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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 0:31:40 GMT -5
OoC :: I feel a little silly for saying this, and I may be wrong, but this has happened twice to him, right? With Thaddeus and now Shiva? Has he ever thought that it's perhaps the way that he has acted with them has caused this to happen? It just seems like, despite him trying to help, he really doesn't know how to. But, also, did he try talking with Thaddeus in a similar way or differently? Learning from his mistakes in the past?
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 0:33:29 GMT -5
OOC Yeah twice, and no, I'm not saying it isn't his fault, because it is. It totally is. Norman is not without his faults and boy has a lot of those. He just, he really wants to help, he needs to help, he's just not very good at it.
Though to be fair, neither time had just been his fault.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 0:33:55 GMT -5
(If you could, that would be great) OOC Sure, give me a minute.
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I'm forced to deal with what I feel.
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Post by peachytea on Jul 25, 2017 0:36:29 GMT -5
OOC:: im back, im getting on the computer then ill start the rp, Cloudy~
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Post by anormallife on Jul 25, 2017 0:36:43 GMT -5
(Okay c: )
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 0:39:30 GMT -5
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IC After getting out of the pool, Winslow had gone to take a shower and as currently eating some fruit snacks he had found when the door opened and hurried footsteps could be heard, they stopped for a minute after being reminded to take off his shoes, and then continued, but softer, until Cliff had tracked them down and pounced into the room. Dressed in what Winslow guessed was his "work clothes" with was...well a nice buttoned up shirt, a fancy looking vest over it, a tie, and matching slacks. He looked rather...fancy actually, even had his hair slicked back.
"Guys! You'll never guess the day I've been having!"
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 0:40:29 GMT -5
OoC :: Yeah, I wasn't trying to say he was the only one at fault. Shiva is in this scenario definitely, and it really wasn't smart of her to accept the phone call considering how susceptible to emotions she is and how the smallest things can affect her at the moment. She takes certain stuff really seriously (like stuff about her family) and really doesn't want anyone to help her with her issues- so, in the end, this really wouldn't have worked out no matter what. And the reason she is like that seriously has to do with Nanami being a terrible friend to her in a time of need, so Shiva learned with that that it was best to deal with issues herself. And not because she ignored the issue and left Shiva to deal with it herself, but she basically threatened to leave Shiva as a friend if she didn't suck it up and deal with the problems Shiva was going through, hence Shiva doing exactly that and putting on a smile from that point on... Figuring it was the best thing to do to keep her friends as her friends and not scaring them away, or making them hate her...
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 0:50:48 GMT -5
OOC Yeah. It was just a really bad mix.
Also I'm beginning to really not like Nanami.
If anything else, Norman tries. It's usually not appreciated but he tries, however once you do get on his bad side, he can hold grudges for like, forever and is the type of person who will refuse to say sorry first. He knows he messed up however he also knows that he was hurt too, and hurt while trying to help and in that sense he just refuses to apologize first.
He also does really well at keeping his cool until the person starts somehow making fun of/insulting him or at least that's how he sees it. Like Thaddeus said some really horrible things about him, his mother, his brothers even, and that's what really ticked Norman off, and then here with Shiva, the turning point for him was probably when she said "boo hoo" to the abusive part because that's actually an extremely sensitive spot for him and Hazel was abusive, even after finding out he was her son, and the worst part for him about that was he didn't even realize it until after he thought she died and so he didn't even feel like he could be mad, because she died.
Sorry for rambling, like I said, I have a lot of Norman feels and I know this boy so well, so even if he is trash (which he is) I love him so much and literally everything he does has a reason and I just want him to have a good happy life.
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Post by anormallife on Jul 25, 2017 0:57:31 GMT -5
Loreto had rinsed off after they were done in the pool then changed into more comfortable clothing. He was with Winslow and munching on a bag a chips. He glanced around when he heard someone enter the mansion. Judging by all the noise he was guessing it was Cliff and he smiled slightly to himself. He looked to Cliff as he entered the room. "What have you been up to today Cliff?" he asked him with a smile.
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 0:58:27 GMT -5
OoC :: I'm glad you don't, she seems sweet and cheerful and weird at first, but being a friend she sucks at. I don't know if I've properly explained it, in roleplay or out, but when Shiva needed someone to talk to, she went to Nanami because Nanami was the only person left for her to go to. Shiva was cutting, because it helped ignore the pain. (did realize, but likely due to all the cutting back then, she gained somewhat of a pain tolerance and when she got shot it didn't affect her as badly as it could have) When she told Nami, Nami told her to stop or else she would leave her as a friend. Whenever Shiva tried to tell Nanami about what was happening at home, Nanami changed the topic so quickly, it hurt Shiva so much.
Well, luckily in this case Shiva will eventually apologize. She... oh god, thanks to Nanami again,has learned how to apologize so quickly to get people to forgive her so they don't leave. Currently she just needs a cool off period, but eventually she will apologize to Norman for saying all of that. Even if she thinks some of it is true.
