinate and that is my small way of procrastination also reading too I do a lot of reading at school as opposed to this entire summer that I had at home being homeschooled but wow I have never watched so many youtube videos in my life so yeah. Also that sentence (this entire post really) has disappointed English teachers everywhere. All English teachers are feeling let down in this moment and I am 100% the reason why so sorry to the English language!
So yeah thanks for letting me panic about school and stuff at you. Feel free to panic as well.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2016 23:34:52 GMT -5
yikes that sucks about starting somewhere new. i moved before my senior year and let me tell you that sucked. only i went from a school of 3,300 kids to one with only 900 and i Hated the smaller school. so opposite problem i guess.
i start college on the 22nd and move in on the 19th and i'm v nervous
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spottedlegswarrior
I am emo and I write emo poetry but I am also a hipster and wow I feel too much
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Post by spottedlegswarrior on Aug 11, 2016 23:40:18 GMT -5
yikes that sucks about starting somewhere new. i moved before my senior year and let me tell you that sucked. only i went from a school of 3,300 kids to one with only 900 and i Hated the smaller school. so opposite problem i guess. i start college on the 22nd and move in on the 19th and i'm v nervous Yeah, dude. I'm going from a school of like 600 to 2200 and my entire week is just going to be me internally screaming with sprinkles of external screaming. I have only ever lived in small towns of like 4000 and under and now live in like 200,000+ and I am super dead inside all of the time.
Ahhh and college! that seems terrifying oh my goodness! looks like the both of us are entering new worlds of sorts
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2016 23:41:44 GMT -5
yikes that sucks about starting somewhere new. i moved before my senior year and let me tell you that sucked. only i went from a school of 3,300 kids to one with only 900 and i Hated the smaller school. so opposite problem i guess. i start college on the 22nd and move in on the 19th and i'm v nervous Yeah, dude. I'm going from a school of like 600 to 2200 and my entire week is just going to be me internally screaming with sprinkles of external screaming. I have only ever lived in small towns of like 4000 and under and now live in like 200,000+ and I am super dead inside all of the time.
Ahhh and college! that seems terrifying oh my goodness! looks like the both of us are entering new worlds of sorts
that's funny bc when i moved i had the exact opposite thing happen. where i live and went to school this past year was so small i wanted to die honestly. like everyone knows each other and i hate it it's p nerve-wracking
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spottedlegswarrior
I am emo and I write emo poetry but I am also a hipster and wow I feel too much
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Post by spottedlegswarrior on Aug 11, 2016 23:47:58 GMT -5
Yeah, dude. I'm going from a school of like 600 to 2200 and my entire week is just going to be me internally screaming with sprinkles of external screaming. I have only ever lived in small towns of like 4000 and under and now live in like 200,000+ and I am super dead inside all of the time.
Ahhh and college! that seems terrifying oh my goodness! looks like the both of us are entering new worlds of sorts
that's funny bc when i moved i had the exact opposite thing happen. where i live and went to school this past year was so small i wanted to die honestly. like everyone knows each other and i hate it it's p nerve-wracking Yeah, the whole "everybody knows everybody" thing is literally the worst! When we first moved to the town that we used to live in, our neighbors already knew who we were and where my dad worked because told the realtor and I guess he told them because everyone in the town was super tight with each other so that's creepy about small towns! I totally understand about small towns because that has been my life! ugh so weird
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2016 23:52:11 GMT -5
that's funny bc when i moved i had the exact opposite thing happen. where i live and went to school this past year was so small i wanted to die honestly. like everyone knows each other and i hate it it's p nerve-wracking Yeah, the whole "everybody knows everybody" thing is literally the worst! When we first moved to the town that we used to live in, our neighbors already knew who we were and where my dad worked because told the realtor and I guess he told them because everyone in the town was super tight with each other so that's creepy about small towns! I totally understand about small towns because that has been my life! ugh so weird i've been told since moving here it's "mean" that i don't like the small town feel or knowing everyone or everyone knowing me and i'm like ???? no it's not. it's actually normal to not want to know everyone. i prefer being anonymous. which was easy in a school with 3,300 students. i had my friends and my groups. but i didn't know and wasn't known by everyone. it was nice
