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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 14, 2017 13:00:00 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] man that sounds rough, i could understand how you feel. Although if i was your friend and one ogf my friends were being mean to you i would be in their face in a heartbeat. Theres no excuse for someone being mean. But i hope everything goes well for you, i would straight up tell her i dont like her friends cause they were mean to you.
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 14, 2017 13:04:40 GMT -5
{ 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 ♡ Bun ♡ *Spottedpelt* } Foxflight had woken early, and found himself strangely awake for the time of day. It had still been dark when he had left his dreams, and it been a peaceful morning of watching the light grow through the waterfall. He first got to his paws when Cinderspark's patrol announcements began, stretching for a moment before he went over. As he padded up to the large tom, he heard his name called along with Petalshine and Dandelionpaw for Honeysplash's patrol. When all the assignments had been given, he looked around for his patrol leader. His eyes landed on Honeysplash's light pelt and he padded over, giving her a nod in greeting. He was glad to be going out, and there was a soft smile on his face.
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[ Rp: ] Dandelionpaw rolled over in her nest, she had some trouble sleeping the night before and it seems her nightmares had come back that night. She rolled over onto her paws and yawned, getting up and steeping outside her nest. She heard her name being called and she looked around seeing that Cinderspark was calling patrols. After hearing her patrol group she spotted Honeysplash and Firesky, she bounded over to them and yawned again.
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 14, 2017 16:28:00 GMT -5
I did ask her about talking over what happened and she said she would. Have not gotten any response back asking her when :b and I know she has a lot of time. Been with this girl my whole life. I can get why she could be stressed out by thinking about it but being silent on it really won't do anything. Stuff that happened on even this rp thread made me realize that. Applying it to irl is important aa. I will mention her rude friend, and the fact that I do regret not taking her up on that offer to have it just be me and her.
I'll try to rp later. Just feeling at a real low point rn, ]
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Post by Deleted on Aug 14, 2017 17:10:21 GMT -5
I'm sorry for basically abandoning this the entire summer. I've just been feeling depressed- why, I have no idea- and I have had no motivation to roleplay anything or do much at all. And when I do, I just feel even more hopeless and basically bully myself into feeling bad for roleplaying talking cats, ultimately silencing myself and not doing anything. I do like AetherClan and my characters here, I do want to get back into roleplaying rather soon; but I just feel pointless and I haven't really felt like doing anything at all. I do want to stay here, but I need to figure out how to get myself to feel motivated to do things and not feel depressed first. I've been wanting to say this for months but then I panic every time wondering if I'll be looked down upon for suddenly disappearing in the first place. (and because I didn't have the motivation to say even that, I have devolved to this level of disgusting) tldr I feel horrible and I haven't been able to cheer myself up enough to act out my idiot characters and I feel even worse for suddenly abandoning this place
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Post by ѕρσσкуѕку on Aug 15, 2017 6:07:54 GMT -5
{ Oh my gosh sorry for disappearing again. My grandma stayed the night and just like last time I kept myself off the phone/computer as much as possible for her. And I've also been binging Criminal Minds so that's certainly not helping either. ♡ Bun ♡ I believe I got the patrols mixed up and Foxflight is on a different one while Firesky is on the Honeysplash one. Sorry Bun. :/ You could keep your post and just change the names. That's what I'm going to do when I get to my computer tomorrow. ^.^ @redheartofriverclan Red, it's so nice to see you! I wouldn't feel too bad about disappearing, it happens to all of us. As for depression, I get what you mean. I've been there and it sucks. I don't have the right words to express my thoughts right now, as it's 4am and I'm pretty sure my brain is slowly melting from exhaustion, but tomorrow when I get some rps out I'll maybe pm you my thoughts if that's okay with you. Anyway guys, I'm off to sleep now. See you guys tomorrow. <3 }
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 15, 2017 13:37:51 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] @redheartofriverclan Hey red, dont feel bad. I suffer from depression too, and its really hard to overcome. But i can promise you that no one in this clan would ever talk down to you just because you were feeling unmotivated and couldnt post, we all feel a little unmotivated at times and thats perfectly okay, the most important thing is your health. So take care of yourself, im not a mod but im pretty sure fireh would say the same... take as much time as you need. Just know you dont ever have to be scared when telling us something, were pretty understand people.
Some things i did when i was depressed ~ read exercise ( this really helps. It helps even more if you are in a sport.) Draw do anything you think is fun.
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 15, 2017 13:40:55 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] spotted i actually change the name.
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 15, 2017 15:06:44 GMT -5
I've been waiting to get on a computer to respond to you @redheartofriverclan ; ----subbed for length----
Honestly my dude, I'm glad you finally did post after I asked you to on my thread. I'm not mad, I promise you that. I'm just very happy that you've chosen to post now. it's a lot better than not posting here, I can assure you of that. Everyone here is understanding. We will support you.
And honestly, I can understand the sort of feeling you have. I struggled with depression HUGE in the last 2-4 years. How you feel about AetherClan is kind of how I felt about schooling during the time. tbh, it's why I haven't graduated from high school. Embarrassing past to bring up, but hey man, stuff happens. Sometimes, it really is stuff you can't help. Everytime I missed school i felt the sorta worthless feeling you have, and felt even worse for not making an effort. Felt bad when I did make an effort. It's hard to balance. But what helps, or at least helped me, was remembering that I will always have the chance to do the same semester again. What helps me outside of that thought too, honestly it might sound weird, but forcing myself to do something.