She will be sorry for saying that, however to her it seemed silly that he was trying to sympathize when she felt as though they couldn't possibly, due to differences in what happened, and Norman never fully explained what happened at Wings, just the basics of what the place was. Honestly, she has never experienced lab pains, but she has experienced a huge hit of emotional hurt. But she will eventually see her mistake in that.
And don't worry, I'm kinda rambling too.
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Post by peachytea on Jul 25, 2017 1:03:37 GMT -5
OOC:: i'm drawing an oc from another forum if any of you want to come watch? o: Also cloudy dont ask why he has a cloth over his eyes even i dont know ..
IC:: Avon was wandering down the halls in the mansion, trying to feel his way around. Because, even though he had no clue why, there was a cloth tied tightly around his eyes that he couldn't get with how small and frail he was. He was trying to feel around for someone to help him. He just hoped he didn't trip over anything and hurt himself, because any sort of pain reminded him of his past, which he didn't like to be reminded about. He started making loud whiney noises, since he wasn't a speaker, really. He just wanted someone to help him get the cloth off.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:09:08 GMT -5
OOC See that makes me mad because Nanami was like, all Shiva had and she was a horrible friend. Kinda glad she's dying. Though I know that sounds wrong.
Yeah. Norman might not take the apology unless he's actually sure she means it because Norman hates the idea of people leaving him and so is tentative to let new people in, much less people he felt like he had been hurt by before. So it'll be an interesting process. Norman may distance himself for awhile, to protect himself, fair warning.
I can see that, Norman doesn't like talking about his time at Wings, even though that was such a crucial time for him. He hasn't even told Ives or his brothers everything. Norman really needs to tell someone everything, the labs stuff, the Wings stuff, and everything before, between, and after, because I feel like if he could talk to someone it would help, but he hates even bringing it up. People unknowingly kind of just expect him to be okay, and so he puts on the mask of being okay, but in truth he is one very broken person and I feel for him.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:11:55 GMT -5
Loreto had rinsed off after they were done in the pool then changed into more comfortable clothing. He was with Winslow and munching on a bag a chips. He glanced around when he heard someone enter the mansion. Judging by all the noise he was guessing it was Cliff and he smiled slightly to himself. He looked to Cliff as he entered the room. "What have you been up to today Cliff?" he asked him with a smile. OOC Text
IC "Okay well first Seymour and I had to go pick up these pills for me because of something we did a few weeks ago, he took me in to see some sort of doctor person? I think, and he said I need these. Anyways after that we went to a meeting. Well he and Harvey did, I couldn't go in so I stayed in the lobby until I broke some expensive vase and got kicked out. I met this girl and we walked to the park only to find some bleeding, basically dying person! So I called Harvey who called an ambulance and then we went shopping and now we're home," Cliff rambled, finally taking a breath after.
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 1:14:49 GMT -5
OoC :: Exactly. Nanami was awful, unfortunately Shiva couldn't see that simply because Nanami was there. I don't think Shiva even now understands how awful Nanami was, she certainly can't stand how Nami treated her in the past, but she thinks the girl may have changed. She knows now what Nanami did was awful and it affected Shiva, but Shiva doesn't realize how badly it was and how much it has now been ingrained into herself.
She'lll mean it, and she'll be determined to gain his trust back because she will feel awful for it. Wow, for someone who so desperately needs people in her life, Shiva has a really bad habit of pushing them away at the same time when it comes to them trying to help her.
Nathan knows basically everything that happened at Wings though, right? I want to make sure. Nothing like having your ex know about part of your traumatizing past. I feel bad for him, and it's unfortunate that he doesn't have anybody to talk to. That part really sucks, as well as people expecting him to be okay.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:21:51 GMT -5
OOC Ugh. It's a good thing that Shiva does have other friends because if anything else, they do at least try and be there for her, right?
Yeah, that's good, though Norman probably won't make it easy, that trashboy. Tbh I feel like A.I may need to have a time where everything just gets out in the open. Like, just give everyone the chance to be emotional and get all of if out because right now Ives is literally the only one that's for real, okay. He's done his healing. Ives is healthy, mentally, emotionally, physically, all of it. Other than his dependence on Norman...But anyways, he could be the mediator. Unless it's after he gets sick, because then he's gonna have problems too.
Yeah, Nathan knows most of it. He and Hazel are the only other ones besides Norman that do, and even then, Norman hasn't explained everything. Like his time in the simulator, what happened with Indigo, exactly how much stress he was under and how often he broke down. And this is where I really don't like past Hazel because she knew the turmoil Norman was going through yet she continued to play these twisted mind games with him, messing with him every chance she got and it was actually really damaging to him. (Course she doesn't remember any of that now...)
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Post by peachytea on Jul 25, 2017 1:23:19 GMT -5
OOC:: im gonna add another oc to this rp, if thats okay-
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:24:41 GMT -5
OOC Yeah of course. Go for it, Peachy!
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 1:29:02 GMT -5
OoC :: Yeah, well, he other friends are everyone in Ai, and now Skyler. But unfortunately, none of them were there when she needed them to be, and only Nanami was, so it twisted her mind a bit and got stuck. She would have reacted a lot better to help if it wasn't for Nanami, and Shiva wouldn't have gotten like that with Norman.
