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Post by possumstep on Apr 12, 2017 21:15:54 GMT -5
i'm very guilty to admit that all the crushes i've ever had have been on fictional, usually animated, characters. i'm capable of finding real people attractive too, i just don't go out much. whoops......
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2017 21:46:59 GMT -5
*angry screeching* I HAVE NO SUCCESS STORIES ABOUT LOVE
ALL MY CRUSHES ARE STRAIGHT OR JUST IGNORE ME
OR THEY WIND UP DOING/BEING BOTH
WE ARE BOTH IN STRAIGHT GIRL HELLLLLLL
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2017 22:02:27 GMT -5
*angry lesbian screeches* One of my crushes is really nice to me, but her crowd is just so rude. And my crush knows I'm crushing on her, and that wound up being spread to her friend group, so now they tease me about it. Not to mention I'm already hella awkward without the whole lesbian thing hanging over my head.
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Post by ❴ ғα∂ιηg ✦ яεαℓιтү ❵ on Apr 12, 2017 22:16:37 GMT -5
I didnt read the context just the title so here you go: 🎷🎷🎷❤💛💚💙💜🎷🎷🎷
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2017 5:47:41 GMT -5
I'm bi, but only outed to my friends/my SO/people in my university town. My hometown/family are both pretty homophobic/the kind of people who think girls come out as bi for "attention", so I'm keeping my mouth shut on it for now.
However, back in high school my first ever kiss was with a girl (my family doesn't know this). She was new in town/was hanging out with our friend group since her cousin already knew us/sort of invited her along on things. I definitely found her attractive, but I wasn't at the point where I was comfortable admitting that to her. Then one night, the whole group of us girls had a sleepover at my house. One of my best friends pulled this new girl, we'll call her Jamie, aside tto chat. She told Jamie she definitely thought she should kiss me that night, since I was NBK at the time/my friend could tell I liked her I guess. So before we went to bed, Jamie told me she had a surprise for me, so I closed my eyes and then it happened. We spent the rest of the night cuddling/proceeded to date in secret for the better part of 3 months. But eventually hiding it got exhausting, and as well Jamie moved back to her home province, which is across the country.
I probably didn't even figure out I was bi until a couple of years after this incident xD I just thought it was a "special case". But I've been attracted to girls before/since, and I decided if I ever date a girl again, I'm just going to say to heck with it and come out to my family if we end up dating any more than a few months, because hiding was exhausting.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2017 5:59:00 GMT -5
im out to my own friendship group and there's this girl i've been dizzy for ever since i first saw her,,, istg she looks like a doll. when i first met her i felt so embarrassed because i just kept staring at her, i had to keep reminding myself to blink (i am a big gay mess™) I sit beside her now in a bunch of classes, because we've gotten really close i guess. this time last year i actually cried when i realised she'd had a party and hadn't told me lol (and i dont even like parties that much???) I know she's queer, I think she's pan acc, but i've only ever known her to have a boyfriend and she had this one boyfriend for well over a year and he cheated on her twice. this pasty white boy literally cheated on the most charming and beautiful girl in our school not one but two times ?????????? i want to square up to him. The first time they'd only be together like a fortnight and she forgave him and i was all \\\\\\\: but tryna be supportive. The next time was a few weeks ago so she dumped his sorry behind and i had just enough self control not to cheer >:333333333 im such a mess around her ahhhhhhhhhhhh i never know what to say so i just playfully insult her,,, i guess that's flirting????? its been pretty flirtatious a couple of times tbqh (i am not subtle. i have no filter) but while she always laughs and smiles, she's never really said anything back. she knows im a lesbian, and she knows that im lonely and ready to boney so i guess she isnt interested. thinking about it is depressing. either that or she doesn't notice ????? i get so confused when it think about her. sitting next to her in English is hell sometimes, she's so close, we'll be talking about Robert Frost poetry but all im thinking is how easy it'd be to lean over and kiss her. her lips look really soft. I tease her about being small (she's four eleven lol) but she really is the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. AND WHEN I SAY IM NOT SUBTLE I MEAN IT SOMETIMES MY MOUTH ACTS BEFORE I CAN STOP IT. One time we were eating lunch, just chatting, and i stopped talking in the middle of a sentence because we'd made eye contact really suddenly and the room felt like it was tilting and i was just staring into her eyes ,,,,,,,, they're hazel, really light, so sometimes it's hard to tell what shade they actually are, and i just sort of blurted out, "your eyes are the most incredible colour." BUT IT'D GONE SO QUIET AND I BASICALLY WHISPERED IT LIKE A CREEP AND THEN WE WERE LEFT JUST STARING AT EACH OTHER OVER OUR SANDWICHES. i cant remember much else about that because the whole day was a big ol blur of me just wishing i could control my gosh darn mouth,,,,,
sometimes thinking about her gets me quite sad. not just because this is a crush that will never go anywhere, but because i feel like it could be a reflection for love in my life for the rest of my life. im not secure enough in my sexuality to be open about it and im scared i never will be, and that im always going to be alone as a result. i dont see why any girl would ever want me, im loud and abrasive and average and im sick of wanting people when no one wants me back. itd be nice to be fought over once, instead of fighting for. i find it very very easy to devote myself completely, and to get lost in that and to ignore the fact that no one asked me to do it. is it so much to ask really ??? to be someone to someone else ??? for a girl to look at me the way i look at her, just once ?????? if that could happen then i dont think id care so much about the rest of the world, about the homophobia and the laws and the violence. itd still matter, we'll never be able to fully shake it off, but i do think itd be easier to deal with. i dont have many lgbt friends, and while all my straight friends are great, they dont really get it. its fun for them, to be allies, to be all 'love is love'!!! and go into town on pride and cover themselves in glitter, but this is my life. and i feel very alone in it. its not all rainbows and musical theater, its work and doubt and its fear. every time i see her there's these voices at the back of my head with every reason why she'd never like me, but bigger than that, why i'll never be loved back. i don't want to be a second choice, but i dont know what's wrong with me why aren't i enough, what is it about me that isn't worth the effort and doesn't fill the gaps. i don't want to be the person any girl settles for, the person she goes to when there's no other choice but that's what i feel i am.
