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Post by Sanders on Aug 21, 2017 23:49:03 GMT -5
guys. listen. let me just be open and honest here. i. love my girlfriend so much. i want to marry Isaac like. right now immediately (not ideal but like if i couuuuuuuld i wouuuuuld) they're. perfect imo. i,,,,,,,,m honestly like. so overwhelmed with just. calm loving feelings when im with them. we've spent a lot of time together the past week (and will spend more time together this week) and a lot of it is just us. like. cuddling each other super tight. it's so. safe and wonderful. i wish i could express how much they mean to me in words but i honestly can't.
late saturday night (after a long day together having so much fun and honestly it was one of the best nights of my life so far because i was with them the whole evening and we were dancing to music we like and i mean there was just this moment when we were dancing. and i looked at them and i honestly just could cry because they were so beautiful and they were so happy and i was happy and i just felt like. that was where we were supposed to be right then and there) we were talking and i asked them why they loved me. and in their half asleep state they were telling me why they loved me. and im like................. i love them too. i love that they see what's good abt me and they can look at that and they like what i can offer them. i love that when we're together they feel safe and secure and we talk abt things that maybe we wouldn't talk about otherwise.
my thoughts are maybe to get engaged 2 summers from now. before their senior year of college. perhaps have a year and a half to two year engagement. we'll see where we're at then. i would really really really like to live together before we get married only because, altho we do spend a lot of time together when we are together, we've never lived together. just us. no parents/siblings. so we'd have to do all our own chores together, we'd have to be able to give each other space when we need it, we have to provide food for each other and actually cook at home, and etc. etc. and i feel like even if we're really close and everything, we might not be able to live together for some reason? so id like to see how that works out before we get too far into this. not that i don't think it won't. i just know im not the best to live with sometimes and they can be kind of a messy person and i am not really a messy person so like. stuff like that uwu. but like we're both schedule and planning oriented so if we like. make a plan im sure we'd actually get this done well.
but idk guys, i just feel. good abt things??
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Post by sand dollar on Aug 21, 2017 23:55:36 GMT -5
reading this made me so happy aw i'm happy for you dude <3 i hope it works out w them. i love sandfig
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Post by Deleted on Aug 22, 2017 16:38:17 GMT -5
God I wish that were me
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Post by Maplestone360 on Aug 22, 2017 16:47:51 GMT -5
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