Post by pastelpills on Apr 19, 2017 15:38:43 GMT -5
I would just like to ask you to read the entire thing before responding, and to read it very carefully.
People who have been here for a while know about a controversial thread like two months ago about a controversy and I had an unpopular opinion which I voiced.
I hoped for it to be at least somewhat respectful but it wasn't. Then again what did I expect. I mean, it's not like I can, um, calmly voice my opinion without people telling me that they are avoiding me and that i'm a blind idiot???
"Omggg luk at all dese ppl forcink theyyr opnons on oders!!!!"
Like?? Can you give me one example?? I see it only the other way round. People aren't calling you a blind idiot who can't see "the truth".
I thought that I could voice my opinion on here without being judged. Clearly not.
Like, I swear, all these people just going "offensive humor is bad!!!! diversity!!!!" but since you cannot accept anyone else voicing a differing opinion you clearly can't be for diversity.
Also how is showing literal clips from a visual glitch of a guy loosing followers and claiming it as a legit thing and taking shots of the guy reaching for something that makes him look like he is doing the nazi thing with his arm not a slander??? Like can someone explain this to me??? Oh but I guess since he made a bunch of jokes that trigger you it's alright.
And I know that at this point I shouldn't bring up something that ended 2 months ago, but it really isn't the point of this at all. The point of this is not to defend my opinion - it's to defend myself as a person. Because some people clearly don't see that me liking offensive humor doesn't make me a horrible human being.
So I would highly appreciate if no more voicing opinions on this specific controversy was in this particular thread. Yes you can confront me about anything I say in this thread in particular, but not about my actual opinion on the controversy. Thank you for respecting that.
If you actually want to talk to me, RESPECTFULLY about it, feel free to pm me.
So this is the "respect" the forum shows to people? Alright then.
Then maybe this is not the place for me.
No opinion is right or wrong. And i respect everyone's views on different things even if it might not look like it. And admittedly I have flipped out in the past and that was wrong. But the thread back then wasn't the case. However, I won't show you respect if you don't show it to me. If you are going to bash me for having a different brainwave than you you can't expect me to be nice about it, and if you do... well then I have no nice words for you either.
And why am I bringing this up? Well... I decided to for some odd reason read through the thread (again). And in all honestly it brought all the emotions I felt back then back.
I feel not wanted. I have like one active friend on here, and in recent days I have been feeling unmotivated to do anything (do videos, draw, write, etc). And the fact that some people think that I'm a blind idiot and a horrible person for basically having a different view on something doesn't help it. My threads are ignored most of the time.
And yes there are people who don't seem to really care about what I think... but then there is like four people which I won't name that think otherwise.
Oh, also, I pmed one of them and have them a honest, full apology for ever offending them. You know what happened? They ignored me.
And you know what... you might be right. I probably am a blind idiot. I should probably just go with the flow and agree with everyone that it was wrong.
I know that in a way this isn't a good idea. I'm bringing up something that ended two months ago and everyone probably forgot about it. But I didn't. It's on my mind constantly, like almost 24/7 and it's not leaving any time soon.
I'm not trying to play the victim as there is no victim in this situation. I'm not asking for apologies or pity. Whether you hate me or not, I honestly don't care if someone starts to hate me at this point. I can't go any lower than I'm now.
And yes. I am apologizing to anyone who I ever offended. You have my full honest and deepest apology. You don't need to accept it. I just want you to know it. But I won't, and I repeat, won't change my opinion just because you don't like it.
This is hopefully the last thing I will ever post about this drama. I'm not trying to start another flame war. But I just needed to type this out.
Thanks for listening.
People who have been here for a while know about a controversial thread like two months ago about a controversy and I had an unpopular opinion which I voiced.
I hoped for it to be at least somewhat respectful but it wasn't. Then again what did I expect. I mean, it's not like I can, um, calmly voice my opinion without people telling me that they are avoiding me and that i'm a blind idiot???
"Omggg luk at all dese ppl forcink theyyr opnons on oders!!!!"
Like?? Can you give me one example?? I see it only the other way round. People aren't calling you a blind idiot who can't see "the truth".
I thought that I could voice my opinion on here without being judged. Clearly not.
Like, I swear, all these people just going "offensive humor is bad!!!! diversity!!!!" but since you cannot accept anyone else voicing a differing opinion you clearly can't be for diversity.
Also how is showing literal clips from a visual glitch of a guy loosing followers and claiming it as a legit thing and taking shots of the guy reaching for something that makes him look like he is doing the nazi thing with his arm not a slander??? Like can someone explain this to me??? Oh but I guess since he made a bunch of jokes that trigger you it's alright.
And I know that at this point I shouldn't bring up something that ended 2 months ago, but it really isn't the point of this at all. The point of this is not to defend my opinion - it's to defend myself as a person. Because some people clearly don't see that me liking offensive humor doesn't make me a horrible human being.
So I would highly appreciate if no more voicing opinions on this specific controversy was in this particular thread. Yes you can confront me about anything I say in this thread in particular, but not about my actual opinion on the controversy. Thank you for respecting that.
If you actually want to talk to me, RESPECTFULLY about it, feel free to pm me.
So this is the "respect" the forum shows to people? Alright then.
Then maybe this is not the place for me.
No opinion is right or wrong. And i respect everyone's views on different things even if it might not look like it. And admittedly I have flipped out in the past and that was wrong. But the thread back then wasn't the case. However, I won't show you respect if you don't show it to me. If you are going to bash me for having a different brainwave than you you can't expect me to be nice about it, and if you do... well then I have no nice words for you either.
And why am I bringing this up? Well... I decided to for some odd reason read through the thread (again). And in all honestly it brought all the emotions I felt back then back.
I feel not wanted. I have like one active friend on here, and in recent days I have been feeling unmotivated to do anything (do videos, draw, write, etc). And the fact that some people think that I'm a blind idiot and a horrible person for basically having a different view on something doesn't help it. My threads are ignored most of the time.
And yes there are people who don't seem to really care about what I think... but then there is like four people which I won't name that think otherwise.
Oh, also, I pmed one of them and have them a honest, full apology for ever offending them. You know what happened? They ignored me.
And you know what... you might be right. I probably am a blind idiot. I should probably just go with the flow and agree with everyone that it was wrong.
I know that in a way this isn't a good idea. I'm bringing up something that ended two months ago and everyone probably forgot about it. But I didn't. It's on my mind constantly, like almost 24/7 and it's not leaving any time soon.
I'm not trying to play the victim as there is no victim in this situation. I'm not asking for apologies or pity. Whether you hate me or not, I honestly don't care if someone starts to hate me at this point. I can't go any lower than I'm now.
And yes. I am apologizing to anyone who I ever offended. You have my full honest and deepest apology. You don't need to accept it. I just want you to know it. But I won't, and I repeat, won't change my opinion just because you don't like it.
This is hopefully the last thing I will ever post about this drama. I'm not trying to start another flame war. But I just needed to type this out.
Thanks for listening.