phew haha i really killed the mood sorry to vent but once i start typing its hard to stop and these last few days have been hell didn't mean to kill the vibes tho
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2017 7:32:04 GMT -5
I have a crush on this girl who moved to Texas one year in the beginning of 9th grade. We still keep updated virtually on Google + and it's funny how lowkey hard I'm flirting with her. She's AMAZING, SUPER funny, has an amazing talent with art, and I'm planning on surprising her with a trip when we graduate high school. I've been saving up money for a while now and I hope she likes what I have planned >:3
I just wanna curl up in her beautiful afro and fall asleep for all eternity.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2017 7:57:42 GMT -5
@victorious oh no im so sorry i hope that they back off ;; but im glad to hear that your crush is nice to you ! im literally not out to anyone offline so ive got the problem of people not knowing im a lesbian so they assume im straight and guys try to flirt with me, but then at the same time im too scared to actually come out so then if there are any other girls who like girls around they wont know im one too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Thing is, I didn't come out to anyone on purpose. Heck, when I came out, I came out to myself as well! And then everyone found out about the lesbian thing and now I'm shy about it. I could PM you my coming out story, it's weirdly hilarious.
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Lesbian
Fennex
Joined WCF on October 16, 2009 as Jaystar1
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Post by Fennex on Apr 13, 2017 18:05:27 GMT -5
one time i pretended to be a guy on the old forums to get a forum mate because i kept trying to make one looking for another girl and the mods kept deleting it
it was horrifically sad and creepy at the same time
help i just wanted a forum mate like everyone else
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Post by 𝘨𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘯 on Apr 13, 2017 18:45:53 GMT -5
about a year ago I danced with a girl and those five minutes of my life are to date the gayest I have ever been. it wasn't like friendly dancing either, she actually put her arms around my waist and spun me around and then she put her head on my shoulder and touched my cheek and I swear I died right there on the spot. the fact that she's a ray of light and the sweetest girl I've ever known certainly didn't help.
but I'm out to exactly two (2) people and I'm not looking to come out to anyone else for a while, so I never told her I liked her and then we didn't see each other over the summer and my stomach didn't flutter the first time I saw her in the new school year, so I guess I just moved on without realising it ahaha. probably a good thing because I'm not looking to date anyone and liking someone and knowing you won't do anything about it stings, but still kind of a shame because I love crushing on people but I never actually do, so losing that for an indefinite amount of time is kind of sad.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2017 19:25:02 GMT -5
im bisexual
almost all of my male friends know now
i think there's only like 2 homophobic people in my grade so it doesn't really matter
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Post by Shrike on Apr 20, 2017 5:51:44 GMT -5
WHOOSH i am v gay and i may be late but too bad i gotta vent i've had feelings for my long time best friend for quite a while now, and i recently asked her out for some reason (i am not brave idk how i confessed JKHDGKSJD), but APPARENTLY she likes me too so we've been dating for a bit <33 she is not only my best friend, but the best person i know, who's been with me through everything no matter how hard i fell. she's the only one who's been here for me this whole time, the only one who can manage to calm and comfort me just with her presence. she's such a hard worker, so skilled, so brave, funny, and kind, and i hope beyond anything else i can be as good to her as she is to me cx just the fact that she's stayed by my side when everything else fell apart... that in itself shows that she's someone really really special and i want her to be happy more than anything else. anywho i'm really in love with salt to the sea ★ even tho she's a total kinkster weirdo nerd but don't tell her i said that. u can't prove it b-baka
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Post by Deleted on Apr 20, 2017 6:56:35 GMT -5
Shrike same except im not dating anyone at the moment
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