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Post by Deleted on Aug 2, 2017 17:49:33 GMT -5
i'mm dying inside and all i see are demons'' why do i relate to this line so much i feel terrible i'm making myself ill because i'm scared of the people at my school + some people deny some people their HUMAN RIGHTS because they love their gender and i'm terrified of coming out i just want to be happy i'm a terrible friend and person + i'm making someone so happy right now yet i don't love him. and the only reason he's my boyfriend in the first place is because of pressure to get one or 'you're a bad person' and i'm a terrible person for faking this and society made me thought i was transgender for a while because of gender roles + 'you have to love the opposite gender hahahahahahah' + i'm actually afraid of talking to people. it's literally impossible for me to talk about how i feel to my family because i'm scared i spend too much time on the internet instead of socializing with my family and being normal but i'm not normal in the first place, i'm weird and i should feel less of a person because you mind what gender i love yeah so let's just kill people for things they can't control i couldn't change it if i wanted to and i want to. so much. i didn't choose for everyone to hate me. i wish i was normal
on the bright side though my crush is so adorable and lauren mayberry is making me feel better too
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Post by Deleted on Aug 2, 2017 18:12:38 GMT -5
hey Maria, if you need to talk, I'm always open, I'm gay too and I've definitely been the victim of some homophobia
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Post by tiger beetle on Aug 2, 2017 19:18:56 GMT -5
if you want to talk to me you can though my activity will be spotty for a while
1. I know it's tough to be gay when the world is...often a bad place, but please try not to be down on yourself for it 2. thinking you're trans and then realizing you're not isn't faking; you're not a bad person for using a label and then finding it didn't fit
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Post by Deleted on Aug 2, 2017 20:03:11 GMT -5
☁︎ out of character ☁︎ i'm sorry maria ! from what i've gathered, you say you're a trans boy, but you are actually a lesbian ? please forgive me if i'm wrong. regardless, it sounds like life is tough, but if you need someone to talk to, i'm always here <3
☁︎ roleplay ☁︎
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Post by Deleted on Aug 3, 2017 7:05:36 GMT -5
thank you all <3 last night i was just really.. i was feeling ill, i was thinking about school in a month or so, and when i get upset i think about everything that also makes me sad. i feel better now, thank you guys
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