Oh no. Poor AI, this is just going to be filled with troubles then, huh? None of this is really going to go well, though seeing something where they all get everything into the open would be good for all of them. They need to each get some sort of peace they can keep.
That really sucks for him. Gosh, Hazel was really awful in the past... heh. Nobody expecting her to shoot Mathew when she said she was firing him.... wow, that was interesting to see everybody suddenly realize how freaking awful she was... But still, all of this poor stuff Norman has gone through is so awful and ugh. Poor Norman.
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Post by peachytea on Jul 25, 2017 1:33:31 GMT -5
OOC:: Name: Klaeton[Klai] Layard Age: 19 Gender: male Species: Dove/Human Hybrid Appearance: Klaeton has shaggy snow white hair that reaches just to the bottom of his ears, and dark brown, dull eyes. He's practically blind, but not completely, and therefore he can't really maneuver around new places, but once he gets the feel of the area he's in he can navigate around with absolutely no problem. He's usually seen wearing a white knitted sweater, with dark grey sweatpants, and some light grey tattered converse. He always wears a grey braided bracelet on his hand, a braided anklet on his left ankle, and a black beaded necklace around his neck with a cross on it that reaches his collarbone/goes a little past it. Personality: He has a very quite personality. Shy, Keeps to himself unless talked to. He's not one to approach someone else first. He's very flinchy as well, with his heightened senses; just another factor of being blind. It feels very weird when people touch him, plus he doesn't see them coming so he's be caught off guard of course. He's a very broken and mentally "ill" individual. History: n/a Other: He's not completely blind, only a little more than half, he can still see blurry blobs
mmk here you go then.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:35:11 GMT -5
OOC Nanami ruined everything.
Yeah, I mean, Shiva has bottled up a lot, Beau is still a mess, Norman has serious trust issues that need to be adressed, Thaddeus though doing better is not in a good spot, and after Ives gets sick he's gonna have serious attachment issues and some deep rooted fears.
Yeah Hazel was horrible, she was honestly horrible. Fired meant killed, games were sick and twisted, and she wasn't against using them on her own children. However this Hazel is not that Hazel, and that's not to mean she changed, it means she forgot everything and became a whole new person before gaining her memories back. (And she still doesn't have them all) she's absolutely disgusted with her old memories now and I like this Hazel so much more than I do the old one. She was a good villain though. With originally good motives that got so twisted there at the end.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:36:27 GMT -5
OOC Ooh he seems like a great character!
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 1:38:23 GMT -5
OoC :: Yep.
Oh no. These poor children. There is so much wrong for them at this time, it's awful. This poor group has so much wrong with them.
Yeah. Hazel was amazing, she was great, but she was awful. The worst. No matter how contradicting that sounds. I prefer her like this, she is a lot more sweet, but still.... Oi, that past. I'm glad she's a better person now.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:42:31 GMT -5
OOC They really do, ugh, I'm so invested in AI, eventually I hope everything gets fixed for them.
Yeah I getcha. Hazel right now is sort of anxious though because people keep expecting her to live up to...her expectations but she isn't that person anymore and she can hardly do what she could before. So she's a little ball of stress as she tries to figure out her place now.
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Post by anormallife on Jul 25, 2017 1:44:45 GMT -5
Loreto nodded as he listened to Cliff talk about his day. "You sure had quite the exciting day today." he said to him. "We did some pretty exciting stuff too, we got back early and went and found the pool in the mansion." he said to him, figuring he would like to know about the pool.
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Post by peachytea on Jul 25, 2017 1:44:53 GMT -5
OOC:: yes, and he is free to rp with, but hes not the talkative type so if you wanna struggle to get them to talk hes the guy you wanna rp with xD[plus he needs SOMEONE he can talk to and trust ykno-]
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 1:45:05 GMT -5
OoC :: I do too.
She needs to meet a person who has absolutely no idea who she is and just makes nice simple conversation. Oh hey, wait, Cecil's wife would totally do that. And his daughter too. So whenever you want Hazel to go to her other son's house, that's totally there. Cause like, those two will have no judgement against her. Or expectations. Cause Cecil says nothing about his family.
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:46:42 GMT -5
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Post by πβππ π£π on Jul 25, 2017 1:48:25 GMT -5
OOC I would love to roleplay, Peachy, but I actually need to crash really soon. So maybe tomorrow?
Also Creamy, I'm totally up for that because that would honestly take so much stress off of Hazel and she would feel so happy and yeah. However I need to crash for the night right now.
Goodnight everyone!
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Post by CreamCrow on Jul 25, 2017 1:49:58 GMT -5
OoC :: I should follow pursuit and go to sleep too. I'd be totally willing to do that tomorrow though. Heh.
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Post by anormallife on Jul 25, 2017 1:57:09 GMT -5
(Night smore.)
Loreto nodded. "Oh right, makes sense. Never really thought about that." he said to him. Butterfly wings are pretty delicate. "Well then next time we have free time we don't have to go to the pool, we could find other things that we can do together." he offered with a smile, he wouldn't want Cliff to be left out.
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