Honestly, I have been.. I don't know how to say it.. losing my temper so often lately on here, especially by what I've been seeing on the Ashfur topics. It was pretty disgusting and horrible to read about, but I will not call names.
Guys. No matter how much you disagree with someone, you should always respect them. You should never call them names. It's dishonorable, how people choose to abuse their own lives like this. It makes me sad how people choose to bully.
Guess what? When I was younger, I was the bully. I bullied so many people before and even made some cry. I still feel horrible just thinking about it.
You'll only feel that remorse if you continue this behavior. I was even depressed for a while and would constantly call myself a "horrible person" for bullying those people in the past.
Just think about this for a moment. Do you want to feel the way the person felt when you insulted them? Do you want to be treated with respect? Respect is earned by respecting others. However, if you do not respect people.. if we don't respect ourselves, our own behavior, our own maturity, then what are we?
I cannot exactly remember the username, but someone on YouTube called Mark made a wonderful video about respect. He even said if it exists anymore (somewhere along the lines) and it made me so sad, because what if it's true? Is all of the respect gone?
Maybe the forums just aren't my thing. Because lately I have been seeing heated topics, I have been taking things personally, and I need to focus on taking care of my leopard gecko and finding a job right now.
Eh, I don't think I'll ever leave, but I might just lurk around for now and avoid posting on topics. I also have to focus on yet another interview at some point this week, though.
Honestly, I am kind of just done with anger. Anger from myself, anger from other people.. I just want to be positive for once.
Aqua out