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Post by Snowflake on Aug 9, 2017 14:29:37 GMT -5
I have been accepted to collage, I have started watching K again because WITHDRAWLS! That and I have a date set for next week or so with a guy I haven't seen in years AND some feeling for another guy where stirred up when I was tagged in a comment with the same guy.
He's got a girlfriend now I suppose and I am so happy for him but I'm still kinda jealous without meaning to be at all. It's just.... I liked this guy only because we went to school together and I graduated with him and some of the other guys that I liked a lot. This guy that I'm actually going out with? I haven't heard from him since the last time we met and that was maybe 4 years at the least. I still remember having a crush on him and he remembers having one for me but I don't know if the same feelings are going to arise when I'm sitting in a restaurant with him.
I'm just going to play it cool and if it leads to something more then it leads to something more. If not then I'm totally cool with that too.
He knows to that I'm going to wait and see what I can handle in collage first before anything really drastic happens with us because I don't want to be so behind in my work that I just give up on it all.
That was in High School.... I'm not up for that again. I need to prove to the school in one semester that I deserve to stay there and that's what I'm gunna do.
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