Water (poem that I need opinion(s) on)

I want to write
But have nothing to say
I want to talk
But the words just run away

I'm slipping
Into the drain
Falling through
The holes you made

I am a mess
A beautiful disaster
Tragic and unmoving
In my downward spiral

I'm sinking now
Unable to move
Because the current is putting
Too much pressure on me

It seems to me
Everything is moving so rapidly
And floating away from me
So that you dissapear

And I know that
This flowing water
Won't stop until
We crash into the dam

I just wanted
To be by your side
But you cast me into the ocean
When you know I can't swim

And now this
Stream is running
And moving
Down my face

I sit underneath
The waterfall
Wondering when
It all went to hell

The rain comes down
And the ocean rises
Until it floods
A chaotic situation you made

You made me into water
Into a ever changing shape
Always going with
What others say

I don't want to do this
I want to be free
To freeze myself
In the shape I want to be

Its not cold enough
At least not without you near
You made me solid
Made me feel good

But now you're gone
And he's here instead
Making me into steam
Unable to form at all

And I'm shifting
From state to state
Not wanting to be
Moving this way

First was ice
Beautifully cold
And happy to be so
But then you ran away

So I turned into water
Unable to stay
Where I wanted
And fell down again

Then he came along
Made me into steam
Unable to be
Anything like free

And I keep hoping
You'll come back
So I don't run around
So I can be me

But then again
You left for a reason
No one wants
To be touched by ice

But ice can crack
And can break
There were fraction lines
All over me

So now that I'm unmolded
I no longer
Have those lines
Or you in my life

And I keep trying to find
The right words to say
But when it comes to you
I can't make you stay