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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2017 21:48:02 GMT -5
so it's a Really Bad night like both mentally and physically
i've kinda been in a fog all day. like everything's on a few second delay. all my reactions have been slow. and i'm kinda having A Time. like i'll look at my hands and idk they don't feel like they're mine. and i've kinda come to terms w the fact i don't really matter to anyone or seem to serve a specific purpose. which. i get that whole "it's ok to not have a purpose" stuff. but i mean a purpose in the way that i don't provide anything specific to anyone socially or in our relationships. i could be gone and someone else could do everything i do for my friends just as good or better.
it's also a High Pain Day. so i've been. not fun to say the least lmao. earlier my jaw locked shut for a couple hours because of how tight the muscles in my face were. i've been having a lot of muscle spasms too. a lot of tingling along my jawline and into my cheeks and like. in my brain. idk how to explain it but it's like my brain will tingle. weird pressure in my eyes and head. my neck and spine feel wrong.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2017 22:13:51 GMT -5
Sounds like you need some comfort food, a hug, and a pile of puppies i appreciate the sentiment but 1. i can't eat because my jaw is the problem w the pain stuff 2. i'm allergic to dogs
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Bleak
RN does not stand for Refreshments and Narcotics
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Post by Bleak on Aug 12, 2017 22:15:50 GMT -5
Sounds like you need some comfort food, a hug, and a pile of puppies i appreciate the sentiment but 1. i can't eat because my jaw is the problem w the pain stuff 2. i'm allergic to dogs Uh, a milkshake and kittens?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2017 22:17:03 GMT -5
i appreciate the sentiment but 1. i can't eat because my jaw is the problem w the pain stuff 2. i'm allergic to dogs Uh, a milkshake and kittens? again i appreciate the feeling behind it but 1. lactose intolerant 2. allergic to cats
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Bleak
RN does not stand for Refreshments and Narcotics
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Post by Bleak on Aug 12, 2017 22:17:46 GMT -5
Uh, a milkshake and kittens? again i appreciate the feeling behind it but 1. lactose intolerant 2. allergic to cats Maybe just a hug and a goldfish?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2017 22:19:56 GMT -5
again i appreciate the feeling behind it but 1. lactose intolerant 2. allergic to cats Maybe just a hug and a goldfish? That's More Like It
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Bleak
RN does not stand for Refreshments and Narcotics
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Post by Bleak on Aug 12, 2017 22:21:28 GMT -5
Maybe just a hug and a goldfish? That's More Like It What kind of fish you want? Betta's are nice fish. But really, I hope you feel better in some way, shape or form.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 12, 2017 22:23:45 GMT -5
What kind of fish you want? Betta's are nice fish. But really, I hope you feel better in some way, shape or form. i'm a big fan of black moor goldfish tbh and thanks
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