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A GED is something I'd do if it was a last resort. I got good grades for English and social studies 30 level so I didn't want to write over them. Honors for those courses isn't easy to get for most people.]

(Been a little busy at school this week, I should hopefully have some free time after classes today though so I'll try to reply to everyone!)

{ 🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 Here’s this! Sorry for the delay fam. <3
I didn’t want to write too much in case we wanted to introduce something else, like a creature or obstacle or something. I’m fine with that or just having a smooth mission lol. Either way. ^.^ }

Sootnose hoped she was right. He admired her enthusiasm and confidence, though, having always found it difficult to be those things himself. But he also admired how she seemed to grow serious and focused on their mission—he was lucky to have her as a companion on this trip. He only hoped he could be worthy of her company and trust.

{ Wow another thing I can relate to you about lol. So I also gave up on school—I was 14 and had just started 10th grade—because I had so much homework at the prep school I was going to that I nearly had a mental collapse.

After that I was “homeschooled” but I didn’t really do anything for it. I’m fortunate to live in California though, because here we have this thing called the CHSPE (California high school participation exam) which is equivalent to a diploma. Otherwise I would have had nothing.

I don’t think I would have been satisfied with a GED, for multiple obvious reasons, so I really get that you want to go back and get a proper diploma and I think you should. A full time job now is nice, but if you get a diploma it’ll make a huge difference for jobs in your future.

But that’s just what I would do, so do whatever you think is right, love. }

Some awful stuff happened in my home while I was at work. I have no drive or energy. I'm probably just going to go to bed for a while. Sorry guys.]

(🎃❅❖.Şp໐໐kฯຟiຖ໓.❖❅🎃 take all the time you need, take care of yourself and your loved ones <3 we’re here if you need an outlet or anything else. No need to apologize. We all understand.

ѕρσσкуѕку oh sweet! Yea it’s all super fascinating to me, right now I’m particularly interested in the relationships between adolescents and their guardians and also in the biological hormonal differences between people with more estrogen and those with more testosterone and how those hormones shape their actions)

ѕρσσкуѕку that's a mood lol I just had a lot of bad stuff happen to me ever since I was about 11 and anxiety and depression hecked me off to oblivion when it comes to school. I honestly don't know how I got any credits at all in highschool. I almost never went to school. My dad passing away when I was in grade 11 didn't help with that either haha. I think it's only been recent that I've been getting a lot better with handling things on my end. It's why I want to be fulltime again. I know I can handle myself better when it comes to getting to work, leaving, and dealing with people. When I was fulltime a year ago I was put with an awful person and them being around soured the feeling of being at work so much so.. I acted irrationally and almost quit. I'm glad I'm not like that anymore and will just say "heck it" at this point. I say heck it to a lot of things. I've come to a point where I'm learning to be more apathetic because i'm too much of an empath and get too much into my feelings. It's not good.

My sister did find all the material needed for me to pursue a highschool diploma. I just need to have at least 70 credits. Which i'm not sure if I have or not unfortunately. But if I do go back to school I will get a living allowance for being an adult wanting to try for it. Which would be great because I wouldn't be able to go to work during the time.

<-•Ryse•-> thank you dear. I had a lot of interest in psychology and art still. But I know art doesn't pay well and i'm not entirely invested in psychology yet either. So I was hopeful that if I could go to school and get the diploma I would find something I like doing. I know i'm relatively okay at writing but I don't like writing so it sucks that writing is one of my 'talents' so to speak. _{(Honestly not sure why I enjoy rping honestly!)}

Also sorry for my flunking activity I know y'all said it was okay but I usually have a guilty conscience so lol
I'm just glad I wasn't home Friday. I don't really want to explain in detail what happened but it just wasn't great to hear about. No one was hurt or anything, but it was honestly so angering and not great. ]

oh my god thank you

also hELLO EVERYONE ]

how are you !!!!
wow !! it has been TOO long !! 
life just keeps getting in the way :''( sorry I haven't been around, but I am in a really good place !! so hopefully you guys will see more of me :'' )

Hope to see more of you too noble.

I'm sorry for my inactivity. I've been a bit meh honestly so I thought it best to stay away for now.]

(Hi everyone!!

Noble!! So lovely to see you again

I’ve been busy as well, I do have a four day weekend coming up soon so I’m hopeful that will be a good time to get some rping done! This weekend is my partner’s birthday so I may be occupied for a fair amount of that and wanted to give a heads up about it. I am also starting work back up this weekend, and so my weekends will be a little less available for being online but it shouldn’t alter my activity a vast amount )

<-•Ryse•-> ѕρσσкуѕку it's so good to see you both as well !!
I hope all is well :~~)

Well I'm feeling pretty good today, I will try to rp ASAP. If for whatever reason I don't end up getting to today, I apologize. But i'm gonna take a gamble at it right now so! ]

ღ ιcєƒιяє ღ i finally responded sorry for how short it is, i think this is a good place to end off with them for now. :3 I really wanted to finish this before work tonight. ]
_{Silas smiled sweetly at the warrior. Truly, she was too good to him. Much more than he deserved. And much more than he earned even with what he did for her on that fateful night. A soft purr made itself known in his chest as he looked away from her and wistfully to the ground instead. To think they were never really the strangers he thought they were only so long ago. Memory of his defensive attitude resurfaced and a low chuckle left him. Because of their shared past.. he knew that's why he felt so eager to trust her back then. The familiarity of those eyes of hers unforgotten. Their gentle kindness embedded in his soul.
"It will take me time.. but thanks for all that you've said today. At least there's someone who wants to believe in me." He murmured, finally lifting his eyes from the ground where they laid only moments prior. Her forgiveness truly paramount to anything else that she had done for him up until now. To believe that she was so often outcasted made him feel a bit lonely for the she-cat. Augustpetal felt that way back then too. No living family added with her defensive nature. Those parts of her were truly what drove him in. Back then he felt that he didn't want to leave her alone. And oddly enough, even now, there was a pulsating feeling that resembled that when he looked upon Silverdapple. She too was lonely. She too.. wanted someone to keep around.}