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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:15:37 GMT -5
tfw you're so physically tired you can barely sit upright but your nerves don't work right and you're in too much pain to lay down and sleep so you just. kinda sit awake in bed and hope to die soon. worse thing is i had a rlly good day w friends so i went from the beach (tho still in pain bc it's chronic so like. cool.) to actively wanting to die in just a few hours.
how r u all doing tonight
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:17:34 GMT -5
I'm having. A lot of anxiety. And would like to cry but like. Can't right now aha
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:19:23 GMT -5
I'm having. A lot of anxiety. And would like to cry but like. Can't right now aha i'm sorry to hear you're not feeling good tonight too :( what's up if u don't mind me askin about it
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:28:34 GMT -5
I'm having. A lot of anxiety. And would like to cry but like. Can't right now aha i'm sorry to hear you're not feeling good tonight too what's up if u don't mind me askin about it idk I'm just at my gf's house rn. And like it's alright and I'm okay I'm just. Really not okay. And I also forgot to text my mom when I got here so she had texted me and I didn't respond for like 10+ mins and I'm like. Ah she probably thinks we're dead. Esp since we had to take a lot of back roads because construction around my house rn. Idk man.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:30:14 GMT -5
i'm sorry to hear you're not feeling good tonight too :( what's up if u don't mind me askin about it idk I'm just at my gf's house rn. And like it's alright and I'm okay I'm just. Really not okay. And I also forgot to text my mom when I got here so she had texted me and I didn't respond for like 10+ mins and I'm like. Ah she probably thinks we're dead. Esp since we had to take a lot of back roads because construction around my house rn. Idk man. o i'm sorry to hear all of that. i know this probably doesn't mean much but i hope ur feeling ok soon. ur a really cool guy and a nice person and u deserve to feel good things.
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:31:59 GMT -5
idk I'm just at my gf's house rn. And like it's alright and I'm okay I'm just. Really not okay. And I also forgot to text my mom when I got here so she had texted me and I didn't respond for like 10+ mins and I'm like. Ah she probably thinks we're dead. Esp since we had to take a lot of back roads because construction around my house rn. Idk man. o i'm sorry to hear all of that. i know this probably doesn't mean much but i hope ur feeling ok soon. ur a really cool guy and a nice person and u deserve to feel good things. yeah I hope it's okay later. And you too man. Didn't mean to like jump in here with my issues ah. I really hope that you're doing okay. I worry abt you
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:33:46 GMT -5
o i'm sorry to hear all of that. i know this probably doesn't mean much but i hope ur feeling ok soon. ur a really cool guy and a nice person and u deserve to feel good things. yeah I hope it's okay later. And you too man. Didn't mean to like jump in here with my issues ah. I really hope that you're doing okay. I worry abt you it's ok. i mean i did ask how other ppl were doing tonight too. so i did ask. thanks. i'm hoping my MRI will clear things up but it'll probably be a bit before we can do anything about it and i'm just Tired.
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:35:50 GMT -5
yeah I hope it's okay later. And you too man. Didn't mean to like jump in here with my issues ah. I really hope that you're doing okay. I worry abt you it's ok. i mean i did ask how other ppl were doing tonight too. so i did ask. thanks. i'm hoping my MRI will clear things up but it'll probably be a bit before we can do anything about it and i'm just Tired. I mean if it'll at least clear things up you'll have something to work towards right? Did you ever find out when you'd get those results and stuff?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:37:29 GMT -5
it's ok. i mean i did ask how other ppl were doing tonight too. so i did ask. thanks. i'm hoping my MRI will clear things up but it'll probably be a bit before we can do anything about it and i'm just Tired. I mean if it'll at least clear things up you'll have something to work towards right? Did you ever find out when you'd get those results and stuff? i'm not sure yet bc i only got it done yesterday but from what i've been told from pals who've had MRIs done, the usual turnaround between getting one done and seeing the doctor who ordered it (in my case, a maxillofacial surgeon) is about a week. i leave for school again on the 17th or 18th since move-in is the 19th. so it's likely i'll get my 1 appt in and then have to leave.
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:41:59 GMT -5
I mean if it'll at least clear things up you'll have something to work towards right? Did you ever find out when you'd get those results and stuff? i'm not sure yet bc i only got it done yesterday but from what i've been told from pals who've had MRIs done, the usual turnaround between getting one done and seeing the doctor who ordered it (in my case, a maxillofacial surgeon) is about a week. i leave for school again on the 17th or 18th since move-in is the 19th. so it's likely i'll get my 1 appt in and then have to leave. ah that sucks. At least you'll get that one and then you can schedule the next one ? Hopefully depending on what the outcome is
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:42:58 GMT -5
i'm not sure yet bc i only got it done yesterday but from what i've been told from pals who've had MRIs done, the usual turnaround between getting one done and seeing the doctor who ordered it (in my case, a maxillofacial surgeon) is about a week. i leave for school again on the 17th or 18th since move-in is the 19th. so it's likely i'll get my 1 appt in and then have to leave. ah that sucks. At least you'll get that one and then you can schedule the next one ? Hopefully depending on what the outcome is yeah i just don't know how it's gonna be mentally for me to go a semester (earliest i come home is winter break bc of timing and distance to home) knowing what's wrong if it's something bad
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:44:59 GMT -5
ah that sucks. At least you'll get that one and then you can schedule the next one ? Hopefully depending on what the outcome is yeah i just don't know how it's gonna be mentally for me to go a semester (earliest i come home is winter break bc of timing and distance to home) knowing what's wrong if it's something bad ah yeah :/ that really sucks. Esp if there's anything to like help with the pain a little. I'm sorry dude. I really hope things work out for you tho. I'm cheering for you over here
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:45:50 GMT -5
yeah i just don't know how it's gonna be mentally for me to go a semester (earliest i come home is winter break bc of timing and distance to home) knowing what's wrong if it's something bad ah yeah :/ that really sucks. Esp if there's anything to like help with the pain a little. I'm sorry dude. I really hope things work out for you tho. I'm cheering for you over here i'm hoping i can at least get some sort of pain meds for the semester even if surgery is decided on. like. i'll be happy even w that. and thanks ❤️
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 22:48:56 GMT -5
ah yeah :/ that really sucks. Esp if there's anything to like help with the pain a little. I'm sorry dude. I really hope things work out for you tho. I'm cheering for you over here i'm hoping i can at least get some sort of pain meds for the semester even if surgery is decided on. like. i'll be happy even w that. and thanks ❤️ yeah for real get some sweet sweet painkillers.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 22:49:32 GMT -5
i'm hoping i can at least get some sort of pain meds for the semester even if surgery is decided on. like. i'll be happy even w that. and thanks ❤️ yeah for real get some sweet sweet painkillers. i'm hoping it won't be like my last ones i had to stop bc they 1. didn't do anything 2. Bad side effects
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Post by Sanders on Aug 10, 2017 23:02:29 GMT -5
yeah for real get some sweet sweet painkillers. i'm hoping it won't be like my last ones i had to stop bc they 1. didn't do anything 2. Bad side effects ah yeah. Ones that work would be nice. Thanks for talking to me buddy I'm feeling a lot better now
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 23:04:31 GMT -5
i'm hoping it won't be like my last ones i had to stop bc they 1. didn't do anything 2. Bad side effects ah yeah. Ones that work would be nice. Thanks for talking to me buddy I'm feeling a lot better now it's np and i'm glad to hear you're feeling a lot better
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