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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 21:50:10 GMT -5
you go to write using a prompt and it triggers old memories so it turns into a vent write and now youre crying and cant stop
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 21:51:07 GMT -5
i feel you oh man i went through my documents not long ago and 90% of the writing was stuff like that
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 21:51:51 GMT -5
yea i dont do it as much anymore but oh gods
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 21:53:46 GMT -5
i literally tried writing a story about a girl in a coma based on evanescence lyrics does that make u feel better, im ashamed
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 21:55:14 GMT -5
i mean same
but like the trigger was the prompt "if i had a nickle..." bc my abusive ex said when we split that i wasnt even worth 5 cents
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Post by cal ✩ on Aug 7, 2016 21:58:45 GMT -5
i literally tried writing a story about a girl in a coma based on evanescence lyrics does that make u feel better, im ashamed wake me up inside ..,,
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 21:59:35 GMT -5
I CAN RELATE... i was broken up with by someone saying "I think I need to do (insert action here) solo" and then he cut off all communication with me, now every time that "riding solo" song comes on i start crying
the smallest things you can randomly hear are the WORST triggers.... ugh
your ex sounds p messed up tho.... that's an awful thing to say to someone & it's never true. just because they want you to feel worthless doesn't mean you are, ever. it means they need some serious help
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:00:35 GMT -5
well he was really abusive, like were going to court over it
and yea triggers suck
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:01:11 GMT -5
i literally tried writing a story about a girl in a coma based on evanescence lyrics does that make u feel better, im ashamed wake me up inside ..,, LITERALLY IT PROBABLY WAS. I don't even remember. i do remember she died at the end tho
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:01:55 GMT -5
well he was really abusive, like were going to court over it and yea triggers suck WOW. I'm actually so mad about that wtf i can't believe people can treat others that badly??? I hope he got what was coming to him & much more beyond that
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:03:35 GMT -5
well we dont have a lot of physical evidence against him so hes probs gonna get away with it bc most of our "evidence" is being ruled to be sujective
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:07:14 GMT -5
I absolutely hate that. Is there any way to do a psych evaluation or anything? I mean I'm talking completely based off of my experience from television shows buuut... Maybe if you can prove there's lasting mental damage, not just physical, he'll at the very least be required to compensate you financially for therapy visits, and maybe a little extra.
Obviously jail would be preferable but idk, anything might help..??
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:08:49 GMT -5
i already have so many dianosises from other past traumas and abuse it wouldnt prove anything, we already talked about that
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:10:22 GMT -5
that's so awful...... like i'm tearing up a lil omg i'm sorry. did you take pictures of bruises, record abuse-related hospital visits, take accounts from friends/family? lie detector tests, if those are even a thing available?
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:11:45 GMT -5
no i didnt, and the main incident which is not forums appropriate i could have gone to the hospital for and got a kit done but i was too afraid
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Post by cal ✩ on Aug 7, 2016 22:12:33 GMT -5
LITERALLY IT PROBABLY WAS. I don't even remember. i do remember she died at the end tho i can't wake up ...
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Post by cal ✩ on Aug 7, 2016 22:13:16 GMT -5
sorry to hear about what happened to you fading you're really strong for going through that and being who you are today
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:14:54 GMT -5
thanks bee
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:26:50 GMT -5
a kit... omg???????????????????????????????? i want him to die i'm so sorry holy goodness i am going to cry
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:28:14 GMT -5
yea and its alright i cry enough for the both of us
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:32:30 GMT -5
laugh instead there's not a lot of actually humorous warrior pictures omg..
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:33:51 GMT -5
lol nice, tbh warriors twilight > vampire twilight
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:36:28 GMT -5
this kills me.... and is semi relevant if you don't like high pitched noises, or seeing aggressive animals, maaaybe don't watch
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:37:44 GMT -5
i like the cat cover the best tbh
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:40:26 GMT -5
the animal cover videos kill me. also the moms spaghetti video, "Crawling in my crawl" and so on
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:42:09 GMT -5
tbh memes in general lol
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:45:36 GMT -5
TRUE but I literally only discovered them like a month ago when I heard the evanescence animal cover in a jenna marbles video... oops
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:46:54 GMT -5
how have you never come across a meme before then,,,
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2016 22:47:35 GMT -5
LMAO NO not like all memes, just the animal cover videos and stuff like that. I just clicked the playlist thing for the evanescence one and let it take me wherever
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Aug 7, 2016 22:54:53 GMT -5
ahh okay
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