The kind of heavy and worthless feeling is hard to overcome, but all it takes is for you to try and do something out of your own willpower. I used to think I could never do classes, or even drawing really. But trying your best to do whatever task you set your mind to can spark something. My art improved quite heavily after I just said "fluck it, let's just TRY" I know ever experience with depression isn't the same, but I hoped I could help somehow, in someway. My writing had like no flow... i know okay. :'(
I just don't want you to feel bad, because you don't need to be. And before you could think the opposite, all of us i'm sure are happy you posted. Even if it doesn't seem like we would be. This is not a "doomed if you do/ doomed if you don't" situation. We really are understanding people. It's what I pride myself in with being the creator of this roleplay. The members here are really such kind people.
I hope your day today is going good. You deserve it.
Outside of this post, I did want to say i'll respond to posts today ^^ I work tomorrow and a few more times this weekend. Just a heads up. ]
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 15, 2017 16:55:02 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] Omg just had big scare... i though i broke my tablet because i wiped it down with a clorox wipe and then the pen pressure wasnt working... i fixed it though... i started crying.
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 15, 2017 16:56:40 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] nice choice of words fluck lol xDImm use that now
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Post by ѕρσσкуѕку on Aug 16, 2017 4:18:40 GMT -5
{ My mom came home early today, so we ended up watching tv together all afternoon and evening. Which means I didn't get a chance to come on here and rp. I'll try to get one or two out tonight, but I can't make any promises. It's already past 2. }
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 16, 2017 14:59:25 GMT -5
i just got told to pack up and leave from where i'm currently living. i'm just in shock and low-key panicking. i don't know what to do. ]
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 16, 2017 15:34:38 GMT -5
Thanks noble. After some talking I got my rent reduced and now it's okay??? My mother is going to help me keep living here if need be because my shifts kinda went down. Honestly I just want to cry for the rest of the day though. I swear I almost had a panic attack.]
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 16, 2017 16:02:15 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] Would a cookie help? ~Give fireh a chocolate chip cookie and a hug~ I made them, first time from scratch. I scared myself into crying when i though i broke my tablet.
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Post by rose on Aug 16, 2017 16:28:33 GMT -5
I remember when I was younger and thought it would be a good idea to bring my tablet into a Walmart. Dropped it, and I can't remember if it stopped working or not. ))
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 16, 2017 16:29:23 GMT -5
[ Ooc: ] the driver on mine just needed to be updated.
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 16, 2017 19:37:57 GMT -5
I'm doing better now. Renegotiation and my mom bought me chicken. I'm happy now Well content at least.]
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Post by *Spottedpelt* on Aug 16, 2017 21:51:32 GMT -5
(Hey there everyone )
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 16, 2017 21:57:37 GMT -5
>> OOC << Hey spottie >> RP <<
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Post by *Spottedpelt* on Aug 16, 2017 21:59:39 GMT -5
(How's it going Bumble? What have you been up to?)
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 17, 2017 18:38:20 GMT -5
Okay yeah I got called in today. Maybe I can try to rp on my phone since it's the shift where I sit around all day. I only woke up to the call from my manager and I'm honestly so tired.
A lot of bad stuff happened in the past week, some of which I'd rather not get into detail of. I will try to rp tomorrow but it is my mother's birthday 🎂 so we'll see..]
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Post by ♡ Bun ♡ on Aug 17, 2017 18:49:58 GMT -5
>> OOC << tell your mom i said happy brithday! >> RP <<
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 18, 2017 19:27:51 GMT -5
Okay I will make time to make an rp post at least tonight. Almost got called in again but they didn't realize I work tomorrow morning and apparently you can't do a morning shift if you worked the night before xD
I am feeling better, really. Thank you guys so much. And i'm sorry if my personal problems became a bit tedious to hear about. ]
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Post by ѕρσσкуѕку on Aug 19, 2017 5:29:35 GMT -5
{ Here is a long overdue post of Firesky's internal monologue. Sorry for being so inactive lately. Haven't had much muse as of late but it seems to be coming back. <-•Ryse•-> ♡ Bun ♡ *Spottedpelt* } Firesky had made her way over to Muddywater and Petalshine when the patrol announcements were finished, flashing the tom a smile before looking to the other cats milling about. She glanced around as everyone separated into their respective groups or went back to whatever they had been doing before Cinderspark's interruption. She watched as Dandelionpaw bounded towards them, a bright smile forming on her lips. She had never truly lost the sense of adventure that apprentices found so easily, but she certainly wasn't as innocent and naive as she once was. It was almost nostalgia she felt in that moment, thinking back on her apprentice days with her brother and sister. But she was happy where she was now. And she was never going to lose that spark of tenacity which she was quite proud of. Not ever.
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Post by ѕρσσкуѕку on Aug 19, 2017 5:31:28 GMT -5
{ 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 Happy birthday to your mom! My mom's birthday was just a couple weeks ago. And don't worry about ranting. We all need to do it and I personally like to see people get their thoughts out. So KEEP 'EM COMING PEOPLE. I NEED THE DRAMA. }
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Post by 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 on Aug 20, 2017 9:46:24 GMT -5
Alright thank goood I am so sorry I haven't been able to stick to my word. Work has left me drained and whenever I'm off I sleep. After today I don't work for a few days so it should be alright. Ah.]
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