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Post by GattoGelato on Aug 17, 2017 12:51:58 GMT -5
My parents are considering selling our house to a friend of ours, which means we'd have to move. My dad considers liberty MO which is a p big city and lots of traffic..but I would love the job opportunities I'd have, and I could go much further in my dreams and work. But idk if I wanna leave my hometown yet, bc...my crush...even tho I barely see him. Plus this is the first time in 16 years I actually have friends...
The other option we consider IS moving to our farm out in the middle of nowhere permanently and that is a HUGE nonononononono for me. I absolutely do not want to live here. It depresses me. The walls are torn down. We've had bad cases of black mold. Our basement is literally a dugout trench, and it's muddy. We have had day infestations. We have a family of coons who are trying to live here. It stinks. And did I mention that it's in the middle of nowhere and we'll be even more isolated than ever. The fact I'm homeschooled. My parents most likely won't let me get a job, bc the nearest small town is 20 mins away and "that's a waste of gas", the only place where we see human beings is at our tiny church with an average attendance of 10...thats including my family of 6...
I laughed at the fact when our only neighbors (who we don't have any thing to do with them. We don't ever talk to neighbor) are homeschooled, and my dad said "wow, I bet it's hard to be a homeschooled around here so isolated" and I'm just like....dad...hello..????
I thought living here would be a good idea when I wasn't a social person. When I wanted nothing to do with kids my age. When I was younger and had nothing else to do. When I had so many problems that it kept me busy away from all my problems. But now I'm actually happy now I can be around people.
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