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Post by Deleted on Aug 9, 2017 23:53:08 GMT -5
both physically and mentally lmao
the kind of night where ur like,, what do i even provide?? i know ppl shouldn't be measured by what they can provide. but like. what do i do? there's nothing specifically that i provide that someone else can do just as well or even better. like if charlie were suddenly gone nothing would be lost. someone could easily take up My Spot and do everything i do just as well or even better.
and then i'm also in physical hell. i had to get an MRI of my brain done earlier. i was ok for most of the day but in the past two hours i've had increasing pain and then tingling in my face. and then muscle spasms started too. i just tried to take a drink of water and got it all over myself bc my muscles just. didn't work right then. tbh if my MRI results are bad i'm gonna kill myself soon.
idk i just don't have anywhere else i can rlly say this stuff so just ignore it rlly
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