This 30 minute little doodle is nowhere near what I wish I could give you but I had to do something in the short amount of time I have before work ;;
I feel silly for posting this on the cat forums of all places but its sentimental in the sense that- we met here you know? and ever since you've changed my life for a whole lot better. I think I finally got out of the worst spot of my life after meeting you and becoming friends with you... I don't think I ever would have expected where we'd be now, a year later.
I remember when we were really obvious about our crushes on each other but we both didn't expect a thing and thought we were talking about someone else. I still feel embarrassed that Lili had to step in and set us up for us to finally realize that our assumptions were correct and yeah. we were both pretty darn gay for each other.
I'll admit I was uncertain where the relationship would head. all my past ones started fast and ended soon and I didn't want it to be the same way for us and I'm so glad, that out of anyone, i've gotten to experience the things I have with you.
Even though the distance is slowly killing us and I cry thinking about how I can't do simple things like take you to dinner or just hold your hand. But we've made it this far and we're just so much closer to actually being able to be with each other every day and live with each other every day and any time I get sad I just think about that future and everything feels a lot better because. I have you. And You are without a doubt the most important thing to me and I can't it put into words how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I don't think I ever could...
It really feels like just yesterday we met each other and the rest of the group, and it seems like yesterday we got to be with each other in real life for the first time- but we're here now. and somehow it feels like it's gone by so fast, but in another way it feels like i've known you my whole life.
Gojira I love you more than anything the world has to offer me
happy 1 year anniversary<3333333333333