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Post by Deleted on Jul 25, 2017 12:37:37 GMT -5
wearing down on me rn i get stressed rlly easily and today i submitted my application to continue VA benefits for school this upcoming year. if i get denied idk what i'm gonna do. also and i guess this is more minor in the long run it's p difficult to be out as trans at school but not at home. my parents do know and so does 1 of my brothers but the other 2 don't, and my parents still misgender me and call me by my dead name so. cool. i guess. and also i was supposed to have some medical stuff happen w my jaw this summer. but then insurance happened. lmao my doctor's office has the most incompetent insurance handler (idk if that's what she's called but u know who i mean) in the entire world. she took so long to get back to me the earliest possible appt i can get w a maxillofacial surgeon is on the 31st of july. for reference i've been out of school since may 11th. :))) and today i learned she didn't file permission for the maxillofacial surgeon to take 3d images of my jaw so i have to get her to file for that before my july 31st appt. and my mom doesn't care lmao if it were one of my brothers in pain she'd care but it's me so it's not important. things r just a lot rn
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Post by Sanders on Jul 25, 2017 14:42:58 GMT -5
im sorry my dude :/ sucks about the jaw thing. im sure getting anything done with your insurance is a pain.
and i understand abt the trans thing. like being out w/ my gf's family and not my own was a Tough Time. like literally im like our parents can never meet. ever.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 25, 2017 14:55:59 GMT -5
Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that :/
I hope everything works out for you, and that you can at least have a somewhat relaxing rest of your summer/have lots of time to focus on yourself and feeling better.
Living the closeted life is tricky, I'm also closeted at home/only out to select friends in my university town (tho I'm bi not trans, so I understand how it's quite a bit different). Regardless, I hope people become more open/accepting to your situation, and hopefully someday you'll feel comfortable around them or find other people who ARE accepting of the situation. If you ever need someone to vent to about the struggles of being in the closet, I'm here for ya <3
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