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Post by shortstop on Aug 13, 2017 23:17:31 GMT -5
this has been on my mind idk really ever since i've been in therapy- feel free to write your own message & advice
idk how to start this but really have you ever felt like you don't have a right to complain or really speak because other people have it so much worse than you? and this is absolutely nothing against those people. those people are absolute warriors and beasts and deserve so much love and happiness and life agh <3 no one deserves what you've been through.
but what i mean are the people who weren't really bullied or abused but feel like crap anyway. the ones who don't feel like they have a right to be depressed because nothing's really wrong in their life, not compared to some people who they've met or talked to. who feel like just because the situation they live in is ok they don't have the right to be depressed or have anxiety or panic attacks or despise themselves, so they hold it all in until they can't take it anymore, because they don't deserve anything.
everyone has the right to be happy. just because you havent experienced abuse, or been bullied, or questioned your sexuality, doesn't mean what you feel is any less real. it doesn't make it any less difficult for you and you deserve what you want in life. <3
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Post by Deleted on Aug 13, 2017 23:53:25 GMT -5
i cant even remember what happiness feels like.
i think being in love is the closest i've ever gotten to having a reason to look forward to the future. now i'm unlovable and i have nothing else to anchor me to this world. i just want to float away, to disappear.
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Post by Northstar3213 on Aug 13, 2017 23:55:08 GMT -5
I find no joy in anything.
Every decision I make on my own blows up in my face.
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Post by Snowflake on Aug 14, 2017 11:55:08 GMT -5
There are times when I sit by myself and I think back on what little kids have said to me that have brought me down. They're little kids, how can what they say bring you down like that? You ask. It's because somewhere deep down I kind of know that they're right somehow.
I can tell you though that I have found friends that will stick behind me one way or another and they put up with my random acts of weirdness. If I can find someone then so can you.
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