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spottedlegswarrior
I am emo and I write emo poetry but I am also a hipster and wow I feel too much
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Post by spottedlegswarrior on Aug 11, 2016 23:59:54 GMT -5
Yeah, the whole "everybody knows everybody" thing is literally the worst! When we first moved to the town that we used to live in, our neighbors already knew who we were and where my dad worked because told the realtor and I guess he told them because everyone in the town was super tight with each other so that's creepy about small towns! I totally understand about small towns because that has been my life! ugh so weird i've been told since moving here it's "mean" that i don't like the small town feel or knowing everyone or everyone knowing me and i'm like ???? no it's not. it's actually normal to not want to know everyone. i prefer being anonymous. which was easy in a school with 3,300 students. i had my friends and my groups. but i didn't know and wasn't known by everyone. it was nice yeah I am a pro at fading into the background and I prefer it so bring it on, Big School! people are just weird, you know. we all have the freedom to have our own opinions so like chill. if being in a small town is unenjoyable for one person, then leave them alone. if another person likes it, leave them alone. that's their opinion. "you can't logically argue opinions" is what my writing 2 books says because it's true and I don't know if any of this makes sense because my brain is melting as we speak and I should probably sleep since I'll probably get up early to witness the end of the old forums so idk what im even saying right now
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2016 0:03:04 GMT -5
i've been told since moving here it's "mean" that i don't like the small town feel or knowing everyone or everyone knowing me and i'm like ???? no it's not. it's actually normal to not want to know everyone. i prefer being anonymous. which was easy in a school with 3,300 students. i had my friends and my groups. but i didn't know and wasn't known by everyone. it was nice yeah I am a pro at fading into the background and I prefer it so bring it on, Big School! people are just weird, you know. we all have the freedom to have our own opinions so like chill. if being in a small town is unenjoyable for one person, then leave them alone. if another person likes it, leave them alone. that's their opinion. "you can't logically argue opinions" is what my writing 2 books says because it's true and I don't know if any of this makes sense because my brain is melting as we speak and I should probably sleep since I'll probably get up early to witness the end of the old forums so idk what im even saying right now big schools are also better bc you have a larger variety of classes you can take. like if i didn't move my senior year was gonna look like this: IB bio AP stats IB lit AP psych IB French 4 HL IB 20th century/Latin American history my newer, smaller school only offered AP stats out of all those classes i listed. my new school did not even offer classes at the IB level so i was stuck with this instead: drama 1 AP stats AP gov AP environmental AP lit honors civics honors Microsoft academy like pls take advantage of being at a big school. there will be soooo many classes available to you
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spottedlegswarrior
I am emo and I write emo poetry but I am also a hipster and wow I feel too much
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Post by spottedlegswarrior on Aug 12, 2016 0:09:23 GMT -5
yeah I am a pro at fading into the background and I prefer it so bring it on, Big School! people are just weird, you know. we all have the freedom to have our own opinions so like chill. if being in a small town is unenjoyable for one person, then leave them alone. if another person likes it, leave them alone. that's their opinion. "you can't logically argue opinions" is what my writing 2 books says because it's true and I don't know if any of this makes sense because my brain is melting as we speak and I should probably sleep since I'll probably get up early to witness the end of the old forums so idk what im even saying right now big schools are also better bc you have a larger variety of classes you can take. like if i didn't move my senior year was gonna look like this: IB bio AP stats IB lit AP psych IB French 4 HL IB 20th century/Latin American history my newer, smaller school only offered AP stats out of all those classes i listed. my new school did not even offer classes at the IB level so i was stuck with this instead: drama 1 AP stats AP gov AP environmental AP lit honors civics honors Microsoft academy like pls take advantage of being at a big school. there will be soooo many classes available to you Heck yeah, dude! I'm going to take like a billion electives! I already have creative writing for my first semester and I'm super excited for creative writing ahhhh!!!! tragically they haven't gotten my transcripts from my homeschool program because the homeschool program I did is full of idiots I swear (like seriously school starts Tuesday what is taking so long?!?!)! but I have the one elective and that is my victory for now!
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